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Ok this is a weird ventpost

In my early teens I was bulimic because I was bullied by my family a ton for being fat, how nobody would like me, etc (I had a normal bmi, but everyone had hyperthroidism except me). I overcame it later when I got into lifting, i gained muscle really easily and got into great shape, some people even said i could be a fitness model

Then I got a sports injury and was out of the gym for a few years. I've been getting back in shape, i hated my soft ass body, I wanted my abs back. But then i saw this fricking picture and it awoke something in me

Oh wow i feel disgusting even writing this. But something about a guy feeding and grabbing at me appeals to me. Especially since my body is a lot less lean now, maybe it's just a cope. I have so many mixed feelings and can't decide if i wanna continue on my cut or am i insane

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  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    ?si=gLo4lkOg-N8gRCUY

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Look man I'm being serious here, I think i have a psychological problem. Maybe it's best if i just see a therapist

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    There’s probably a middle ground you can strike

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'm in the middle ground right now (normie bmi, still high muscle) but im talking about...something like, a man making me "thicc" like one of those twitter tummy mommies. Like i want picrel to happen, and i dont know if that's because of my own neuroses about my bodyfat and wanting a boyfriend etc etc etc. I don't think being fat in and of itself would make me happy.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You don’t need to get “fat” to have a little tummy

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I don't want to "be" fat, i want someone to "make me" fat

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            yeah maybe just see a therapist then

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            https://i.imgur.com/2rconbs.jpeg

            Ok this is a weird ventpost

            In my early teens I was bulimic because I was bullied by my family a ton for being fat, how nobody would like me, etc (I had a normal bmi, but everyone had hyperthroidism except me). I overcame it later when I got into lifting, i gained muscle really easily and got into great shape, some people even said i could be a fitness model

            Then I got a sports injury and was out of the gym for a few years. I've been getting back in shape, i hated my soft ass body, I wanted my abs back. But then i saw this fricking picture and it awoke something in me

            Oh wow i feel disgusting even writing this. But something about a guy feeding and grabbing at me appeals to me. Especially since my body is a lot less lean now, maybe it's just a cope. I have so many mixed feelings and can't decide if i wanna continue on my cut or am i insane

            Take your fetish to the proper board. This isnt fitness related. This isnt your blog

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >something about a guy feeding and grabbing at me appeals to me.
    shut up fat homosexual, just lose weight.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Fair enough i should probably stop being moronic

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Don't give into some gay feeder fetish unless you wanna be discount Nickocado Avocado.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yes, thank you for being sensible. Now put the fricking fork down.

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Tatse

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >tatse

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >something about a guy feeding and grabbing at me appeals to me.
    Please keep talking anon, stay at your current weight if you are cute-chubby and not diabetes-chubby

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'm not chubby yet, I'm afraid of being fat. I just like the idea of someone coercing me into becoming fat against my will

      I'm into feederism too lmao, you're not insane. Something taboo and super comfy and sensual about it I can't fully explain. It's super hot, been into it as long as I can remember. Honestly, up to a certain point is hot but gets awful when aging and past a certain weight. Be careful. Still, hot af though.

      I definitely don't want to hit obese level frick no, and yeah it's def a weird thing to be into but...it's weirdly comfy?

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm into feederism too lmao, you're not insane. Something taboo and super comfy and sensual about it I can't fully explain. It's super hot, been into it as long as I can remember. Honestly, up to a certain point is hot but gets awful when aging and past a certain weight. Be careful. Still, hot af though.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >you’re not insane
      … Said the lunatic.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        This may come as a shock to you but people aren't rational or sane when they think with their dicks and pussies.

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Architects are subhuman who will turn you into a 500lbs monster if you let them. Be careful.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Ok then I'm DEFINITELY not trying that route wtf

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Nah some would but just say no. You don't have to eat it lmao, just be clear with your terms im the beginning.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        See

        I just want to rob my girlfriend of self-control and ensure that she's attractive to only me. I also want her ever-growing ass to slam against me so I cum bucketloads. But that's your opinion and I'm cool with it.

        Looks like you've got some growing up to do.

        Case in point, architects are not human at all.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I just want to rob my girlfriend of self-control and ensure that she's attractive to only me. I also want her ever-growing ass to slam against me so I cum bucketloads. But that's your opinion and I'm cool with it.

      Looks like you've got some growing up to do.

