I went on a weekation a while ago. And since ive come vack, i havent been to the gym. It has gone 3 months now. I am ashamed to show my face at the gym. They will laugh at me.
On new weight bench reps I go just under parallel with my elbows and don't hit my chest but I count it anyway. I arch but never extreme arch. I am intermediate dyel.
I'm fricking a woman 10 years older than me who has a husband and 2 children and I don't even feel bad about it because if I don't frick her someone else will. I think she's developing feelings for me but I don't want the sex to end.
Forgive me lord of gains but t is the gains bethought hast did bless me with which hadth did attract this mistress
I work at a grocery store in produce while I'm in college and she is a regular and we'd casually flirt over the course of 2 years and one day she asked me for my number... I took her out to dinner and then the dinner was enough for us to decide we wanted to frick.
I work at a grocery store in produce while I'm in college and she is a regular and we'd casually flirt over the course of 2 years and one day she asked me for my number... I took her out to dinner and then the dinner was enough for us to decide we wanted to frick.
Father, two and a half weeks ago I took 8 days off of lifting, ate whatever I wanted (like a moron) all whilst consuming cannabis. When all was said and done, I went from 230 to 245 in about a week. The damage has since been undone, thankfully due to most of the weight being sodium and water-related, but it scared me and has filled me with a renewed sense of motivation in order to reach my fitness goals. Forgive me.
I dissapoint myself with sweets every weekend. For like 5 months since ive hit my goal, I have binged sweets every weekend, and do a deficit during the week, to keep my weight down. I've finally started going to the gym over the last month, and I've started to try to hit my protein goal, which in turn, has convinced me to eat more during the week. My weight is slowly creeping up, like 7 or 8 lbs so far. I know some might be muscle, but definitely not that much in that short amount of time. I can't continue my weekend sweet eats on the weekends, but I haven't found a suitable healthier alternative to my sweet tooth. I will continue to go to the gym and do my home cardio, and continue to hit my protein goal. I'm weak and I want to be better
The Dieting has been easy and I am down 23 lbs but I cannot for the life of me exercise regularly. I want to find time in the morning but getting up to go waging.
It takes all my might already and I tried waking up earlier/going to bed sooner but that just leaves me feeling even more tired
I need to get the discipline but I don't know how to stick to it
>I need to get the discipline but I don't know how
Take a page from Nike until it becomes a habit. >I feel tired
Just do it. >There's no time after work
Just do it. >The gym is too far
Buy a home gym and just do it.
I porked a slampig over the weekend and will probably do so again. All my higher quality sloots are either unwilling or unavailable to be wrangled. Sad times
Nothing to confess here, Padre. I don't even understand how there's an obesity epidemic. I tried eating fast food for every meal ONCE for a single day, and it made me respect the morbidly obese for their commitment. That was six years ago and to this day, every so often, I'll be sitting down for too long and feel a sharp pain in my hemorrhoids.
I have massive vegana envy. I’m a pretty good looking guy 8/10, 5’10” and 182 lbs, visible abs. I’ve been with quite a bit of woman in my 30+ years on this earth. But man, I wish I had a pussy. I would love to be able to wear cute little dresses, short skirts, patterned tights, garter belts, and sexy lingerie. Being zipped up into a tight wienertail dress with a cute pink g string underneath, frick me stilletos, and maybe patterned thigh highs.
I’d be a complete little bawd on top of it.
The weird part? I’m not trans, like I’m a guy, I just have major pussy envy and think women are so sexy looking (obviously no fatties).I love banging hot broads and really get turned on undressing them from their sexy outfits and having rough sex. I don’t act like a little b***h, used to fight a lot when younger, know how to fix shit, good driver, think logically, have a good career where I make well over 6 figures. I guess that’s why I don’t feel guilty when I go to Vicki’s secret every once in a while. It’s funny when the female cashier says things like “that’s so nice of you to buy cute stuff for your partner”… yeah my partner. I have to buy things separately for the girl im banging because I have to get XL there and most girls I have been with are XS-medium at that store.
I’d never transition as that is fricking moronic, and I would never, ever pass lol. I abhor the trans and lgtblejcqo38je& movement. I have a mesomorph build, square jaw… I just look like a guy. But man, it’s hot dressing up sometimes. I have a cuter and bigger panty collection than most of the women I’ve been with.
Oh yeah, before you all say it… I am not into men. I hooked up with one when I was 19 just to try it. He had a sister and I dressed up in her clothes, did some loose makeup, and let him use my mouth. I didn’t enjoy it really. Anybody else like me?
Maybe it's autogynophilia. If you ever jack off to yourself there's a good chance. I'm like that too. Even though I love bawds and would never stoop so low as to "transition" I love wearing my girlfriends underwear while we frick. I also have my own lingerie collection with stocking and garter belts.I don't think I'm feminine at all nor do I want to be. There's just something very thrilling about walking around wearing a tiny VS thong without anybody knowing. I also hate trannies and gays
Maybe it's autogynophilia. If you ever jack off to yourself there's a good chance. I'm like that too. Even though I love bawds and would never stoop so low as to "transition" I love wearing my girlfriends underwear while we frick. I also have my own lingerie collection with stocking and garter belts.I don't think I'm feminine at all nor do I want to be. There's just something very thrilling about walking around wearing a tiny VS thong without anybody knowing. I also hate trannies and gays
>I am not into men. >I hooked up with one and let him use my mouth
okay anon you're a little into men.
I can relate to thinking womens clothes are pretty, and I've even tried cross-dressing, but they just look and feel so fricking ridiculous on me that there's no point.
I just got a gf who was happy to let herself be my dolly and that's much better.
It's all good anon. Never give up. I stopped weighing myself when I hit 239 lbs and suspect I was nearing 250 lbs at one point. Took many years, but now I'm 160 lbs, and having a real easy time maintaining it. Next challenge is to see I I can hit 150 lbs.
I've lost 140+ pounds the last 15 months or so next few weeks I'll hit 299. I don't like any of my old hobbies anymore. I think I only had those hobbies because I couldn't do other shit. It's like I am a new person, and I'm still a fat frick. I am afraid of who is beneath all this fat
my gf is excellent and a lovely person aside from the fact that she's fat
that alone is enough to make me want to leave her
when we go out in public i feel embarrassed to be with her
I like bourbon like George Dickel or Jim Beam rye traditionally but lately I've been into Conor MacGregor whiskey tbh. He's a bit of a c**t but his whiskey is smooth as a butter
I haven't been counting calories. I still have the app, but I just can't be assed to plug in my meals consistently. I know this is keeping me skelly mode but I just don't have the will to fix it.
