>be me
>no energy to workout
>thinks something negative about myself (one example; how I’m still a virgin at age 25)
> *rage activates*
> works out vigorously
> no more raging power
> no energy
> think something negative again
>unlimited power
Why do I always have to be negative in order to work out ?
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anger is pretty much equivalent to strength/power
The problem is I lose my negative thoughts after a few sets of workouts
thats the best part, you end up coming out positive.
Take on challenging things so your life gets harder (not shittier) and you will get more energy too
Dark side
How have you never even managed a pity frick in a quarter century
I dunno how to have sex without saying I’m a virgin
i say im a virgin but women dont believe me. They are right, im not
Well they will believe u once u have sex with them
no they just think im a player
So after u finish having sex with a girl for the first time, they think ur a player ??
It's the same reason you don't realize girls are hitting on you until 2 years after the fact. Or why you can't take any sort of compliment without self-effacement.
You were raised by a mother deficient in compassion +/- a weak/absent father. Raised to think self worth is determined by current performance. You don't know how to operate through life unless it's fighting against something or running away from something else. The idea of an unconditionally positive self-regard is repulsive and alien to you, at the same level if you told some npc a bunch of /misc/-tier redpills. You tell yourself you want to be happy, but you'll reject the state as soon as you accidentally fall into it.
Many such cases.
Well my mom doesn’t really show love to me and I never had a dad I guess, is that why I’m like this then Anon ? I’m also molested by my aunt at an early age if that matters
>I’m also molested by my aunt at an early age if that matters.
Go on....we need details...
She touched my penis and jerked it off I guess, I was a bit confused but instinctively I knew this was sexual. but anyways it’s not like I was uncomfortable but still it was kind of fricked up now that I think about it
Is she hot? Did you like it? How often did she do it ? Do you still talk to her till this day? If yes, are you guys friendly or is their some awkward tention between you too? Would you let her molest you again?
Relax perv
Yea she was but we never had sex and I assume she thinks I forgot what happened since I’m sure I was around 1st grade. But yea we are cool but she’s like 28 and has a child. But no I wouldn’t molest her I would rape her if she does that again
I wouldn’t let her molest me*
How exactly does she intimate the act? For example does she come to your room strikes a friendly conversation and work her way up or does she went straight to buissness?
How is her realation between her and your mom/dad? I mean she's molesting you after all l, i can't imagine her being able to look at the in the eyes or anything .
If she does how well do you think she plays it of?
Don't let is hanging anon?
Answer the goddam fricking questions!!!!!
Anon wtf I’m not ur damn porn
it'll run out eventually. mine did. i'm not angry about anything anymore. but i also don't have anything to push me forward either. gotta keep hungry if you wanna eat.
How do I become angry 24/7 ? I lose hunger once I’m happy…
it's all about what you don't have. a father, a family, a home, a childhood, a girlfriend, a well-paying job. people who have these things don't feel so bad about themselves. of course, it doesn't have to come from trauma or FOMO. for the more ambitious, it's their greed. for the do-gooders, it's injustice. every absence expresses itself as a need for presence. even a passing interests is only toward things that you don't have - you learn a backflip because you can't do one, a handstand because you can't do one, etc.
i ended up having a lot of these things so now i kinda don't know what to do. i think it's really just stability that kills drive. or apathy. if the world's feeling small you need to step outside. live with a little less to find what you're really missing. it's a pyramid. most folks don't even get past the first layer, but a lot of useless shit fills your attention so you don't notice the more important things you're lacking.