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  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Every time I feel like I can truly trust my GF she does something or acts in such a way that totally cancels that. It’s like clock work, it happens within 1-3 days that I start to feel like I trust her.
    Look at this shit bros
    >GF has been feeling off, quit an SSRI after 2 months on (I told her to quit it wasn’t doing good for her)
    >she’s been anxious and feeling crappy since stopping 5 days ago
    >am there for her like I always am
    >today doesn’t respond to my texts
    >call her
    >nothing, so call few more times an hour later nothing
    >haven’t heard from her whole day
    >she texts just saying “sorry babe”
    >call, she just says “hey what’s up”
    >sounds not just totally normal and like her old self again, but actually happy and in a great mood suddenly
    >flat out tell her she needs to share her location rn or I’m leaving her
    >doesn’t do that, hang up
    >text her 20 minutes later saying “really?”
    >text again saying “okay”
    >she blocked me or turned her phone off
    So I guess I’m single and she was a lying prostitute all along. I start a new job tomorrow, I should be able to get my own place this year. Maybe I’ll meet a worthwhile woman.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You're a homosexual dude. God damn

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Order a drink before you complain about shit, you cheap frick. Next you're gonna start eating bar snacks and then just walk out.

      And if she hasn't actually given you a real and valid reason to distrust, you're probably being too insecure. And if she has actually cheated, then what the frick are you even doing at this point?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I dealt with a b***h like this before
      You need to dump her bro, it'll suck but the benefits of getting that shit off your shoulders in the long run is worth it

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      what were the red flags before this?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I mentioned SSRI, but surprisingly not many.

        https://i.imgur.com/eYXNz06.jpg

        I dealt with a b***h like this before
        You need to dump her bro, it'll suck but the benefits of getting that shit off your shoulders in the long run is worth it

        Part of me feels like she’s not cheating and is literally just doing this because she wants to sabotage me from doing well on my first day at this job. When I told her about the job last week she seemingly got upset, she didn’t show or express it but her mood shifted and she sounded sad and genuinely ups—
        Holy frick that’s what this is. She wants to use me for my time and attention and the job cuts into that.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          where did u meet this moron

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            College when she was 18 and I was 22. Started dating a year ago when she turned 23.
            I don’t know if maybe she’s just still super anxious and fricked up from quitting the SSRI so her genius solution to me thinking she cheated after she ghosted me all day was to turn her phone off to avoid more stress, or if she’s doing this to frick with me so I frick up and ruin my chances with this job, or if she cheated

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              a 18 year old who falls for a 22 year old guy is moronic. u fell into ur own trap

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Okay, you will have my time for a reply

          It doesnt matter if she is loyal or not, its not about her. You are acting like a hysterical pmsing crazy woman. You are mentally unstable, you have no self esteem and no self respect and your personality is unattractive

          1. Woman actions and words are direct reflection of you. YOU are making her lose feelings for you by acting like crazy woman. You believe girls just want to suffer, avoid seeing their man, not talk romantically? They crave it. But they are girls, they choose their man poorly, she chose you. Man up
          2. Female feelings are unstable, they go up, down. All women pull back. All women get unsure, bored, whatever. When she has a proper man, he lets her be and come to him on her own pace. She feels safe, she feels its her choice, she feels she has the best

          You on the other hand, is not a man. You are a scared little boy who doesnt believe in himself, who cant handle usual life events. You run after her, you demand, you guilt trip her, you cause drama, slam doors, spam calls, mommy mommy I am suffering do what I want! That will repel any woman in the world

          It doesnt matter if she is loyal or not, you are undatable and crazy, any girl will leave you unless you heal yourself and become stable man

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Hey man, thank you for the honest and straight to the point no bullshit response I appreciate this. You’re right. And I can do better.
            What I have issue with however, it feels like to do this, be okay with being ghosted for anything form a day to a week, that I have to just assume she is cheating and stop caring. If I do that I can never take her seriously or see a future with her. I’m asking for advice here because maybe I’m missing something. I don’t want to ngaf and just have hoes. You know? Is the thing I’m missing to just find a woman who doesn’t ghost me like this so this isn’t a problem? And I know it’s easy to just reply
            >omg bro so insecure be confident and you wou-
            But can you really blame me for having trust issues while dating in the 18-30 age range in the west? I’ve seen so much shit and inadvertently been part of too much shit to be able to trust these women so easily. The way I react you’re right about, but as far as the rest of this I could use some more advice if you’re still here.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              You accept your flaws and responsibilities, good, I like that

              >I have to just assume she is cheating and stop caring. If I do that I can never take her seriously or see a future with her

              You cannot control other humans in your life, you can only control yourself. Cheating and betrayal are not their decision really, they are who they are. Its YOU who

              1) invited them into your life and gave them power over yourself
              2) attached emotionally so cheating would hurt you

              Women dont lie, its men who dont listen. You meet a girl, you dont attach. You date her slowly for 4 months (parallel to others) and let her show herself, its a probation. She will show her true nature, especially when drunk. Too distant? Mental issues, move on. Too clingy? Self esteem issues, move on. Disrepectful even after you put her into her place? Weak father/single mother, move on. Doesnt ask to be exclusive/in a relationship? Move on. Drugs user/drinks too much? Move on. Has male friends and gpes out with them alone? Daddy issues, move on. Etc etc, date more, it will get easier to avoid unreliables, flakies, prostitutes, cheaters and so on. I just subtly ask them about their relationship with their dad on a second date and just listen, it saves me tons of heartbreaks

              >But can you really blame me for having trust issues while dating in the 18-30 age range in the west?

              Oh, I feel you. But when you become a man, there is no real competition. Athletes, billionairs, royalty etc everyone gets dumped. Your competition is either neurotic feminine betas like you are right now or cold manprostitutes who are undatable either. And you need what, ten good women through your whole life? Out of 4 billions? They are out there, in the libraries, gyms, parks, museums, malls. Girls without dating apps, low body count, small social media presence and desire to be submissive for the right man,

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                > I could use some more advice

                - everything your know so far is wrong, it will never work, you had a lifetime of bad programming
                - its your responsibility to fix yourself
                - it will take years, but you will be amazed how effortless it will be
                - you are crazy mess because of your childhood, parents and previous experiences, fix yourself
                - dating is super complicated and hard, untill it becomes a habit on millions of details, then you dont think about it
                - look into evolutionary psychology, anthropology
                - study Corey Wayne 3 percent man like its a bible
                - avoid redpill, women are animals, cheating, hypergamy and everything else is not a personal attack on you, they cant help it
                - study Casey Zander for small intricate details, when it conflicts with Corey Wayne trust Wayne
                - prepare to fail several relationships, you will be too cold, too hot, you will miss the pull back, you will get complacent, you will stop doing small things she fell in love with etc etc, it is okay to fail, learn from it
                - theres no one right woman for you, there is no forever unconditional love, it comes and goes, world lied to you, adjust your expectations correctly
                - never be afraid to lose a woman

                Have a toast for me with a hot new submissive girl in two years

                I noticed when I didn’t give a shit things were good with her. When I say didn’t give a shit I mean I stayed conscious not to let myself get attached to catch feels. There were no problems. If something happened and I spoke to her, she listened and fixed it/didn’t do that again no arguments. That was the first 5 months. After that I began to catch feels and it’s been downhill. For example this ghosting thing has happened too many times recently. Fight ensues, gets resolved, she does the same shit again not soon after. I think this is a classic story, catching feels and her losing interest and respect feeling she “won” me already.
                I saved all three of your posts and I will do everything you said to a T, gonna pick up 3% man tonight. I know that in 24 months I can be totally different. Better physique, better finances, more dating experience, better control of myself in circumstances like this.
                >hot submissive
                That’s literally all I want. Attractive, and acts right with me. But I guess to get that I also need to act right and be right first. Thanks man

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              > I could use some more advice

              - everything your know so far is wrong, it will never work, you had a lifetime of bad programming
              - its your responsibility to fix yourself
              - it will take years, but you will be amazed how effortless it will be
              - you are crazy mess because of your childhood, parents and previous experiences, fix yourself
              - dating is super complicated and hard, untill it becomes a habit on millions of details, then you dont think about it
              - look into evolutionary psychology, anthropology
              - study Corey Wayne 3 percent man like its a bible
              - avoid redpill, women are animals, cheating, hypergamy and everything else is not a personal attack on you, they cant help it
              - study Casey Zander for small intricate details, when it conflicts with Corey Wayne trust Wayne
              - prepare to fail several relationships, you will be too cold, too hot, you will miss the pull back, you will get complacent, you will stop doing small things she fell in love with etc etc, it is okay to fail, learn from it
              - theres no one right woman for you, there is no forever unconditional love, it comes and goes, world lied to you, adjust your expectations correctly
              - never be afraid to lose a woman

              Have a toast for me with a hot new submissive girl in two years

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >she’s been anxious and feeling crappy since stopping 5 days ago
      as someone who's gone through serious withdrawals I can tell you you're literally not yourself for a long while after stopping, your brain wiring is utterly fricked

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah I get that, I’ve experienced it. But she answered the phone super chipper and happy as if she just had sex or something. You don’t just wake up all happy as hell. And even if she did and today she felt better it doesn’t explain her ghosting me then turning her phone off.

