Destroying My Soul Posted on April 25, 2023 by Anonymous How do I kill the last little bit of emotion I still have left and become totally numb?
Give birth to a failure
Watch someone you fell In love with fall in love with someone else.
Then realize you can escape letting other people have power over you. Only if you want to change.
I have never been in love or loved by someone else
Have you ever seen a therapist or talked about your problems with someone?
It seems like your self aware enough.
Yeah, I used to go when I was a teenager and they had me take a bunch of antidepressants but I stopped when I was like 17 which is about 7 years ago now
I will consider this
if you aint bald then fuck off. You have plenty to live for. Come back when its gone and see how bad shit can really really get
What makes you happy anon?or an activity that doesn't involve the computer that you really enjoy?
I have no other hobbies
I'm trying to learn math so I can go to uni and not fail horribly (age 26 lmao) but I'm a brainlet
This. Honestly just watching someone you’d die for fall out of love with you should be enough. Bonus points if they ghost you after convincing you they’ll never leave. I also recommend chain smoking cigarettes or taking adderal. Stimulants are great for nuking your emotions. Caffeine too. Pot ain’t bad. Ketamine is hella dissociating too just make sure it’s clean. Just a warning tho, you won’t have empathy any more for other humans. I’m still kind to animals tho.
-former emotional moron who’s now completely dead inside
>Honestly just watching someone you’d die for fall out of love with you should be enough. Bonus points if they ghost you after convincing you they’ll never leave.
This is true, add kids you don’t see anymore and you will be hard as nail who doesn’t see his kids anymore
Everything else this guys says is garbage, you can still be quick to feel the desirable emotions, if anything the goal is not to destroy your brain but develop callas’s over your weakness’s.
A high capacity for joy comes from your physical well-being (good brain good gut)
How much your happiness fluctuates on this baseline is up to how tuff you are (heartbreak previous history of overcoming challenges)
>Enable the soul, give it power by increasing its agency over the flesh and behaviour patterns.
Also watch anime, it won’t make you gay than trans. It will make your strong and retarded
are you bald
Take tren, unironically
damage your brain multiple times over a lifetime. having a shit childhood helps but not necessary
SSRI/ashwagandha/ketamine addiction, take your pic
What is ashaquawanda? I don’t want to ask my dad
Move on to coke.
As an ausfag this is wild. What do we have that can compete?
stimulants, I recommend modafinil
I love steel reserve but i would like to try a camo. Where the fuck do they sell them primarily?
I recommend hearbreaks till failure.
The downside no one talks about is that once your past that point you can't say "I love you" and other cute shit anymore and it's kinda sad on its own when you think about it.
Change your ways
Journaling seems to be working for me. Mostly every day I write what's on my mind and what I'd like to change before going to bed. Been wanting to stop talking at work and if spoken to I'll give a simple neutral reply. Been about 2 weeks and today I didn't say a word. Just finished a manga on my phone and listened to music. It helps having headphones with ANC.