>be me, have social anxiety
>take xanax
>become most talkative person in the room
>socially mog everyone
life is amazing bros ilu all
>be me, have social anxiety. >take xanax. >become most talkative person in the room. >socially mog everyone
>be me, have social anxiety
>take xanax
>become most talkative person in the room
>socially mog everyone
life is amazing bros ilu all
Imagine paying for a plate full of sugar
imagine being so socially outcast that the idea of paying for a nice dessert with your cute date is an outlandish concept
>that's a "dessert"
the american mind is a hell of a thing
Not American. You must be a pajeet if you think that's weird
it looks more like a weekend brunch meal. obviously not good to eat frequently, but brunch is supposed to be an occasional treat
yes. but apparently i'm indian because i think that that's too big to be a dessert lol
Imagine looking at the plate instead of her top
Fat morons see the fruit and will say this is a healthy breakfast.
>need muh vitamins!
sugar = fuel
>Imagine treating yourself, for fun
sugar is only bad for fat homosexuals who can't control themselves like you
Do you have to keep taking it? Doesn't sound like a good solution
idk i try to limit it to 3 times a week
Slowly reduce dose untill you completely stop
why? can’t i just structure my doses in a manner where i wont develop an addiction or tolerance?
I'm telling you there's regret and withdrawals in your future if you don't stop soon. Xanax withdrawals were worse than fentanyl withdrawals, it's a living, sleepless, anxiety ridden nightmare. All of the anxiety you are avoiding now will be there waiting for you. Handle it like a man before you turn into a loser addicted to pills who's too scared to quit.
how do i fix social anxiety without meds then? ive been working as a bartender for fricking 2 years for exposure therapy and it did jack shit
It never goes away, anon. I quit drugs 10 years ago, i used them to cope with anxiety. Lifting/cardio helps me avoid urges to use, the post workout high is great, but the anxiety itself is it's own hill to conquer. Find goals to focus on and frick everything else, no one matters like yourself. Work towards those goals, stay focused, everything else is just scenery on the road to success.
I go to college with tons of heads-down students, i've learned you can own the room just by making eye contact, smiling and keeping your head up and chest out. You have to realize that you deserve to be proud, xanax just gives it to you the easy way. No one is stopping you but yourself.
heh, nice words but
>*gets brutally social-mogged by some low inhib. zoomer*
I learned the hard way, too. good luck buddy
Live life your way.
Stop trying to be what your low quality friends and NPCs criticize you for not being.
If you live any way but your own, you're a coping loser. I'm not trying to insult you, it's just the truth. Literally stop caring. My "yeah we're friends I guess" seethed at me when I stopped drip feeding them attention years ago and while their lives are just as pathetic and unprosperous as back then (honestly mostly worse than that), I'm relaxed calm and moisturized in my lane.
Life is simple when you live it authentically. Especially if you're comfortable (or learn to be) alone. There's a massive difference between being alone and being lonely.
This is the ONLY answer. Not pharmajew, not the israelite therapist, not your roastie guidance counsellor, not even your boomer mommy's "just go play with them, they dont bite" advice.
not OP but what if you don't want to be alone
Then overcome anxiety, can't? Then you don't REALLY want it.
Lmao it's this loser again.
Imagine being so moronic you get addicted to hard drugs because of your job when your working as a bartender.
Take an honest look at your life, dawg, and evaluate the choices that have brought you where you are today. It's not looking good, I'll tell ya.
I took some benzos and they didn't do shit, but i took them anyway 'in case' because i was desperate. Then, when i stopped after just a few weeks, it fricked me up and i couldn't sleep. Felt 10x worse.
Try to understand, without panicking, that there are FAR worse forms of anxiety and mental anguish hiding around the corner. Things that will make you an hero. It's much better to cold turkey, face your anxiety, and live with it as painful as it is.
quiting xans cold turkey is what leads to not being able to sleep and seizures. don't try this
I didn't mean quit benzos cold turkey, i meant quit fighting anxiety and trying different substances and just face the fear. Perhaps a poor choice of words.
>how do i fix social anxiety without meds then?
Social anxiety is a feature, not a bug.
You fix it by being confident in yourself so that even if you come up with socially awkward, weird or unnerving and dangerous situation that you don't feel anxious.
Anxiety is fear. Social anxiety is fear of others. Confidence fixes this.
Use words concisely you moron, they might help you.
This
Benzos (xanax) and alcohol are the only drugs that the withdrawals can kill you. OP you're going to get to a point where you're not taking xans for anxiety, but taking them so you literally don't die.
Yeah I'm sure continuously taking benzos will have no ill effects at all.
1. i stick to low doses
2. im acutely aware of the side effects
I'm sure you have your drugs under control, druggie
I bet you can quit any time you want, you just don't want to right now 😉
Unironically,single mom in her 30's is clapped out on xanwitches just to function daily and I have had them call me out for having a few drinks on the first date to calm my nerves
>and I have had them call me out for having a few drinks on the first date to calm my nerves
No woman ever on the entire face of the earth will call out on chad for ordering a beer on a date. She probably called you out for some other, indirect reason. Maybe you were super awkward and insecure about it, or whatever, but the actual act of ordering a beer wasn't the reason she called you out.
>No woman ever on the entire face of the earth will call out on chad for ordering a beer on a date. She probably called you out for some other, indirect reason.