        Like
        >ask for location for obvious reason
        >turns phone off
        I honestly don’t care what someone’s going through you don’t do that that more or less confirms what it looks like.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      She's been seeing another dude/s on the side

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >dating someone who needs psych meds and expecting a different outcome than what you're dealing with
      sometimes it's better to just be single, anon

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Every time I feel like I can truly trust my GF
      You spelled 'Everytime I take her for granted' wrong. Might be mistaken but I think I remember you from near lockdown era.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >baseless assumptions
        >gf ghosting after spending the last week doing nothing but being patient and being there to help her, therefor I am taking her for granted and not the other way around
        >le WAHHMANZ are always right
        >y-yeah I know you you’re the other anon out of the thousands that post here
        No, troony, I am not that anon I didn’t date her until a year ago. Furthermore, I got all the advice I needed from the anon actually posting helpful and insightful stuff so go back to your containment board. But consider how weird it is you got offended on behalf of some girl you don’t know in some story you saw from like 3 years ago.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I'm not offended, thanks. And I recognized you once a few posts ago, just rang a more distant unrelated memory. I agree with the advice given. However, I can't understate how unhealthy your vision of future is. Prepare to be disappointed every time you 'see' it.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Decent chance of her cheating, but you sound very needy bruv. Has she done shit to make you think she was getting it in the past?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      leave her. engage in no premarital sex and learn about courtly love. you're both hoes.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You'll meet a worthwhile partner when you focus on yourself and only yourself. Reject love until you are ready for it and it is convenient. Don't fall for the dating meme. You are capable of endless potential, eventually a woman who respects that will let you know she sees you and wants you.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Is this bait? You two seem made for eachother anon.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      damn bruh

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Sparkling water please.

      Damn you sound needy bro. give her space to miss you, you reatard.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Thats pretty horrifying for an image advertising ketamine

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          c**t looks whacked out of his mind, the poster seems accurate.

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >“sorry babe”

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Piña colada please. Went from being a NEET to employed with good prospects and too little time to explore newfound hobbies. I like these kind of problems, beats suicidal ideation.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      you're making it, dude, keep pushing

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Cheers! What did the steps to get there look like?

      [...]
      I noticed when I didn’t give a shit things were good with her. When I say didn’t give a shit I mean I stayed conscious not to let myself get attached to catch feels. There were no problems. If something happened and I spoke to her, she listened and fixed it/didn’t do that again no arguments. That was the first 5 months. After that I began to catch feels and it’s been downhill. For example this ghosting thing has happened too many times recently. Fight ensues, gets resolved, she does the same shit again not soon after. I think this is a classic story, catching feels and her losing interest and respect feeling she “won” me already.
      I saved all three of your posts and I will do everything you said to a T, gonna pick up 3% man tonight. I know that in 24 months I can be totally different. Better physique, better finances, more dating experience, better control of myself in circumstances like this.
      >hot submissive
      That’s literally all I want. Attractive, and acts right with me. But I guess to get that I also need to act right and be right first. Thanks man

      Didn't you complain about her using her periods as an excuse for every fight? I thought it were you who were overly attached to her. Your idea of 'a future with her' seems very unhealthy. Actual future won't be bright every day. If you're not good on your own, you won't be good in a relationship.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I am good on my own despite what these posts may imply, but if I can find a woman to start a family with is rather that.
        Yeah I’m that same anon.
        She’s been talking about us having kids and living together so much it’s hard not to imagine a future but I suppose that’s why she keeps talking about that stuff.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Finally got laid. The experience itself was just decent, but I feel mentally and spiritually refreshed, and that's putting it lightly. Touch starvation is a real thing

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Good job dude

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Went on a weekend with my association. It was so bad I ended up leaving early (too much of a kumbaya vibe for me to handle). Went out clubbing with my friends yesterday and woke up insanely hungover with strep throat today.

    My work sucks (I'm a junior developer) and I drink too much during the weekends. I'm doing much better compared to my NEET days but it ain't all sunshine.

    I've been doing a bunch of cardio. I manage to keep the weight off but I'm by no means happy by my physique. NGL I want to start lifting again.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      stop drinking poison (alcohol). literally kills your brain cells and wipes your memory.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      > My work sucks (I'm a junior developer)
      Developing what

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        software. hes a code monkey

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Whiskey, neat.
    I used to like nerdy glasses girls, picture like israeli and Asians, and I wanted them to be chaste.
    I've been hitting the gym hard and gaining more than ever before in my life, and my tastes have basically morphed into a stereotypical black man's: thick women, curvy, overly loose is no longer a bad thing, etc
    Any of you lads experienced this?

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    70 days sober today. Was going to treat myself but too lazy to leave the apartment

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Congrats, anon. Make sure you reward yourself with something good.

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    https://voca.ro/1eD2nmURzTii

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I thought I recorded myself talking in a fugue state or something for a second. My voice sounds very similar to yours but a little deeper and I make the same kind of jokes. The spell broke when you asked for a gin and tonic because I'm not nearly that gay. I also dick mog you (hopefully) teehee 🙂

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        g&t aren't gay

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Little gay bro. Just a little. Bisexual maybe?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Gin and tonic? It's dry as frick.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              Yeah. Dry like pussy around you bro. That's why you carry lube for your boyfriends. Keep up man come on now

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                what's your frickin deal? you call a drink gay twice and now you're going for the "you don't get pussy" shtick? boring

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Ignore him. He's a chud

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'll take a Blue Hurricane please
    Weekend is good. Did some shopping and I'm having my maintenance day today. Not eating very much and I'm down 8lb in 2 weeks so far. The maintenance day is a genuine life saver for a hard cut but an uncontrolled cheat day would be moronic

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Everything feels pointless and it feels like everyone is lying themselves because they know things are going to shit. Can barely afford food and a place to stay meanwhile the government is doing everything in their power to frick people over. What's even the point of working and going about life like normal when I'll never own a home, get married, or even get up in the world? For the past seven years after college I've made strides in my career and it still feels like I'm in the same spot when I was working as a bus boy. I'm struggling to care about anything at all recently.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      what do u work as and which city are u in

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I'm a firefighter and I live in Georgia

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          arent u making good money? and isnt ur job chill? pick up reading. u get to live other peoples lives that way

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >arent u making good money?
            No hence my original post
            >and isnt ur job chill?
            Not really but I guess that's subjective and depending on the day and type of calls. We also, and mainly run, medical calls. That on top of mandatory company training hours it can stack up.
            >pick up reading.
            Already do.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              I find it so wild that firefighters starting salary can be as low as like $30k/year. And that first Probie year can basically mean mandatory OT in some places.
              Some experience okay you’ll be making a livable $50k, but that’s kind of shit for a job where you work 24-72 hour shifts, deal with junkies and homeless people and sick people, people with bad injuries, people dying, where you may see a child die.
              And if you want, you can always become a LT for a whopping $60k-$70k.
              That’s for Florida idk about georgia. Most guys I know work 2-3 jobs. Purely or make ends meet not because they want to. I know a guy who only drives, that’s $50k. He teaches at a school, that’s $50k, and then he has some other job making another $50k. School he just bullshits his way through. Literally just shows up doesn’t even really teach his students (also, he only drives he doesn’t do anything with patients or the occasional fire he drives too). That guy has a good set up. Sits on his ass at the department, maybe drives the engine for a fire once every other month at most. He drives it more for community event shit than anything else. But he doesn’t represent most. Most guys I know are making around $40k (jack shit here), 99% are EMS calls, and then they work minimum a second job on days off.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >but that’s kind of shit for a job where you work 24-72 hour shifts
                I fricking wish I had 72 off, I'm making 48k with a few mandatory OT shifts and I work 24-48s. But most of what you said tracks. Lt.s only make like 60k and I think Captains make around 70k

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Yeah dude it’s horse shit. It’s dumb really. That’s one of the reasons I’m not a firefighter

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Smart on your part. It's honestly super black pilling. Seeing just how fricked the town you live in actually is and just how corrupt your local government is makes you want to be a reasonable man who does some unreasonable things.

                >mandatory OT
                That's the primary reason I quit the fire department to go to nursing school. Hourly pay doubled on my first day in the hospital.

                Did you have your paramedic before you went in? I've tried going for my Advance but those fricker will only push those who drive into A school. Frick driving because being a relief driver just means more of a chance of mando.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I know dude. That’s why I’m not a firefighter lmao. I saw too much before going very far. It fricked with my head a lot. I’m doing better now that I’m out. Making more doing random bullshit job than I was killing myself and my mental health.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I don't even know what else I'd do. I struggled to find work before and now the job market is even worse.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                There’s nursing like the other anon mentioned, which is better because hours make more sense while being paid way more, plus you can always be a travel nurse which pays really well and can literally mean spending 3 months doing nothing but starting IVs and getting paid like $60/hr, which basically means you can afford to frick off for 3 months each year so long as you continue to get contracts.
                You could do bar tending.

                Don’t quit until you have something lined up.
                T. Quit and spent 2022- January this year unemployed. I stopped counting applications after it went over 500 with no interview. That includes things like retail and other minimum wage jobs.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Yeah I had my paramedic. Mando for us 95% of the time meant back of the engine or ladder luckily so we'd get a break from the amber lamps.

                I know dude. That’s why I’m not a firefighter lmao. I saw too much before going very far. It fricked with my head a lot. I’m doing better now that I’m out. Making more doing random bullshit job than I was killing myself and my mental health.

