Hypothetically none but I made a rule that I have to hit the minimum normal BMI first before I am "allowed" to do it. If I end up happier at that point then I won't, simple.
my best friend of fifteen years killed himself. he was a cheerful, extroverted dude. was in a couple of successful bands/projects. loved by many friends, had a ton of girlfriends and aurically had at least a 7+in wiener. and still..
>the reasons
i have experienced love >i want to experience true/real love ~~*again*~~
i am in a part of my life I should have completed ten years ago >school/training // get a diploma
I am baseline *okay* with my self >sex is too good >it's an exciting time to be alive / on a technological precipice >the internet etc..
besides you don't know what might happen, anon
>my best friend of fifteen years killed himself. he was a cheerful, extroverted dude. was in a couple of successful bands/projects. loved by many friends, had a ton of girlfriends and aurically had at least a 7+in wiener. and still..
Aye. I think people look at others who have what they don't and ask themselves why they'd throw it all away without realizing that when you're there it's not much. If only life wasn't a problem.
sometimes we are so fricking depressed that we dont realize that people actually care about us , there are some truly lonely people on this earth thats for sure , but most people have someone to look for and if you dont you will , ONE FRICKING DAY YOU WILL HAVE SOMEONE.
I don't participate in life. I just observe other people have fun, live their lives and reach milestones.
I'm done playing second fiddle and will end it upon returning back to my country (am overseas for work). Tried contacting multiple psychiatrists/counsellors and they've all got wait times of ~5 weeks. I need someone to fricking talk to now. "Reach out, there's people out there who'll help you". Bullshit. People only want to keep you around (and suffering) for their convenience.
I am an extra in everyone else's life. I'm not here to enjoy it. I'm here to help others do so - e.g., by comparison...because I'm shit at everything. Continuing my existence in such a world suggests I agree with this. I don't and I'm done. Don't have any hope for the future: 28 y/o, autist with no friends/0 romantic prospects, 90k NZD (worthless) in the bank. Stock portfolio down 20%. DYEL physique and lifts. Awkward and non white. A loser.
I knew it would be like this 12 years ago. If I killed myself back then, I wouldn't have missed out on anything. I have done those around me a favour for 12 years by sticking around. Time to fix it all.
I'll elaborate. Throughout those 12 years I (eventually) made a genuine attempt to improve my life, amongst plenty of moping.
I have an engineering degree, have been in a job for 4.5 years, been on ~60 first dates, etc. I have aspirations to work in Germany for a niche company - I'll send an application as a last ditch attempt to continue living but it's a long shot tbh. I don't even speak the language (lol)...have some very strong relevant work experience however, so there's hope but it's quickly and almost completely fading/faded.
I don't think I have the capability to turn it all around anymore. No hope for the future = why continue living?
trips of the body.
bro do not kill yrself yet and do not set such petty goals if y want to kill yrself :
i am yr age 28 and i was a neet for a decade after everyone but me died in my family .held on by deciding i ll off myself when i reach 30 .now i am doing better- i know God watches over me and all that and i expect my life to restore to me the years i lost .go on a pilgrimage to Mount Athos or something and arrange yr death when y are 30 or 33(my new date).
oh you will make it , you have such power its unreal.
I have a sort of amazement at existence itself. It's not a perspective I see shared but to me I find it really weird that I exist, and that there is this thing that's existence. To me, killing yourself because you're unhappy is getting too wound up in this system that we've collectively imposed on existence. But it still represents a sort of blindness to what's really going on. I can't justify getting too wound up in something that's second order like that.
I think Buddhism seems to offer a method for at least approximating an understanding, so I'm happy to keep going with that. More time just means more opportunities for that method.
i dont want to hurt my mom and brother,had a few close people commit suicide so i know how shit it feels to be the one left. also, it removes any chance at experiencing anything good
I don't participate in life. I just observe other people have fun, live their lives and reach milestones.