I let myself go. Got fricking complacnet. For over a year now, I went back to 220 lbs.
Time to face the music (and the fricking mirror). I refuse to be a fat slob of a father to my newborn son.
I'm aroused by traps and trannies. I visited multiple trans hookers before (always top tho) over these past years. Since a couple of weeks I'm grooming this 24yo trap for a sexdate, I'm 32yo myself. They always compliment me on my muscles, more than most real girls. I always feel so aroused by traps but the moment I coom in their boipussy I'm immeditely repulsed. Deep down I only want a steady relationship, but all I do is chase (boi)pussy on dating apps and escort sites.
I fail to do deadlifts more than 80kg even though I squat 95kg and bench 75kg. Something is holding me back, I think it's a subconscious fear ever since I had two weeks of lower back pain after deadlifting a couple of years ago.
Im similar to you my dude. I dl 120kgs, bench 75kgs but I can’t for the life of me squat more than 80kgs without it feeling wobbly as shit. I’m still a complete noob though (3 months gym), so I hope it will sort itself out with more experience
Last Friday I went out wirh some old colleagues, two of them are still good friends I see regularly. We ended with a group of four, completeky drunk. I bought a pack of cigarettes and smoked half of it, I activemy encouraged other to participate and they did. Snorted a key of ketamine, later that night snorted cocaine. Things like this happen on a monthly basis. I always have a lot of fun but I'm in my thirties, it's bad for my health and I'm not supposed to be doing this anymore. But it's basically all I have outside my job.
I slacked off the entire pandemic and gained a bunch of weight.
I've finally come out of my depression enough to work out again, and am just now down to where I was at my absolute fattest before finding IST years and years ago.
I'm gonna make it, but its gonna be a while. Don't wait up for me.
I cheated on my girlfriend of six years yesterday with my hot neighbor (who happens to my the manager of the gym I go to). She knows I have a girlfriend and they've seen each other in the hallway a couple of times.
She has been abroad for 1,5 months, I'll probably tell her when she gets back. It doesn't matter much. In the end I turned out to be the kind of man that cheats. It doesn't matter much if she forgives me.
It's not about if she forgives you or not, just about being honest and not keeping secrets. People pretend cheating is like murdering a child, but it happens all the time
She has been abroad for 1,5 months, I'll probably tell her when she gets back. It doesn't matter much. In the end I turned out to be the kind of man that cheats. It doesn't matter much if she forgives me.
It's not about if she forgives you or not, just about being honest and not keeping secrets. People pretend cheating is like murdering a child, but it happens all the time
>6 year relationship >like murdering a child -- definitely NOT >not even cohabitation let alone binds of marriage
You're not married and from sounds of your post about passing in hallway, you and your LT gf have separate homes.
Do you have a pattern of extra-curricular cheating on your LT gf? Do you plan on cohabitation, marriage / children? Do you have relationship of mutual expectations of trust and fidelity?
Has she ever cheated, or would she have extra-curricular fun with dudes in secret and while abroad???
If this is an isolated case of cheating, I wouldn't tell your gf. Just examine your conscience and assess your behavior, and make a firm resolution not to cheat again.
Once you've told her, you can never retract the knowledge and her possibly profound change of opinion of youn. Relationship, which is NOT sacred marriage bond is damaged. You're living in sin anyway. You're not under any deep moral obligation to confess to her.
Consider all this very deeply before you look for unburdening yourself.
By confessing to your gf, you may make the burden and damage irreparably worse. She's not obliged to forgive and she may feel entitled to seek out revenge sex.
>Lol, I guess some guys do need a book of fairy tales to tell them what's right and wrong
This is the "Confession Thread" (
https://i.imgur.com/W3bUCXm.jpg
Confess.
), Einstein.
Decision not only based in morality but also based in sensible pragmatism of the longterm fallout from hastily seeking "forgiveness" from your lover in non-cohabitational casual relationship with far from highest expectations (
It's not about if she forgives you or not, just about being honest and not keeping secrets. People pretend cheating is like murdering a child, but it happens all the time
"People pretend cheating is like murdering a child, but it happens all the time") Get real.
lmao.
Atheist are definitely the higher beings, I can only imagine how primitive we would still be if there were not for the great feats of the atheists of the past and today.
2 years ago
Anonymous
If you need a book for your morals, I am definitely a higher being compared to you. Religious or not.
2 years ago
Anonymous
You're a Materialist Secularist, so the concept of the Divine, spiritual plane superiority over temporal plane, and concept of The Sacred and Divine Authority of Tradition and Scripture are wholly alien to you and your ilk.
2 years ago
Anonymous
You picked your morals from your culture, you didn't come up with them by yourself. And let me tell you something, they are deeply influenced by said Book. You don't even need to believe in everything, but you should know from where they come from.
You still live in a society driven by christian morals, even if you don't believe in them.
You're a moron that THINK you are so self driven, so independent, you chose your morals from the infinity of the things you could believe, right? Wrong, you just learned them from someone else.
Been missing her for 1,5 months, never been this long without her/sex. Also, sex has been stale for the year or so. I know it's time to move on, I just don't know how. It's a pickle.
The neighbour is very cute and always smiling. She lives right next to me and is a very easy going person. She's a bit loose too.
Oh I sure wouldn't date the neighbour. But it's obvious the long time girlfriend isn't the one. Time for a long good look in the mirror I suppose.
>6 years together >"obvious the long time girlfriend isn't the one"
If she hadn't gone on her trip wouldn't you still want to be with her? Man she's better off getting away from you. I feel sorry for your gf.
I guess the trip accelerated the doubts/needs I had. You are completely right.
you sure its her and not you/the weight of existence
I mean, it's definitely me. She is textbook perfect. Virgin when I met her, great sex for years, loving, caring, wants children and a simple "house on the prairie life". Honestly, she could lose some weight but other than that I would rate her a 10.
I can't put my finger on it, but something is off. It's probably something with me. I probably need some excitement or more/better sex. Maybe I still have some wild hairs I need to lose. Idk.
You absolute moron. Have kids with her and stop being pathetic.
Cooming in random thots is not what will give your life meaning. Talk to her and say you need a better sex life and you guys have to work on that now.
