jesus fricking CHRIST. FRICK FRICK FRICK I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF FRICK.
WHY THE FRICK are sports so god damn hard. Lifting, you just fricking move the weight, over time increase the weight/reps and don't eat like shit, boom you're stronger. Cardio, just run or cycle or swim for longer, harder, and you have an absolute metric (time, heart rate) to help quantify your results. It's not "easy" but it's straightforward.
But holy frick, REAL SPORTS? what the frick. rugby, baseball, soccer, football, hockey, you have to actually know plays, have your form down, have that "6th sense" to just know what your opponent is going to do. even playing recrationally at this point ends up with my brain going into rage mode because i can't score, i can't pass, i frick something up, i panic, i can't play. dudes i know i'm in better shape than just fricking do their weird sports shit cause they've been playing since they were 12 and i get ROCKED.
combat sports are even fricking worse . why the frick are sports so fricking hard?