I can't lift the depression away because my STEM work piles up and I get anxious and stressed about it. Also there's too many people at my gym who mogg me and make me feel like I can't ever reach their level due to my mental state holding me back.
Lol STEM.
Fuck the STEM field. Single worst decision I made going into that shit. Maybe if I come up with an original idea I can profit on I'll change my mind but as a job? Perpetual destruction of your creative potential.
This. I wasted almost a decade of my life just so I can be a good wagie. Cuck of the highest order. I wish I could restart life.
Lol STEM.
Fuck the STEM field. Single worst decision I made going into that shit. Maybe if I come up with an original idea I can profit on I'll change my mind but as a job? Perpetual destruction of your creative potential.
I can't lift the depression away because my STEM work piles up and I get anxious and stressed about it. Also there's too many people at my gym who mogg me and make me feel like I can't ever reach their level due to my mental state holding me back.
I started my PhD depressed and unfit now I'm shredded as fuck and still depressed. Fuck research as a career. As soon as I've got the doctorate I'm going to work for a bank or some shit.
Yeah. Making lessons for the next day is the big hangup for me. None of my coworkers make anything that I can use and be comfortable with. They are always last minute about things.
Thatd be so weird knowing one of my teachers uses this, pretty cool though! What do you teach? I thought you guys had lessons that you made years ago and just reuse
I also shitpost in class at my desk once I give students work to do if I am not range banned on my phone and students aren't all over near my desk screwing around. I teach history, so its fairly easy but delivery of lessons is the harder part to make things stick and make sense. I mean I do essentially re-use, however going more digital has presented challenges
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Wait are you only now going online? Also lol thats funny I always wondered what you guys did while we were busy. I write one of my diplomas next week wish me luck
2 months ago
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Nah, last year was completely virtual which needed unique lessons/delivery/practice with a new platform. This year we were back in person of course, but everything still needed to be available digitially etc. Stuff done through zoom doesn't work in a classroom etc.
2 months ago
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oh thats true. Dang I kinda just took it for granted that you guys were doing all that stuff, thanks!
I think you could start by not calling random women sluts :p
2 months ago
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do they browse IST and know that is me calling them sluts? I dont go around calling them sluts in real life. And thats what they are anyway, they would go naked to the gym if they could
2 months ago
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idk youre still calling them something negative without knowing them :/
what do you want in a girlfriend?
2 months ago
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I dont know, nothing in particular. I want her to love me and spend time with me.
Ive spent so much time thinking on how to get a girlfriend and i dont even know what i would with her if i had one
2 months ago
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haha those are good prerequisites for a girlfriend
well what do you enjoy doing even if its by yourself?
2 months ago
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nothing tbh. I just lay in my bed and watch my phone all day (ibs and things like that)
2 months ago
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wellll do you work or have class? also by ibs do you mean the poop thing or am i dumb lol
2 months ago
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I mean Image Boards, like IST.
And I dont have a job or class. I finished university last year and graduated in january. Ive been looking for a job since then, Ive had over 20 interviews, but no one wants to hire me
2 months ago
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oh lol thats embarrassing for me then
What did you do in uni? Ive heard the job market is terrible im sorry about that 🙁
2 months ago
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something like business, i dont like it.
2 months ago
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im going into geology, im super excited 🙂
i think business things are pretty cool! what dont you like about it ?
2 months ago
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Start getting certified in your field then anon. Gotta show employers that you're willing to improve.
Noone tells you that you should try and intern for relevant companies and get certs during university sadly
2 months ago
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>i dont even know what i would with her if i had one
Same bruh :
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I guess I would just let her decide what she wants to do
>I'm a subhuman
Work with the hand you were dealt or just remain a bitch your entire life. One of my best friends is a 5 ft tall Chinese man who's not in particularly great shape nor particularly handsome and he fucks on the regular. He even pulls on dating apps. Just know that he's out there fucking more than you. You should gym max, career max and/or jester max.
Whenever I feel depressed I just snap out of it and focus on the essential. I have duty. I have honor. I have code. Im a man after all and not a sissy loser.
Unironically same. Pretty sure lifting is the only thing keeping me from going absolutely insane. Whenever I deload or get injured and have to take time off I feel myself slipping into a darker place, and it immediately recedes when I work out again.
Same dude. Weight loss single handedly cured my negative mindset.
I can't lift the depression away because my STEM work piles up and I get anxious and stressed about it. Also there's too many people at my gym who mogg me and make me feel like I can't ever reach their level due to my mental state holding me back.
Lol its the opposite for me. Exercising is what allows be to actually be productive and study
Lol STEM.
Fuck the STEM field. Single worst decision I made going into that shit. Maybe if I come up with an original idea I can profit on I'll change my mind but as a job? Perpetual destruction of your creative potential.
This. I wasted almost a decade of my life just so I can be a good wagie. Cuck of the highest order. I wish I could restart life.
