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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >morons taking psychedelics and confusing the high for a revelatory experience they would cringe at if they ever became slightly intelligent
    Tiresome

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It made him millions though

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Damn, and when I did them I was 14 and sitting around a campfire talking with my friends. We could've been monetizing it bros!!

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Sure it's tiresome, but it makes for great lolcow fuel. Listening to pseuds talk about how they "communicated with interdimensional entities and gnomes" or whatever as they maintain a totally straight face never stops being funny.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Lowcows are the most moronic shit, learning the lore of some computer addicted loser to feel superior is sad.
        You can't even try to uplift them by teaching them boxing; their very presence brings you down to their level.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        You mean machine elves. Yeah, that shit is kinda funny.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Maybe it's your need to feel special in a world that consistently reaffirms your mediocrity

      I have yet to hear one good reason to do psychedelics.
      >dude, I saw some heckin' colors and a machine elf called me a Black person!
      Wow, what a life changing experience.

      Sure it's tiresome, but it makes for great lolcow fuel. Listening to pseuds talk about how they "communicated with interdimensional entities and gnomes" or whatever as they maintain a totally straight face never stops being funny.

      Pussies

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        mmmm yes more yummy drugs please they make me smarter mmm I need my drugs I can stop whenever I want mmm drugs yummy

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    He's an unironic Christian Chad, married his HS sweetheart and had like 5 kids.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >christian
      lmao
      >ugly wife
      lmao
      >kids
      woopeido

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Don't be jealous of others. it's ugly and makes you bitter.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >christcuck
      >chad

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      he changed religion 999 times. he even was ba'hai or whatever that iranian shit is.
      he clearly is deeply mentally fricked and really has an itch to scratch but he seemingly cant

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Head I too am going to have to call in about bullshit. He was an atheist last time I watched him.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    idk how or why, but that stuff summons demons

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      idk how or why, but you believe that because of some underlying insecurity with women and your childhood

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous
        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Maybe it's your need to feel special in a world that consistently reaffirms your mediocrity

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      God himself cannot vanquish darkness, for then the duality of light will also cease to exist.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      nah it just amplifies whats going through your head. my first trip on shroomies was so comfy and jovial, everything was sparkly and magic. laid on my bed and the ceiling was breathing like a giant mushroom.

      second time i took them was a literal fantasy land, drove to work tripping balls and the road fell out from underneath me i was flying lol. then i got lost at work and was told to go home and get some rest, i thought i had been there wandering around for 30 minutes but my boss told me i was wandering around aimlessly for 4 hours

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >driving to work on hard psychs
        You could gotten yourself or other people seriously hurt or even killed you moron

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >hard psychs
          hahahaha lmfao you act like mushrooms are xanax, loosen the collar Mr. Jones. i will say i dont encourage or condone doing that, but it was 3:00 AM there was literally no traffic on the roads it was like flying in the void.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I’m sure you know that Psilocybin is an extremely psychedelic compound. You wouldn’t be hahahahah lmfaoing if you wrapped your car around a telephone pole.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        i should probably clarify i worked at a golf course at the time, so it was literally like i was exploring an enchanted forest lmfao i was playing an RPG in real life

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    If you take one look at this guy and still listen to anything he has to say you’re tarded.

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I have yet to hear one good reason to do psychedelics.
    >dude, I saw some heckin' colors and a machine elf called me a Black person!
    Wow, what a life changing experience.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >dude i’m so enlightened after doing shrooms bro!
      >still works in retail or some other shit back breaking / soul crushing job
      use soft drugs like weed and shrooms al day if you want but dont act like you gained anything if you have nothing to show for it

    • 1 month ago
      Giddy

      They are fun, if that isn't reason enough then don't do them.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    did anyone fix their lack of desire for women?

    I dont think I'm gay but I didnt have sex (not even a date) for the last 3 years, didnt really try to as well, fumbled some chances here and there, got rejected a bit for both swings and relationship advances etc but never put in a real effort
    I jack off once or twice every day, cum proper amounts. I'm 29, can bench 90 kgs, been hitting the gym almost every other day for 3 years, am a presentable, successful and rich guy but not extremely handsome nor "attractive" enough for my HCOL city

    I'm very certain my issue is psychological (shitty relationship of 6 years) but first things first I'll stop jacking off to see if it works, but did anyone "fix" this before? as in, rekindled their desire to frick women?

    one thing I want to try is reintroducing leg days into my routine

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      ive been the same way, spend two years only jackin off and your brain rewires to only expect that. stopping jerking off will probably help but what you really need to do is get laid and youll remember why you did it. atleast thats what happend to me

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >did anyone fix their lack of desire for women?
      > jack off once or twice every day
      Turn your fricking brain on you coomer

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        ive been the same way, spend two years only jackin off and your brain rewires to only expect that. stopping jerking off will probably help but what you really need to do is get laid and youll remember why you did it. atleast thats what happend to me

