Steroids after getting cheated on

Long story, but my gf of 4 years cheated on me and I found out. Went into a spiral of depressing and suicidal as frick for the last 6 months, I tried to forgive but I can't.
Been out of the gym for 1 year, lost a lot of gains and want to go back and start fricking other girls and get out of the shit mental state I got into.
I know getting back in shape will be a lot of work and time, so I'm planning to shoot test E 250mg every week as soon as I get back training (I've done 5 such cycles before). Of course, I know how to diet and workout properly.
The question is, am I making a stupid decision and how long should I wait to inject?

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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >lifted for girls
    >get gf
    >stop going to gym (moron)
    >lose gains
    >girl cheats (could’ve seen it coming)
    >become crybaby and hop on roids (moron)

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      fpbp

      https://i.imgur.com/f61URaP.jpg

      Long story, but my gf of 4 years cheated on me and I found out. Went into a spiral of depressing and suicidal as frick for the last 6 months, I tried to forgive but I can't.
      Been out of the gym for 1 year, lost a lot of gains and want to go back and start fricking other girls and get out of the shit mental state I got into.
      I know getting back in shape will be a lot of work and time, so I'm planning to shoot test E 250mg every week as soon as I get back training (I've done 5 such cycles before). Of course, I know how to diet and workout properly.
      The question is, am I making a stupid decision and how long should I wait to inject?

      opiaf

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I'm planning to shoot test E 250mg every week as soon as I get back training (I've done 5 such cycles before).
    >The question is, am I making a stupid decision and how long should I wait to inject?
    (X) doubt
    Lying homosexual you’ve wasted a thread.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I've done cycles of test 250mg/week but I was lifting for a long time before I did them. I don't understand what you think I'm lying about moron

      >lifted for girls
      >get gf
      >stop going to gym (moron)
      >lose gains
      >girl cheats (could’ve seen it coming)
      >become crybaby and hop on roids (moron)

      Kek, good points but an injury and starting a new business, having to work more hours and smoking weed made me stop. Fricked up, what to do? Trying to move on asap

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Well stop being a junkie and get your mental health together before you hop on even more dangerous drugs

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Haven't smoked weed in around 6 months, never again too. I know I fricked up there, the point of the thread is how long do I wait before hopping on test, I know general consensus is wait until you reach natural peak, but I don't wanna waste time. Just want to get my mojo back faster and get out of depression cos it's affecting my work and social life too.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Then just start working out? Learn to discipline yourself and give yourself a goal instead of slamming needles in your ass?

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              No, no, no that would be too logical. OP must become a roid troony because some random prostitute cheated on him. What a moron.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Ok, well 250mg/week is a moron cycle and having cycled before and seen how your body responds wtf are you asking rando c**ts on the internet for? You know what it does to you, you know what frame of mind you have to be in. If you want sympathy here - yeah, that sucks, I hear ya (sympathy over) - you want to get on Test again, go wild, but if you want my advice run 500mg/week like a normal person and don’t bother with the waiting shite, start cycling as soon as you start hitting them gym. Good luck, tbh.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          thx tbh, wanna expand why you think 500mg/week instead of 250 is the better option?
          Also asking random c**ts online cos I've always lifted before when going on test, this will be the first time I go in straight on roid, I also haven't had such a long break from lifting since I started at 17-18

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            500mg = Babby’s first cycle amount, tends to be the sweet spot between decent gains and manageable sides. 250mg is only slightly higher than a replacement therapy dosage. R*ddit wiki on first cycle is 90% good info you should prolly read first. Anyone who says you should peak natty first is a gatekeeping homosexual who didn’t do that but expects you to for some reason.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              >le 500mg's first cycle
              300-400mg is better as a first cycle. Then you can increase for future cycles. Take the slow game with aas. Also, 250mg is between 2-3x trt doseage, so unless OP gets absolute dogshit gear, he is gonna make decent gains. Although i would again recommend 300-400mg.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >it wasn't my fault, it was the weed making me lazy and shieeet

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You haven't been addicted to that shit, it's draining your life a day at a time.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I vape a gram or so daily. No, I haven't been addicted or get "the sweats" when I have to do without, all I need to quit or take a break is a good reason to quit. Then again, quitting nicotine pouches was no problem either.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              that's what an addict would say "I cAn QuiT WhEn i wANt"

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Didn't vape for 6 months last year. Had a good reason not to. A shame some people don't have the discipline but that's not my problem.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              >a gram a day habit
              >yeah I can quit when I want
              >I just don't want to ok
              >im definitely not an addict

