this is literally me

this is literally me

  1. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >i have le garden gnome made up disease!!
    No you just have no discipline you walking piece of garbage. Imagine killing a relationship related thread for this.

    • 1 week ago
      sage

      >conditions that affect hunger
      >conditions that affect sleep and wakefulness
      >conditions that your perception of reality
      >conditions that affect affect your mood
      >conditions that affect how you view your body
      >conditions that cause involuntary movements or sounds
      >conditions that affect your perception of pain
      >conditions that affect how you process or produce language
      but
      >a condition that that affects motivation and attention can't exist

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Yes they can't exist because

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        It doesn't exist because I don't believe in it, even if many people have accused me of having it

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        There are real conditions that affect motivation and attention, but ADHD isn't one of them, because it's not an actual condition; it has no pathology.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          And don't fucking tell me about the chemical imbalance meme that was made up by drug companies.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          ADHD is caused by unconscious emotions. It's like OCD, tinnitus, and IBS. The symptoms are real and involuntary but they result from emotional avoidance.

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            so how does one resolve the root causes?

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              I'm still learning about the process as my own mental issues are finally subsiding, but you really need to introspect emotionally. Think about your life, job, parents, girlfriend or whatever, and ask how you truly feel about them. Are you burying anger or guilt? Are you terrified of rejection or criticism? Are you a perfectionist? Those last two traits alone may be enough to cause significant emotional stress and give rise to symptoms. It's hard to unwind this shit, go to tmswiki.com and start reading

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            >IBS. The symptoms are real and involuntary but they result from emotional avoidance.
            Don't I know it.

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            ADHD is a neurodevelopmental disorder like autism

            • 1 week ago
              Westerners are clueless

              ADHD is mercury poisoning by your garden gnome doctor just like autism.

              All the anons in here were poisoned the moment they left the womb and as children. They are permafucked.

              Thankfully, the brain damage has progressed to the point that they all apathetic to being poisoned. Otherwise some rich people would be eating some sour grapes 🙁

              Remember to go see your therapist to work through your childhood traumas. Remember it is daddy yelling at you, not poison shots causing brain damage that caused your disorders 🙂

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        90% of disorders and mental issues aren't real and can be solved with working out, eating right, and prayer

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Source?

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Ancestral blood memory

            prayer, lol ok fanbuddy you give me chuckles. more important than prayer give up the porn addiction and fapping. skygod can not communicate with a depleted brain.

            This sounds like it came from a place of pain, we’re here for you Anon
            Through God you can do anything
            He won’t give you a challenge He knows you won’t overcome

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              What was the challenge for children born with major birth defects in shithole countries?

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                That’s the fault of the people, not God

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          prayer, lol ok fanbuddy you give me chuckles. more important than prayer give up the porn addiction and fapping. skygod can not communicate with a depleted brain.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >Anonymous 11/18/22(Fri)16:00:36 No.68991883
          >
          >prayer, lol ok fanbuddy you give me chuckles. more important than prayer give up the porn addiction and fapping. skygod can not communicate with a depleted brain.

        • 1 week ago
          SwedishBrorsan

          the human mind needs routines and goals to function properly or itll enter prisoner survival mode which is the worst state of mindset a human brain can enter
          the human (BRAIN) is extremely advanced at forcing you to "COPE" and might do the wrong things to make it easier for you to "enter cope mode"

          youre the one that has to convince yourself with effort and action to make your brain produce healthy chemicals or itll do the opposite of what you want it to

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >prayer
          dropped

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          When is every state south of the mason dixon line getting rangebanned

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        it's not a condition, you're just stupid and unfocused because you have a cognitive deficit

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Post body

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        now you you goypill meth addicted gay

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          literally all your progress was pulling your underwear over your fat slab and changing the lighting
          captcha related

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            You still haven’t posted body, you’ve been mogged brutally

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            25 kilos off the scale in 6 months.
            Where's your body?