                I feels you there too, seeing terrible things wrecks your mental health in ways you can't know until you know. People, who have no business being dead, dying in front of you (alive when you got there) are the worst.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I ride the back but because my department has terrible retention rates they're more concerned about forcing people to drive. Meanwhile the apparatuses that we have all don't work and spend most of the time in the shop. We're mainly in reserves that are super old and also don't work.
                >People, who have no business being dead, dying in front of you (alive when you got there) are the worst.
                Usually calls don't get to me but I'll never forget this one. Went to shortness of breath and this lady was up and talking one moment and then not two minutes later I'm doing compressions on her. It was probably a PE but still. It also happened at the entrance to the grocery store right by my house.

                >Seeing just how fricked the town you live in actually is and just how corrupt your local government is makes you want to be a reasonable man who does some unreasonable things.
                Christ alive you are not fricking kidding. I live in a small rural town and it's so fricking corrupt it hurts, everyone knows that the city government are basically pocketing the tax money by giving themselves (i.e. people who are completely inept at actually running a town) ridiculously high salaries with extremely low hours and too many vacation days, but outside of the occasional Facebook callout post nothing changes because no one gives a shit.

                Right when I started the city was having issues with the ambulance company they contracted. We were waiting on scene for two hours on average, the longest I've waited on scene was four hours. Our city council was in bed with the ambulance company and it was an open secret they were greasing each other's palms. Two ambulances for the entire town was considered a lot during that time.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >Seeing just how fricked the town you live in actually is and just how corrupt your local government is makes you want to be a reasonable man who does some unreasonable things.
                Christ alive you are not fricking kidding. I live in a small rural town and it's so fricking corrupt it hurts, everyone knows that the city government are basically pocketing the tax money by giving themselves (i.e. people who are completely inept at actually running a town) ridiculously high salaries with extremely low hours and too many vacation days, but outside of the occasional Facebook callout post nothing changes because no one gives a shit.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >mandatory OT
                That's the primary reason I quit the fire department to go to nursing school. Hourly pay doubled on my first day in the hospital.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Water.

                I know dude. That’s why I’m not a firefighter lmao. I saw too much before going very far. It fricked with my head a lot. I’m doing better now that I’m out. Making more doing random bullshit job than I was killing myself and my mental health.

                >Seeing just how fricked the town you live in actually is and just how corrupt your local government is makes you want to be a reasonable man who does some unreasonable things.
                Christ alive you are not fricking kidding. I live in a small rural town and it's so fricking corrupt it hurts, everyone knows that the city government are basically pocketing the tax money by giving themselves (i.e. people who are completely inept at actually running a town) ridiculously high salaries with extremely low hours and too many vacation days, but outside of the occasional Facebook callout post nothing changes because no one gives a shit.

                software. hes a code monkey

                https://i.imgur.com/iyJzGcW.jpg

                Broke up AND got laid off on the same day.
                In short, things weren't working so we decided to separate, and as I was leaving my apt to bring her stuff downstairs I got the email (meeting invite). The SAME fricking minute.
                They're downsizing, cutting costs, it's not related to your performance, here's your severance etc.
                Both things are not the end of the world, but to get hit by both on the same day is something new man.
                Not sure what advice I need, I guess just looking for some kind words or wisdom from guys who experienced the same.

                I'm jetting off to Tokyo for 2 weeks on Thursday.
                My first time abroad, first time flying and going alone.
                It's going to be fun and I'll try and get laid on my bday but as I'm 17% bf (ottermode muscle wise apart from that) I haven't got high hopes.
                At least strong zero is dirt cheap...

                Lord please, grant me some kind of good pussy.
                I can't take this sexual frustration anymore, all the women in my vicinity are not worth a shot. They won't even give me a shot if I tried, they all have Disney Princess Syndrome.
                I don't want to become a gay, but at this point I might just hit up a femboy on Grindr.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >but at this point I might just hit up a femboy on Grindr.
                implying it's easier
                shit is rough, anon

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                From my light usage of Grindr months ago, it really is easier. Funnier too, gave me some good laughs to be sure.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                seriously? damn
                then go for it, anon. ain't like anything will suddenly change with the all women in your vicinity

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                My worry is that I actually make it and somehow down the line the femboy encounter(s) will haunt me.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                that's an issue. at very least you would get some experience
                perhaps you may put a condition which you will only frick a femboy if you manage to get a pretty feminine one, but in the end it will still be you against your mind
                best of luck for you, anon. have a nice day

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                seriously? damn
                then go for it, anon. ain't like anything will suddenly change with the all women in your vicinity

                in the end you are just waiting until you can't take it anymore

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                post body

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              in canada firefighters make bank, avg is 70k cad: https://festi.ca/why-choose-a-firefighter-career-in-canada/

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      America only had 3 jobs, one of them being to regulate commerce. But then all of the corpos were able to get in bed with the government workers and this entire country is only run on making profits for the biggest companies at all costs.
      I don't think we've had a genuine anti monopoly government since Roosevelt, feels like the only thing people can do is wait for this fiat currency to become worthless and this clown economy to collapse. Sucks that people are too disorganized to actually do anything about it

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        When the corpos and the government are one in the same there's never going to be an anti-monopoly movement. Even just simple anti-monopoly laws would stop the main issues going on. Even if fiat collapses they'll replace it with a government backed digital currency which would just expand the powers of the state and the corpos.

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    water, please
    had a terrible day for no reason at all, guess it just happens sometimes... anyway, next month i am going to college and even though i know it's not going to be the funniest shit ever, i am happy that i am going on with my life . i also like the subject and i have been longing for some human interaction

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Water with potassium-based salt please. I'm trying to get these PVCs to go away. They've been present for over two months now, this is some bullshit.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I am become NEET destroyer of hope.
    In half a year I can go to university again and get a second chance, but until then all I can do is watch as everybody passes me by. It fricking sucks being a NEET bros.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Man. If i had a roomy like that, i would unironically tuck his ass into bed. Bro is hurting and needs guidance and help. Sleeping in that chair like that can't be good for back or hemorrhoids.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    im only waiting for my mother to die before i kill myself. she’s got stage 3 lung cancer thats metastasizing.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      this is me
      currently sitting with my mom while she gets her chemo. i’ve been watching my mother waste away to nothing while im pretty sure she’s witnessed the monumental failure my life has become. i don’t want to go on bros

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Hello!

    This week has really been a mixed bag.
    On one hand, I'm happy that the tendinitis on my right arm is finally gone. I can now work on my biceps without pain.
    On the other hand, my toxic, loose ex is messaging me again. I kinda want to play mind games and send her flowers. I just want to emotionally manipulate this b***h.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      why are they standing there

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Prostitutes.
        They look more dignified than the average American woman

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          What was going through his mind here?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            "For me, it's Peachy"

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      God bro that looks so much better then here.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      how are they all dressed so well

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      holy damn where in japan is this? I never saw anyone openly prostituting on the streets even though i spent 3 months there. I didn't really go to any sketchy areas though because i am not interested in getting STDs and it's a very area centric country

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Hello!

        This week has really been a mixed bag.
        On one hand, I'm happy that the tendinitis on my right arm is finally gone. I can now work on my biceps without pain.
        On the other hand, my toxic, loose ex is messaging me again. I kinda want to play mind games and send her flowers. I just want to emotionally manipulate this b***h.

        This is not prostitution streets morons. If you can read japanese its a hospital and thats the line of women during covid distancing themselves.

  16. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Another weekend gone before I can blink twice. Lifted on Saturday. Played some D&D with friends in the afternoon. Went for a 11 mile run this morning. Attended community orchestra practice this afternoon. Still haven't gone on a date in nearly 10 years.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      good for you for incelmaxxing instead of just sitting around drinking and watching porn

  17. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Ginger Beer for me. Having a dry March. My alcoholism is taking a dark turn. Have to make changes before it's too late.
    >girl broke it off with me
    >not that torn up about her but feeling shitty about myself regardless
    >go on a bender from Monday-Friday
    >two handles of tequila and 1.5L of vodka
    >eating slop the entire time
    >barely drinking any water
    >wake up Saturday night and have to drive 5 hours to a family reunion
    >feel worse than garbage the entire weekend, bloated and irritable
    Can't do some shit like that ever again man that was really bad. It's like I'm trying to kill myself with this shit but I'm back on the right track.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Yeah, you should quit for awhile. Drinking becomes a crutch you use to avoid dealing with emotions, but they'll still be there when you eventually have to stop. You'll have to deal with them then.

      Its easier to do it now and develop the tools and mindset so you don't need alcohol to cope, the alcohol will become a social thing again and you won't drink to drown yourself anymore.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks for the reply, and will do.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      alcohol is a neurotoxin. stop killing your brain anon

  18. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >San Miguel
    >picrelated

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Checking my own dubs and Im buying socks and underwear for christ sake , I need to get off that craving....

      https://i.imgur.com/BO7cA9I.gif

      Everything feels pointless and it feels like everyone is lying themselves because they know things are going to shit. Can barely afford food and a place to stay meanwhile the government is doing everything in their power to frick people over. What's even the point of working and going about life like normal when I'll never own a home, get married, or even get up in the world? For the past seven years after college I've made strides in my career and it still feels like I'm in the same spot when I was working as a bus boy. I'm struggling to care about anything at all recently.

