whats wrong with me

i been depressed and lifting weights help but i am still miserable like i made good progress but i feel depressed and sad i did try and feel better but i have some theories

>got drugged with lsd a month ago and have nightmares and anxiety since
>life just sucking

more background
>19 about to turn 20

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I can't claim to know you from just a few lines on the internet and dont know how well i can help but I'm gonna reply cuz that game was badass and makes me question if you're really 19 about to turn 20 but I digress. I'm 31, and can somewhat recollect how I felt at your age. At your age I was starting to wake up and realize how shitty the world is. It disgusted me and still does. But im doing things now in my community, purchases, and career etc that i feel will make the world a better place. I have 10 extra years on you that i used to develop skills and make peace so to speak. But 19-20 is so young! At your stage of life, what can you even do to change a cold uncaring world, let alone your small slice of it? What I'm getting at here is soon you'll be a young adult. With nothing but possibilities and potential ahead of you. What then, as an adult, will you do to help the world and your fellow man? It's in our nature to help others. So, I suggest you try that for a bit. Help at a shelter, tutor some kids, volunteer for beach clean up, say something nice online, anything.
    Bettering mind and body is essential; as essential as helping others. Find purpose. And also, stay away from drugs. At least for a little while. Look up brain development and the ages when it finishes for humans, you're killing yourself and your future by frying your brain with drugs it's not even ready for yet.
    I'm rooting for you, kid. WAGMI

    >inb4 negativity

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i just been depressed lately i see no point in doing anything besides lifting weights and i only do that because it makes me feel better

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Get some hobbies outside of gaming/lifting and find something to work towards. It's easy to feel like you're spinning the wheels if you aren't actively working towards a goal.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          what is there to work towards everything is going to shit well in the us it is not sure about anywhere else

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Cut the nihilism, kid.
            Yeah it's all fucked pointless, but are you gonna whine about it for the rest of your life?
            Work towards your own happiness and not ftkr the sake of someone else.

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              i am not trying to be negative i just dont know what to do anymore i am probably gonna quit my wagie job and take welfare i know college is pointless because i am retarded

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Just lift if it makes you feel good anon. Try to get a job if you want. Try to make friends online or preferably irl. Try to pick up another hobby thatll make you happy. Im sorry about being drugged i hope it wasnt someone you trusted.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thats really wholesome anon

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    There's nothing wrong with you, it's the world that's fucked up. And there's absolutely nothing you can do to change that.
    Just live your own life without caring what society or other people thinks you should do.

    Also keep lifting. The alternative will make you even more miserable.

    >19 about to turn 20
    Your life hasn't even started yet.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i just want to be able to be happy that is all but i realized long ago its impossible

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You're not depressed, you're being a gay jerking off to your victim complex
    Depression isn't real

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      well i am sad thats it i just been angry and frustrated

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Alright i was gonna write some actual good advice, but you just sound like an annoying whiny kid.

    Depression is a meme. I know gays don't like to here it but it's true. Just stop being a gay fagboi.
    You have to find happiness that doesn't rely on the validation of others. Find a passion and pursue it to the exteme, disregard everything else.
    Live your life in a way that, even if the entire world hates your or thinks you're disgusting, or if the world is going to hell or if you'll end up forever alone, you'll still be happy. You'll be as unshakable as a mountain

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      any tips man like how do that i already hate people in my country/state and city
      >florida

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >Hate people
        Lmao, why even spend the energy on them. They should be like pepples on the side of the road to you. Stop caring.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          i have to deal with them daily i have to talk to them and hold back from screaming at them

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            We all have. Just stop letting it get to you.
            So what if they slow down your work? It's not your but Mr Goldstein's money.
            And so what if you get fired, there's plenty of shitjobs out there.

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              getting work is hard right now espescially since i didnt go to college or the military something that everyone told me is the only way to success

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                "Succesful" jobs rarely make people happy.
                A job is just a thing you need to pay the bills and support your passion.
                The best jobs are those that interfere the least with your passions and free time.
                So it's not money in absolutely quantities thst matter. Getting fulfilment from your job is also a meme.
                Maximize free time while also maximizing your pay. But don't be afraid to take a pay cut to increase free time.