Don't leave a 10 for random pussy. You will regret it.
2 years ago
Anonymous
Bruh, I cheated. I betrayed her. How the frick can I expect to build up a relationship with this person? I live next to the person I cheated with.
lmao your loyalty is so shit you can't even go a month and a bit before you think of risking 6 years of love you formed with someone. i hope she finds someone better
I made that point myself, thanks for confirming it I guess.
https://i.imgur.com/VNHtYA7.png
I have something to confess too! I was watching copious amounts of porn and distancing myself from my girlfriend of 5 years only because I was young and wanted a break from everyone, maybe thought about cheating once and still never did! BUT then we see each other again for the first time because we were long distance at the time, a fight breaks out after I told her that quitting porn is hard for me, and she decides I'm too unstable and breaks up with me. It's a pickle, but I just want you to know that even cheating on a broad is usually a higher will forcing your hand. My confession lies in this advice to you: I think you love her a shit ton, but you cheated, don't be a moron and learn that sex drives you to animal instincts, move on, and you will be K.
So how do I deal with the guilt?
2 years ago
Anonymous
Gotta look around you and take it all in. I have friends that are party animals cooming in bawds AND binge drinking but I personally love to have a clear mind after the bender I was on for the last year while I was with my ex. You don't realize that you have a lot more time to process it than you think, do you homosexual?
2 years ago
Anonymous
So what are you exactly advising me here? To take my time to think it over?
2 years ago
Anonymous
Stop coping on fit threads and max out your life. This simulation is just a game of chance and she took a chance on you while you took a chance on her. And you even took a chance with a girl next door that probably isn't a 10.. Now, go take more chances. IT was a confession thread so I jumped in with my own, now I'm moving on
2 years ago
Anonymous
At this point you might as well be speaking French, my dude.
2 years ago
Anonymous
He means iho life is all about chances and possibilities. In many ways, it's all a "crap shoot". So move on and spin the wheel and take your chances. Think deeply but don't overthink everything imho.
2 years ago
Anonymous
Don’t tell her bro. Even if you end up breaking up. You’ll get over it
lmao your loyalty is so shit you can't even go a month and a bit before you think of risking 6 years of love you formed with someone. i hope she finds someone better
I have something to confess too! I was watching copious amounts of porn and distancing myself from my girlfriend of 5 years only because I was young and wanted a break from everyone, maybe thought about cheating once and still never did! BUT then we see each other again for the first time because we were long distance at the time, a fight breaks out after I told her that quitting porn is hard for me, and she decides I'm too unstable and breaks up with me. It's a pickle, but I just want you to know that even cheating on a broad is usually a higher will forcing your hand. My confession lies in this advice to you: I think you love her a shit ton, but you cheated, don't be a moron and learn that sex drives you to animal instincts, move on, and you will be K.
Lost a bunch of weight this year and got my depression under control, so not much to complain.
I do feel like I'm too much of a b***h when it comes to lifting thou. Just do stuff at home, pretty low effort and without much consistency. It's winter here currently and I kind of hate the season so it might take a while to even get the energy to put more effort into this.
I took off from the gym during my deload week even though there's a gym by the beach house and could probably do my deload lifts just fine. I also ate 112 calories over maintenance yesterday so I just put on some fat without gains
also I didn't push myself during my last week of the meso-cycle and my primary chest lift, which is lagging already, didn't increase. Even though I'm massing and it should have
yeah that's typical. they do appreciate it but the more out of shape they are the less comfortable they feel complimenting your physique or legitimizing the practice of fitness and healthy food eating
I should either cut hard and gain weight or just say to hell with it and get fatter but currently I'm avoiding both and I've been in stuck in the same place for a long while.
im a furry. ive denied it a long time but its just the facts. would never admit it irl though. you would never guess by appearance. im above average looks, successful in career, physically fit, and only a bit socially awkward. nowadays furries dont even register in the top 20 weirdest groups on the internet though so maybe its not much of a confession.
I'm aroused by traps and trannies. I visited multiple trans hookers before (always top tho) over these past years. Since a couple of weeks I'm grooming this 24yo trap for a sexdate, I'm 32yo myself. They always compliment me on my muscles, more than most real girls. I always feel so aroused by traps but the moment I coom in their boipussy I'm immeditely repulsed. Deep down I only want a steady relationship, but all I do is chase (boi)pussy on dating apps and escort sites.
Degenerates - liberals lost me at pushing trannies into the mainstream, they must be stopped before they try to normalized furgays too
im that guy and i totally agree. shit aint normal, its weird. thats why its a confession post. im not proud of it at all.
i just want to go back to when people kept their perversions to themselves instead of forcing them into everyones face and getting mad when they finally say enough.
I CANT PROGRESSIVE OVERLOAD EVEN THOUGH ALL MY LIFTS ARE SHIT >5’9 160lbs >ohp 105x5 >bench 155x5 >squat 195x5 >deadlift 235x5
I AUTISTICALLY TRACK MACROS TO STAY IN ~300KCAL SURPLUS, WEIGH ALL MY FOOD ON A FRICKING SCALE, SLEEP 8+ HRS A NIGHT, AND WATCH JEFF NIPPARD FORM VIDEOS ON REPEAT
SOMEONE HELP ME I DONT WANT TO DELOAD FOR THE FIFTH TIME BUT I JUST CANT PUSH THE WEIGHT UP OR INCREASE REPS
ITS BEEN MONTHS AHHHHH
Was on nofap because I respect women too much to ogle them, started becomin gay and got back to fapping to women, I'm sorry jesus, but nofap makes me gay
I'm so tired from work and seriously have considering quitting but that would be financial suicide. It's not a bad company nor a bad job, it's just that I'm fricking tired from everything and needed a long 6 months vacation to empty myself.
It's been 5 years since broke up with ex and have been and currently am on new relationships. I have no romantical feelings towards her anymore but I just can't forget her body, it was honestly the most beautiful I have ever seen.
I started working out 5 years ago to look like the characters I liked from Anime and Video Games
Nowadays I can’t hang out with the people who I share those interests with because they disgust me with their hygiene and weight… and all the other fitness people I know are too normie for my nerd interests
Sex is controlling my life. My life atm is chasing pussy and its not great, i have important things j need to focus on but i only seem to focus on finding sex. How do i fix?
Meditation, prayer and focus on thinking on intellectual/work level.
