My mental health is rapidly declining and I feel like my battle is nearing its end. I have literally no self esteem.

My mental health is rapidly declining and I feel like my battle is nearing its end.

I have literally no self esteem. Getting a pump doesn't help. I feel like a useless diletante who amount to nothing in the end and wants to die.

I have nothing to offer outside of my own improvement, and while that is admirable for its own sake, what good is success when you can't share it with others?

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Me too man let me know if you figure it out

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      I mean, I don't want to die, I don't even want validation. I want to feel like I have purpose, that I am needed, accepted and loved.

      A lot of things in my life are great, its just really hard to keep things in perspective when things just keep getting harder.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Leave IST and find a good church

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          There's a lot of good friends to be made and discussion to be had here, man.

          I feel like that would be throwing the baby out with the bathwater.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Most people here are fricked in the head racists with narcissism anon. Good friend in being a racist piece of dogshit? No

            • 1 year ago
              Anonymous

              I'm not, at least I don't think I am. Want to be friends?

              • 1 year ago
                Anonymous

                Anon I don't have any friends I have autism

              • 1 year ago
                Anonymous

                o-oh okay

            • 1 year ago
              Anonymous

              >Most people here are fricked in the head
              It's important to remember this.
              Normal, well adjusted people are appalled by IST, if you're here with us there's something seriously wrong with you whether you realize it or not..

              • 1 year ago
                Anonymous

                >normal well adjusted people
                Are actually miserable and lament their cycle even though they do nothing to get out of it.
                Try going outside and engaging "normal people" beyond
                >Hi, how are you
                >Good, good, how are you
                >Oh I'm great thanks
                >That's great

            • 1 year ago
              Anonymous

              Reddit

            • 1 year ago
              Anonymous

              >ood friend in being a racist piece of dogshit?
              yes unironically

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Have you thought about volunteering? Maybe the Boys and Girls Club or Make A Wish?

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    The world is getting worse and worse as western civilization falls to Roman decay. It's fricking dangerous. I can't even afford food or rent. Shits bad and it's getting worse.

  3. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    lol
    frick off homosexual
    Come back when you have a real mental illness where you wake up following voices in your head.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      But I do

  4. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Nothing feels real anymore

    Trapped in the wage cage

  5. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    godspeed op
    touching grass helps but its fleeting
    if you figure out a line of flight please light a few campfires along the way

  6. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Same. Thought working out would fix my self esteem issues. I got a nice body but it didn't really help, because the issues with my self esteem are rooted deeply in my obsession over my past failures.
    I fell back into my old habits and lost most of the progress I made to my body. Can't even see my abs anymore.

  7. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

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    Not your blog

  8. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Go outside. Like, into the great outdoors, not just leave your place. Go as far as you can. On foot. Less civilization - better. Thank me later.

  9. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    /x/ is that way

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