I'm done playing second fiddle and will end it upon returning back to my country (am overseas for work). Tried contacting multiple psychiatrists/counsellors and they've all got wait times of ~5 weeks. I need someone to fricking talk to now. "Reach out, there's people out there who'll help you". Bullshit. People only want to keep you around (and suffering) for their convenience.
I am an extra in everyone else's life. I'm not here to enjoy it. I'm here to help others do so - e.g., by comparison...because I'm shit at everything. Continuing my existence in such a world suggests I agree with this. I don't and I'm done. Don't have any hope for the future: 28 y/o, autist with no friends/0 romantic prospects, 90k NZD (worthless) in the bank. Stock portfolio down 20%. DYEL physique and lifts. Awkward and non white. A loser.
I knew it would be like this 12 years ago. If I killed myself back then, I wouldn't have missed out on anything. I have done those around me a favour for 12 years by sticking around. Time to fix it all.
I'll elaborate. Throughout those 12 years I (eventually) made a genuine attempt to improve my life, amongst plenty of moping.
I have an engineering degree, have been in a job for 4.5 years, been on ~60 first dates, etc. I have aspirations to work in Germany for a niche company - I'll send an application as a last ditch attempt to continue living but it's a long shot tbh. I don't even speak the language (lol)...have some very strong relevant work experience however, so there's hope but it's quickly and almost completely fading/faded.
I don't think I have the capability to turn it all around anymore. No hope for the future = why continue living?
Hasn't been a single day in the past 3-4 years where I didn't think of ending it all. The only thing that keeps me going is hoping for a better future but I am unsure how much I can take. I hope I make it lads.
I am killing myself. 9 boxing/muay thai trainings a week and 3 Jiu-jitsu trainings, 6 calisthenics workouts 3 hour bike rides, and 9 20-30 min runs, 9 20 min walks, 12 ab routines, 6 yoga sessions and 6 sauna sessions every week.
I chose to commit suicide through glory a long time ago.
idk man i just havent gotten around to it
im chillin rn fr fr
Killing yourself is an action. Actions require motivation. I have no motivation to kill myself, therefore I do not do it.
imagine dying before this guy, LMAO
the stretch marks jeeeeeesus
I just know something good is going to happen.
Just saying it could even make it happen..!
I quite like being alive lol
Hypothetically none but I made a rule that I have to hit the minimum normal BMI first before I am "allowed" to do it. If I end up happier at that point then I won't, simple.
Nice rule lad, wish u the best
There was a point in my life that I was happy, I believe it's possible to get back to that state so I won't quit until I will
I have to get back at those who wronged me by living my best life of course
perhaps something good will happen to me in the future
Never eating delicious food again
Never having sex again
Never hearing music again
What kind of makes me want to? The possibility of respawning in a better world.
This sounds like my grandpa, his 95 and hates everyone. Still healthy.
I have the power to do things that I like
Life is pretty cool actually
I don't want my parents to feel like they've gone through all this shit for nothing.
I still have some stuff to do
I will after one more try.
This image macro never fails to make me laugh.
None. I will be killing myself at some point in the future.
my best friend of fifteen years killed himself. he was a cheerful, extroverted dude. was in a couple of successful bands/projects. loved by many friends, had a ton of girlfriends and aurically had at least a 7+in wiener. and still..
>the reasons
i have experienced love
>i want to experience true/real love ~~*again*~~
i am in a part of my life I should have completed ten years ago
>school/training // get a diploma
I am baseline *okay* with my self
>sex is too good
>it's an exciting time to be alive / on a technological precipice
>the internet etc..
besides you don't know what might happen, anon
>my best friend of fifteen years killed himself. he was a cheerful, extroverted dude. was in a couple of successful bands/projects. loved by many friends, had a ton of girlfriends and aurically had at least a 7+in wiener. and still..
Aye. I think people look at others who have what they don't and ask themselves why they'd throw it all away without realizing that when you're there it's not much. If only life wasn't a problem.