Do you allow lifting and gym to be an extension of your sex drive or is it more of a pure physical discipline to improve yourself or give glory to God.
Separating the two in your mind could be key to your solution.
I kinda miss my ex gf who was extremely toxic, hated me going to the gym because it meant time away from her and we broke up multiple times but I keep remembering the stupid little mannerism she did like she used to sometimes close her eyes then nod then open them again like an anime character or something and also she would say she despised me in a French accent
I regained all the weight I lost this year plus more. About two months ago I was at 366, now I'm pretty sure I'm in the 400 - 410 mark. Don't know what to do. I feel so tired. Feel like life has just beaten the crap out of me.
I have an addiction to showing my body off nude consensually to strangers online. I feel guilty about it because I'm Christian. What are some good tips on building up my willpower to stop doing this nonsense?
Stop worshiping your israelite god. If you worked hard to train your body there's nothing wrong with being proud of that. It's a great achievement that not many can do in the modern day.
Yesterday I realized that I had been adding weight wrong
I thought 1plate + bar was 125
It is 135
I think an old gym I went to must have used 40lb plates and it stuck
This makes my ratios make more sense but also I'm moronic
I am ottermode with a good face and semi career maxed but I have become a beta orbiter of a woman who, according to my friends, I objectively mog in all aspects. I'm talking legit 5/10 absolute middle of the road regular girl. Everyone I talk to tells me I'm fricking moronic for being so crazy about her and that I should use my tight physique and my position at the uni to be hooking up with 19 year old babes but I am absolutely obsessed with this woman who may have hit the wall already in her mid twenties. I can't even hit on other women or be bothered to put together a decent dating profile because every time I do I frick up the algorithm searching for her. She won't even return my texts anymore and it is driving me crazy. It just makes me want her more. The crazy thing is she already has a beta orbiter who's a 5'6" chubby manlet who looks like porky pig with onions face and I'm 6'1" and look like fight club Brad Pitt without a tan. I know it's not going to happen with her and I know I should just cut my losses and move on but I just can't. I can't concentrate on my work, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I'm constantly staring at my phone because I still have some hope she'll text me back. I'm almost at the point of orchestrating bumping into her at her favourite cafe because I'm convinced if I can get her in person she will be interested in me. It's driving me crazy. Girls I talk to at work, when I'm out and about or in my social life more often than not send out the signals and are actively flirtatious with me (yes I know the difference because this didn't happen before when I wasn't fit and confident) so it drives me crazy that she seems so disinterested. It just makes me want her more.
I enjoy cigars and pipe tobacco. That alongside black coffee and tea are some of the only vices I have. Always make sure I’m in a well ventilated place or outside and to never inhale too. Usually I just have 2-3 max in a single week as well. >also tfw just got back to being able to do 50 push ups in a row >tfw july marked the one year anniversary I got back into regular exercise/workouts again
I mean uuuuh I was doing great with the gym and kickboxing training in winter and I've slacked off for a few months before starting again recently. Yeah.
I have the most miserable pathetic life you can imagine and I'm despondent about it but I can't muster any motivation to do anything to improve it because I feel there's no point and I am way too far gone. 30 years old. It's all over.
A month ago I left a window open and my cat fell through and died. I blame myself and always will. It's made me despondent and not really alive. I feel like I betrayed and killed my own child.
Here he is gaming with me.
Quit being a b***h. It’s ok to feel sad and to mourn your cat but it’s a mistake anyone could make. If you truly want to make amends to your departed cat adopt a needy cat and help them. All your doing now is making it so two things died from your mistake instead of one.
I don't want to be human, I want to not feel, and I want society to crash and burn as it inevitably will, I simply want to be a monster who lives in solitude and occasionally destroys what many weak people who feel too much and degrade what great minds and strong people have built.
Been lifting and bulking for 2 full years, started out around 135lbs. I have recently cut from 200lbs down to 180lbs in about 2 months, and I still drink occasionally. I'll have around 6-8 1.5oz shots when I drink.
I'm fricking old though. Probably older than 95% of posters here. I can't keep doing it forever. I'm well aware of that. Its still fun though. I just want to live and experience the highs in life in contrast to the monotony of the every day.
I've got a grand father who drinks like a fish. Hes 80 years old, still walks upright, mind is all there, still working actually, but his body is something that should be fricking studied. Hes got no arms, his legs are pencil thin from the ankles all the way up his thighs. His belly however. Wew. Its like every ounce of fat on him is directly on his liver. His belly is several bowling balls. I don't know how he balances himself to stay upright.
I have seen firsthand what happens to a person with really high genetic tolerance to alcohol who keeps drinking for several decades. I know I could end up the same way. It is a slightly uncomfortable thought.
I got the clap from a hooker
I went on a weekation a while ago. And since ive come vack, i havent been to the gym. It has gone 3 months now. I am ashamed to show my face at the gym. They will laugh at me.
Not true, they will welcome you back with a warm smile. You must go back.
On new weight bench reps I go just under parallel with my elbows and don't hit my chest but I count it anyway. I arch but never extreme arch. I am intermediate dyel.
I dip my toast crusts in milk
I'm fricking a woman 10 years older than me who has a husband and 2 children and I don't even feel bad about it because if I don't frick her someone else will. I think she's developing feelings for me but I don't want the sex to end.
Forgive me lord of gains but t is the gains bethought hast did bless me with which hadth did attract this mistress
How did this even happen? Where did you meet this broad?
I work at a grocery store in produce while I'm in college and she is a regular and we'd casually flirt over the course of 2 years and one day she asked me for my number... I took her out to dinner and then the dinner was enough for us to decide we wanted to frick.
you are officially sinful cougar's boy toy
Holy shit - are you me? I am in the same exact situation down to the amount of kids. I'm not sure how to get out of this mess I've put myself in
Father, two and a half weeks ago I took 8 days off of lifting, ate whatever I wanted (like a moron) all whilst consuming cannabis. When all was said and done, I went from 230 to 245 in about a week. The damage has since been undone, thankfully due to most of the weight being sodium and water-related, but it scared me and has filled me with a renewed sense of motivation in order to reach my fitness goals. Forgive me.
