Seriously this fricking sucks. Idk if I’m just aging but I tried Elden ring again, stopped after 10 minutes. Downloaded skyrim for the 3rd time and installed mods for the first time ever, I haven’t escaped Helgen yet. I downloaded Ark again and immediately uninstalled it after 5 minutes.
It’s like they bore me now and they feel like a chore.. I’m trying to find better more productive hobbies but I have none…
This could be possible. I’ve been quitting everything but my caffeine consumption is pretty high still, years of a gram a day + vaping + beating off in excess + weed(mostly quit weed)
That’s actually why I’m quitting all of that shit. At least with screens I can barley pay attention for more than 15 minutes.
this happened to me a year ago
coincidentally around the time I started taking test
I play like 3-4hrs per week now, used to be 30-50.
I actually started taking test about 7 months ago. Everything seems to be changing I guess for the better, yet I still feel like me >all I want to do is work and earn money and improve >finding myself having less and less patience for useless things, even less for people who drag me down
Prior I was putting up with a ton of bullshit from various people and I upped and cut the shitty one’s off without a word. Even dumped a long distance gf because we were just bickering and there was barely any pussy involved with it.
I can't cum to regular porn anymore.
I can only get off to genuine voyeurism (as in real, unstaged hidden camera footage of an ordinary girl getting her privacy invaded). I tell myself it's because regular acted porn is fake as hell and I can't get it up knowing she's just putting on a show, and there's nothing wrong in observing a woman doing what's natural without her knowing but ... I think this is worse.
*To the tune of Sinatra's "Love and Marriage"*
Women with peniiiisssss
b***h with a sheniiiisssssssss
The bawd's-got nuts and a big-fat PENIIIISSSSSS
LIIIIFFFEE IS GOOD IF YOU LIKE- BUSSY!
THERE AIN'T NOTHIN' HERE IF YOU LIKE- PUSSYYYYYYYYYYYY~!
This is related to fitness because women are gains goblins
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Really what that means is you cant cum to yourself, youve gotten so repugnant that your subconscious cant see yourself with any woman
honestly i think its this. I really need to stop with porn. Its killing me
Anymore? So you were bi and now you're full gay? How does that work?
It’s okay bro we are not homophobic here please kindly go to a cbt next time though
That means it's working.
I can’t find joy in video games anymore
Seriously this fricking sucks. Idk if I’m just aging but I tried Elden ring again, stopped after 10 minutes. Downloaded skyrim for the 3rd time and installed mods for the first time ever, I haven’t escaped Helgen yet. I downloaded Ark again and immediately uninstalled it after 5 minutes.
It’s like they bore me now and they feel like a chore.. I’m trying to find better more productive hobbies but I have none…
Probably have ADHD from frying your brain with stimuli.
This could be possible. I’ve been quitting everything but my caffeine consumption is pretty high still, years of a gram a day + vaping + beating off in excess + weed(mostly quit weed)
That’s actually why I’m quitting all of that shit. At least with screens I can barley pay attention for more than 15 minutes.
I actually started taking test about 7 months ago. Everything seems to be changing I guess for the better, yet I still feel like me
>all I want to do is work and earn money and improve
>finding myself having less and less patience for useless things, even less for people who drag me down
Prior I was putting up with a ton of bullshit from various people and I upped and cut the shitty one’s off without a word. Even dumped a long distance gf because we were just bickering and there was barely any pussy involved with it.
this happened to me a year ago
coincidentally around the time I started taking test
I play like 3-4hrs per week now, used to be 30-50.
I can't cum to regular porn anymore.
I can only get off to genuine voyeurism (as in real, unstaged hidden camera footage of an ordinary girl getting her privacy invaded). I tell myself it's because regular acted porn is fake as hell and I can't get it up knowing she's just putting on a show, and there's nothing wrong in observing a woman doing what's natural without her knowing but ... I think this is worse.
links?
I can only cum by looking into my own eyes in the mirror
Ban uncut chode
I can only cum to spanish midgets fricking pornstars.
try boipussy
Stop watching porn and masturbation.
*To the tune of Sinatra's "Love and Marriage"*
Women with peniiiisssss
b***h with a sheniiiisssssssss
The bawd's-got nuts and a big-fat PENIIIISSSSSS
LIIIIFFFEE IS GOOD IF YOU LIKE- BUSSY!
THERE AIN'T NOTHIN' HERE IF YOU LIKE- PUSSYYYYYYYYYYYY~!
This is related to fitness because women are gains goblins