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              You still haven’t posted body, you’ve been mogged brutally

              Looking good anon 😉 nice progress. Few more kgs for cutting and you will start seeing your abs
              Dont listen to [...] he didn’t post body cuz he a dyel

              bullshit lol we can tell you just pulled your panties over the flab based off your bellybutton dumbass
              not posting mine for a samefagging retard who doesn't even lift

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Hang your head in shame. You haven’t posted body. He’s mogged you and you’re the biggest bitch

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                nah the only one with shame is you posting that slab of domesticated pork belly thinking you did anything

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Give up lmao you’ve been outed fat boy

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Not him but I love when they keep going but won't post body. You just know.... Go ahead, say something else that isnt posting body. Lmao.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Ok fatty

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Looking good anon 😉 nice progress. Few more kgs for cutting and you will start seeing your abs
          Dont listen to

          https://i.imgur.com/vTeKy8l.jpg

          literally all your progress was pulling your underwear over your fat slab and changing the lighting
          captcha related

          he didn’t post body cuz he a dyel

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            thanks anon. I'm not done cutting, I need to work more on my traps too. can't do much about the loose skin/gyno from childhood obesity but it is infinitely better than staying a fatass

            [...]
            [...]
            bullshit lol we can tell you just pulled your panties over the flab based off your bellybutton dumbass
            not posting mine for a samefagging retard who doesn't even lift

            not samefagging. where is your body?

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              https://i.imgur.com/vr94LGF.jpg

              Give up lmao you’ve been outed fat boy

              stay mad fat phoneposter

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                No matter what you say, you’ll be the guy who didn’t post body while someone else did, admitting you’ve got something to hide which is your incredibly ugly body.
                It’ll be in the archives; you being scared to post your body

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          How come everyone on this board has gyno?

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            To be honest most people here complaining about gyno are just fat. Now that I can see a vague ab outline in good lighting and still have titties I can say I have actual gyno.
            But it's honestly not a priority. Surgery will prevent me from lifting anything for a long time and I'd rather get to my goal weight prior to that.

            [...]
            stay mad fat phoneposter

            back to discord you fat chud

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              you are literally such a newfag you only just started working out, and it shows both in your body and posts
              the only one going back anywhere is yourself retard
              i bet you dont even know who scooby is

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >has been on IST since scooby
                >still won't post body
                What does 9 years of lifting look like? Why won't you show it?

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                it's bulkan season retard, come back in the summer i know youll have free time then

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >it's bulkan season retard

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                No matter what you say, you’ll be the guy who didn’t post body while someone else did, admitting you’ve got something to hide which is your incredibly ugly body.
                It’ll be in the archives; you being scared to post your body

                alright you literal homosexuals, here's what a real man looks like. I know your dads left for a cigarette long ago so you had no idea

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                it took you 9 years to achieve this?
                consider juicing

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                that's almost 6 years ago
                you don't want to know how fucking huge I am now
                the file size is literally too large to be supported because of my massive gains you just wouldn't understand

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >I'm only pretending to be retarded, guys

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                that picture is what 250 lbs looks like natty
                stop looking at juiceheads, they are smaller than you think

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Is there more muscle somewhere on that body that I'm not seeing?

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                t. manlet fatbody

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >roiding for this
                >weak holding skills
                ngmi

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >bet you dont even know who scooby is
                You're retarded, dyel and a newfag if you think that's impressive

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            BIRTH CONTROL IN THE WATER

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >this thread

          I would rape

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            >tfw too fat to be rapeable

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Don't worry anon, I like to make fat boys squeal.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >I like to make fat boys squeal.
                Wtf?

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Just trying to help.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Based imo adhd is just people that are meant for more then modern fag societies cookie cutter bullshit

      • 1 week ago
        Westerners are clueless

        Hot take.

        In reality it is brain damage.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        I believe this is the piece that people are generally missing with ADHD. Not everyone is built to work in an office and do the same thing for hours at a time. That variable but laser focus when something is interesting is such a handicap in an office or at school but is a huge asset in many domains.

        I would genuinely recommend going camping by yourself or with friends. Pay attention to how effortless it is to work on things that are "essential" to your survival. Not hard to set up a tent when you are going to be freezing your ass off if you dont.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          ADHD is just progressive brain damage.

          The hyperfocus goes away the worse it gets. Then the poor ADHD-struck anon will spazz out and attempt to find a solution, usually falling into fasting and "dopamine detox".

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            I agree, but what is your solution?

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Andy Cutler Protocol.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >you're sick...and you need to take this specific supplement to cure yourself...which is conveniently sold by us

                nah bruv

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Andy Cutler was dead and buried half a decade ago and ALA can be bought at any health food store.