I dissapoint myself with sweets every weekend. For like 5 months since ive hit my goal, I have binged sweets every weekend, and do a deficit during the week, to keep my weight down. I've finally started going to the gym over the last month, and I've started to try to hit my protein goal, which in turn, has convinced me to eat more during the week. My weight is slowly creeping up, like 7 or 8 lbs so far. I know some might be muscle, but definitely not that much in that short amount of time. I can't continue my weekend sweet eats on the weekends, but I haven't found a suitable healthier alternative to my sweet tooth. I will continue to go to the gym and do my home cardio, and continue to hit my protein goal. I'm weak and I want to be better
Just use sugar substitutes, fruit, or diet drinks fatty
Same. Ten years in, never got ripped. Binge and restrict cycle till I die.
The Dieting has been easy and I am down 23 lbs but I cannot for the life of me exercise regularly. I want to find time in the morning but getting up to go waging.
It takes all my might already and I tried waking up earlier/going to bed sooner but that just leaves me feeling even more tired
I need to get the discipline but I don't know how to stick to it
Little bit at a time, something so small and seemingly insignificant that you can 100% do it every day. Then build from there. You can do it anon!
>I need to get the discipline but I don't know how
Take a page from Nike until it becomes a habit.
>I feel tired
Just do it.
>There's no time after work
Just do it.
>The gym is too far
Buy a home gym and just do it.
I porked a slampig over the weekend and will probably do so again. All my higher quality sloots are either unwilling or unavailable to be wrangled. Sad times
How big we talking ?
Good question. Probably 180-190 at like 5'6. Big ole tiddies and gives good head. Not my favorite but frickable for now.
Nothing to confess here, Padre. I don't even understand how there's an obesity epidemic. I tried eating fast food for every meal ONCE for a single day, and it made me respect the morbidly obese for their commitment. That was six years ago and to this day, every so often, I'll be sitting down for too long and feel a sharp pain in my hemorrhoids.
I have stopped working legs entirely and am considering selling my rack.
I desperately want to start going to the gym but I don't know what to do so I'd just stand there. I have full intentions of going soon though.
I have massive vegana envy. I’m a pretty good looking guy 8/10, 5’10” and 182 lbs, visible abs. I’ve been with quite a bit of woman in my 30+ years on this earth. But man, I wish I had a pussy. I would love to be able to wear cute little dresses, short skirts, patterned tights, garter belts, and sexy lingerie. Being zipped up into a tight wienertail dress with a cute pink g string underneath, frick me stilletos, and maybe patterned thigh highs.
I’d be a complete little bawd on top of it.
The weird part? I’m not trans, like I’m a guy, I just have major pussy envy and think women are so sexy looking (obviously no fatties).I love banging hot broads and really get turned on undressing them from their sexy outfits and having rough sex. I don’t act like a little b***h, used to fight a lot when younger, know how to fix shit, good driver, think logically, have a good career where I make well over 6 figures. I guess that’s why I don’t feel guilty when I go to Vicki’s secret every once in a while. It’s funny when the female cashier says things like “that’s so nice of you to buy cute stuff for your partner”… yeah my partner. I have to buy things separately for the girl im banging because I have to get XL there and most girls I have been with are XS-medium at that store.
I’d never transition as that is fricking moronic, and I would never, ever pass lol. I abhor the trans and lgtblejcqo38je& movement. I have a mesomorph build, square jaw… I just look like a guy. But man, it’s hot dressing up sometimes. I have a cuter and bigger panty collection than most of the women I’ve been with.
Oh yeah, before you all say it… I am not into men. I hooked up with one when I was 19 just to try it. He had a sister and I dressed up in her clothes, did some loose makeup, and let him use my mouth. I didn’t enjoy it really. Anybody else like me?
Maybe it's autogynophilia. If you ever jack off to yourself there's a good chance. I'm like that too. Even though I love bawds and would never stoop so low as to "transition" I love wearing my girlfriends underwear while we frick. I also have my own lingerie collection with stocking and garter belts.I don't think I'm feminine at all nor do I want to be. There's just something very thrilling about walking around wearing a tiny VS thong without anybody knowing. I also hate trannies and gays
This is called transvestitism, and it is a relatively common parapiglia. Not related to transgenderism.
what do you mean maybe
back to discord, homosexuals
>I am not into men.
>I hooked up with one and let him use my mouth
okay anon you're a little into men.
I can relate to thinking womens clothes are pretty, and I've even tried cross-dressing, but they just look and feel so fricking ridiculous on me that there's no point.
I just got a gf who was happy to let herself be my dolly and that's much better.
after 3 weeks on keto I ate 100 grams of carbs today.
Still managed to keep myself below 1500 calories though!
im drunk
I crave goyslop. Second day of the fast and i still crave goyslop.
Last year I was 220 lbs and lost 50 by counting calories. After christmas and new years I started to let myself go. I am now back at 207 lbs.
It's all good anon. Never give up. I stopped weighing myself when I hit 239 lbs and suspect I was nearing 250 lbs at one point. Took many years, but now I'm 160 lbs, and having a real easy time maintaining it. Next challenge is to see I I can hit 150 lbs.
i'm tired of running 4 times a week
I've lost 140+ pounds the last 15 months or so next few weeks I'll hit 299. I don't like any of my old hobbies anymore. I think I only had those hobbies because I couldn't do other shit. It's like I am a new person, and I'm still a fat frick. I am afraid of who is beneath all this fat
my gf is excellent and a lovely person aside from the fact that she's fat
that alone is enough to make me want to leave her
when we go out in public i feel embarrassed to be with her
Mask training sessions as bdsm sessions
father I ate beans last night
been brapping for 14 hours non stop now
I love whiskey and get drunk every weekend despite knowing full well it's holding me back and actively killing my gains.
What's your favourite whisky, brother?
I like bourbon like George Dickel or Jim Beam rye traditionally but lately I've been into Conor MacGregor whiskey tbh. He's a bit of a c**t but his whiskey is smooth as a butter
>whiskey not whisky
>bourbon
I should have known you were a false prophet.
i lie to women about how many reps i have left
I haven't been counting calories. I still have the app, but I just can't be assed to plug in my meals consistently. I know this is keeping me skelly mode but I just don't have the will to fix it.
I think the "2 grams protein per kilogram of bodyweight on a cut" is total fricking bullshit.
I let myself go. Got fricking complacnet. For over a year now, I went back to 220 lbs.
Time to face the music (and the fricking mirror). I refuse to be a fat slob of a father to my newborn son.