      Can relate...

  19. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    test

  20. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Doctor Pepper please
    The biggest things I need to work on this year are
    >Getting better at managing my porn consumption, I've gotten myself down to once a week but I haven't been able to exceed 12 days so far
    >working on unpacking trauma behaviors from a terrible childhood, when from absent parents to a hugely narcissistic one so there's a lot to get through. Might get a therapist down the line but there's a lot I feel I can learn on my own for now.
    >trying to get better at art on my own, I want to get a career in animation in the future provided society doesn't collapse in the next couple years and while i have the connections I need the skills to show for it. Probably gonna have to fork over a couple grand for some classes this year so I hope it boosts me along quickly
    Hoping that I can make great progress with these goals by the end of the year at least. Thankfully my social and gym life are going pretty well all things considered.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >want to get a career in animation
      anon, I.....

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah I know, but it's either that or kill myself at this point and I want to go out knowing I tried to make it

  21. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Mango La Croix for me, barkeep
    I feel like I've been sleepwalking through my whole life. I suddenly just realized I am alive and in the prime of my life. A literally me moment honestly. I realize now I am wasting away in middle America working a dead end job. I am starting to apply elsewhere to move. Where do you guys think I should go? I just want to get some rays at the beach, get some bros, and of course get a qt gf. I am thinking San Diego, LA, or Tampa. I don't care about muh home ownership or muh societal decay or other flyover cope go circlejerk with boomers and live in boring shitholes. I am going to get a boat and chill with bros and hoes

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      try a couple things and see what you like

      trades is always a good, stable start. uni is a scam but does open doors.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I got a career making decent money I just meant dead end as in I've reached my ceiling at my current position and it's time to abandon ship

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      had a similar realization anon. I turned 25 last month and Ive been sleepwalking through life for the past year and a half. Financially I'm in an above average position but I was still just going through the motions. going to quit my job in a month and learn Spanish by living in Mexico for maybe half the year (my Ethereum doubled this month). Good luck anon.

      also literally me

      I got a career making decent money I just meant dead end as in I've reached my ceiling at my current position and it's time to abandon ship

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Holy based, I've considered doing something similar. A sabbatical should do you some good

  22. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    went out last night and ran into an old coworker who I used to flirt with. we chatted for a bit and flirted some more but then she just left back to group.
    wasn't sure if I had tried to make something happen or gotten her number. I probably could've, but I guess it's too late now.

  23. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've been interested in becoming a firefighter for a while, after reading this thread it looks like I can still make it, maybe I'll seriously consider it when they start taking new recruits again next year.
    I'm going back to school this year for comp sci, but I don't know if I'm looking forwards to spending the next 30-40 years of my life sitting at a desk as a codemonkey working with pajeets.
    Can any other bros rec some career paths or some cool jobs? Nothing in healthcare though, I've worked in a hospital for the past 9 years and I hate all of them with a passion, specially nurses and doctors.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Most jobs are either desk or some kind of dirty work with similar issues as firefighting. Outside of the service industry that is.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        So I'm fricked either way? My current plan is getting into compsci for some quick bucks (terrible idea in current year probably) and then when I'm more comfortable financially go back to school to get into teaching which is something that I actually would like to do.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          You could get into firefighting and get all the certs you need then go for a job at a nuclear plant or some private company. Also you're able to get a ton of certs and potentially move that into a different career. Like another anon mentioned you can get your paramedic and go into nursing. You can also get your HAZMAT Tech and go into working at a nuclear plant. It's not the best but you can find some work arounds

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm the RN from earlier. I'd recommend skipping paramedic entirely. RN pays leaps and bounds better, tons of options for interesting specialties, and you can up and get a job across the country in a matter of weeks.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              My mom's an RN and hearing her talk about it made me steer clear from the medical field. But I guess it's different depending on which hospital you work at.

  24. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Blah blah blah I got fricking drunk as a skunk again. I always need a substance to cope cuz I'm too pussy to go out into the real world. I need better hobbies.

    On the plus side, the black woman at the gas station said, "Why of course you can have my number!" It's all about how you present yourself even if you're mentally in hell. Years of being fake normie..

    I'll take water.

  25. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    How can I fall asleep? I have a big day tomorrow and really need to sleep and I’m stressed out and can’t. I took melatonin and I’m wide awake.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What works for me is a quick fap then I try to read a book and keep reading until I fall asleep

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I’m not doing that. I can’t all things considered. Any other ideas? I’m about to try a cold shower.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Drinking a can of beer makes me sleepy too, don't take a cold shower that will wake you the frick up

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      whats the big day about

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Work

        Drinking a can of beer makes me sleepy too, don't take a cold shower that will wake you the frick up

        I don’t drink man, but not a bad idea

  26. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Feeling kinda numb tonight. Not sure why. Just very distanced and disconnected from the world.

  27. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What does it mean that a girl runs back after we said goodbye just to kiss me for several seconds but then proceeds to take weeks to respond to my messages and doesn't seem interested in dating again anytime soon?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      It means you need to see her more in person and worry less about her digital communications. You're probably good looking but she has something in her brain telling her you're not perfect in some way that gets shut down when you're nearby.

  28. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Anons. How do I get over someone that I have fallen in love with?

    I don't want to be with them because I'm still on my grind. I'm not where I want to be body wise and money wise and I don't want to give her me who's a work in progress. But unfortunately I can't stop thinking about her. Day and night, all day I think about her smile and her little quirks and all the times we talk. I look forward to the little conversations that we have before class and the waves we give each other after class(I'm in college, not underage). I don't want anything with her also because she will be moving this summer and I know that all long distance relationships fail.

    I just want to get over the feelings that I have for her. I know that this is just my brain trying to trick me off my grind because I haven't been focusing on women or porn for the last few months. But it feels so real that it hurts. The commutes that I used to do filled with up beat music are now replaced with no or sad music and time spent thinking about her. This is affecting my mental state and even my education.

    Please. Help.

  29. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    5 jack and cokes. I just got off work shit i just need to spend 60 dollars i dont even smoke weed.

  30. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've been doing something I shouldn't be doing for years. The type of stuff that gets you locked up. I'm not hurting anyone or anything, per se, but it's wrong. I want to get help. I'm scared though.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      What avenues of help have you considered getting?

  31. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    2 of my newly acquired friends (met them a month ago at an event) said that i am a very social, openminded person, but are weirded out and have distanced themselves since i told them my past of having abolutely no friends in my teens and early twenties and now think i'm "faking" my kindness and interest towards them.

    I mean, they're not entirely wrong. I have actual medically certified autism and 'wear' a coat of a social, friendly person when i'm interacting with other people, because i think that's what i'm supposed to do, as a human, no?

    I think they noticed because they're women. Their sensibility is much higher to this sort of stuff. I asked my best friend (male, since 8 years) if i come accross as 'fake' to him, and he said absolutely not.
    What am i supposed to do? I have to wear the coat of socialization, despite it's heavy weight on my mental capacity. I can feel that the weight of Loneliness is getting to the point of crushing my spirit.

  32. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Anybody else looking forward to their eternal sleep? I'm just so tired of this world and life. Can't wait for that sweet eternal rest. Would be even nicer if I could just go to sleep and never wake up again, no suffering just eternal non-existence.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >Anybody else looking forward to their eternal sleep?
      Not quite sleep, but eternal peace of not being bothered by people, desires, the physical limitations of reality itself that i'm living in. But not yet. First, i must suffer and power through this life (and maybe many more) before i can achieve enlightenment.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Have you tried actual, honest, resting sleep first? Like 3+h of deep sleep a night for 2+ weeks? Would recommend. Use valerian and melatonin if you need them.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >no suffering just eternal non-existence.
      Based on what you typed and believe it isn't logical to wait instead of taking the shortcut.

  33. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Thinking of making a game to get a chunk of money so I can buy a house and avoid this homosexual fricking property market, never really talked to anyone about this so what do you guys think? Obviously under the assumption I can even make a good game kek
    I'm also aware luck of getting actual exposure plays a big factor

  34. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    i consistently went to the gym 5x a week for a month for the first time in forever. life is looking up.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Nice, YGMI

  35. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Been with 7 different women since I left a LTR January 2023
    >6 of them already had husbands/BFs but were just cheating on them
    >they never thought to tell me either, I had to find out myself
    >the ONE girl who wasn't turned out to be an Onlyfans ho looking for a dick
    Why? Why are they like this? Is this normal and expected or something?

    And, it's like you can't even tell. Outside of being cheating bawds, they act like completely normal people.
    Am I the one who's attracting them or something? SIX out of SEVEN??