                You are a pissant pharma shill. Descend back to hell where you came

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Giga keyed

      Post body

      https://i.imgur.com/vTeKy8l.jpg

      literally all your progress was pulling your underwear over your fat slab and changing the lighting
      captcha related

      [...]
      [...]
      bullshit lol we can tell you just pulled your panties over the flab based off your bellybutton dumbass
      not posting mine for a samefagging retard who doesn't even lift

      nah the only one with shame is you posting that slab of domesticated pork belly thinking you did anything

      [...]
      stay mad fat phoneposter

      gay

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >le garden gnome made up disease
      It's not a made up disease, but it's way overprescribed because doctors are retarded and bigpharma profits of getting kids addicted to Adderall, there's actually a small percent of people who actually have ADHD

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Nah it is legit. I recently reunited with my dad who is a professor and turned out to have similar symptomes to mine, so at least i know it is genetical

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      So if everyone is the same, and you choose to have discipline and some people don't, does this mean you also chose to be a whiny moron?

      Once your brain matures (25 years old as a male, never as a woman) you will just realise that ADHD is a myth and you are just lazy as fuck.
      Instead of trying to "fix" your laziness, just embrace it and find ways to be efficiently lazy.
      I have managed to make over 100k a year and a decent-ish net worth and I have never sat in a class and absorbed information.
      I'm not being hyperbolic. I cheated my way through high school and didn't even go to university and I landed a job just asking friends for positions in places. I have thrived in my laziness for over 7+ years now and I still somehow keep progressing

      There are real conditions that affect motivation and attention, but ADHD isn't one of them, because it's not an actual condition; it has no pathology.

      Why are you giving your opinion on ADHD when you don't even know what ADHD is? ADHD is an executive dysfunction. It affects many things down to your perception of time. It can be physically observed. You can see structural and functional differences that result in executive impairment including principally lack of default mode network inhibition. People with ADHD often have anhedonia which is qualitatively and quantitatively measurable because the ventral medial PFC attempts to compensate for the reward networks involving the striatum and nucleus accumbens and consequently downregulates activity in the amgydala. There are many ways of seeing it, directly and indirectly.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Shut the fuck up boomer retard, this shit is horrible to deal with and so many people have unfulfilled potential cause of it

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >haha yeah i never attended high school or college and have a 100k job and huge net worth im just so lazy but yeah i just keep progressing because i just ask friends for high positions and they just give it to me, just be like me you lazy worthless retard

        larp larp larp larp larp all this fucking board is

        Well what have we here? More lazy envy filled MILLENNIALS complaining about successful generations instead of getting off their butts and working for what they want?

        Well AINT that just RARE!?!

  2. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Me too. Ritalin kinda helps. Still haven't done my taxes, though. Exercise is the only thing that stuck. I got into a boxing gym and roon pretty consistently. Also got myself some dumbbells and resistance bands for exercising at home. This is the only thing that really motivates me, maybe reading philosophy also. But other than that I'm a fucking loser, by our societies standard. My friends all completed uni by now and have good paying jobs, while I had a horrible drug use episode for like 10 years and am now stuck in a manual labor job with shit pay. Still I don't really envy them. Since they settled down, with a stable relationship they really dumbed down a lot, only nesting, consooming and doing normie shit.
    If I would find a slightly better job I'd be kind of satisfied. Manual labor is fine, can't sit in an office all day, but it should pay me enough and feel a bit more meaningful. Finding a nice girl would be great, too but it's hard to maintain a relationship for me after the honeymoon phase is over. If I'd already been on meds in my last relationship, I might have had the energy to keep it going. Fucking hell, I'm so lonely. My last friend, who really understood me because he was like me, killed himself. Well I guess that is always an option if it gets really bad.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >Since they settled down, with a stable relationship they really dumbed down a lot, only nesting, consooming and doing normie shit.
      what else is there to do in life?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >Ritalin
      The post.

  3. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Me too, I somehow managed to study half time while working full time without meds (I drank heavily and did drugs instead) so all hope is not lost. Also when you hyperfocus on a specific thing you can get some pretty good results. Back in late 2020, early 2021 literally all of my excess energy went to training and I looked pretty alright.