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                my job barely has anything to do but it does give me free time. i do not use this free time perfectly, but that is on me. but one thing is troubling me. for some reason i am measuring myself against some weird metric or expectation i am not too sure about and it is causing me misery. should i move to a new job or learn how to use my time better?

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Learn to use your time effectively first and figure out your goals in life. It's not to late to change jobs after that.

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >radiata stories
    Excellent taste anon, moreover you have time to reflect and better understand what outside stimuli are causing you anxiety.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i work a shitty job have a fucked sleep schedule and i am very hateful i generally dont like people around me they just seem so stupid and annoying

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >>got drugged with lsd a month ago and have nightmares and anxiety since
    You got drugged? Without you knowing it? What happen? Tell us the story and the trip. And what kind of nightmares you been having since? Tell us and the psychonauts and shamans of IST will try help you out.

    >>life just sucking
    That in of it self is usually why people are depressed.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i didnt i was drugged with lsd until i was home and i had a scary trip were i felt like i was being chased and feeling on fire

      >nightmares
      i feel like i am being eaten alive or i am getting brutally killed

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        To little info to really give anything meaningful. good luck lad i am out

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        what was chasing you?

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Have you considered not being sad and miserable?
    Fucking retard.
    You're not depressed, you're stupid.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      how does one do that

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        How do you stop posting gay threads?
        You simply don't do it.
        Jesus Christ, it's like trying to tell a blind cunt what colours are.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous
  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Thanks for the nostalgia OP. How did you find out about Radiata Stories as a 19 year old? I'm in my lates 20s and was pretty young when this game came out and I remember seeing it in maybe Gameinformer or something. I saw it at my local EB Games and wanted to play it but never got the chance to. Nowadays, I imagine this game is pretty forgotten unless you actually grew up playing PS2 JRPGs.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      NTA but I remeber playing this when I had a ps2.
      > that desert music
      > the kick mechanic
      >new game plus
      > the paper dragon
      Getting nostalgic now.
      > t.30 year old

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You 'member that lil walk the guy does if you just barely tilt the joystick? I 'member

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Here's the secret
    >You don't need to be happy

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      100%

      people are so quick to shun emotions if they’re not sunshine and rainbows

      Healthy emotional knowledge is accepting how you feel instead of wondering why you don’t feel
      Happy

      Until you accept it, you won’t ever progress or move forward

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Here's the secret
        >You don't need to be happy

        i think the idea of reaching 'happiness' itself is a weird measurement of success pushed onto us by...therapists? women? pharmacy to sell more drugs? retards maybe. probably a lack of education on understanding on how emotions should be managed and understood, and instead be taken in extremes.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah definitely what sells music and movies

          I think it’s the American system itself tbh everyone thinks accomplish = happiness
          >kind of Coca Cola markets psyop ads to make people enjoy their product and not be aware it’s literally killing you

          Like I was sad my great grandfather passed but I know he’s not suffering anymore and he can finally stop dealing with a shitty crippled existence

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stop playing video games watching porn and masturbating. That will fix the problem. But you won't. Many such cases

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      People thinking it's this simple have no idea
      It also leads to a problem where the depressed person tries all these bullshit things that work for normies. They keep trying all the suggestions but nothing ever works, further making the individual feel there is something inherently wrong with them.
      My advice to you OP is to trust your gut. Somewhere deep inside you, you do actually have an answer to your problems. Of course it's not likely an easy, simple, or even realistic goal but you have the idea within you of how you're going to change your shit.
      80% of people have NO idea what you're going through and as such their advice of eat healthy, get sleep etc will do fucking nothing for you. For their simple asses it's all they needed to fix their life.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        This guy's dumb as fuck

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >dude have you tried exercise?
          >yes your years long depression is because you didn't get in a light walk for an hour a day
          >my friends was suicidal and started eating vegetables now he fucks and sucks
          Go give shit advice somewhere else PLAYER *farts on you*. Now you stink and everyone knows it

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        you have a point. we convince ourselves of things to do because it worked for someone else. maybe we're all a little lost along the way, or just forgotten what makes things, fun, for us.

