>be lifting
>having a great workout
>in the zone
>suddenly remember that one time my sister caught me fapping
>workout ruined
>day ruined
>all positive emotions instantly dead
how do i stop randomly remembering shit like this? its so embarassing
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is she fat?
no
i cant bro every time i feel good its like my brain needs to remind me im a fricking moron
She probably dont even remember it bro, I have passed for something similar in the past and it doesnt matter anymore.
>be out of my fricking mind after taking lsd, ecstasy, shrooms, weed, and alcohol together
>hurricane Irma hits so my mom sister and I are staying in my moms apartment during the storm like a week later and I’m still fricked up, depersonalized and feeling like I see everything in 3rd perosn just paranoid as hell and not feeling like me anymore literally questioning who I am and what happened to me, if I switched dimensions
>be mega coomer, have thing for stepsis porn
>try to share bed with my sister (both in 20s)
>use my knee injury as excuse
The knee was legit though, if I slept on the floor it would lock up with 10/10 pain and I would have manually bend my leg to make it stop hurting
>she knows what I’m doing and refuses
>sleep on floor, wake up 10 times throughout night crying and having to fix my knee, was swollen by the morning
We’ve never spoken of it. I’m no longer comfortable with her. But it could definitely be worse. Also years prior to this
>on vacation with mom and sister and gf at the time
>mom is the type of lunatic to know and fully understand I would want to spend time alone with my gf and would intentionally try to sneak up on me with any girl
going so far as to come home from work early if she thought I had a girl over and of catching one over, even just a FWB, she would make us sit down and tell the girl my whole life story and make her eat snacks and imply I was gonna marry her and crazy shit like that
>mom& sister leave hotel for a few hours
>fricking gf
>door busts open way earlier than it should have because of “rain clouds”
>mfw my mom just caught me balls deep in my gf
>mfw went for a walk to get away for a bit and not a cloud even in fricking sight
Sounds bad right? It’s not over
>later that night wake up hard as frick, gf grinding my dick
>moves her shorts to the side, slips dick in, starts fricking my dick until I blow a massive load inside her
>mom and sister are sleeping 5 feet away in other bed
Alr, thats kinda fricked up
your mom has issues, as most females.
damn bro you wild
>teenage hormones
It’s a tale as old as time.
>she knows what I’m doing and refuses
That sounds like a really weird dynamic
You and your entire family are deranged if that story is even remotely true
Just accept that you goofed and move on with you live
It's no biggie. Me and my sister played mom and dad at least a few times as kids. She's 5 years older than me, technically I was taken advantage off. It's normal to have some
>what the frick were we doing
experiences and memories from your childhood. I think I french kissed with my third cousin when we were both like 10 years old too.
>played mum and dad
i want to know i also really don't
im sorry that happened anon
Lying in bed naked together with some touching, I think she peed on my hand or something if I recall correctly kek.
I was maybe 5 or 6. It's no big deal, just relatively innocent kids exploring stuff. The notion that this kind of thing when it happens with peers of around your same age is traumatizing is absurd.
Another thing I didn't participate in but remember being witness to were two boys at school taking turns putting their dicks inside each others foreskins. This was around age 11 or 12. Kids did a lot of weird shit before the internet was around. One of my friends from kindergarten got mad creed because of his ability to drink a whole small buckets worth of muddy water from puddles. It was a different time.
Interesting
Most I ever remember was at sleep overs we would shower together but like we didn't touch each other or anything
What sometimes ruins my days are when I remember times where I fricked up massively and start freaking out but am able to calm myself down usually
This isn’t your fault, it’s your parents’ fault. In the Old Testament they might be punished by having them stone you to death. That way it doesn’t happen again to some other family.
Honestly, I wish I had that.
My sisters wouldn't talk to or play with me. Our interactions were the occasional fight/argument and then they basically abandoned me once they turned 10/11.
I wonder why. Hmm, maybe it's because you wanted your sister to touch you sexually?
same kek. it was good sex, but I was about 9 and she was 12. I got taken advantage of, but it was a nice experience
My day gets ruined by the stupidest shit.
Yesterday I was parking my car somewhere and some dude drove up and told me I was in a no parking zone. He wasn’t even rude or anything he just told me nonchalantly maybe even to help me not get a ticket.
It still ruined my day.
you sound like a woman
have you tried not being a b***h?
We all have cringe memories, anon. Maybe there's someone out there who made it to adulthood without doing something embarrassing as a teen, but I doubt it. The past is immutable anyway so stewing about it is a complete waste of time and mental energy.
What about the memory makes you feel shame?
For me it's remembering how I got blackout drunk 2 days ago and had my step cousin mounting me making out at a part
After I introduced her to everyone as my cousin
So yeah
Easy fix my man. If anyone asks, you just say "Oh, yeah, her. Met her on Tinder, she has an incest fetish."