  4. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    If you have autism/not nt I suggest trying an antioxidant called astaxanthin,It passes the BBB and for some people with not normal brains gives energy and confidence for some reason while for most people It has no effects except the passive effects of being a powerful antioxidant.
    The effects are inmediate btw if the 2nd day you dont feel It ,chances are you are part of the 99% Who dont get the active effects.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I discovered It on accident btw,had to lower dose because It was too much for me taking 7mgs daily rn

  5. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    This is LITERALLY me
    Like not the meme, I am actually this person.
    Wtf do I do?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      you are a wageslave correct? you need to build a family with a non cunt and find a hobby. that would be my solution if I wageslaved. you need more stuff in your life, stuff with meaning. dont ask me why but thats the answer. that or dont wageslave and live a life of adventure but forget about that.

  6. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Made up bullshit for people who lack any willpower and want to put the blame on something else thats not themselves.

  7. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Just like, do something man

    Seriously, how can people spend an entire day doing nothing? Especially with knowing that they have a ticking time bomb (death) approaching every second of every day? WAKE UP AND DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE ANONS

  8. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    wait hollup is this what adhd does? many people told me i have adhd

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Same

  9. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >got nothing done all day, still feels overwhelmed and exhausted
    this is the fucking worst

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      The worst part is you feel even worse because you know you got nothing done, but you still can't muster the force to get things done you could do

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I know the feeling. The more things you have to do, the harder it gets.

      For me the solution was writing a to-do list. I just thought about what I needed to do, broke it into basic pieces and wrote it down. I cross at least a couple of things off of my list every day and it's amazing how much better I feel. You don't need to accomplish everything, just accomplish SOMETHING.

  10. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    stop porn, stop fapping, stop smoking cannabis. starter pack for become superman.

  11. 1 week ago
    SwedishBrorsan

    > just take these pills for your normally occuring bottled up feelings, normally occuring state of anxiousness from pressure, stress and/or expectations
    just numb your every senses to walk through life like a mindless drone completely unphased by shit a normal person would care about and respond to
    >"Oh yeah, I vote for joe biden ! how did you know ?"
    > "just regulate your emotions bro, these zolofts dont ruin you at all trust me bro"

  12. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Literally me. Fitness is the only thing I can stick to consistently

  13. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I have it bad and it makes me want to kms.

    I'm in college now and I baffle my teachers. I'm high IQ so I can blow right through any hands-on challenge they throw at me. But I have basically ZERO working memory and can't remember simple instructions. I usually end up having to speculate what they wanted me to do based on my surroundings, but I sometimes fuck up and nobody understands why. Midterms are coming up in three weeks and I'm tempted to finally get a diagnosis so I can get my hands on some adderall. Either that or meth. I'm tired of not being able to function

    Feels like I have brain damage.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Go for it anon, but don't go the meth way go the Adderall way
      And don't overuse Adderall, it isn't efficient that way and not worth it

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      try meditation and breath training (look into Buteyko or different types of Yoga perhaps)

  14. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    As a kid
    >use tv to escape emotions
    >played alone because parents worked and didn’t make time for it
    >develop food addiction enabled by fat parents
    >started stuttering at age 3 (still have it)
    >live in my head for most of childhood to avoid emotions
    As a preteen/teen
    >fat as fuck because junk food addiction
    >find porn at 12 and become addicted
    >always on YouTube, video games, etc
    >at 16 start smoking tons of weed with loser friends
    >screentime constantly
    >stop caring about school and just fuck off with friends
    >become a loser
    After school
    >gain 60 pounds and gf cheats on me
    >keep smoking weed and drop out of nursing school because lazy
    >think about killing myself
    Last 2 years, now 22
    >lost 80 pounds and got fit
    >still massive amounts of avoidance and screentime
    >no drugs but just waste time whole I’m screaming at myself in the back of my head to fucking do something with my life
    >neurotic socially retarded mess
    I truly believe this disorder is caused by emotional trauma and suppression as other anons have mentioned. I need a therapist or God, I’m at the point where I’m terrified of being a loser for my whole life and accomplishing nothing of note. Any advice? Biggest roadblock is crippling fear of rejection and humiliation but I know I have to fall on my face to get better

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >I truly believe this disorder is caused by emotional trauma and suppression as other anons have mentioned.
      It has nothing to do with that. Emotions are just reactions to environment. Animals deal with existential threats all the time you think because daddy didn't talk to you enough you're a fuckup?