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    For me its the humiliation aspect, me and my wife are into the whole bdsm deal, and keeping her just a bit over of what you would call chubby
    while i maintain an athletic body is basically bdsm play, i get to feel superior to her every time i frick her and she gets to feel humiliated and humbled,
    its pretty great

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    im going to goon to your post btw. You type like youre new here/ give off insecure hopeless vibes and I get off to it

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Nothing wrong with that. I want a skinny gf just to fatten her up

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      He's not even measuring at the waist

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        yes he is, moron

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Hot.

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >But something about a guy feeding and grabbing at me appeals to me.
    yeah but you are a gay homosexual, so you will never have something like that in your life
    if anything the fact I'm reading a hairy grown ass man typing this shit awakens my homophobia even harder, nobody gives a frick about your fetish, bug chaser

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Im a girl

      For me its the humiliation aspect, me and my wife are into the whole bdsm deal, and keeping her just a bit over of what you would call chubby
      while i maintain an athletic body is basically bdsm play, i get to feel superior to her every time i frick her and she gets to feel humiliated and humbled,
      its pretty great

      No i dont like the humiliation aspect, I don't like being degraded either or being called mean things. Its kind of like, I have an ana friend who likes being called piggie, but Im not the same as her. It's more about them breaking down my self control and accepting me even as i got chubby. So i dont have to have self control all the time

      im going to goon to your post btw. You type like youre new here/ give off insecure hopeless vibes and I get off to it

      Idc have fun

      https://i.imgur.com/Ye7e74i.png

      >In my early teens I was bulimic
      This is all I've read of your post so far but I can already tell with 100% certainty that you're a woman. I'm not going to read the rest but you can tell me if I'm correct (I am)
      >mfw thinking about you hurting

      Thanks. Picrel looks like guts if he was a jojo character

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >It's more about them breaking down my self control and accepting me even as i got chubby. So i dont have to have self control all the time
        That's cute.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Picrel looks like guts if he was a jojo character
        please give me your discord so I can mansplain manimes to you

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Thanks. Picrel looks like guts if he was a jojo character
        Is this homie baiting? Did you really just call Kenshiro a JoJo ripoff?

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >In my early teens I was bulimic
    This is all I've read of your post so far but I can already tell with 100% certainty that you're a woman. I'm not going to read the rest but you can tell me if I'm correct (I am)
    >mfw thinking about you hurting

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous
  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Psych analysis time: you let mistreatment determine your actions and affect your body. The effect was positive. You just want someone to love you as you are even if you’re a fatty - or perhaps because you’re a fatty. You crave to be loved and desires for being fat for once - to you that’s truly a turn on.

    Fitness aside, get all those mean voices out of your head. You’re an adult now. Take a few days to really evaluate what you want from yourself. Your head isn’t in the right place.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I’d like to add that even though the effects of your family bullying you made a positive effect, it didn’t fulfill you emotionally. That’s kinda what I meant.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I wouldn't say they made a positive effect. They scarred me pretty badly psychologically. But thats because of other things on top of bullying me about my weight

        https://i.imgur.com/0gAydEX.jpeg

        Psych analysis time: you let mistreatment determine your actions and affect your body. The effect was positive. You just want someone to love you as you are even if you’re a fatty - or perhaps because you’re a fatty. You crave to be loved and desires for being fat for once - to you that’s truly a turn on.

        Fitness aside, get all those mean voices out of your head. You’re an adult now. Take a few days to really evaluate what you want from yourself. Your head isn’t in the right place.

        Yeah I think you hit the nail on the head. Thanks. What do you think I should do? I get a lot of self respect from lifting but I feel like if I stopped, and got chubby, people might still like me. And I won't seem so intimidating, people irl usually say I'm intimidating but I don't understand that. I'm not tall either

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Both posts are me. What I meant by “positive effect” means it’s positive for your health but I didn’t mean it was good for you.

          I think it’s valid to want to be loved for other things to offer other than your outer appearance. I see other people on here talk about how they loath others for giving them more attention once they stopped being fat - the same people who they perceived to not give them the same attention before. The motivation has to come from yourself. Maybe you’d like a boyfriend who loves you as you are right now. Stay the same, get fit, do what YOU want for yourself.

          As shown in your pic, the girl is chubby but not enormous. Of course internal validation aside, getting really big creates loose skin and other long term effects that are hard to get rid of.

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's a bad idea to put your health at risk for a fetish like that. There are many objectively preferable reasons to be lean besides whether you personally feel okay with being fat or not. It's like giving yourself a nicotine addiction because you find smoking hot. Don't be stupid.

