oh yeah also i became very aggressive during the last 2 weeks. i literally yelled into the street at a guy if he wants to frickin die because he was popping foreworks at night. he called me crazy
The problem is, I always edge for like an hour before nutting.
So far it's been 3 days of nofap no nut whatever.
I'm gonna max out my lifts starting tomorrow with bench press so I won't fap until Friday night.
I feel you anon. I don't even edge I just spend a lot of time looking for the right thing to coom too, and usually it ends up being medicore anyway. I think the best thing to do is to limit it to once or twice a week, it improves the coom and makes me feel less guility for spending an hour on it.
Porn and masturbation are only bad for you if they are affecting your life negatively.
I jerk off to erotica and softcore solo porn like once or twice a week and it has never impeded my focus on other important things.
Then it IS a problem you dumbfrick. Find hobbies that are rewarding and good for you and the time you spend on porn will decrease on its own until it's only on your mind when you have free time.
When I look at even light erotica (swimsuit with over the top come hither looks) my mind starts screaming have a nice day, no one will ever love you, just die, kys kys, you fricking moron you are worthless, you suck, end it. If I see full on porn sometimes my erection overwrites those thoughts until I nut then it is back to the regularly scheduled self loathing. I’d say I might be schizo but it is clearly my own inner monologue and not some magical other. I just hate myself and no accomplishment like graduating Cum Laude or hitting a really heavy lift stops it.
>broke my nofap >nut 1 felt really good and like a lot of stress was let out, gallons of cum shooting out >nut 2 was okay, didn't use porn >nut 3 was too quick, didn't enjoy it >nut 4 I went too far and watched some truly disgusting POV JOI,
I feel like shit. Not only because I broke my no fap but what i broke it to
My personal reasons:
1) it takes a lot of time out of my day
2) I feel satisfied after but that feeling isn’t real or earned
3) I am getting dangerously old and alone, and it’s time to break the routine or there might be no going back
4) People see me as a wanker and they are right. If I don’t do it, it won’t be true.
no
i tried no fap and realized after 2 weeks it ruined my libido so i switched to no nut and edged instead for 2 more weeks
oh yeah also i became very aggressive during the last 2 weeks. i literally yelled into the street at a guy if he wants to frickin die because he was popping foreworks at night. he called me crazy
Does edging increase stamina? Just got out of a 6 year relationship and I'm worried I'm gonna bust it in 2 pumps with a new girl
it does condition you to not bust quickly it takes discipline.
i was just foing taht cause my dog died that month and i felt depressed and ashamed of my horniness
The problem is, I always edge for like an hour before nutting.
So far it's been 3 days of nofap no nut whatever.
I'm gonna max out my lifts starting tomorrow with bench press so I won't fap until Friday night.
I feel you anon. I don't even edge I just spend a lot of time looking for the right thing to coom too, and usually it ends up being medicore anyway. I think the best thing to do is to limit it to once or twice a week, it improves the coom and makes me feel less guility for spending an hour on it.
Porn and masturbation are only bad for you if they are affecting your life negatively.
I jerk off to erotica and softcore solo porn like once or twice a week and it has never impeded my focus on other important things.
The main thing that bothers me about it is that I actually spend quite a bit of time every day consuming porn and it feels like a waste of time
Then it IS a problem you dumbfrick. Find hobbies that are rewarding and good for you and the time you spend on porn will decrease on its own until it's only on your mind when you have free time.
I have a lot of hobbies, that doesn't in any way make me wanna look at porn less though
You won't go to Hell, that's about it.
When I look at even light erotica (swimsuit with over the top come hither looks) my mind starts screaming have a nice day, no one will ever love you, just die, kys kys, you fricking moron you are worthless, you suck, end it. If I see full on porn sometimes my erection overwrites those thoughts until I nut then it is back to the regularly scheduled self loathing. I’d say I might be schizo but it is clearly my own inner monologue and not some magical other. I just hate myself and no accomplishment like graduating Cum Laude or hitting a really heavy lift stops it.
its far to late for you Anon
please become an organ donor, buy the cheapest motorbike you can find, and ride it only on the rainiest days.
>stop watching porn
>start seeing porn in my dreams
There's no escaping from this hell.
I'm gonna try to abstain from porn from tomorrow :3
>broke my nofap
>nut 1 felt really good and like a lot of stress was let out, gallons of cum shooting out
>nut 2 was okay, didn't use porn
>nut 3 was too quick, didn't enjoy it
>nut 4 I went too far and watched some truly disgusting POV JOI,
I feel like shit. Not only because I broke my no fap but what i broke it to
>from nofap
Probably
>From quitting porn
Yes, enormously. We've been studying this for ages now, porn ruins the male biology
who cares? do it to prove you can.
My personal reasons:
1) it takes a lot of time out of my day
2) I feel satisfied after but that feeling isn’t real or earned
3) I am getting dangerously old and alone, and it’s time to break the routine or there might be no going back
4) People see me as a wanker and they are right. If I don’t do it, it won’t be true.
You do it for your soul. Any physical benefits you experience, placebo or not, are just a bonus.