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Let me guess, you met all these prostitutes in bars, clubs, or online?
      For science, how many of them had tattoos?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        2 from dating apps
        4 from the gym/yoga class
        1 from pickup games at the park
        ... I'm too much of a sperg to enjoy clubs, and I just hate bars.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >dating apps
          >gym/yoga
          So you confirmed that you went after major roastie bawds.
          >pickup games
          What's this? Also, you failed to answer anon's question of how many had tattoos.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Sorry I wasn't picking girls at Church under the watchful eye of the lord

  36. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Pilsner please. I'm 30 and it feels like dating has become a lot harder those past 5 years. Between 20 to 25, I could at least get a 6/10 without too much effort once every 4 months. Now, I had a handful of dates since I turned 25, one that walked out on me because I wasn't a "gentleman" and didn't want to pay for her food (good riddancd lmao)

    I have been on hinge since january, had about 20 matches, 10 ugly beyond redemption, 9 that either messaged me once or didn't go anywhere and 1 date. I feel like giving up and just accept the fact I'm too ugly/average/boring for today's standards and I'll die alone but rich

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >had about 20 matches, 10 ugly beyond redemption
      If you insist on subjecting yourself to the misery that is post-plandemic ~~*online dating*~~, you at least need to stop sending likes to b***hes you don't even find attractive. All you're doing is destroying your ELO.

      As a guy, also realize that you're bending over backwards and jumping through hoops for a crumb of attention from a tiny fraction of the local population: desperate bottom of the barrel trash and Gigastacy attention prostitutes who are on the platform purely for ego boost/SoMo advertising, almost nothing in between.
      What finally made it click for me just how fake and gay Tinder really is, was making the mistake of returning recently, and seeing the exact same garbage women on there (those who haven't yet aged out of my age filter anyway) as the previous time I was single 4 years ago, except now most of them are single mothers.

      I'm still trying to figure out how to meet regular decent young women IRL in this day and age, when via work or classes isn't an option, but it really seems like all young people do now is lounge around in bed watching Netflix and scrolling TikTok, so random encounters while out and about seem equally as hopeless as relying on the meme apps.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >as the previous time I was single 4 years ago, except now most of them are single mothers.
        Lololol

  37. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >Oldgay that dropped out of college
    >Neet for a couple of years
    >Get back into working dead-end jobs
    >Go back to college after a couple of years of bullshit jobs
    >Become manager of bullshit jobs
    >Graduate with degree
    >Now can't get interviews for decent job using said degree because no experience
    Why even bother anymore? Gonna be working retail for the next 4 decades.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      what degree?

  38. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    looking like a wrestler is all i have to look forward to in life. everyone i knew is gonna be getting married and starting families, and ill be getting lightwash jeans and black boots + t shirts so i can start looking like i have sex with lithe young men when i just want some puss

  39. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Does anyone else here feel like they can't really talk to anyone? I have friends and they're alright guys, and I'm doing pretty fine in life, but I just feel lonely and like I'm not intellectually satisfied. I'm a student in engineering, so I have work to do and I am learning, but the quality of discussion is really not good enough. The only person I know where I live now who I could talk to forever and come out feeling satisfied was my ex, who broke up with me in January. I guess the solution is just to make more friends?
    Any other anons feeling like this? Are people just kind of dumb nowadays?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Yes and yes, to some degree. Most people I've come across only care about what's happening in their small world of work and/or relationships. People like to talk about themselves and their experiences/emotions and not much else usually.

      It might get better as you get older, but it will probably get worse; once most people start a family that's all they really talk about or have the energy to talk about. In fairness, a lot of people are struggling just to survive, but a lot of people are lazy and do as little thinking as necessary past a certain point.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah I assumed so. I'm a Leaf so the economy is pretty bad and plenty of people are struggling even now, before anyone has families. It's just a pain to not really have people who can look more than a year into the future and look at the bigger picture of things.

  40. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Been dating a 30 year old woman for the last 6 months but because of religious purposes i haven't fricked her yet, i learned yesterday that she is a virgin, we were going to have sex because of tempation and she told me that i should be careful and go slow cause she is a virgin

    The only problem is that she is vaxxed

  41. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm jetting off to Tokyo for 2 weeks on Thursday.
    My first time abroad, first time flying and going alone.
    It's going to be fun and I'll try and get laid on my bday but as I'm 17% bf (ottermode muscle wise apart from that) I haven't got high hopes.
    At least strong zero is dirt cheap...

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      How much is the entire trip costing you? What all do you plan to do?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It's about £4k all in all, I got the JR pass cos I'm going to do daytrips to Hiroshima, Kyoto and Osaka, then pooter about doing touristy stuff in Tokyo and then just milling about casually drinking, trying to get laid in the evenings when I want a chill day

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      You will be fine dude. I was in Japan for 3 months around the country and it was great and i even got a GF. (trying remote relationship and will see how it turns out) Skip the dating apps and do stuff in real life and approach real people, don't drink a lot even though it's cheap. It will worsen your chances to get women if that's what you are looking for. Japan is a lot less online centric than a lot of places in the world and thank god for that. Be brave and take chances brother, peace.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      holy damn where in japan is this? I never saw anyone openly prostituting on the streets even though i spent 3 months there. I didn't really go to any sketchy areas though because i am not interested in getting STDs and it's a very area centric country

      You will be fine dude. I was in Japan for 3 months around the country and it was great and i even got a GF. (trying remote relationship and will see how it turns out) Skip the dating apps and do stuff in real life and approach real people, don't drink a lot even though it's cheap. It will worsen your chances to get women if that's what you are looking for. Japan is a lot less online centric than a lot of places in the world and thank god for that. Be brave and take chances brother, peace.

      Why is fit so obsessed with Japan, I see stuff about Japan all the fricking time on here

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        IST is and will always be website with a lot of anime stuff in it. Thus the japan thing, i mean look at the boards

  42. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    About to lose my job, I have 1 month to find a new one. Wish me luck lads.

    For context because no one was going to ask, I am losing my job because my 12 month contract is up and not being renewed. Instead they are choosing to offshore to India despite the fact I have documented savings for the company in excess of $12 million. Frick I hate it here.

    You win again India-chads.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      my nihilist/it is what it is attitude got pushed back by a colleague and a random online redditor last week, both lamenting how I was not kind enough, and while I managed to salvage the real life interaction by stating a fact of the situation wrong for her to correct me so I could play dumb, I've been feeling numb since then
      maybe I could tap into my kinder side for a bit and see what happens
      too much online time made me a worse person I think, more stern one, but worse

      same happened to me around December
      got a kick ass new job, you'll be OK, anon

      not that you asked for it but here's a tip: lean in for a "coordinator with a knack for executing tasks themselves" kind of angle for yourself, many companies/orgs are pivoting to third parties and are looking for folk that know whats going on so they can coordinate the effort between the org. and third party outlets

      It's about £4k all in all, I got the JR pass cos I'm going to do daytrips to Hiroshima, Kyoto and Osaka, then pooter about doing touristy stuff in Tokyo and then just milling about casually drinking, trying to get laid in the evenings when I want a chill day

      solo traveling is an interesting beast, especially if its longer than 4-5 days
      there will be times where you'll go
      >why the frick did I spend 4k-6k to do this alone
      as some of your expectations will not be met, sadly
      the whole thing might feel like a waste from time to time, but remember that literally in just a couple of months it will be a fantastic memory

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        eh I'm going during sakura season and I can always just scrimp and save another 9 months or so to recoup the money. If I stop drinking casually and eating kfc twice a week that's like a good £1500 a year alone

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          exactly
          it is an amazing investment and you will cherish this memory
          I was just saying, it wont feel like this after a week, so be ready to remind yourself that

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >KFC
          homie KFC isn't even good.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >too much online time made me a worse person I think
        The internet now is completely fake and negative. Even normies are starting to realize this
        It will 100% negatively affect how you think and interact irl

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >despite the fact I have documented savings for the company in excess of $12 million
      Make sure you let prospective clients know that
      In six months, when you have a better contract than the one currently, go back to the current client and offer your services for triple or quadruple what you previously charged
      >You win again India-chads
      kek they're going to frick things up so bad

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Its a story old as time, I've seen it happen at least 6 times in my short 10 year career. Never has it ever led to an actual cost reduction. I've only ever seen it lead to a total rebuild required for what they inherited.

        my nihilist/it is what it is attitude got pushed back by a colleague and a random online redditor last week, both lamenting how I was not kind enough, and while I managed to salvage the real life interaction by stating a fact of the situation wrong for her to correct me so I could play dumb, I've been feeling numb since then
        maybe I could tap into my kinder side for a bit and see what happens
        too much online time made me a worse person I think, more stern one, but worse

        same happened to me around December
        got a kick ass new job, you'll be OK, anon

        not that you asked for it but here's a tip: lean in for a "coordinator with a knack for executing tasks themselves" kind of angle for yourself, many companies/orgs are pivoting to third parties and are looking for folk that know whats going on so they can coordinate the effort between the org. and third party outlets

        [...]
        solo traveling is an interesting beast, especially if its longer than 4-5 days
        there will be times where you'll go
        >why the frick did I spend 4k-6k to do this alone
        as some of your expectations will not be met, sadly
        the whole thing might feel like a waste from time to time, but remember that literally in just a couple of months it will be a fantastic memory

        Thanks for the tip anon, glad to hear your job is kickass. I am sure you will crush it this year, good luck with these coworkers that test your patience and kindness.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >10 years
          my tip might have been, uh, unnecessary lol
          cheers for the kind words anon, I'm liking it so far

          >too much online time made me a worse person I think
          The internet now is completely fake and negative. Even normies are starting to realize this
          It will 100% negatively affect how you think and interact irl

          yeah
          I was more reasonable compared to most people but now I feel like I've become more hardwired compared to the median
          which is making life a tad harder to enjoy

          will delete tiktok, reduce instagram reels and unfollow rage bait stuff from twitter for starters

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      what do you work as? and why did u work so hard before u were sure they would reward u for it?

