My mental health is rapidly declining and I feel like my battle is nearing its end.
I have literally no self esteem. Getting a pump doesn't help. I feel like a useless diletante who amount to nothing in the end and wants to die.
I have nothing to offer outside of my own improvement, and while that is admirable for its own sake, what good is success when you can't share it with others?
Me too man let me know if you figure it out
I mean, I don't want to die, I don't even want validation. I want to feel like I have purpose, that I am needed, accepted and loved.
A lot of things in my life are great, its just really hard to keep things in perspective when things just keep getting harder.
Leave IST and find a good church
There's a lot of good friends to be made and discussion to be had here, man.
I feel like that would be throwing the baby out with the bathwater.
Most people here are fucked in the head racists with narcissism anon. Good friend in being a racist piece of dogshit? No
I'm not, at least I don't think I am. Want to be friends?
Anon I don't have any friends I have autism
>Most people here are fucked in the head
It's important to remember this.
Normal, well adjusted people are appalled by IST, if you're here with us there's something seriously wrong with you whether you realize it or not..
>normal well adjusted people
Are actually miserable and lament their cycle even though they do nothing to get out of it.
Try going outside and engaging "normal people" beyond
>Hi, how are you
>Good, good, how are you
>Oh I'm great thanks
>ood friend in being a racist piece of dogshit?
Have you thought about volunteering? Maybe the Boys and Girls Club or Make A Wish?
The world is getting worse and worse as western civilization falls to Roman decay. It's fucking dangerous. I can't even afford food or rent. Shits bad and it's getting worse.
fuck off gay
Come back when you have a real mental illness where you wake up following voices in your head.
But I do
Nothing feels real anymore
Trapped in the wage cage
touching grass helps but its fleeting
if you figure out a line of flight please light a few campfires along the way
Same. Thought working out would fix my self esteem issues. I got a nice body but it didn't really help, because the issues with my self esteem are rooted deeply in my obsession over my past failures.
I fell back into my old habits and lost most of the progress I made to my body. Can't even see my abs anymore.
Not your blog
Go outside. Like, into the great outdoors, not just leave your place. Go as far as you can. On foot. Less civilization - better. Thank me later.
IST is that way