      Please.

      Truth is you're all mercury-poisoned from those vaccines the garden gnomes gave you as children. You can unfuck yourselves but it will be the hardest thing you've ever done by far. If you're interested in actually healing look up the Andy Cutler Protocol, gays.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Sorry I don’t have time for homosexual naturopathic healing

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Then go and stare at the wall retard. It's what you want. Don't forget to rake in the pity points and take the clotshot no.5

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Start going to church

  15. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Is it getting worse for anyone else?

    It started off with being a bit spacey at times. Then only stuff that I found interesting could I focus well on, and I REALLY focused. Classic hyperfocus. Felt like I could do anything. Slowly I found I got more and more particular with the things I liked and could focus on those things less and less.

    It got worse from that point where I could only enjoy things in highly-specific ways, and if I didn't get it I'd flip out in anger. Like an autistic rage of sorts.

    Then it get worse to the point that only a few things made me feel OK and I felt dread doing anything else. Now I'm basically a husk and feel neither living nor dead. I also forget everything and don't smile anymore.

    >I don't watch porn
    >I barely play vidya anymore

    I don't really even have vices because nothing interests me. "Dopamine detox" my crusty anus. Why was I born just to suffer this torture?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Have you tried meditation? Honestly, you have nothing to lose at this point

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Lay off the lsd bro.
      Also could be vitamin deficiencies. If nothing bothers you, might as well get as healthy as possible and see if it helps

  16. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    The graph of "Adhd" diagnosis explodes exponentially with the exact date adderall was released to the public. Who created adderall? Teva Pharma, headquartered in Tel Aviv, israel.

  17. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    The worst thing for me is that any time I have free time, I just sit around doing nothing. I need to have my time filled up basically just wasting it because any time I have free to theoretically choose what I can do I just do nothing. I waste hours and hours and even days just doing nothing. And then I sit there so angry about how I do nothing yet still do nothing because I can’t focus on anything or get any motivation to do anything.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Are you me?

  18. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Do you guys also watch movies while browsing IST

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Yes

  19. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >NOOOOOO ADHD IS LE NOT REAL
    You all sound like mid 40's soccer moms. Low dopamine is real.

    >All brain regions currently implicated in effort-based decision-making utilize dopamine released from neurons in the ventral tegmental area as a neurotransmitter. This observation suggests a central role for dopamine in effort-based decision-making. Such an idea gains support from studies demonstrating that effortful choices can be reduced by 6-hydroxydopamine (6-OHDA) lesions of the nucleus accumbens (Salamone et al., 1994), as well as by systemic treatment with the D2 receptor antagonist, haloperidol
    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2791340/

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >posting scientific articles in response to people who spew that disorders aren’t real it’s all just DA JOOZ DA garden gnomeZ garden gnome garden gnome

      Yeah man good luck with that

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      So you admit its low dopamine and not a made up disorder?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      How to upper my dopamine levels?

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        avoid activities that release huge amounts of dopamine but are detrimental long term (junkfood, porn, drugs). they make you downregulate dopamine receptors and you feel shit when you're not doing them

  20. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >have been home since Wednesday morning because I got Covid and have cold symptoms
    >haven’t stepped outside house since getting home Tuesday night
    >still haven’t done jack shit and have wasted two entire days on the Internet and managing to make through watching some movies but still can hardly focus
    God kill me

  21. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    This was me before nofap and noweed. It’s the answer you don’t wanna head

  22. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    eat shit and die

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      That's not very nice.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        I apologize

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          It's okay, we all have our moments.

  23. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Delete this right now

    I’m 90% sure it’s the gallons of caffeine taht are doing this. I’ve always been adhd, but never as bad as it’s been since I started abusing caffeine years ago. I was able to do basic shit like clean my room.

  24. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Bros how much caffeine do you consume? Also, does caffeine make you sleepy? I've always been confused why coffee makes me sleepy/slower/relaxed. I got a lot of signs of adhd. Is this it?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I take in about 600mg-1gram per day. It’s really bad. All it does is stave off the withdrawals. Im

      Delete this right now

      I’m 90% sure it’s the gallons of caffeine taht are doing this. I’ve always been adhd, but never as bad as it’s been since I started abusing caffeine years ago. I was able to do basic shit like clean my room.