  43. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >want to learn how to use polearms since those chozo dudes in Metroid Dread look sick as hell twirling their pikes around and charging with their shields
    >look up "pole arm workout on israelitetube to see what there is"
    >mfw all the top results are middle aged women insisting that a fricking stripper pole is exercise
    Haha I'm doing fine amirite, gimme a whiskey on the rocks

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      So search for bo staff, or quarterstaff, or wushu spear, or whatever

  44. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'm working from home today because I am farting too much

  45. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Lord please, grant me some kind of good pussy.
    I can't take this sexual frustration anymore, all the women in my vicinity are not worth a shot. They won't even give me a shot if I tried, they all have Disney Princess Syndrome.
    I don't want to become a gay, but at this point I might just hit up a femboy on Grindr.

  46. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Broke up AND got laid off on the same day.
    In short, things weren't working so we decided to separate, and as I was leaving my apt to bring her stuff downstairs I got the email (meeting invite). The SAME fricking minute.
    They're downsizing, cutting costs, it's not related to your performance, here's your severance etc.
    Both things are not the end of the world, but to get hit by both on the same day is something new man.
    Not sure what advice I need, I guess just looking for some kind words or wisdom from guys who experienced the same.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Sounds like you have the opportunity to do whatever you want. You could move to a new city, you could get on a bike and ride for weeks, you could can go visit old friends and family.
      You've got a small taste of freedom. Enjoy it

  47. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Had surgery last week, I now have three consecutive levels in my spine fused. I am recovering quickly but I will not be able to lift anywhere near where I was until the end of the month at the earliest.

  48. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I keep missing my toxic ass xgf, i don’t know why. Her behavior after we split, has been toxic and she’s trauma dumping. We Saw each other a few months ago. But her social media is crazy. This is the most toxic Girl i’ve been In a relationship with. But somehow it’s the hardest break-up i had.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Anyone feel so pathetic when they can't say no to a girl wanting sex even if it's DEFINITELY a bad idea?

      I hooked up with a girl from gym.
      She's 100% a demon, a million red flags, yet I can't quit her. If she hotlines me I'm there in a fricking minute ready to mash that pussy.
      She's got a boyfriend too, I don't like to frick with taken girls but god damn I'm being stupid.

      I wish I knew why we tend to get stuck on crazy b***hes.
      I seem to attract them too, but repel "normal" stable girls

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I’ve been through a similar experience in the past. While I could appeal to religious or moral reasons to stop you from doing this I’ll stay away from it. The fact of the matter is that she is taking away more from you than you are from her. She’s taxing your own humanity by 200% and if you keep down this road you’ll end up so deep in the hole you won’t recover. People like that both men and women are abysses that live ephemeral lives more similar to an insect than to any real person. They are momentary base pleasure seekers and unfortunately this mindset can be transmitted through proximity. I’m proud of you for getting to smash and I genuinely do hope you find a solution to this that satisfies you and remember we’re all gonna make it.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah, i don’t get it. This was the most toxic one. But she had a very good side to her, When she didn’t Fall into the pit. She had ptsd, but still keeps rulning herself for short lived pleasures after er split. I told her i wouldn’t take her back. So she’s just Living her life with the short pleasures and stupid behavior. When we were together she had her shit In order, but after i told her that we wouldn’t back. She had reverted to This. So i feel blame, even tho This could have been how she was before me and is just going back to her old behavior. That i didnt knew

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Has*

  49. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I finally told the girl im friends with that I have feelings for her. We used to hang out and be super close during covid and she told me she had feeling for me back then, but she was on and off again with her ex-bf that all she would do is cry about.
    I spent so long back then believing that she would come around but she still kept going back and I had enough. I kinda went no contact/low contact since she would try reaching out here and there but at some point I hadn't heard from her in a year and a half.
    But recently she came back around August and I thought I was over those feelings but it looks like they've come back and once again she's with someone who is apparently toxic I have no idea. I finally decided to just tell her I can't be friends anymore, it just hurts too much to be on the side while seeing her do all this shit.
    It sucks I don't know what to do, my head feels like a warzone since I was always thinking about her. Maybe this is the best way to do it. I have extremely low self esteem so that's the first thing to work on I guess. She was the only girl I felt about this way but she just doesnt feel the same for me. It feels so pathetic typing this out but I guess thats exactly what I am, somehow its time to be better.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      As a wise man once said “just remember when she comes crawling back, it ain’t because that b***h give a frick about you, it’s because nobody give a frick about that b***h. Game is game” she made it clear that you weren’t a priority and she thought she could do better. Moreover i promise that if you could see yourself through your eyes you’d never want anything to do with her ever again because she doesn’t take you seriously. I know nothing hurts more than loving someone on a one way street, but I’d rather drive on a one way street than on the wrong side of the highway and get fricked up horribly trying to force something that shouldn’t be.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        *Through her eyes* my bad

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Are you the guy who posted a few days ago about his crush kissing some other guy? How did it go did she respond or did she ghost you?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        that wasnt me but holy frick if she did that in front of me i think it would be over for me
        she hasnt responded yet, which makes me believe i dont think shes the girl i thought she was since if she was truly a good person she would understand and wish me the best but i guess frick me

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >she hasnt responded yet
          Let me guess... you told her... over text? It was over before it even began. Owari da. C'est fini.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      shes a prostitute bro. shes meant to be used and discarded. u shouldve seen that a long time ago.

  50. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Double shot of Tito's, neat.

    I keep self sabotaging my life. Quitting jobs by just binging the days away and ignoring my managers. Haven't kept one for more than a few months. Ghosted friends for weeks at a time. Even isolate from family. I'm extremely bitter and lazy and don't know where I'm headed in life with my 30s only a couple years away. Strongly considering an hero because I don't deserve the good things in my life and I'll just keep fricking up each chance I get anyway.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I think there's a lot of narcissism in self hatred. I think you may have some underlaying belief that you and your life in general should have panned out differently. You just have to realize that this is a very common feeling between all walks of life. I only bring this up because you describe yourself as bitter and lazy when those who truly are bitter and lazy would find some cop out to get around calling themselves that. I think you do have the capability for real introspection that isn't just a tidal wave of negativity. What I'm reading from you is really just a self image issue that leads to a self fulfilling prophecy because you can't imagine yourself actually winning or being a good person. I'm in the same stage in life in my late 20's and I think there's a very large portion of the population going through similar troubles within our same age bracket. I also think that in the years to come things will get better (or at least more meaningful) and if you an hero now you'll be looked back on like those who died right before the time where the world really needed them.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I think you may have some underlaying belief that you and your life in general should have panned out differently.
        Most definitely. I understand nothing in life is supposed to go according to plan, but with how bad I've fallen off, I legitimately don't know how to get to a functional state of being as an adult. Things could have panned out at least a little better if not for my mental failing
        >when those who truly are bitter and lazy would find some cop out to get around calling themselves that
        I was close to coping out, but over the past few months I've realized how easy it is to make excuses. I am holding myself back and there's nothing or no one I can blame.
        >What I'm reading from you is really just a self image issue that leads to a self fulfilling prophecy because you can't imagine yourself actually winning or being a good person.
        Stop watching my life. But yeah, I would be more secure and positive if I wasn't always reminding myself of how useless I am. Self-"love" and introspection seem like procrastination denial right now. I need actionable proof that I can be of use to people.
        >I also think that in the years to come things will get better
        What makes you say that? What about the modern world (Western civilization specifically) makes you think the world needs people like this? Yeah, a lot of people are struggling with the same issue but that doesn't mean that they're all needed or will make it out the other side.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >I need actionable proof that I can be of use to people.
          The fact that you’ve taken the time to reach out even if is just to me over the internet is all the proof that I need. There is a portion of you deep down however small and neglected that wants to provide something. The idea and desire to help and provide is the actionable proof even if others can’t see it bloom into real tangible creations quite yet.
          >What makes you say that? What about the modern world (Western civilization specifically) makes you think the world needs people like this?
          The concept of banking on a better and happier future is very childlike in the way that you hoped your parents would become rich overnight when you were little. Grown men aren’t designed to go after happiness for its own sake, we derive happiness only in retrospect from actions we take in the present. I can speak only for myself, but I’ve achieved pretty much all of my fitness related goals from formerly being a fat frick and not one of them made me feel happy in the moment. But now I look back and think “yea that was cool I’m glad I busted my ass back then so I can live the way I do now allowing me to pursue other stuff” gaining a sense of meaning is as close as we will get to the false idol of “happiness XD” that is propagated by the media and companies trying to sell you something.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Grown men aren’t designed to go after happiness for its own sake, we derive happiness only in retrospect from actions we take in the present
            Agreed. I unconsciously did things for external validation (still do somewhat) and understand that one has to embrace the journey. Thing is, I don't know what journey to be on, if it's the right one, or if I'll just be stuck in a dead end life until I an hero. I don't know what actions to take in the present won't frick me or my family/friends over. On top of that, I can't even look back on anything I've accomplished because I've squandered so much of what I have to the point where I'm farther behind than just a few years ago in a lot of aspects.
            >the false idol of “happiness XD” that is propagated by the media and companies trying to sell you something.
            I'm more worried about not being a useless leech on my parents. I have desires that I want to work towards everyday, and material wealth is part of that, unfortunately. Need money for my own place, security of my family, investing and neat shit that I play around with on the side. Just because someone is grinding in the rat race doesn't mean they are entirely enamored by corporations trying to sell you something. It is what it is unless one enjoys not being able to support themselves or being homeless. I don't.
            And I still don't understand how you believe things will get better or more meaningful in the coming years, per your previous post.
            You also stated that you believe large portion of the population is going through similar troubles, which may be true, but the more well-adjusted of the bunch are able to cope and build sufficient lives for themselves. So what's my (and every loser on this board's) excuse?

