Kratom ruined my life

Kratom ruined my life

  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For me it was phenibut

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      For me it was alcohol.

      For me it was women.

      For me it was fast food

      our lives don't matter in the grand scheme of things. it's all meaningless. there's no afterlife. relax and enjoy the ride

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Get behind me satan

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >now go masturbate to my porn!

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >he doesn't know

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Don't ask me how I rationalize this, I just believe it
        I don't know why
        After you die you basically are in a holodeck or a universe with console commands, creative mode

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I'm on pheni and kratom right now
      Love them both

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      THIS.
      It has been 4 years and my vision is still fucked.
      >pic related.
      From one single dose.
      The depersonalization and panic attacks went away after 6 months.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Did you take too much like a retard? You're supposed to try a small amount and gradual up the dose to where it's noticeable

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        i have that without drugs

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I started using phenibut a couple times a week on top of a daily kratom habit to be more sociable at a retail job. Then I started taking it too often and forced myself to stop because phenibut withdrawal sounds bad

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I bought some of this shit on a whim and it never really seemed to ever really do very much. But I left a bag of it at my parents place when I moved out. In typical fashion they pretty much cleared my old room out and made it into a computer room a fucking week after I leave and just throw a bunch of my shit out. But yea its now impossible to even get the stuff anymore.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How so?

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For me it was alcohol.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Me too. Going cold turkey today. Already feeling that itch to go buy a bottle of some beer for tonight. Absolutely sucks.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Buy a bottle of liquor or some beer ***

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          liquor? I don't even know'er!
          >I'll show myself out

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Did it some time ago, after few days you gonna feel great - godspeed anon

        WAGMI

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For me it was women.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How?

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For me it was fast food

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >take Kratom for chronic pain in knee
    >get addicted, start getting bitchy when I don't have it
    >go cold turkey
    >get extremely anxious for a week, bitchy for 2 weeks
    >quit cold turkey
    suck it up OP, stop being a gay

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I take it once a week, are you morons blasting 20 g every day??

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Probably, most people have absolutely no self control. I barely even take it once a week, maybe every few weeks if I have some pain, and never over 3 grams. I also take phenibut about once a week to relax, barely ever over a gram, and it honestly baffles me how people could get addicted to it. Yeah it feels good in higher doses, but that comes with more side effects that fuck you up and make you feel shitty afterwards, and the good effects diminish if you start taking a lot of it all the time. I also take small doses of modafinil every so often as a subtle stimulant. You honestly get so much more benefit from drugs when you have some self control and just use them as performance and mood enhancement.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Its literally the only thing in life that gives me a tangible sense of joy and pleasure.
        Which leads me to taking it 3-4 times a day, which in return raises my dopamine baseline so that I'm dead without it, and also nukes my testosterone and has completely stripped me of my virility, libido, muscle and drive.
        If I stop taking it, I just become a numb zombie, unable to feel any sense of happiness.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    whats the best way to take it?
    do you just mix in in water or what

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I got a capsule press for $20 and made my own pills that way.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For it was Chainlink

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      lmfao, hope you make it

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Poor linkies. Should have bought HEX instead.

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    It didn't exactly ruin my life but I have been addicted to it for >5 years and when I quit at the end of this month I fear I'll never be 100% again

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Ive quit a couple different times, for weeks and months at a time.
      I was a numb shell of a man both times. There was a craving for tangible relief that lingered 24/7, driving me into madness until I submitted.
      Yet kratom pretty much takes my soul. I become smaller, my voice loses its deep tone, I stay inside and become a shut in, my complexion worsens, my asshole gets blown out. I become.. whatever the fuck I am now.
      This is truly my curse. Meant to break my soul once and for all.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yep I've also quit for a couple months and the entire time I was drinking a 750 of vodka and cheap beer every day. I know what you mean about craving tangible relief. I was tired, and bored, and became extremely reckless because I just felt so shitty. I almost got a DUI after hitting a trashcan on the wrong side of the road and blowing over the limit. Luckily I had been on a ride along with the cop before so he probably helped me only get community service and nothing on my record. But then my parents made me go to this day program for mentally ill people and that's when I started taking kratom again since I'm a social retard and need to be on something to talk to people. Now I'm just a kratom addicted neet that stayed in my room during Christmas and New Year's

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Yep I also stayed drunk. Couldnt stop drinking even though I hated it.
          Just trying to scratch that itch/fill the void with absolute futility

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    American hours
    You just know

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      because both kratom and phenibut are legal mostly in usa only, for some reason.
      i was addicted to poppy opium real bad, but i kicked that cold turkey. 2 months of withdrawals.

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I self medicated depression with Tianeptine, then Kratom. Killed my libido during my peak years

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    For me, it was trenbolone. It didn’t actually ruin my life, but I basically lost a really good girl, and it wasn’t tren, it was just a catalyst to make me unable to control my inner demons. Ultimately, if I can learn my lesson after this last fuck up, I’ll come out if the other side a better man, but I fear I’ll just get lost in the cycle and keep repeating the same thing.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Lost a friend to kratom. Not worth it brah.

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I hate how puritanical this board has become. Why can't you gays do things in moderation? Why are you either always drunk/high or straight-edge sober? How weak is your psyche if you can't enjoy yourself occasionally, without letting it control your life? Why do you pretend that you're not a weak gay, and act like everyone will become uncontrollably addicted to any substance? You gays are no better than the politician's wives who got parental advisory stickers put on music.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Why are you either always drunk/high or straight-edge sober?
      those people are the most vocal but i think most people are just normal and can occasionally indulge in shit without becoming obsessed/anti-obsessed with it so they dont need to talk about it constnatly

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      i come here to give and receive good advice not for enabling
      drugs are bad yes they can be fun and positive in moderation but i don't need telling
      >do the fun thing! it's fun!
      i need to be told i'm a gay gaylord and i need to get my shit together
      because the rest of the world does just tell you it's ok to be a pot smoking queer selling pics of your asshole to compensate for your miserable income working as a fry cook
      but it's not

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >went from a near daily user to only taking ~2 grams on Sundays to relax
    You can do it too lads, its much better

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    story?

    I was using it on and off, quit cold turkey after using it daily for a 4-month period.

    reason: I realized I was literally the "it's natural brah" version of daily xanax popper

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