I have lost hope that ptsd is curable..

I have lost hope that ptsd is curable.. Something horrible happened 4 years ago and I was able to get my shit together to be functional but my life is fucking ruined. Unless u seen the mangled up bodies of loved ones I can't except u to understand

>inb4 hurr durr mushrooms

I grow woodlovers and I tried dmt and ayahuasca before. Didn't help jack shit..

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >>inb4 hurr durr mushrooms
    Yes

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I grow mushrooms. Trust me they are not enough..

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        They're a start

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    MDMA therapy has been proven to be very helpful for treating PTSD. I’m starting IV ketamine therapy next month for depression/anxiety/substance abuse disorder

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I tried it all, mdma wears off and ur back to reality.. ketmine gives me apocalypse vision, I predicted covid 2 months before it happened from a ket trip

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Ketamine? I’m not even trolling.
    Did you even go to therapy? You can talk to someone and NOT take pills of any kind

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Therapy is absolutely useless. I read over 4 Freud and 3 Jung books. My moms dating a therapist and I knew plenty of them. They are compeltly useless. They can't help me over come shit they haven't been through. I grow mushrooms and gave them out to army vets a lot. I have yet to find a person with real problems that was helped by a therapist irl..

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        If this is your answer you are not trying hard enough.

        Kys already lmao and stop wasting our time

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Why kill myself if I'm more sucessful than yoy while going through life in power save mode?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I have CPTSD (I know not exactly the same thing) and therapy has helped me a fuckton, especially EMDR. I basically don't get flashbacks anymore. I'm still stuck on meds though, shit sucks.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I don't really get flashbacks. Just reality and unable to find joy in anything

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm anhedonic a lot of the time too. I've lost a lot of my interests and only really have lifting and my animals as actual hobbies. I know it's hard anon. I honestly don't know how to get enjoyment of things back because it's something I struggle with myself, but it comes in bursts. Maybe I'll never get it back. But I'm sure as shit gonna keep trying to get better. I tried mushrooms twice but unfortunately the SSRIs blocked them.

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Felt warm blood on me
    >Seen the fucking blank open eye eyes look glowing but the face looks stiff fucking look
    >Lost parts of my body: things I can never get back
    >Feel guilty for some of it
    Just stated this stuff to tell you, that, yes, anon. It's incurable. There's nothing you can do. My logical mind focuses on how I really can't live without what I can't get back. My emotional and moralistic mind focuses on my guilt and memories of the past. And all of this can only be changed by changing the fucking past, which nobody can do. There is no possible solution. It's all fucking fucked

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Finally a reply froma human being. Personally, thansk to mushrooms I believe in a soul and reincarnation(but they don't help the pain one bit, they just gave me a reason to keep going, it's still hell in my mind) I'm gonna try to have kids and see if life gets better.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      So… what happened?

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How would you "cure" memories? Yeah that shit is with you forever.

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    All healing is done through Christ.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How can christ heal me if I don't belive in him? I can say "Jesus, I let u into my heart" and want for it to happen but will it if I don't really believe what I'm saying? I can't just magically start believing. If u start believing that left is right will it stop u from getting run over by a car when u turn the wrong way on the street?

      Also if Jesus is so cool how come so much bad shif has happened in devote Christian households and countries?

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    It's really hard to keep my mind off all the yelling and hitting I got as a kid. I seriously am frightened it might do me in. I also think all the anxiety and PTSD I have is what causes my memory problems. Even nowadays I have problems with memory recall and forming new memories. If I make it to age 30 without suiciding I would consider that a success.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Yeah I'm the same way, memory is fucked. Would highly recommend EMDR if you have flashbacks and bad thought patterns still. Make sure the therapist doesn't just jump into it either, you need to have coping skills built up in order to endure it because sometimes things can get worse after an EMDR session for a bit.
      t.

      I'm anhedonic a lot of the time too. I've lost a lot of my interests and only really have lifting and my animals as actual hobbies. I know it's hard anon. I honestly don't know how to get enjoyment of things back because it's something I struggle with myself, but it comes in bursts. Maybe I'll never get it back. But I'm sure as shit gonna keep trying to get better. I tried mushrooms twice but unfortunately the SSRIs blocked them.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      OP here, I got yelled at every single second of being a kid. My mom would only smoke cigs the last 2 hours of the day before bed so all day every single day she was in cig withdrawl and blew up on me for every fucking thing evert fucking day. I though I had ptsd from it until I excperinced real ptsd shit. What u got is child's play. Just become sucessful and tell ur parents off every chance u get..

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    go on grindr and get topped

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Look into it

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Retarded zoomer that can't even type right LARPs about having incurable untreatable PTSD despite having tried everything
    This is the fitness board you retard go lift some weights and come back when you're 18

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