  25. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    For me, it’s borderline personality disorder. All I do is make progress, then somehow I ruin everything in one fell swoop. Whether it’s a relationship, a job, friendships. I literally can’t stop myself from dooming myself. I tried to reach out to my ex and she blocked me on absolutely every platform imaginable. It hurts feeling like such a fuck up, because I don’t even have a bad heart, I just can’t seem to control myself and eventually just burn every bridge I have with a constant push and pull that people eventually can’t handle anymore.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      That's fuckin' rough. Are you in any kind of therapy to help manage those feelings and behaviors? I suspect my mom had BPD, though she never saw any sort of professional who could confirm. Maybe she wouldn't have shot herself if she'd gotten some help.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        I’m starting today, I’ve came to the realization I’m already punishing my new gf for things from her past that have absolutely nothing to do with me, despite the fact that she does everything in her power to appease me. She’s a good person, and comes from a hard childhood too, despite that, she has the kindest heart I’ve seen in a girl who isn’t from a healthy upbringing and I don’t wanna make her another notch on my belt of girls I’ve put through the wringer, so I’m looking for a therapist or a psychologist. I’m sorry about your mom, anon. I know that can’t be easy, and I never even considered how that might affect a parent/child relationship. I hope you’ve managed okay regardless.

        The rare male BPD? What does it feel like anon? I've known a shitload of girls that have this issue and they could never articulate it to me, even asking about it just resulted in them raging out and changing the subject to attack me.

        It feels like I have no real sense of self, I’m not stupid by any means and would say I’m relatively well learned, have street smarts, and am very socially versatile, but none of that matters when it can’t be manifested in a useful way. I just feel as if I don’t ever know myself. I make some progress at a job, everyone likes me, then something will knock me off this wave of high that I’m riding and I get so emotionally devastated by it that I can’t cope and lash out in extreme anger that’s uncalled for. Find out someone’s gossiping about me? Confront them and use intimidation to make it stop, then they’re afraid of me moving forward and the guilt kicks in, and then try to mend the fence, but now the person is actually offended and they don’t really want to interact with you even more so than before. Boss isn’t fond of me? Fuck this job, I’ll just walk out and they can kiss my ass, regardless of the fact that I’m gonna make my life harder. In the moment, all that I can feel is that emotion and it becomes this extreme obsession and there is no other truth, there’s no sense of middle ground, something either is, or it isn’t. In a relationship, it’s the same, an endless shifting of extreme love and hatred.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Damn that description is spot on from what I've seen from the outside, it always feels like I'm fighting against a person's entire heart and soul when I'm at odds with the tides of BPD, they say so much cruel shit and then two days later come back crying and saying they're so sorry about it, makes me feel like a complete schizo trying to get a handle on their actual desires and needs. Wish women would fucking say this much to me. Hope you find some way to cope with it homie. Have you tried anything?

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Just a random opinion from a random nobody, but coming from someone who introspects a lot, it took me 3 ex girlfriends all showing the same patterns to realize I was doing something wrong, and even then, I didn’t realize it till my friend who I worked with told me my anger was so extreme for the context of the situations for me to take a step back and realize I had probably been doing this for ages. I think there’s this inherent coping period where I’ll find justification in my actions and feel so wronged by the person that it seems okay to lash out that way and say some vile shit. I’ve tried to reach out to my last ex about 5 different times since January and she will not speak to me at all. I was her first bf and I did a number on her, and I know she kept coming back no matter how many times I hurt her because I was her first, the sex was amazing, and it becomes a norm for them, to a point. I started rambling, but point was, if any of your girls don’t have the self awareness to see what they’re doing, you’re just setting yourself up for endless drama, anon. Sometimes even if they do half the self awareness they may not have the drive to fix it. Just keep that in mind from one bro to another, from the other side of the fence. As far as help, I started fucking with test for a while and that mellowed me out so much, I was so stable on just pure test, then I started dabbling with trenbelone, and I went crazy and had a god complex on top of bpd. I tried weed prior, it made me a self loathing nervous wreck, like the veil got lifted and I realized how much of a loser I am and couldn’t cope with it. Now I’m off all that shit and just gonna try therapy and see if I can find some ways to change my shitty behavior. Wish me Iuck bro, I wish you luck on your love life man. Wagmi

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          I'm better these days, thanks. Whether through nature or nurture, I inherited a lot of my mom's issues. I'm just trying my best not to fuck up my own daughter. So far she's kicking life's ass and I'm super proud of her.