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              >I'm more worried about not being a useless leech on my parents
              our generation faces a unique set of circumstances economically to such a point that the boomer mentality of moving out at 18 and getting a place of your own is a premium commodity. So I would personally view it in the same way that most of the world does and learn to enjoy the company of your parents and use the free or at the very least cheap housing as a building block to begin saving money to something that either will improve your standing in life or fulfill some basic need that you don't currently have.
              >And I still don't understand how you believe things will get better or more meaningful in the coming years
              Like the ">mfw i think about the future of western civilization for more that 3 seconds" meme I know the west is on a sharp downwards decline. However, I would say that is the reason things will get more meaningful in the years to come. There's a competitor in the primary sport I train that's decently well known who was a multi time Pan-American champion and when he was asked about his career competing he said "it was the best time of my life, but I didn't have any fun." In my opinion this is the beginning of our competitive career as a generation where a lot will happen that will be remembered fondly when we are past it. Like the same way people in England looked back on The Blitz fondly. I don't think the upcoming troubles will be as romantic as things like The Blitz, but the reason those people felt so strongly and positively of those difficult times is due to the little contributions made by everyone to something they thought was right.
              >You also stated that you believe large portion of the population is going through similar troubles, which may be true, but the more well-adjusted of the bunch are able to cope and build sufficient lives for themselves.
              I think the quote "most men lead lives of quiet desperation" from Thoreau comes to mind here. Most people feel just like you.

  51. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Prescription allergy med of your choice crushed in lemonade
    The pollen israelite has me

  52. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >match with a girl on Tinder
    >I'm 30, she's 20
    >asks her what she's up to, she asks to come over
    >okay
    >bring her home around 7 pm
    >some small talk, she gives me the "can you just start already" look
    >bang her, she's enjoying herself
    >come surprisingly quick
    >she lets me finger her for a short bit
    >she tells me to stop, says it feels awkward, gets up and leaves
    >the whole date was over in less than 40 minutes
    >unmatch her once she closes the door
    Well, that was one fast hookup, I guess me coming in first 30 minutes ruined the whole thing for her.

  53. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >start seeing girl
    >she invites me over to make out but doesn't want to frick because she's on her period
    >get physically painful blue balls, I can feel it in my stomach
    >next day my sex drive completely tanks to zero, few days later go over to hers and can't get it up, when I get home I manage to force myself to jack off just to see what's up and I barely cum it just dribbles out and a tiny amount
    I am in hell

  54. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Gave up 52 days of sobriety for a 6 pack yesterday. Drank 5, drank the last today. Up for a move soon with the girlfriend, haven't finished my classes yet and don't give a shit about them anyways. Computer programming is ass. Debating going back to the IBEW at the new city. One semester left but the classes are stretched out over both fall and spring, one in person mandatory so i can't continue online while moving. I'd have to find another school for literally three god damn classes.

    I'll have another 6 pack of Elysian Space Dust, thanks anon.

  55. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I REALLY want to start my own business. I was a NEET who was scared of the world just 4 years ago and now I've hit a lot of goals I would've been incredibly proud of back then, including getting a job that I actually enjoy. However - my problem is that my dream since being a young teenager has been to start my own company and work for myself. By the time I've finished work and been to the gym/boxing, I've got 2h of free time a night. So it would be hard but I think I could start something if I just had something I could commit to that I really believed provided value. I just don't know how to find that thing.

    Aside from that - I'm 28 and I still can't find a girlfriend. It's getting pretty tough, I'm craving intimacy more and more as time goes on. And not for lack of trying either.

  56. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    15 beers
    this was the worst weekend I have had in quite some time and it will probably take me weeks if not months to fully recover and there will probably always be a mental scar but at least I am going back to the gym every day. I can't leave myself alone with my thoughts because they're so shitty right now so I have to distract myself constantly and go to sleep with the TV on super loud

  57. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >installed bumble again because no other options really
    >see this girl that curbed me in Highschool on there(once again)
    >she's 28,near 29
    >has been single for years now (open IG,you can tell)
    >I also used to see her at my kickboxing gym, she worked out nextdoor
    >never talked to her of course.

    I know I shouldn't, but it feels kind of good seeing her get rekt. She led me on for a long time and would tell me how 27yo Chad from the swimming team would rail her.She was 17 at the time lol. Well...now the wall is approaching and I'm laughing.
    Also, her sister became a M.D. and locked down Chad. Fricking mogged.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      'want someday' claims another one

  58. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >future prospects are grim
    >was incredibly depressed for the last year
    >had very dark thoughts in my head since I turned 28 a few months ago
    >have the occasional dream where I die
    >last week my inner voice randomly told me "the ultimate sin is giving up. How many men are there in the world praying for just 24 more hours? If you give up you'll dishonour Christ"
    >dark thoughts vanish in an instant
    >now, even if I think really hard about my future (which is still quite bleak) I don't feel too sad
    Am I going crazy? Is this some sort of survival response from my brain? I haven't gone to Mass since I was a kid. It was so out of the blue, I don't even know what prompted it. I was working out when my inner voice interrupted my reps.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      same shit since i turned 28 as well. still fricking depressed as hell, no future prospects either for me
      plus this bullshit

      I finally told the girl im friends with that I have feelings for her. We used to hang out and be super close during covid and she told me she had feeling for me back then, but she was on and off again with her ex-bf that all she would do is cry about.
      I spent so long back then believing that she would come around but she still kept going back and I had enough. I kinda went no contact/low contact since she would try reaching out here and there but at some point I hadn't heard from her in a year and a half.
      But recently she came back around August and I thought I was over those feelings but it looks like they've come back and once again she's with someone who is apparently toxic I have no idea. I finally decided to just tell her I can't be friends anymore, it just hurts too much to be on the side while seeing her do all this shit.
      It sucks I don't know what to do, my head feels like a warzone since I was always thinking about her. Maybe this is the best way to do it. I have extremely low self esteem so that's the first thing to work on I guess. She was the only girl I felt about this way but she just doesnt feel the same for me. It feels so pathetic typing this out but I guess thats exactly what I am, somehow its time to be better.

      my inner voice is just telling me im a human pile of garbage
      how did you do it i need something

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Try experimenting with magic mushrooms

  59. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    My wiener is too big for your mother

  60. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Went to a dj night saturday which was ruined by gay dudes twerking and buttholes walking into middle of the mosh and spilling their beers because they can't handle their alcohol. Turned the mosh into an ice skating rink so it stopped every 5 seconds to pick someone up.

    I did get put on my back but I put my arm straight up into the air and got snatched up in 3 seconds flat and went back at it until I started overheating. It was a lot of fun the short time I was in it.

  61. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >How's your weekend been
    Brother, it's been a weekend.
    Coworker caused me extra work and it's been a hassle working all weekend and early mornings across the country. Haven't seen my wife and kids all that much this year and it's bumming me out. Haven't lifted in a few days either
    On the bright side this shit is almost over and my schedule gets more concrete soon

  62. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >What'll it be?
    Skinny b***h please, and another one in 10 minutes
    >check on the latest ex
    >she hit the wall hard soon after we broke up
    >got kinda fat like her female friends
    >short hair, dead eyes, crow's feet, kinda like pic rel
    >JUST like my other ex before her
    I've seen people gloating over that fact but it actually makes me a bit sad. I'd much rather see them doing well and still looking hot because I don't hate either of them. Granted both are over 25 so it's not unusual but I still feel kinda sorry for them

  63. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I jerked off like 4 times yesterday and came like a firehose.
    I don't know what's going on. I need to reign it in a bit but I don't know what's making me this horny anyway...

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      nofap. and fast.

  64. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    She's in my apartment that I'm paying for with her new boyfriend and I can't do shit unless I want an eviction other than just hide away at my mom's. I feel totally beaten and broken. She left me for stupid reasons on her end. Fricking c**t. I can't get it out of my head.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      you can make her life hell without an eviction notice. bedbugs or some crap.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Probably. I just want out though from the situation without any additional blood. I wanted to save the friendship and now I just feel like a cuck. No point in trying to break the lease. I don't have 3600 I wanna spend to break it and I know her broke ass can't afford it either. I don't wanna contanimate the place with bedbugs since I don't want my clothes to get fricking chewed up kek

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          either be a cuck or get revenge. up to u.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Cuck it is. Only a few more months and I can be free.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Stop paying. Problem solved.

  65. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone itt 30+?

