I was raised by my mother and my sisters and because of that I never got to know how to be a real man. I find it hard to make male friends but I can have girl friends easily, and they would never see me as a romantic partner and it kills me.
I know it's pathetic to open up here and none of you care about some random but I'm so fucking sick of it I can't even sleep any more. I want to change so fucking bad.
Also, since this is a fitness board how do I gain muscle and lose fat?