          I'm happy to see you're looking into therapy. Hopefully you can find someone who you have good chemistry with and are able to build mutual trust and respect. Sometimes therapy is hard. Sometimes it's about figuring out what doesn't work for you as much as what does. In the moment it can be frustrating and painful and even feel hopeless. But you're gonna come out the other side one of these days, look back and see that it's been worth it. You're gonna make it.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      The rare male BPD? What does it feel like anon? I've known a shitload of girls that have this issue and they could never articulate it to me, even asking about it just resulted in them raging out and changing the subject to attack me.

  26. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    This isn't ADHD, it's just healthy sadness and disappointment from living in a shitty world

  27. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    My head since high school has been fucked. Every once in a while for a short period of time I'll feel like a god and that everything will work out fine in the end no matter what, and I'm pretty productive during those times. And then I fuck up once and the downward spiral of self-hatred, anger, and despair begins. I become a recluse and I can't even bother lifting a finger doing things I actually enjoy, much less work that I hate. I start thinking nasty thoughts about how I'm worthless and all my friends and family don't actually give a shit about me and I should just never talk to them again. I bottle all those feelings up until eventually I end up physically freaking the fuck out and I scare my family. I'm glad I don't have a gf and only occasionally talk to my friends so they don't know what I'm really like. I'm gonna drop out of college and become a complete deadbeat at this rate. I feel like a soulless husk.

  28. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    (we) need to go on a dopamine detox. Haven't tried it but it shows insane benefits, if prolonged for a long time.

  29. 1 week ago
    Anonymous
    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Literally me

  30. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    One one hand I also feel guilty of not doing stuff in my free time

    On the other I absolutely abhor the idea that we need to be productive or capitalizing on something whenever we can. It's also just wrong to think you need to always be busy, early humans didn't spend their downtime crafting and maxing their skills, they spent the majority of their time doing nothing.

    Really the best thing to do is to settle on a small project. Accomplish it when you can, don't push yourself or set expectations too high, once it's complete you can feel satisfied and live off that high until the desire to make something else happens.

  31. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    ADHD is real but subsides by adulthood. What happens though is all that jumping off the walls and helplessly ignoring your responsibilities as a kid completely fucks with your foundation of discipline later on.
    Nothing in OP is legit ADHD but it's the lasting damage it does

  32. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Once your brain matures (25 years old as a male, never as a woman) you will just realise that ADHD is a myth and you are just lazy as fuck.
    Instead of trying to "fix" your laziness, just embrace it and find ways to be efficiently lazy.
    I have managed to make over 100k a year and a decent-ish net worth and I have never sat in a class and absorbed information.
    I'm not being hyperbolic. I cheated my way through high school and didn't even go to university and I landed a job just asking friends for positions in places. I have thrived in my laziness for over 7+ years now and I still somehow keep progressing

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Also, my sister was prescribed adhd meds and was suddenly shocked at the results
      >omg I can function now!
      No shit, you are on an amphetamine. Most men in higher up, prestigious positions in our most efficient eras of the planet were on fucking DRUGS.
      There were multiple presidents in the past on drugs. Humans should be on stimulants.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >Dude just do what I do
      >Ask your friends for a high paying job
      >Lol I don't need higher education so you don't either
      You're so fucking stupid it hurts to read.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Everything I said was not a LARP. You are just either ugly or completely socially inept.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >haha yeah i never attended high school or college and have a 100k job and huge net worth im just so lazy but yeah i just keep progressing because i just ask friends for high positions and they just give it to me, just be like me you lazy worthless retard

      larp larp larp larp larp all this fucking board is

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Keep coping but you'll realise there is a direct correlation between being social and being successful financially
        There are entire successful companies who only hire their friends and people they like

  33. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    You willingly made this thread on a board of self congratulatory mushbrains who have deluded themselves into thinking that everyone is the same and that they are mentally strong solely because of their choices and everyone else is mentally weak solely because of their choices, what was your objective in doing this?

  34. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Only on IST can you schizo post about the vaxx, fluoride, and mircoplastics but think mental illnesses are made up in the same post

  35. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Autism is made up and the only reason you can’t get women is because you’re lazy

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