I'm aroused by traps and trannies. I visited multiple trans hookers before (always top tho) over these past years. Since a couple of weeks I'm grooming this 24yo trap for a sexdate, I'm 32yo myself. They always compliment me on my muscles, more than most real girls. I always feel so aroused by traps but the moment I coom in their boipussy I'm immeditely repulsed. Deep down I only want a steady relationship, but all I do is chase (boi)pussy on dating apps and escort sites.
What’s your method of finding / seducing them?
I fail to do deadlifts more than 80kg even though I squat 95kg and bench 75kg. Something is holding me back, I think it's a subconscious fear ever since I had two weeks of lower back pain after deadlifting a couple of years ago.
Im similar to you my dude. I dl 120kgs, bench 75kgs but I can’t for the life of me squat more than 80kgs without it feeling wobbly as shit. I’m still a complete noob though (3 months gym), so I hope it will sort itself out with more experience
Try using a belt to break thru the plateau
I save pictures of guys in the CBT threads and post them on LGBT claiming to be FtM trannies
Last Friday I went out wirh some old colleagues, two of them are still good friends I see regularly. We ended with a group of four, completeky drunk. I bought a pack of cigarettes and smoked half of it, I activemy encouraged other to participate and they did. Snorted a key of ketamine, later that night snorted cocaine. Things like this happen on a monthly basis. I always have a lot of fun but I'm in my thirties, it's bad for my health and I'm not supposed to be doing this anymore. But it's basically all I have outside my job.
I eat 2 Angus burger then googled the calories
I slacked off the entire pandemic and gained a bunch of weight.
I've finally come out of my depression enough to work out again, and am just now down to where I was at my absolute fattest before finding IST years and years ago.
I'm gonna make it, but its gonna be a while. Don't wait up for me.
I occasionally jerk off to 13-16 years old instagram models
Four
I've skipped gym to play FFXIV and DDR
I cheated on my girlfriend of six years yesterday with my hot neighbor (who happens to my the manager of the gym I go to). She knows I have a girlfriend and they've seen each other in the hallway a couple of times.
I don't feel nearly as bad as I should.
I guess I actually do feel pretty bad about it, never mind.
you should tell her
She has been abroad for 1,5 months, I'll probably tell her when she gets back. It doesn't matter much. In the end I turned out to be the kind of man that cheats. It doesn't matter much if she forgives me.
It's not about if she forgives you or not, just about being honest and not keeping secrets. People pretend cheating is like murdering a child, but it happens all the time
>6 year relationship
>like murdering a child -- definitely NOT
>not even cohabitation let alone binds of marriage
You're not married and from sounds of your post about passing in hallway, you and your LT gf have separate homes.
Do you have a pattern of extra-curricular cheating on your LT gf? Do you plan on cohabitation, marriage / children? Do you have relationship of mutual expectations of trust and fidelity?
Has she ever cheated, or would she have extra-curricular fun with dudes in secret and while abroad???
If this is an isolated case of cheating, I wouldn't tell your gf. Just examine your conscience and assess your behavior, and make a firm resolution not to cheat again.
Once you've told her, you can never retract the knowledge and her possibly profound change of opinion of youn. Relationship, which is NOT sacred marriage bond is damaged. You're living in sin anyway. You're not under any deep moral obligation to confess to her.
Consider all this very deeply before you look for unburdening yourself.
By confessing to your gf, you may make the burden and damage irreparably worse. She's not obliged to forgive and she may feel entitled to seek out revenge sex.
DON'T DO IT.
>which is NOT sacred marriage bond is damaged
>You're living in sin anyway
>not under any deep moral obligation to confess
Lol, I guess some guys do need a book of fairy tales to tell them what's right and wrong.
>Lol, I guess some guys do need a book of fairy tales to tell them what's right and wrong
This is the "Confession Thread" (
), Einstein.
Decision not only based in morality but also based in sensible pragmatism of the longterm fallout from hastily seeking "forgiveness" from your lover in non-cohabitational casual relationship with far from highest expectations (
"People pretend cheating is like murdering a child, but it happens all the time") Get real.
Why are you in a confession thread? If you don't believe in anything you don't need to confess anything you can just not give a frick.
Lol, typical reli-tard bullshit. Only a book can give you morals right? Lol.
What a pathetic lowlife a human must be to only answer to some divine power, and not the man within. Scum of the earth.
lmao.
Atheist are definitely the higher beings, I can only imagine how primitive we would still be if there were not for the great feats of the atheists of the past and today.
If you need a book for your morals, I am definitely a higher being compared to you. Religious or not.
You're a Materialist Secularist, so the concept of the Divine, spiritual plane superiority over temporal plane, and concept of The Sacred and Divine Authority of Tradition and Scripture are wholly alien to you and your ilk.
You picked your morals from your culture, you didn't come up with them by yourself. And let me tell you something, they are deeply influenced by said Book. You don't even need to believe in everything, but you should know from where they come from.
You still live in a society driven by christian morals, even if you don't believe in them.
You're a moron that THINK you are so self driven, so independent, you chose your morals from the infinity of the things you could believe, right? Wrong, you just learned them from someone else.
So true!
Why did you do it?
Been missing her for 1,5 months, never been this long without her/sex. Also, sex has been stale for the year or so. I know it's time to move on, I just don't know how. It's a pickle.
The neighbour is very cute and always smiling. She lives right next to me and is a very easy going person. She's a bit loose too.
>she's abit loose too
>6 year relationship w/ gf
>stale sex ... and time to move on
Be careful what you wish for.
Live by the sword, die by the sword.
Oh I sure wouldn't date the neighbour. But it's obvious the long time girlfriend isn't the one. Time for a long good look in the mirror I suppose.
you sure its her and not you/the weight of existence
>6 years together
>"obvious the long time girlfriend isn't the one"
If she hadn't gone on her trip wouldn't you still want to be with her? Man she's better off getting away from you. I feel sorry for your gf.
I guess the trip accelerated the doubts/needs I had. You are completely right.
I mean, it's definitely me. She is textbook perfect. Virgin when I met her, great sex for years, loving, caring, wants children and a simple "house on the prairie life". Honestly, she could lose some weight but other than that I would rate her a 10.
I can't put my finger on it, but something is off. It's probably something with me. I probably need some excitement or more/better sex. Maybe I still have some wild hairs I need to lose. Idk.
Good luck with banging sloots I guess and have fun.
You absolute moron. Have kids with her and stop being pathetic.