I wish I could end mine
this is your brain on tech
this
not all STEM is soul crushing
computer science is
>tfw im starting to climb out of the hole that stem left me in
I started my PhD depressed and unfit now I'm shredded as fuck and still depressed. Fuck research as a career. As soon as I've got the doctorate I'm going to work for a bank or some shit.
Same, but as a teacher. I get so stressed and worried about staying on top of my work I just sleep a lot and do my work from home stuff
Like a highschool teacher?
Yeah. Making lessons for the next day is the big hangup for me. None of my coworkers make anything that I can use and be comfortable with. They are always last minute about things.
Thatd be so weird knowing one of my teachers uses this, pretty cool though! What do you teach? I thought you guys had lessons that you made years ago and just reuse
I also shitpost in class at my desk once I give students work to do if I am not range banned on my phone and students aren't all over near my desk screwing around. I teach history, so its fairly easy but delivery of lessons is the harder part to make things stick and make sense. I mean I do essentially re-use, however going more digital has presented challenges
Wait are you only now going online? Also lol thats funny I always wondered what you guys did while we were busy. I write one of my diplomas next week wish me luck
Nah, last year was completely virtual which needed unique lessons/delivery/practice with a new platform. This year we were back in person of course, but everything still needed to be available digitially etc. Stuff done through zoom doesn't work in a classroom etc.
oh thats true. Dang I kinda just took it for granted that you guys were doing all that stuff, thanks!
I'm glad for you!
This week is gonna be great, I can feel it!
thanks bros
it worked for me for like a year, now the depression is even worse
Write down all your problems and start trying to come up with lots of solutions to each one, then pick the solutions you think are best
>depression is about different problems you have
same.
I feel great that you feel great, fren!
I feel worse because I see beautiful females in the gym but theyll never be mine
Do all those beautiful girls have you suicidal?
not them specifically, but yes. They could stop my depression and solve all my problems, if they gave me a chance
I was born subhuman, nothing i can do to get those foids. They dont even consider me human, i can see it in their faces
you’re loved….you’re loved anon
i love you <3
If only those sluts loved me. All i need in life is a high quality girlfriend
I think you could start by not calling random women sluts :p
do they browse IST and know that is me calling them sluts? I dont go around calling them sluts in real life. And thats what they are anyway, they would go naked to the gym if they could
idk youre still calling them something negative without knowing them :/
what do you want in a girlfriend?
I dont know, nothing in particular. I want her to love me and spend time with me.
Ive spent so much time thinking on how to get a girlfriend and i dont even know what i would with her if i had one
haha those are good prerequisites for a girlfriend
well what do you enjoy doing even if its by yourself?
nothing tbh. I just lay in my bed and watch my phone all day (ibs and things like that)
wellll do you work or have class? also by ibs do you mean the poop thing or am i dumb lol
I mean Image Boards, like IST.
And I dont have a job or class. I finished university last year and graduated in january. Ive been looking for a job since then, Ive had over 20 interviews, but no one wants to hire me
oh lol thats embarrassing for me then
What did you do in uni? Ive heard the job market is terrible im sorry about that 🙁
something like business, i dont like it.
im going into geology, im super excited 🙂
i think business things are pretty cool! what dont you like about it ?
Start getting certified in your field then anon. Gotta show employers that you're willing to improve.
Noone tells you that you should try and intern for relevant companies and get certs during university sadly
>i dont even know what i would with her if i had one
Same bruh :
I guess I would just let her decide what she wants to do
>I'm a subhuman
Work with the hand you were dealt or just remain a bitch your entire life. One of my best friends is a 5 ft tall Chinese man who's not in particularly great shape nor particularly handsome and he fucks on the regular. He even pulls on dating apps. Just know that he's out there fucking more than you. You should gym max, career max and/or jester max.
no he doesn't lol. 5' tall chinese man? Fucking on the regular? Really moron? At least try to make it realistic.
cope
Why would they be yours? Just like the muscles you are working on, nothing is owed or given. You earn it.
W
Neat
No we said you can't lift the autism away.
Lifting won't give you social skills.
Lifting helped depression for about 2-3 years for me then it stopped having any effect on me at all.
I don’t even get dopamine from lifting anymore. Lifting just makes me tired and sleepy now.
I still feel like shit but I'd feel even worse if I was a fat fuck still so I guess it works.
Don't worry it won't last. I was there a few months ago.
Stay blessed HWD King WAGMI
Whenever I feel depressed I just snap out of it and focus on the essential. I have duty. I have honor. I have code. Im a man after all and not a sissy loser.
Yeah, but it comes back as soon as you stop, so be careful
Too bad you can't lift the OCD away too. Otherwise I wouldn't be killing myself next month.
Based. Lifting is great for HWD (help with depression)
Unironically same. Pretty sure lifting is the only thing keeping me from going absolutely insane. Whenever I deload or get injured and have to take time off I feel myself slipping into a darker place, and it immediately recedes when I work out again.
They mean real depression.