I have a fear of intimacy and pictures like this freak me the frick out. Every frick I had was a drunk hookup from the bar where I left immediately afterwards. How the hell do people just sit there and cuddle. Doesn't it get awkward 2 minutes in?
>its only awkward if you overthink it
That's exactly what I do. Can't help it. >Am I breathing too forcefully >Shit my arm is numbing, what will she think if I move it >Should I say something? >Is the silence awkward? I should say something. >Is she liking this? >My breath probably smells. >I KNOW it smells >frick I should have brushed before coming here
Which is weird because before close exposure i'm cool calm and collected. Shit only happens with intimate contact unless it's just straight fricking.
>maybe im on the spectrum idk
You're 100% on the spectrum somewhat if this is your actual brain while cuddling with a girl [...]
My brain is like this >God her skin is so soft and warm >Damn her hair smells amazing >Arm's starting to get numb, better just shift it a bit and pull her closer >So comfy
Wish I had your brain. If I am on the spectrum I wonder if therapy can "fix" me or if i'm just fricked for life.
I have no idea anon. You could also try drugs and alcohol though. Being a bit drunk could alleviate those thoughts. MDMA/Shrooms/LSD might be able to too
>maybe im on the spectrum idk
You're 100% on the spectrum somewhat if this is your actual brain while cuddling with a girl
>its only awkward if you overthink it
That's exactly what I do. Can't help it. >Am I breathing too forcefully >Shit my arm is numbing, what will she think if I move it >Should I say something? >Is the silence awkward? I should say something. >Is she liking this? >My breath probably smells. >I KNOW it smells >frick I should have brushed before coming here
Which is weird because before close exposure i'm cool calm and collected. Shit only happens with intimate contact unless it's just straight fricking.
My brain is like this >God her skin is so soft and warm >Damn her hair smells amazing >Arm's starting to get numb, better just shift it a bit and pull her closer >So comfy
Honeslty, my "weight loss journey" and lifting was just a side project and see if I was able to do it. Not a long ago that changed into proving to fatties in my entourage that you can do it and having ""bad genes"" has nothing to do with it.
It started as a way to cope with rejection and to be worthy of the woman who rejected me but she turned out to be a backstabbing insane b***h so now I lift for someone to love me but deep down I know no one will ever love me after so many years of being alone and it's just weird so lifting has become the only thing I have left.
i look sick af, plus the high
To feel something
healthy hobby that replaced most of the vidya I'd play otherwise.
feels good
Love you bro
Let us go into the House of the Lord
So that i become more attractive and lose my virginity to a beautiful fit white girl
The complete and utter destruction of the state of Israel.
I have a fear of intimacy and pictures like this freak me the frick out. Every frick I had was a drunk hookup from the bar where I left immediately afterwards. How the hell do people just sit there and cuddle. Doesn't it get awkward 2 minutes in?
you have autism anon
>I was molested as a child
That sucks.
Nope, i'd be honest if I was, no point lying as anonymous.
I was thinking this but I don't really meet the other criteria.
its only awkward if you overthink it
>its only awkward if you overthink it
That's exactly what I do. Can't help it.
>Am I breathing too forcefully
>Shit my arm is numbing, what will she think if I move it
>Should I say something?
>Is the silence awkward? I should say something.
>Is she liking this?
>My breath probably smells.
>I KNOW it smells
>frick I should have brushed before coming here
Which is weird because before close exposure i'm cool calm and collected. Shit only happens with intimate contact unless it's just straight fricking.
>what will she think
>is she liking
>she
>think
found the problem
true
Wish I had your brain. If I am on the spectrum I wonder if therapy can "fix" me or if i'm just fricked for life.
I have no idea anon. You could also try drugs and alcohol though. Being a bit drunk could alleviate those thoughts. MDMA/Shrooms/LSD might be able to too
>Doesn't it get awkward 2 minutes in?
Why would it be awkward at all? Are you unironically autistic?
>Are you unironically autistic?
I'm not socially inept otherwise but maybe im on the spectrum idk.
more like adrenaline and cortisol
>maybe im on the spectrum idk
You're 100% on the spectrum somewhat if this is your actual brain while cuddling with a girl
My brain is like this
>God her skin is so soft and warm
>Damn her hair smells amazing
>Arm's starting to get numb, better just shift it a bit and pull her closer
>So comfy
dopamine and oxytocin. feels really really good mang
trying to lose weight because my obesity is a serious problem.
cuddling/spooning till we fall asleep after sex is the best feeling in the world.
I swear to God Fromsoftware did this on purpose
yeah it was to please reddit
Honeslty, my "weight loss journey" and lifting was just a side project and see if I was able to do it. Not a long ago that changed into proving to fatties in my entourage that you can do it and having ""bad genes"" has nothing to do with it.
lifting doesn't make someone love you though
It started as a way to cope with rejection and to be worthy of the woman who rejected me but she turned out to be a backstabbing insane b***h so now I lift for someone to love me but deep down I know no one will ever love me after so many years of being alone and it's just weird so lifting has become the only thing I have left.