        >replying to a bot

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >fixing lust
      dude since my sex drive died my life got 100 times better. It's awesome

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Bro you're just gay.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >did anyone fix their lack of desire for women?
      This is incomprehensible to me. A small increase in testosterone made me want most women.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Was this shitty relationship with someone who had BPD? My sex drive practically disappeared after getting back with my ex for like 3 weeks last December. I can't even get decently turned on by anything. Like, I can look at an attractive body, acknowledge that it's attractive, look it up and down analyzing the detail, but have 0 sexual desire.
      WTF is sexual despite? Why do certain things turn us on?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >I jack off once or twice every day

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Just stop being a fricking porn addict and you might find the desire.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You can try toning down the gooning to 2-3 times per week but FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T STOP BEATING YOUR MEAT. If your libido is low then nofap will make your brain shut it off altogether.

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Fricking morons, he says in the first 20 seconds that he smoked it 10 years ago. He's recalling a story to answer a question.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous
    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      is ayahuasca really that dangerous? The only psychedelic I've tried is shrooms and it was a really chill experience

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Not really. It's just done mostly by egotistical techbros that have never touched a psychedelic in their life and think it's going to cure them of their 6 month depression

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        psychedelics can cause a pure ego death which for people that havent self actualized, shatters their entire world view and because they never took the time over the years to at least attempt to know themselves makes people like Connor Murphy start fricking trannies because his mind is everywhere at once without a clear path anymore

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    The psychedelic black man phenotype has always existed, same as Jimi Hendrix or George Clinton

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I haven't seen this guy in a decade, holy frick

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    elliott said what!

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      ANGEEEEER AND FRUSTRATION AND YELLING AND EATING AND BREEEEEATHIIING!!!!

  12. 1 month ago
    Idk some tripcode for rn

    After work in an hour or so ima pop in this thread and give my shroom experience and everything that preceded it and followed after.

    Definitely don't write them off as bullshit but also don't use them in an undisciplined way is basically my preamble. I also have no long term perpetual deep experience with them, only one encounter so far.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How can you not recognize that your “encounter” was literally your brain cooking in its own fat?

      • 1 month ago
        Idk some tripcode for rn

        That's why I said disciplined use only. Once you get your takeaways there isn't much reason to keep fricking with them as a casual habit or psychic crutch imo.

        After work in an hour or so ima pop in this thread and give my shroom experience and everything that preceded it and followed after.

        Definitely don't write them off as bullshit but also don't use them in an undisciplined way is basically my preamble. I also have no long term perpetual deep experience with them, only one encounter so far.

        Alright so basically I did this cool week plus offgrid 50 mile mountain hike through a friend of a friend. The dude (as did I) comes from a generally esoteric pagan spiritual background, I'm specifying this because it's important context for everything that unfolds. Basically after rucking 70lbs on my back for 50 miles up and down mountains for over a week I had a pretty solid life lesson embedded in me that basically get er done and success and all that is a matter of doing not thinking or feeling. That basically nothing going on upstairs in the figureout department did anything to make my path any easier or faster, all that mattered was to keep taking steps and endure the pain and exhaustion until I was at my goal. I also couldn't change the path either, it was what it was and it was over when it was over, provided I was always moving. I also got to feel that I was more capable than I expected when put in challenging situations like that. That cool and disciplining experience aside I am basically trying to highlight that I was feeling absolutely boss and ready to frick the world, like an absolutely down and dirty invincible conqueror.

        It was the last night before we descended off the mountains and he had these chocolates and we decided sometime before sundown whoever in out group that wanted to do so could engage in ritual and take them. I was the only one who wanted to give it a try. He then blessed the chocolates and offered me one and I sorta just sat there and was present. I got to have around 2 and a half grams based on how much supply there was. He also told me the whole hike on and off to work on my breathing and inner disposition to try and chill the frick out, because I am alittle overtalkative and super overcurious and ultimately a serious chronic overthinker.

        1/?

        • 1 month ago
          Idk some tripcode for rn

          And that basically my normal disposition would just get amplified on shrooms, it doesn't change much beside that.

          Anyways we are sitting in some little clearing surrounded by pine trees and moss and ferns and stuff. And after 25 minutes of just breathing and chilling(and feeling slightly queezy) I started to see this cute little baby pine start to wiggle, and so on and so on, and without going into the whole shpiel of everything I saw as far as visuals and fractals and stuff breaking down but it was basically what you would expect it to be based on those meme videos and conventional stereotypes of the visuals. I will say though that you get to sort of 'feel' your environment more spacially and this was a big thing deal. Not that I was the trees or anything like that, if that's some level then I haven't reached it yet. The big underpinning of the sort of spacey feeling you get is that ultimately everything is as it should be and also perfectly in it's place, and this is the general motif of the whole trip. Every plant, every animal, all the land and space, all people, everything is doing what it should. Now once the whole visual wow moments had sort of made their initial point I then began to contemplate my life a bit, and I was amazed that as much as there was suffering and loss and failure I was where I was supposed to be and ultimately I "was meant to be here", and that was an old previous statement my mom would make when I was suicidal or doubtinf myself. And I was pretty deeply moved. And so the awesome shroom breathing began, basically you feel your whole physical form is the very space of your breath and lungs and you just grow and shrink like 30% and feel euphoric as frick. Anyways so back to my headspace. I basically was able to enter and perceive a sort of philosophical circut where everything resolves itself, and I could see it in everything.