Why do you know your friends wiener size?
because this is what happens when you do
the pain doenst go away , you pass it to someone else
>implying anyone cares about me
sometimes we are so fricking depressed that we dont realize that people actually care about us , there are some truly lonely people on this earth thats for sure , but most people have someone to look for and if you dont you will , ONE FRICKING DAY YOU WILL HAVE SOMEONE.
dubs of the spirit
dubs of truth
wtf-y spotted the homosexual anon gj
trips of the body.
bro do not kill yrself yet and do not set such petty goals if y want to kill yrself :
i am yr age 28 and i was a neet for a decade after everyone but me died in my family .held on by deciding i ll off myself when i reach 30 .now i am doing better- i know God watches over me and all that and i expect my life to restore to me the years i lost .go on a pilgrimage to Mount Athos or something and arrange yr death when y are 30 or 33(my new date).
yr picrel is gay y homosexual
I have a sort of amazement at existence itself. It's not a perspective I see shared but to me I find it really weird that I exist, and that there is this thing that's existence. To me, killing yourself because you're unhappy is getting too wound up in this system that we've collectively imposed on existence. But it still represents a sort of blindness to what's really going on. I can't justify getting too wound up in something that's second order like that.
I think Buddhism seems to offer a method for at least approximating an understanding, so I'm happy to keep going with that. More time just means more opportunities for that method.
i dont want to hurt my mom and brother,had a few close people commit suicide so i know how shit it feels to be the one left. also, it removes any chance at experiencing anything good
Seeing politicians and rich people hung in the streets
Gotta stay fit and fresh to participate
My parents are still alive
my enemies breath.
My wife and the baby
Suicide is peak cringe
trolling
I don't participate in life. I just observe other people have fun, live their lives and reach milestones.
I'm done playing second fiddle and will end it upon returning back to my country (am overseas for work). Tried contacting multiple psychiatrists/counsellors and they've all got wait times of ~5 weeks. I need someone to fricking talk to now. "Reach out, there's people out there who'll help you". Bullshit. People only want to keep you around (and suffering) for their convenience.
I am an extra in everyone else's life. I'm not here to enjoy it. I'm here to help others do so - e.g., by comparison...because I'm shit at everything. Continuing my existence in such a world suggests I agree with this. I don't and I'm done. Don't have any hope for the future: 28 y/o, autist with no friends/0 romantic prospects, 90k NZD (worthless) in the bank. Stock portfolio down 20%. DYEL physique and lifts. Awkward and non white. A loser.
I knew it would be like this 12 years ago. If I killed myself back then, I wouldn't have missed out on anything. I have done those around me a favour for 12 years by sticking around. Time to fix it all.
I'll elaborate. Throughout those 12 years I (eventually) made a genuine attempt to improve my life, amongst plenty of moping.
I have an engineering degree, have been in a job for 4.5 years, been on ~60 first dates, etc. I have aspirations to work in Germany for a niche company - I'll send an application as a last ditch attempt to continue living but it's a long shot tbh. I don't even speak the language (lol)...have some very strong relevant work experience however, so there's hope but it's quickly and almost completely fading/faded.
I don't think I have the capability to turn it all around anymore. No hope for the future = why continue living?
>I knew it would be like this 12 years ago.
damn you made me bust out laughing from that so at least you brightened my day
Hasn't been a single day in the past 3-4 years where I didn't think of ending it all. The only thing that keeps me going is hoping for a better future but I am unsure how much I can take. I hope I make it lads.
oh you will make it , you have such power its unreal.
amen brother
I am killing myself. 9 boxing/muay thai trainings a week and 3 Jiu-jitsu trainings, 6 calisthenics workouts 3 hour bike rides, and 9 20-30 min runs, 9 20 min walks, 12 ab routines, 6 yoga sessions and 6 sauna sessions every week.
I chose to commit suicide through glory a long time ago.
Only in death does duty end.
My work is not finished I do not deserve rest yet.
My tomboy wife would be sad
The belief that it’s possible I will keep repeating this life until I complete it without killing myself.
I refuse to die until I have a hot woman sit on my face