I think I'm gonna double down and try to gaslight everyone into thinking step shit is fine. Maybe even follow through and frick her to show I don't think it's wrong or crazy
you can't stop randomly remembering stuff but you can do mental gymnastics to make this not affect you negatively anymore
just remember that she will die one day, and so will you, and so will everyone. centuries from now, no one will know who any of us were or care, so who gives a shit
>be lifting, doing cardio, whatever
>really enjoy it in the moment
>suddenly remember all the times I've got ghosted and rejected, all the stupid cringey shit I said and did, all the shit I've lost over the years, and that time when my exbf said I was a narcissist even though I fricking hate every single aspect of myself
>don't let that ruin my day at all
>instead I use that pain and shame to continue my workout so I can hopefully get even stronger in the future
You just need to cultivate a different mindset anon, I know its hard but you gotta accept that shit happened. Grow from it. Use that shame as a motivator, to never be weak enough to get caught cooming ever again.
that's not even that bad because fapping is a completely normal exercise and given the close quarters of family.. it's like whatever. Now me? I have multiple bad experiences in public that haunt me
And have you considered how altars your sister tried to watch you wanking, those intense emus calculations the right time to “accidentally” burst in and see you.
No you just think of yourself so t you, give sis some love man
All you naggers letting cringe memories get to you just haven't experienced enough (bad) shit in your lives.
Have something like that be on your minds or even ruin your days is ultra cringe.
You don't. either you let it destroy you or you can ignore it or you can laugh at it. I choose to laugh.
you dont stop remembering.
you learn to rebound against it.
Don't worry anon, i used to hump the desks in elementary school as a form of masturbation in middle of class and even i got over it. And yes, everyone was staring at me.
>be awake at any point during the day
>remember 'the incident'
>day ruined
>night before planned PR testing session
>have a dream about kissing my teenage sister in the shower for the 3rd time this month
>can't focus at the gym the next day
MAKE IT STOP AAAAAAAAAAAA
Why are you ashamed? I got 'caught' jerking off all the time by my family, I'm only embarrassed for them.
My mother caught me fapping too when i was listening Bruce Dickinson back in 2010 LMFAO
ashwagandha
Hahaha you fricking beta.
I used to take magazines from the fricking living room table with me to the bathroom during family reunions and jerk off furiously as a kid. Everyone knew what I was doing, they smugly commented on it. I got caught so many fricking times by different family members jerking it in different time and places I just stopped giving a frick.
>be 14
>sit in room infront of pc watching porn on low volume speakers, dick in hand
>mom burst in through the door
>anon were going to the store you w- what the frick are you jerking off to porn!??
>sit there dick in hand, b***h getting railed on screen
>yes, can you get the frick out of my room and learn to fricking knock?
>she smashes the door shut and starts laughing
>proceed to blow fat load
Not a single frick given
man the same thing happened to me, except it wasnt a magazine it was a girl
Kek ive been there too
>be 16
>huge party for moms boyfriends brother who had his bday at our house
>in bed in room with gf watching tv
>starts feeling her up ignoring her claims about not the right time and place
>proceed to rail her doggystyle with loud and clear claps
>room is positioned just beside the living room and kitchen where there's like 30 people
>not even locked door
>realise after fricking both windows were open
>people were outside smoking right underneath bedroom window
>gf goes out for a cig, gets shit on by 30+ b***hes telling her that wasn't particularly smart behaviour
>I heard everything from bed
>gf comes back in room tells me she got roasted and she told me we shouldn't have done anything
>I kek hard
>put on boxers and pants, open door
>inb4 walk the dinosaur
>everyone in living room turns to me, explodes in laughter
>laugh back like a maniac
>go to kitchen to get some orange juice, get told by guys fricking that loud wasn't very smooth or smart when there's a party
>"frick you it's my house, I live here and I do whatever the frick I want"
Moms bf was a cool guy, we used to laugh at it together later on when brought up.
>mom's bf
are Americans really?,what a degenerate bunch of wankers
My mother has her own life mohammad.
>european
They’re just intrusive thoughts
Instead of letting them roll off your back like water, it’s easy to get caught in their loop
Ultimately you have to just train yourself to let them unravel, instead of loop
It’s that difficult but that easy
Im peak happy almost everyday especially the days i have lift, but when i go out i see me nemesis who sexted with my ex and that b***h went along and my day is instantly ruined. they are both living 5 houses away. how do i stop givivng a frick. is in the past but i still think about it although i made huge gains both career and gym
Stop being a whiny emo homosexual. That's how.
"Oh, something embarrassing or bad happened. Guess I should kill myself."
Seriously, you just suck at life.
>be lifting
>having a great workout
>in the zone
>suddenly see my face in the mirror
>day ruined
>all positive emotions instantly dead
Pfft that’s nothing. Try living with the fact your sisters are taller than you. No matter how fit and buff you get, they’ll still be taller
How can genes be this unkind.. frick