I'm unironically addicted to cocaine and it is completely sabotaging my gains.

I'm unironically addicted to cocaine and it is completely sabotaging my gains. Any anons have some tips on how to beat this demon? One is to not drink alcohol, as that triggers my desire to buy blow, but I'd love to be able to have a drink and not immediately call a dealer.

  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Do you have tattoos?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      One, why?

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The 12 steps have been proven to work time and time again anon. Research them and maybe join a group. It is much harder trying to kick an addiction alone.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Went to an AA meeting once and it felt to cultish, think i mainly need to avoid drinking for the next 3 months to give my brain ample time to reset, seeing as how I only buy blow when I drink.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Went to an AA meeting once and it felt to cultish,

        I asked myself the question, is AA a Cult?

        By the defintion of what a cult is and how it behaves, AA is NOT a cult.

        Reasons that it is not a Cult.

        no narsacistic central leader that want's control, reverence. Maybe at sponsor level a controlling figure, but that is your choice to make. no central icon figure.

        doesn't shut down critical thinking and have the leader think for you
        no signing anything that you waive your rights
        don't make you cut ties with family
        don't harrass you if you leave, not malevolant

        No written file created and stored about you

        not trying to make everyone else a clone of the leader
        not trying to get you to cut contact or recruit family members
        AA formed before scientology 30's compared to 50'scientology 1935 and 1954
        there is financial transparency at a group & intergroup level

        Don't get you to bring your children in

        could get a malevolant sponser, but you choose them and could make a malevolant friend outside of AA
        Bill and Bob central leaders, now both dead with no obvious successor
        Can you say No!?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          It's more the
          >Please God I need your help, pleasr god oh please I surrender to your will I'm so weak and pathetic that I can't handle My shit on my own.
          Not really my scene.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            aa is stupid religious bullshit, as if God can help you overcome your chemical addiction.
            and yes t's a cult because it's based around religioun

            Fair enough. I'm not going to argue on this shitty forum. Walk your own paths, but try not to get close to the edge.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            aa is stupid religious bullshit, as if God can help you overcome your chemical addiction.
            and yes t's a cult because it's based around religioun

            I also really was turned off by the Higher Power / religious bend of some AA groups.

            There are agnostic and atheist groups based on AA / 12 step type programs. There are other approaches.

            >Crom is my Higher Power
            >Crom advised me to crush my enemies, etc.

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              It's more the
              >Please God I need your help, pleasr god oh please I surrender to your will I'm so weak and pathetic that I can't handle My shit on my own.
              Not really my scene.

              Read Infinite Jest. It's not even about religion per se, so much as forming a rigid structure of thinking that is at the end of the day a totalist bent against relapse.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          aa is stupid religious bullshit, as if God can help you overcome your chemical addiction.
          and yes t's a cult because it's based around religioun

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      12 step has a 40% success rate annually, roughly double what a person alone acheives (23%).
      Hardly a silver bullet but better than going jt alone
      https://www.pbinstitute.com/alcohol/recovery-percentage/

  3. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds awesome anon, I think you should keep it going

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Cover your drug addiction with what again?

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was addicted to cocaine when I was younger. You have to get away from the people places and things that you associate cocaine with. Change your phone number, don't hang out in the same spots with the same people, delete and cut off contact with your connections and others that use. If you don't do this you'll never quit unless you get arrested or die.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      This also quit fucking now op. Coke addiction is no fucking joke, it makes you so reckless and a complete nut case even when you come off. It’s a shit drug and expensive. If you want to do uppers just get an adderall prescription. Unironically way better for you than doing fucking blow all the time.

      Although considering you already have a problem you should just suck it up and get sober for awhile. Like at least a year. Totally sober. No drinking no weed no mind altering substances. I did this when I started abusing Xanax and coke and it completely turned my life around.

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Just stop, just say no.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      are you the DARE dog? dare me to get some pussy lol

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      People are weak with no discipline, druggies especially.

      NGMI in any sense.