              Lying to yourself

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                give me a reason to. a good one. odds are you can't.
                no, it doesn't affect my health, physical or mental, I have a job that pays well, I'm happy. I'd say that's better than most of this board.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >Tell me what 2+2 is
                >And don't give me that "4" bullshit, give me a REAL answer
                moron.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >no reason given
                thought so. no, you thinking I'm addicted is not a good reason.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              How do people vape a gram a day? At my most stonerish, I'll be vaping all night after work and it still takes like 2 weeks to go through a 1 g cart.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >cart
                so that's oil, not flower right? that's how.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                My vape takes gallon carts and I need two or three per gym sesh
                It's like a CamelBak except I save time by pumping the vapor into both lungs from below through my torso.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >stopped lifting and roiding
    What happened here did u get fat ? U lost ur libido ? Ur balls shrunk ?
    If u have no side effects, than no don't fricking do steroida again and hope u're one of the lucky ones, start a new life at the gym as a natty

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      My cycles were low, I maintained most gains except losing a bit of muscle tone, been doing cycles every 2 years or so (I'm 30). Didn't roid for 2 years before we started our relationship and had a small and short cycle 2 years into it. Also the cheating might have been going on for longer and I found out later. Nevertheless I was also fricking other girls in the first year before deciding to have talks about future together.

      You're in no place to be taking steroids. You won't be able to handle the mental side effects and will either end up dead, in jail, or outcast from your social circle. You need to lift until you build confidence and you should have been trying to date several years ago. Big decision here. You want to become a man? A person? Or do you want to become a shady little sneeveling drug homosexual who needs steroids to have confidence. Notice I never said steroids were a bad thing. Real wisdom here. Think and decide accordingly.

      Going too far m8, except willing to frick everything that moves the cycles before didn't made me sell drugs or rob like a Black person.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Ignorant. Cool. Low level.

        Enjoy fricking your life up. You're not ready.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >seeing each other for an entire year before ever "talking about future together"
        Your relationship was doomed from the start, moron

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    your dick game weak homie she getting plowed by a real man

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You're in no place to be taking steroids. You won't be able to handle the mental side effects and will either end up dead, in jail, or outcast from your social circle. You need to lift until you build confidence and you should have been trying to date several years ago. Big decision here. You want to become a man? A person? Or do you want to become a shady little sneeveling drug homosexual who needs steroids to have confidence. Notice I never said steroids were a bad thing. Real wisdom here. Think and decide accordingly.

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Go for it, I'm the diametric opposite type of lifter (20% bf powerlarding because numbers going brr makes ape brain happy) but I will always respect the beaten underdog full tard rage lifting thing. Go crush it and get juicy breh

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I tried to forgive
    Ya you need test stat

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >muh gf cheated
    No shit.
    Did you know Santa isn't real? The tooth fairy? Monogamy is a myth for children.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Not all girls are hoes tbh

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        the poster you ate responding to is an incel who has no real life experince with girls only his mom

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    so first someone else cheats on you, and now you want to cheat on yourself?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I don't understand the pride in being natty. I look and feel like shit now, wanna look good and feel good about myself again before trying to date. After cycles, I feel like bad for a few weeks but I maintain most of my gains as long as I keep working out and dieting properly.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I look and feel like shit now
        you will look and feel like shit doing roids too

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Idk what I'd feel like on roid after getting cheated on, but I'd look good for sure (or just working out again)

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    split it in 3 doses m/w/f and lower it to 200 or so so you dont get any e2 sides
    Either cruise or blast dont do some in between dose for no reason. Min blast is 500. Max cruise is 200.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Wouldn't this cause potential fertility issues in the long run?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Not really because you can take HCG or some other fertility drug when you want to have kids.
        Or you could take low doses from the get go and take it along with testosterone like 500iu a week so you never become infertile and balls dont shrink too much.

        If you are serious you need to do your own research. I used R*ddit

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Is it possible to 100% avoid the HPG axis shutting down? Shit scares me beyond belief

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            HCG acts as a fake LH basically so your own body still produces some test. I got no idea about FSH

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >want to go back and start fricking other girls and get out of the shit mental state I got into
    This is part of the problem. Find a nice girl and marry her

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I tried to forgive but I can't.
    jesus fricking christ, why would you even try? if a girl cheats, it's just good riddance, because you now know that you've been living with a prostitute all along and luckily she showed her true colors before you signed a legally binding document, got a house together, or something else that'd subject you to further loses during the break up. don't try to mindbreak yourself into a literal cuck.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >I'm planning to shoot test E 250mg every week as soon as I get back training (I've done 5 such cycles before).
    I did 300mg of test for 2 months once and I wish I didn't. oily skin, constantly worrying about gyno and whether I should add an AI already, or if my hair is shedding and 1mg of fin is enough, etc. injections are annoying too and anyone who claims otherwise is lying. also lost a lot of the unremarkable gains during PCT. got much better gains on 40mg of anavar and enclo with absolutely no sides and retained basically all my strength, didn't need anything stronger so far. why would anyone suggest a substance with the worst androgenic to anabolic ratio imaginable for anything other than a test base for actual anabolics when a serm or hcg isn't enough, is beyond me and I was stupid for falling for it.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How did 300 mg of test give you so many bad side effects? That's on the low end. Anavar is arguably harsher than test too, because it's an oral and it's not naturally produced by the body like anavar.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How did you find out your girl was cheating on you?