    Haven't had sex for 5+ years now
    Everyone around me is marrying, moving in with their SO
    Meanwhile i'm just here i guess

  66. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Felling bad, people can see that i'm down, because i keep dreaming about my x. My x was a trauma ridden woman, with so many bad traits, worst girl i have had as a gf in that regard, but somehow this is the worst break-up i had, i'm a complete mess. She was being good in our relationship, but after we ended, i can see all her flaws and that she's was just being "good" because she was in a relationship with me, but after i don't know the person, i feel the blame for her bad behavior, that's she's doing now. Why couldn't i just have had a "normal" girl like i had in past relationship, where i was pretty fine and i knew the girls would be fine.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      ive had reocurring dreams about that one x of mine every other month
      allow yourself to be sad for a week then
      pick yourself up

  67. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    RIP

  68. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Something to put me to sleep
    Fricked up my sleep schedule and I’m trying to get back to normal hours. I’m starting a handyman business come April at the latest and need to get back to waking up at 6am instead of going to sleep at that time. Fricking hate unemployment

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Sounds comfy tho?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I hate being lazy that is my gripe

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Ah fair enough, best thing would be to go about a normal day and go to bed on time i guess, force yourself to do so your body will adjust

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Been trying, last job was night work so been stuck with insomnia and a broken sleep cycle.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              Working nights fricks with you yeah, maybe try to go to sleep like 2h earlier every other day until you're at like 10pm sleep time?

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Will try, TY fren, God bless

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                God bless brother, YGMI

  69. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Yesterday I had a weird dream with a lot of violence directed at women (or more like some girl my brain made up). I don't get it, I'm not a violent person at all, I don't like any of the gore/guro stuff...
    The worst part, though, is that the dream made me feel longing for that girl it made up. It's as if my unconscious created a person that I now yearn for but she doesn't exist and never did.
    It's not simply that I want pussy, I desire something that doesn't exist and never will, an idealized vision out of this world.
    I know it will go away in a couple of days but right now it makes me so frustrated it feels like my legs are on fire.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >It's not simply that I want pussy, I desire something that doesn't exist and never will, an idealized vision out of this world.
      That is why you're angry m8 but i get it i also want someone "perfect", yet that doesn't exist

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Exactly. Most of the time I can get by, especially if there aren't any women I like (which is the case right now, no crushes in sight), but that dream felt so real... It was a curveball.

  70. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Dayi lao cha tou for contemplation, please. The gf told me some people talk about me as 'the muscular guy' in my normies circles. I'm not sure I'm comfortable with it. I don't even lift per se, it's been 3 years of calisthenics at home, including not even one whole year of 120% bodyweight with an added kettlebell. I'm a bald manlet, I'm worried about people thinking I'm trying too hard to compensate, whereas I solely do it to improve my mood. Maybe should I try something else to exercise, but anything involving running is out of the question because of some birth defect. Maybe I'll get back to yoga, or try boxing classes, BJJ, who knows.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      >I heard people talking about me in a complimentary way
      >should I feel uncomfortable
      Nice non-problem

  71. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Seems like i have some light peanut allergy with main symptom anxiety...

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Isn't quitting peanuts worth a more serene life?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I didn't know i was allergic to it. Just random anxiety popping up, but it seems it's connected with peanuts

  72. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just water. Not much, resting from a self-inflicted injury because I'm moronic. Wondering why my boomer parents are so fricking weird. At first I thought undiagnosed autism or childhood trauma but I'm starting to believe it's the leaded gasoline.

  73. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Nofap flatline kicking in. I don't even get the anxious feeling when seeing coombait posted.
    My body is tired, even though I'm eating well and my sleep has improved. I might be doing too much over all in my life, but I gotta keep pushing through this burnout.

  74. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    gonna go to the movies by myself in an hour. ill be 21 this year, and doing "normie" stuff like this still makes me so giddy its embarrassing. theres just something about feeling like im doing what a normal person should be that seems so strange to me, that doing it makes me ecstatic. what a sad little life

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Normie stuff is fun, don't feel bad for enjoying things.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        just got back from watching dune 2, i fricking loved it. plus i was lucky enough to be one of 4 people in the cinema, and they all went by themselves too so there was zero talking. think ill go to a library sometime next week to pick up all the books, and then ill go out to dinner at this one restaurant ive always wanted to try

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      This is a feeling that naturally goes away with age and success. It's incredibly stupid and obviously false in hindsight, but I also felt very strongly like you do at that age, as do most people, so I can't blame you.
      You need to realize that this concept of a what a "normal person" should act and feel like is absolutely meaningless. You are you, and the happiness you seek is not to be found by trying to be force yourself to be like other people.
      Instead, try to find out who YOU are deep down, leverage your strengths and strife to be the best person you can be. The best life you can live probably isn't the one other people want or can achieve.

      I was always different from most of my peer, even my friends. Always felt out of place and super awkward forcing myself to fit in and try to be like everyone else. Like there was something wrong with me and I didn't belong in this world. At some point I started leaning into my autism and now I'm more successful and happy than any of my friends.

  75. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'll start with a beer, don't need to go too fast too wild today.
    I can't stop drinking, I know I should, but I don't want to. I guess I need something in my life to go really bad because of alcohol to finally shake me up, but I was always good at getting away with shit. And last few years I've been getting away with drinking despite plenty of chances for things to go wrong. I guess I'm just lucky or something.
    But I've got nothing else that I like, even half as much as getting drunk. And I'm not some NEET, I have job, I'm in uni I have loving parents and friends and hobbies. But I just don't care about any of that, it all just feels like slop that fills my time between those sweet moments when I can get sloshed. In '23 I had 3 dry months, and I didn't enjoy it at all. Physically, I felt better, but I wasn't happier at all. Every week I just started was more angry and tired and it started to strain my relationships. I tried switching to weed but it's not the same.
    Ok, enough of this sappy bullshit, I think I'll take a shoot or two. Or just leave the bottle so I don't have to bother you every time.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      AA. NOW

  76. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I’ll take a Lagavulin neat please
    I’d say I’m doing anlright atm. Career is going well, apprentice electrician about to go for my next block. Coworkers all seem to like me. Saving up money for a truck since my car is on its last legs, and to hopefully move down to south Texas from Canada after I get my red seal. Coworkers and bosses said they’d be sad to see me go, but would help if I need it. Been progressing well on guitar to the point where everyone says I should be in a band and my ex said I should start making music. Been thinking of getting back into the dating scene, but I think it’d be wrong since I still have some feelings for my ex and don’t want to get involved with a new girl when another is still on my mind almost all the time

  77. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I've lost all hope of finding a gf at this point.
    Maybe all this fitness shit won't change anything, I'll still be a loser.
    Maybe I should just go back to drinking everynight.

  78. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >booked a flight to Japan a few months ago
    >main reason was to see an artist I like
    >started school a few months ago
    >it has given me a newfound passion for my work
    >also wanna hop on a test cycle
    >considering cancelling Japan so I can do the cycle, work on my stuff, and go to a music festival instead
    am I moronic?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      No, anonsan! Go to Nippon, then come back and do your cycle. Frick the gay musical festival shit off though.

  79. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    This is 5 dollars. My drinks can be stiff or you can spin your dreidel and hope you dont have your hours jacked up until youre fired.

  80. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I'll have a glass of your finest milk please.

    I'll drink my pain away in silence.

  81. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Picon beer, please.
    I'm having a tough ones anon. My girlfriend is talking about opening the relationship. Been talking to some c**t. Talks about this that has been inside her all along, that she hurts herself keep it that way. She knows I don't want to. No fricking way.
    I guess that's her way of letting me dump her. That would be the obvious choice. I've heard the story in this very bar so many times. It's tired, always been told and retold many a times. The conclusion is always the same. Flee !
    I know my life would be better off without her. I've got a bunch of things to do, a bunch of projects to finish. I could change jobs, change life. Get even more into working out. Get really good at the things I'm already good at. A great reset.
    But like all the other morons, I can't quite get myself to pull the trigger.
    Love's great.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      you know what to do. listen to some motivation videos, they hype you up. then tell her what needs to be told. live for yourself anon. every day you live with her is another day wasted.

  82. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I am married, neet for more than a decade now and hate myself. Fricking bullshit man. Nothing helps, nothing changes. I am cursed.

  83. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I need to stop feeling so uncomfortable when people are paying me compliments or start asking about my love life. I don't know. I've never been able to graciously accept people saying that I look good because it always feels disingenuous.
    Maybe I'm blackpilled or something, but there's a tinge of anger I feel when complimented. Like I disbelieve what they say, and being reminded about how people lie like that just makes me resentful of them. And I recognize it's in a totally benign context most of the time (e.g., women older than my mom, co-workers or colleagues in my hobbies). Just feels so fake and pisses me off.

  84. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just bought a TV hoping I seem like less of a creep when I invite people or girls over. My ex gf broke up with me last week and I doubt new people are gonna put up with my old autistic self so I'm trying to at least get my apartment girl-friendly. Yeah maybe it's stupid, any thoughts?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Ngmi

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        I already knew that, but what makes you think that?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          I dont need to tell you as you already know. You are posting here for validation like a woman.

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I was hoping for more tips for people getting back into dating after ending a long term relationship bro

  85. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    uno carajillo por favor.
    Started to cut a year ago, and Im down 25 kg now, I just feel my loose skin will stay here with me; in the last 3 months, I lost like 10kg so I dunno if that's too fast. I don't really want to consider cutting the skin, neither do I want to get massive; I just hate how I disregarded my body for so long... consequences are too evident compared to a body that's never been fat.

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