Cooming in random thots is not what will give your life meaning. Talk to her and say you need a better sex life and you guys have to work on that now.
Don't leave a 10 for random pussy. You will regret it.
Bruh, I cheated. I betrayed her. How the frick can I expect to build up a relationship with this person? I live next to the person I cheated with.
I made that point myself, thanks for confirming it I guess.
So how do I deal with the guilt?
Gotta look around you and take it all in. I have friends that are party animals cooming in bawds AND binge drinking but I personally love to have a clear mind after the bender I was on for the last year while I was with my ex. You don't realize that you have a lot more time to process it than you think, do you homosexual?
So what are you exactly advising me here? To take my time to think it over?
Stop coping on fit threads and max out your life. This simulation is just a game of chance and she took a chance on you while you took a chance on her. And you even took a chance with a girl next door that probably isn't a 10.. Now, go take more chances. IT was a confession thread so I jumped in with my own, now I'm moving on
At this point you might as well be speaking French, my dude.
He means iho life is all about chances and possibilities. In many ways, it's all a "crap shoot". So move on and spin the wheel and take your chances. Think deeply but don't overthink everything imho.
Don’t tell her bro. Even if you end up breaking up. You’ll get over it
lmao your loyalty is so shit you can't even go a month and a bit before you think of risking 6 years of love you formed with someone. i hope she finds someone better
I have something to confess too! I was watching copious amounts of porn and distancing myself from my girlfriend of 5 years only because I was young and wanted a break from everyone, maybe thought about cheating once and still never did! BUT then we see each other again for the first time because we were long distance at the time, a fight breaks out after I told her that quitting porn is hard for me, and she decides I'm too unstable and breaks up with me. It's a pickle, but I just want you to know that even cheating on a broad is usually a higher will forcing your hand. My confession lies in this advice to you: I think you love her a shit ton, but you cheated, don't be a moron and learn that sex drives you to animal instincts, move on, and you will be K.
Also my ex was not a ten, Maybe that's the 1.5 months post breakup talking. But I am firm on my overall rating
You're a moron
I'm 5'6
kys homosexual I'm shorter than you and love my fricking life
I love anal masturbation. I have spent more than two thousand dollars in silicone wieners over the past few years.
I don't know if i'm gonna make it bros. I need to stop thinking too far ahead and how i am "wasting" my life away.
Focus on the little things you can do now anon
Wishing the b***h doing 1 billion of sets of hiptrust next to the pulleys die or injury her self badly
I only do curls
Lost a bunch of weight this year and got my depression under control, so not much to complain.
I do feel like I'm too much of a b***h when it comes to lifting thou. Just do stuff at home, pretty low effort and without much consistency. It's winter here currently and I kind of hate the season so it might take a while to even get the energy to put more effort into this.
I took off from the gym during my deload week even though there's a gym by the beach house and could probably do my deload lifts just fine. I also ate 112 calories over maintenance yesterday so I just put on some fat without gains
also I didn't push myself during my last week of the meso-cycle and my primary chest lift, which is lagging already, didn't increase. Even though I'm massing and it should have
if you just browse the catalog without reading, this is just the gay board
Trying to learn how to draw is cortisolmogging me.
I am sorry, Huston-sama.
Enjoy the process, never rush anything, and really pay attention to what you see instead of what you think you see.
I try to but after work and gym I am finding it difficult to plop down and draw.
I just want to draw anime girls with massive fricking breasts.
>doing it for (2D) women
ngmi
I love fat girls but they mire me the least
yeah that's typical. they do appreciate it but the more out of shape they are the less comfortable they feel complimenting your physique or legitimizing the practice of fitness and healthy food eating
Why is the priest still fat when he’s lurking IST for years? Someone answer me this.
He's bloatmaxxing
I should either cut hard and gain weight or just say to hell with it and get fatter but currently I'm avoiding both and I've been in stuck in the same place for a long while.
im a furry. ive denied it a long time but its just the facts. would never admit it irl though. you would never guess by appearance. im above average looks, successful in career, physically fit, and only a bit socially awkward. nowadays furries dont even register in the top 20 weirdest groups on the internet though so maybe its not much of a confession.
Some sins can't be forgiven
Degenerates - liberals lost me at pushing trannies into the mainstream, they must be stopped before they try to normalized furgays too
im that guy and i totally agree. shit aint normal, its weird. thats why its a confession post. im not proud of it at all.
i just want to go back to when people kept their perversions to themselves instead of forcing them into everyones face and getting mad when they finally say enough.
Another day of writing letters to a person I have never met, and then deleting them at the end of the day. Hopefully they're doing okay.
2019 was 4 years ago
I CANT PROGRESSIVE OVERLOAD EVEN THOUGH ALL MY LIFTS ARE SHIT
>5’9 160lbs
>ohp 105x5
>bench 155x5
>squat 195x5
>deadlift 235x5
I AUTISTICALLY TRACK MACROS TO STAY IN ~300KCAL SURPLUS, WEIGH ALL MY FOOD ON A FRICKING SCALE, SLEEP 8+ HRS A NIGHT, AND WATCH JEFF NIPPARD FORM VIDEOS ON REPEAT
SOMEONE HELP ME I DONT WANT TO DELOAD FOR THE FIFTH TIME BUT I JUST CANT PUSH THE WEIGHT UP OR INCREASE REPS
ITS BEEN MONTHS AHHHHH
Are you gaining weight on the scale? Whats your program?
Ive skipped the gym two weeks in a row woth no excuse
Was on nofap because I respect women too much to ogle them, started becomin gay and got back to fapping to women, I'm sorry jesus, but nofap makes me gay
Did you not only stop fapping to pussy porn, but try to suppress sexual desire for women by creating virginal archetype in your mind?
Mental transfer of sexual urges to the sexually dominant male archetype by unconscious default perhaps???
I'm so tired from work and seriously have considering quitting but that would be financial suicide. It's not a bad company nor a bad job, it's just that I'm fricking tired from everything and needed a long 6 months vacation to empty myself.
I feel that. I wanna just quit and say frick it and go on a 6 month hike. I hate work i hate coming in at 6:30 every morning i hate it
do it anon, nothing starts until you start it
It's been 5 years since broke up with ex and have been and currently am on new relationships. I have no romantical feelings towards her anymore but I just can't forget her body, it was honestly the most beautiful I have ever seen.
