>see masculine men
>think about killing them in the most horrible and painful ways, having them beg for mercy, slaughtering their families in front of them, etc.
>think about raping them against their will, fucking them and beating them violently, hearing them squealing and asking for me to stop, cumming in them and tossing them aside
>think about having them to sit on my face, forcing me to cum, ruining my orgasm and then embrace me and telling me that i'm a good boy and that everything will be alright
What the fuck is wrong with my brain?