          2/?

          • 1 month ago
            Idk some tripcode for rn

            And basically alongside everything resolving itself It became obvious that all suffering and anguish and fear and hate and the things we might call gods wrath are just a temporary part of a bigger cycle of gods love which has ordained all phenomenon to suffer alittle bit while it's here via emperical reality, but that that's part of the mating process that begets everything. So anyway I forgot to mention a few minutes before this my guide suggested I quiet down from my elated talkative state and listen and so I did listen and I heard what others have described as the indescribable choir of heaven but I basically at the time perceived it to be the voice of God. It was an ageless eternal virile young male voice singing a note of pure joy and benevolence into all of creation. Many would expect God to be this old man with a beard but what I perceieved was basically something that precedes all age and time and it was perfect and all powerful and endless.

            Then I saw what I can only really describe as God, or atleast the best visual concept of him I think I've seen yet. I started seeing all these little circles everywhere, each of which are the same.There's this sort of bright bountiful beautiful infinite happy rainbow circle like a full blast of sunlight that contains everything in a state of infinite perfection, the top half of it is as I described, the bottom half is leaky and drippy and densened and darkened and made sad and scary. Energy sort of ran through it in a way that confirmed to me that it was visualizing a cycle and that that bottom part is only temporary but the top part was indeed eternal. It was sort of like a watery pool of incarnation, you get ran through and it sucks a bit and then you return to eternity.

            Being a pagan and seeing something like this unfolding as reality peeled back the curtains was one of the most deeply impact full things I have ever experienced and I haven't let it go.

            3/?

            • 1 month ago
              Idk some tripcode for rn

              Basically after that we headed back to the camp because the sun had set.
              I can't keep taking time trying to write this up long but basically in all honesty the second half of the trip kinda sucked and I got caught manual breathing cause my guide told me to chill out my following my breath(and when your whole consciousness becomes centered on your breath you literally have to manual breathe Roflmao) basically I think trips are supposed to be somewhat visual because laying in the dark trying to fade off to sleep stuck in my head as the trip wore off and all the division and specificities and incidentalities of reality came back in and started breaking up that holistic oneness I felt, my mind start racing and looking for answers to questions that were only ever going to get more complicated and I kinda panicked a bit but it only lasted an hour.

              Eventually I fell asleep and we woke up and hiked down the mountain and etc etc went back to my life and alot of fears were sorted out and It basically cured my depression for the time being. Life is still hard though and I don't consider this the whole answer to all of mine or anyones life problems. But in a sense I know how God works and what suffering is, the question still remains what do I long term in the world if all along I knew it was atleast partly ephemeral? Well not to overcomplicate this but the jist is that I still struggle with overcomplicating things and want a sort of straight shot philosophical answer to my aimlessness, and it will probably remain hard to figure out.

              What I am saying with all this is that I inherited no new issues post shrooms, all the issues I have now are issues I had before the shrooms. I think overall it's a net gain. But I am still skeptical about shrooming all day and treating it like a miracle cure for your lifes problems and all the time so I haven't done any since. This all took place back in July of last year. Am looking forward to doing them again sometime.

              • 1 month ago
                Idk some tripcode for rn

                End.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    If you are a coomer you are not better than a drug addict

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It's over

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    psychs are quide mild. its dissos that are bizarre and can geve psychosis. deliriants are live horror and can leave lasting damage. low cbd weed or worse cannabinoids can induce really nasty paranoia and fear. psychs are mostly mild euphroria, colors and in higher doses weird fractal colorful goo and visuals quite akin to these psychedelic paintings. thing is that psychs feel really sober even of your flying throug fracal soup. people worshipping psychedelics are cringe morons. psychs can be fun but seem to be new fad includingvthat microdosing stuff...

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      no one is going to develop psychosis from micro-dosage mushrooms dude.
      that's literally insane to think so.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I can't believe he does drugs now. He used to be so normal.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >used to be so normal
      I dont follow e-drama that closely, but I remember him goin full mode on some bioenergies circa 2014, maybe 2012. This guy was always fullblown schitzo, we didnt even had name for that behaviour back then.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    this guy says absolutely everything the average ISTner wants to hear. it's crazy how much IST still hates him.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    he went off the deep end years and years ago

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