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Cucked and sissified. Each day is a new hell for the roidtroony.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Don't do it anon. Roids are a recovery tool for lifters and athletes, not a cheat code for people stuck in an emotional wreck.

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Like test I mean

  18. 1 month ago
    bloodu

    this but its u beinf handed a syringe of holy piss by me.......

  19. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Tried to forgive

    You sound like a giant homosexual. First off you should pin 250mg 2x a week and throw in some EQ and Tren and leave humanity behind. Pussy.

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    As somebody that lost most of natty gains due to illness and then went back to gym with gear, it's really worth it BUT you should focus on strictly BB routine and skip strength bullshit, otherwise you will frick up your tendons and joints from egolifting when your strength shoots up.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What kind of cycle did you do?

      https://i.imgur.com/I476dTH.jpg

      Honestly, as someone in his late 20's who got dumped and is depressed beyond belief, I might start a T cycle as well. Our brains really are motherfrickers that down spiral us into learned helplessness when we take a particularly traumatic blow in life. Your brain's component that monitors your social rank lumps you into the "low status homosexual" category and shuts off its serotonin production off as well as keeps your stress hormone production high, putting you into a negative feedback loop that is nigh impossible to break out of. Humans are also naturally geared at identifying stressed out motherfrickers, so "fake it till you make it" is extremely difficult to pull off as well.

      I have a Vyvanse script (sits on my shelf, does nothing to help with ADHD), which I might combine with a mid-dose T cycle as one final attempt to jetpack myself out of this pit. I'll try 1-2 months of self-improoooving the natty way, but if I don't see personal results past that, I'm gonna frick with T for a while.

      We gonna make it tbh

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >What kind of cycle did you do?
        500mg test e/week split into two 250mg doses on mondays and firdays for 5 months

  21. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly, as someone in his late 20's who got dumped and is depressed beyond belief, I might start a T cycle as well. Our brains really are motherfrickers that down spiral us into learned helplessness when we take a particularly traumatic blow in life. Your brain's component that monitors your social rank lumps you into the "low status homosexual" category and shuts off its serotonin production off as well as keeps your stress hormone production high, putting you into a negative feedback loop that is nigh impossible to break out of. Humans are also naturally geared at identifying stressed out motherfrickers, so "fake it till you make it" is extremely difficult to pull off as well.

    I have a Vyvanse script (sits on my shelf, does nothing to help with ADHD), which I might combine with a mid-dose T cycle as one final attempt to jetpack myself out of this pit. I'll try 1-2 months of self-improoooving the natty way, but if I don't see personal results past that, I'm gonna frick with T for a while.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Vyvanse
      Should just get dexies, easier to control the urge to take pills and jerkoff for hours, which only gets heightened when chucking Test into the mix.

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    uh go ahead who cares?

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    ill bite
    >tried to forgive
    dont and move on. she already lost all respect for you

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Imagine being such a pussy you get suicidally depressed just because your gf cheated on you. Why let anyone have that kind of power over you. Have some self respect

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >lifting shit off the ground will make her not frick chad

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >thinking in 2D
      Mate what's fricked cannot be unfricked. I'm doing it to get out of depression/suicide pit faster, I got shit to do with life. And hopefully learn something from the shit experience and avoid it happening again. Don't understand it as roiding for life, but getting a boost to get back to proper working out and dieting, and building other good habits along the way.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I used to legit think this happened a lot irl turns out i was just shy but now its the stupidity of most women that disgusts me.

      Pretty women wamt kids they dont to frick around with street scuzzler Black folks or nicotine vape skinny jeans wiggers you people take the media too seriously.

  26. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Yes, drugs will surely make you happy and fix your problems and improve your life immeasurably. The exact opposite has never happened.

  27. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How about hit an actual bulk for 2 months minimum and the extra 2 or 3 days in the gym is for shoulder and arm hypertrophy and if youre hitting legs hard several times a week you will see less progress so apply pl programs to sbdohp.

  28. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Look mate nobody can stop you doing it but remember they trick is to just get a small amount to accelerate gains and not get sides. A lot of new fraudsters just take full dose to maxx returns and then they spend all their months after stressing about sides like hair loss, red skin and acne. The trick with frauding is to take a lower dosage

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      frauding with a lower dosage leads to blasting with an insane dosage.
      best to just do a blast to get those instant results and then cruise.
      you're overlooking the mental component. hair loss/acne is inevitable no matter your dosage, if you're worried about that don't get on the train at all

  29. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Steroids enhance your emotional state, if you are in a fricked up place you will end up in a more fricked up place.
    lift natty, get to a place of peace and THEN start blasting.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      This. Drugs exaggerate your personality and emotional state.

      Cowardly people become assertive

      Angry people become ragaholics

      Depressed people become destitute

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