I started working out 5 years ago to look like the characters I liked from Anime and Video Games
Nowadays I can’t hang out with the people who I share those interests with because they disgust me with their hygiene and weight… and all the other fitness people I know are too normie for my nerd interests
I regret nothing though, frick fatties
I eat a mcmelt, a big mac and nuggets today. They still fit in my weekly calories total, but i still fell dirty.
Dirty McDee bulker detected
I sometimes jerk off just to spite nofap posters because of how obsessed they are with sniffing their own farts.
Sex is controlling my life. My life atm is chasing pussy and its not great, i have important things j need to focus on but i only seem to focus on finding sex. How do i fix?
Meditation, prayer and focus on thinking on intellectual/work level.
Do you allow lifting and gym to be an extension of your sex drive or is it more of a pure physical discipline to improve yourself or give glory to God.
Separating the two in your mind could be key to your solution.
I kinda miss my ex gf who was extremely toxic, hated me going to the gym because it meant time away from her and we broke up multiple times but I keep remembering the stupid little mannerism she did like she used to sometimes close her eyes then nod then open them again like an anime character or something and also she would say she despised me in a French accent
And she had absolutley beautiful tittas
I told IST that I started doing calisthenics because I thought it looked cool, but really I just have too much social anxiety to go to the gym.
i had a strawberry frosty from Wendy's im sorry bros
I regained all the weight I lost this year plus more. About two months ago I was at 366, now I'm pretty sure I'm in the 400 - 410 mark. Don't know what to do. I feel so tired. Feel like life has just beaten the crap out of me.
I love big breasts in porn but think they are disgusting irl. Problem being that I only get mires from big tiddy blonds at uni.
>first world chad problems
I love petite Asian women.
I love chubby Asian women
I love chubby white women
I have an addiction to showing my body off nude consensually to strangers online. I feel guilty about it because I'm Christian. What are some good tips on building up my willpower to stop doing this nonsense?
Stop worshiping your israelite god. If you worked hard to train your body there's nothing wrong with being proud of that. It's a great achievement that not many can do in the modern day.
I really want a gf, but at this point I'd bang an escort or fatty just to stop thinking about sex.
It's only gotten worse as I lift.
I have no game except when I'm already getting laid.
Yesterday I realized that I had been adding weight wrong
I thought 1plate + bar was 125
It is 135
I think an old gym I went to must have used 40lb plates and it stuck
This makes my ratios make more sense but also I'm moronic
Okay Ill fess up, I like crunchy peanut butter and will eat it by the spoon full after a workout.
I am ottermode with a good face and semi career maxed but I have become a beta orbiter of a woman who, according to my friends, I objectively mog in all aspects. I'm talking legit 5/10 absolute middle of the road regular girl. Everyone I talk to tells me I'm fricking moronic for being so crazy about her and that I should use my tight physique and my position at the uni to be hooking up with 19 year old babes but I am absolutely obsessed with this woman who may have hit the wall already in her mid twenties. I can't even hit on other women or be bothered to put together a decent dating profile because every time I do I frick up the algorithm searching for her. She won't even return my texts anymore and it is driving me crazy. It just makes me want her more. The crazy thing is she already has a beta orbiter who's a 5'6" chubby manlet who looks like porky pig with onions face and I'm 6'1" and look like fight club Brad Pitt without a tan. I know it's not going to happen with her and I know I should just cut my losses and move on but I just can't. I can't concentrate on my work, I can't eat, I can't sleep, I'm constantly staring at my phone because I still have some hope she'll text me back. I'm almost at the point of orchestrating bumping into her at her favourite cafe because I'm convinced if I can get her in person she will be interested in me. It's driving me crazy. Girls I talk to at work, when I'm out and about or in my social life more often than not send out the signals and are actively flirtatious with me (yes I know the difference because this didn't happen before when I wasn't fit and confident) so it drives me crazy that she seems so disinterested. It just makes me want her more.
I just ate my entire deficit back in the last 45 minutes of being awake....
what was it?
Nutter butters. Pizza. And granola bars... I don't even like that shit
I enjoy cigars and pipe tobacco. That alongside black coffee and tea are some of the only vices I have. Always make sure I’m in a well ventilated place or outside and to never inhale too. Usually I just have 2-3 max in a single week as well.
>also tfw just got back to being able to do 50 push ups in a row
>tfw july marked the one year anniversary I got back into regular exercise/workouts again
I ate pizza for dinner now I feel like shit.
I wrote nonconsensual futa on male erotica using novelai featuring me and two female friends.
I mean uuuuh I was doing great with the gym and kickboxing training in winter and I've slacked off for a few months before starting again recently. Yeah.
I have the most miserable pathetic life you can imagine and I'm despondent about it but I can't muster any motivation to do anything to improve it because I feel there's no point and I am way too far gone. 30 years old. It's all over.
I spread my legs now and then to get a whiff of my balls.
A month ago I left a window open and my cat fell through and died. I blame myself and always will. It's made me despondent and not really alive. I feel like I betrayed and killed my own child.
Here he is gaming with me.
Quit being a b***h. It’s ok to feel sad and to mourn your cat but it’s a mistake anyone could make. If you truly want to make amends to your departed cat adopt a needy cat and help them. All your doing now is making it so two things died from your mistake instead of one.
I don't want to be human, I want to not feel, and I want society to crash and burn as it inevitably will, I simply want to be a monster who lives in solitude and occasionally destroys what many weak people who feel too much and degrade what great minds and strong people have built.
Been lifting and bulking for 2 full years, started out around 135lbs. I have recently cut from 200lbs down to 180lbs in about 2 months, and I still drink occasionally. I'll have around 6-8 1.5oz shots when I drink.
I'm fricking old though. Probably older than 95% of posters here. I can't keep doing it forever. I'm well aware of that. Its still fun though. I just want to live and experience the highs in life in contrast to the monotony of the every day.
I've got a grand father who drinks like a fish. Hes 80 years old, still walks upright, mind is all there, still working actually, but his body is something that should be fricking studied. Hes got no arms, his legs are pencil thin from the ankles all the way up his thighs. His belly however. Wew. Its like every ounce of fat on him is directly on his liver. His belly is several bowling balls. I don't know how he balances himself to stay upright.
I have seen firsthand what happens to a person with really high genetic tolerance to alcohol who keeps drinking for several decades. I know I could end up the same way. It is a slightly uncomfortable thought.