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    All "architects" are dyel and/or fat themselves and are all sub 5/10 facially with a porn addiction.
    Careful what you wish for OP.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Not an architect but I do like chubby girls with comically huge breasts.
      I am fat myself though (20-25%). Not dyel, and don't even jerk off let alone watch porn. Working on getting down to 12% to see if my taste changes (it probably won't).

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Working on getting down to 12% to see if my taste changes (it probably won't).
        You're right, it won't.
        >dropped down to 10%bf back in 2012
        >could have any woman I wanted, got a 8/10 college level swimmer
        >every time we fooled around, I'd just wish she was thicker and had bigger boobs
        >dumped me because I made her feel incredibly insecure about her body
        >started dating a huge tiddy chubby girl
        >was diamonds all the time and plapped her like my life depended on it

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      who you callin dyel boy

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    My gf cosplays as Yor

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Im at a measly 234 im not cutting fricking weight

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thats anything but measly bloatlord.

      my wife of 11 years gained weight and I have not fricked her for 2 years. Unless she loses the weight this summer I am divorcing her.

      This is my blackpill

      Don't give into some gay feeder fetish unless you wanna be discount Nickocado Avocado.

      I don't wanna do that, I posted earlier in the thread abt how its not about wanting to BE fat, just accepted

      Both posts are me. What I meant by “positive effect” means it’s positive for your health but I didn’t mean it was good for you.

      I think it’s valid to want to be loved for other things to offer other than your outer appearance. I see other people on here talk about how they loath others for giving them more attention once they stopped being fat - the same people who they perceived to not give them the same attention before. The motivation has to come from yourself. Maybe you’d like a boyfriend who loves you as you are right now. Stay the same, get fit, do what YOU want for yourself.

      As shown in your pic, the girl is chubby but not enormous. Of course internal validation aside, getting really big creates loose skin and other long term effects that are hard to get rid of.

      https://i.imgur.com/lVxLERn.png

      It's a bad idea to put your health at risk for a fetish like that. There are many objectively preferable reasons to be lean besides whether you personally feel okay with being fat or not. It's like giving yourself a nicotine addiction because you find smoking hot. Don't be stupid.

      Thats true, being in shape has its own merit. Like I said, I'm probably being moronic and it's more deep seated issues from being bullied as a kid. I should stop excusing my behaviour like this and start my cut already

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Do it for yourself, never for others.

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    my wife of 11 years gained weight and I have not fricked her for 2 years. Unless she loses the weight this summer I am divorcing her.

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    L O N D O N

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      its a cartoon

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I'm talking about OP you dingus

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          did i stutter?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >L O N D O N
      ok I've been seeing this for years, and I'm apparently too autistic to understand it so I'm just going to ask - what does this shit mean?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        It's short for "Please be in London", which was a popular joke phrase people would use back in the pre-reddit invasion era of IST.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Isley

          >which was a popular joke phrase people
          We used to relentlessly bully this unemployed loser trip (tinytrip) who'd post on every thread, all day, he did nothing but lift and post in IST. He lived in London - and he thirst posted "pls be in London" on a woman's post one day

          This was in 2011 lmao. Ever since, we've been shitposting LONDON to bully that one fella. He doesn't even post anymore, he hasn't seen it for 10 years (or longer)

  22. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stealth gobu thread?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Why are you morons so obsessed with some fat c**t?

  23. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I have to be bulimic to be skinny
    You post a lot of images in the fph threads that you think are sexy don't you.

  24. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's hot because it's taboo. It's you giving in to your gluttony and greed, and it's exciting because it's bad, it's socially unacceptable. Chubbier women are also like a supranormal stimulus for us men. Bigger curves, hips, breasts, etc. I've always thought the tummy was the sexiest part of a woman's body.
    I do think it'd be hot to take a girl out and order way too much, and go "I'll cover it if you finish it", and leave the restaurant with her shirt riding up slightly. It's naughty, in a fun way.
    Today a girl came in at work, she was wearing a cute crop top, by the time she left it was obvious she'd had a few drinks and her tummy was curved out from the bloat. Made me diamonds as frick. There's something about it.

  25. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i didnt read that but i love cooking so i saw the pic and got hard imagining a girl getting chubby solely because she likes my cooking and then missionary impregnating her

  26. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Yeah he might enjoy it a bit more if you were able to be able to have more fat on you but it still look great.

  27. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I swear to god you fricking gays will never get me to falter. Healthy at large size only.

    None of that skinny wrist pencil penis mesh shirt male hooker shit is gonna get you where you want to be in life, it's just an illusion and you have to snap out of it.

  28. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Tatse

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