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Look into Allen Carr’a methods for quitting smoking, then just apply it to coke.

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Delete the numbers of your dealers so you can’t call them

  9. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Drugs, much like calories, cannot enter your body without your consent.

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I was in the same shoes my man, in fact when I'm drunk I still get overwhelming urges and at this point in my life coke is like smoking (which I also quit), it's just a random craving I get like a candy bar or something.

    The thing that got me to stop using consistently was the way I framed it in my mind, I treat it like a cigar where I can plow through some lines a couple times a year during a good party but constant use just makes it more dull, like a compulsion that sucks out all the fun and turns you from fun 80's guy to skinny twink loser. We're grown men, we deserve to have a good time on our terms but becoming a weak slave to this shit is fucking sad. Just pound through a pot or 2 of coffee everyday like I do to satisfy the NEED for SPEED.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Fucking A man, made a promie to my best friend that we keep coke use to a once a month thing att most, but I've really fallen of the deep end. At this point I don't even gain that much pleasure from it, it's like you said a craving, in the same light as nicotine.

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I fucked around with it a bit in my 20s but then did so much one night I had paranoid delusions, thinking I accidentally gave my friends cat coke and that it was seizing and dying meanwhile it was literally taking a cat nap

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    just stop using coke dude

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      physically stop putting the powder in your nostril. unless you do this, nothing will change.

      Fair enough.

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    physically stop putting the powder in your nostril. unless you do this, nothing will change.

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    So hopefully you're being serious. I had a similar problem a few years ago. Wrecked my life. Spent more than double my monthly income. Honestly the only strategy that worked for me was this and variants of this.

    So initially i would go through friends, friends would buy an oz and sell grams etc. Then eventually i met their plugs and could go off them too. One of their lower level plugs ran a gas station on the way to and from where i would buy loose cigarettes.

    Eventually i started begging my friends and the gas station dude to stop selling to me as i was wrecking my life. After a while friends stuck to it, and then the gas station dude didnt. So one of my other friends went and started making threats to him saying not to sell to me. And eventually i had no means to get it left.

    I was for the most part cured of most of the cravings/fiending within a month. I did get a bad junk food habit during that time. Drinking triggered me to so i couldnt but now adays i can with no urge. But even after a year sober someone offering me while i was drunk would definately cause cravings. So you gotta watch out for that one but eventually you will have good will power with time.

    Wish you luck bro. God bless you. Its tough man, i was a weak willed pussy who had to literally not be able to get it any more. But i works

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You should've seen me last year when I was taking every drug under the sun, I turned into s complete monster and was barely recognizeable. Almost got fired due to how absent I was from work. Periods of high stress has a tendency to push me over the edge completely. Fantastic that you managed to beat your demons, hope I can as well before I completely hit rock bottom. I have ADHD too so I've always fallen pray incredibly easily to CNS stimulants. Started drinking coffee as early as 11.

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        ADHD makes you more susceptible to stimulants? I’m basically catatonic most of the time I love stims

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah adhd is thought to be caused by dopamine deficiency, so it tends to make you seek out dopaminergic drugs which are all generally uppers. They work by blocking your dopamine receptors which causes dopamine to pool up which causes the euphoria.

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    If I'm drunk I feel the urge to get speed or coke so I just avoid drinking more than once a month

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    1) Delete all the numbers, text/messaging threads and call history of your dealers.
    2) Tell your friends to not give you numbers for dealers if you ask.
    3) Stop putting stupid powder in your face.

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Replace cocaine with modafinil for a while to decrease cravings to an extent and then get off the modafinil, it'll be easier than straight up getting off cocaine

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How do you even get Modafinil?

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What’s wrong with cocaine?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Expensive as a motherfucker, plus being addicted to anything is gay.

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Before buying coke, just remember that a lot of it is spiked with fantanyl so you'll probably die from that if you keep it up

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Can't come soon enough.

      How does a gay on fit afford a coke addiction?

      By starving

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How does a gay on fit afford a coke addiction?

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Coke is great. Cut the drinking if anything

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