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Is there honestly any way to stop being an Incel? I’m 20, maybe a 5/10 facially, 5’7, a bit fat but losing weight and a bit of muscle. I have other hobbies too like some martial arts and photography. I sometimes struggle to hold a conversation since I don’t have much to talk about. I do go out to social events but everyone thinks I’m weird anyways

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Itll get better. I like cannot talk to people irl but online and discord calls are easier. Try meeting someone online if you dont like going out. Go around like a park or some place nice with your camera since you do photography also wtf is up with you 5'7 anons out here is really that hard being 5'7

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      get huge and lose weight, your face will go up 1-2 points

      get real hobbies, yours are weird. start playing hockey, boxing, rock climbing, something you can actually talk about without sounding like a child or a pseudo-intellectual

      you are never going to be picking up 9's at the bar at 5'7 but you will be able to score socially if you start lifemaxxing and lose the facial fat.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        why should he get hobbies that are 'socially' acceptable?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          He literally complained that he has nothing to talk about.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            ah. he's a stupid moron that needs to learn how to talk about his interests then

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Have you ever heard someone talk about their amateur photography? I'm fairly certain there is not way to talk about it without sounding like a dyel cringe pseudo-intellectual. And martial arts.... maybe but odds are you'll just sound like a shittier version of Joe Rogan.

              On the flipside I've heard complete losers keep girls interested when they talk about rock climbing, plus it just seems like a cool hobby.

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                it's not what you do anon, it's how you say it. if you're doing stuff for the purposes of pursuing a hole, that means you alter your opinions and yourself to them. that is simp behavior.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I do boxing on and off, I want to be more committed to it in future. I’m also starting language learning now as well

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >boxing
          >language learning
          what the fuck, is this what all guys do? this is literally my goals as well. who are you.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            20 year old Incel. I want to do wrestling too but sadly there’s no local clubs

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    most of your replies give me the impression that you're pretty stupid but i'll try to help you anyway because its 5am and i'm trying to get my lazy ass to the gym
    you are right that the world is largely pointless and 99% of people are cattle, most of the world is oriented towards shepherding these cattle to work to make money for the masters who control almost everything.
    the solution is to get to work on yourself, so that you will be strong enough (mentally as well as physically) to carve out your own path towards greatness. for me, this was done by
    >working out obviously, turning my bodyinto a masterful work of art
    >building things with my hands that i was proud of (usually my own cars) in order to have confidence and have something to look forward to besides IST
    >training myself socially in order to be successful in making friends and be able to get laid
    and finally
    >starting businesses, which probably fail, but teach you how to use the goycattle to make you money, instead of always being the goycattle

    Getting good at life is hard work. But it is doable. Unfortunately most millennials and zoomers grew up in a bubble and were not taught how to become good at life, we have to find our own way. It sounds like you are at stage 1 of the steps I've outlined, you should begin work on stage 2 and 3.

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What nobody has told you and what you won't discover is that you are simply fucking bored. Bored of your life/lifestyle, what you have or don't have going on.

    Not saying go and do more drugs n shit, the psychedelics will fuck you up. Just saying do some exciting shit for yourself and work on developing a lifestyle you actually enjoy. Travel/see some new shit.

  14. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >PS2 jrpgs
    Truly the peak of gaming.
    Does anyone else find it harder and harder to enjoy vidya like they did as teens? I dont think its games getting worse (bc remakes and remasters of old favorites dont hold my attention anymore either), and some newer stuff has captured that spark (Bloodborne and Nier being the most recent examples), but most times I turn on a game I log maybe 5-10 hours before dropping it
    >t.30

  15. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Quit porn, completely, fap if you need to, but quit porn and alcohol, and your depression will diminish massivley.

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