Anon said he had "a few drinks" to calm his nerve. A few drinks is a lot on a first date, unless he literally meant two. If he had those in quick succession, which if he's dulling his nerves he probably was, he would have come off like an alcoholic.
>taking heavily addictive drugs to be a jestermaxxer
Just fricking lol
>be me, have social anxiety
>i could try to put myself out there, break my comfort bubble, so I slowly become more confident and less anxious over time
>but that would be uncomfortable, and I am a little loser who prefers to stay in my comfort bubble (which is also the reason I developed social anxiety in the first place)
>so I take some pretty serious drugs instead
This. This thread reminds me of that line from Archer; "I have PTSD, but I drink a lot, so I've got it under control."
>socially mog everyone
I promise you they aren't seeing you the way you're seeing yourself anon
I second this. It is practically impossible to have good social skills if you have social anxiety. Social skills are something that you learn from experience. If you have social anxiety, you are going to have low social experience, and thus also low social skills. The drugs you are taking will take away your inhibitions (kinda like alcohol does), but it doesn't actually teach you social skills. Most people probably think you are kinda awkward and annoying now, OP.
>Most people probably think you are kinda awkward and annoying now, OP.
Agreed. The most underrated social skill is being able to read in real time how people are responding to you, especially if they want you to stop talking or aren't interested in what you're saying. OP's first xanax-fueled stream-of-consciousness rant is just going to make him less enjoyable to be around.
mog everyone
Incel freak who thinks being a normal person is a competition.
Also: You probably looked stupid trying to mimic chads behaviour. It simply felt appropriate because you were too numbed down to feel moronic
on days when i’m not on xanax the people i had a fun time interacting with me go out of their way to approach me so cope
social anxiety doesn’t necessarily mean low social skills
Kys you degenerate druggie
Stop posting about your miserable life, even just reading about it ruins everyone's day
imagine having ur day ruined because of an “incel shitpost” on IST
you must not have a life anon
>cope
Like you do, every time you pop a bar like a fricking Black person?
>Black person
i’ll have you know i’m aryan lmao you’re probably an amerimutt
>aryan
You are a pharma puppet dancing on dr. goldberg's strings. You're literally going to take drugs after this thread to try to take the edge off being judged like this before you go interact with another person.
The frick did you think was going to happen when you posted this gay moron thread, you dumb Black person? That IST was gonna cheer you on in your spiral into drug addiction? have a nice day (you already are, just slowly for now lmao)
holy shit get off his dick and go exercise homosexual
aryans are not dependent on israeli drugs moron, you're amerimutt at best
I used to do that but with cocaine. Self medicating isn't cool I got addicted and in a lot of legal trouble and ended up more depressed and anxious than ever. At least cocaine has mostly psychological withdrawals I was able to quit after a few years but you might not be so lucky with a drug like xanax.
Plus my legal troubles stemmed from my side hustle if you catch my drift and I've seen what goes into street "xanax" that shits playing with fire.
were you selling cocaine and cocaine accessories?
I'm an actual drug junkie but I'd rather kill myself than become addicted to benzos (or opioids). A psychotic "psychonaut" on LSD or a boomer alcoholic is better company than a zoomer bartard.
>addicted and completely reliant on drug
>think he mogs anyone
lol
Got to be careful, you could also just be annoying. Also, isn't a beer a better cure for anxiety?
Everyone could tell you were on drugs, you just couldn't tell how uncomfortable you were making them because you were on drugs.
thanks leave the bottle and grab us a bowl of meds for the table, thanks
>dr rosenthal hooked me on drugs wnd now I can eat baby food with an underage troony
You need to quit worrying about pancakes and dumb bawds and get right with yourself.
Now you can be hubristic as well as a drug addict
same, also I sometimes think, is this how normies actually feel, no wonder they can find and blend in social circles so easily.
>xanax
Is this the American idea of "winning"?
Your physician must be very proud of your subscription to addiction.
OP I highly recommend you stop taking them ASAP. I took these for a month or two multiple times and 4 months after getting off of them my brain is still rotted and I've begun doing deranged shit on IST specifically like yesterday I faceposted when requested to mog so I REALLY would suggest you don't do these drugs they will take you to a dissociative hell you cannot even imagine KEK
what dose were u on my homie
Maybe 2g a day at most but that combined with Vyvanse (50mg/day) and weed/nicotine and then cold turkeying all of it at once has destroyed my sense of reward. I am tempted to post physique in every thread, I will go from crying one hour out of rage to wanting to abduct women in the streets the next. I almost tripgayged the other day which was when I thought it was truly over. Got a good job, spend my time well, nothing has helped other than rage lifting in the gym but even that lasts maybe 2-3 hours until I am filled with energy and fury again. Alongside long-term amnesia. Doctors should all be rounded up and slaughtered for prescribing these to me when I had severe hemiplegic headaches causing my difficulties in life, instead of addressing the physical issues.
I am being 100% unironical when I say this, I had the best time of my entire life when I was snoozing off the xans every day. Hope to get back to it soon
Xanax just makes me sleepy, unfocused and moronic.
Alcohol is awesome for becoming sociable though, maybe even optimal.
3 glasses of red wine is just right.
Forgot to specify, I don't have social anxiety, just autism.
I’m 32 and I’m terrified of everything which has ruined my entire life. No friends, no relationships, no experiences to look back on. I’m too afraid now to even talk to people. I have a humiliating shameful job that makes me want to kill myself but I’m literally terrified of the prospect of a job interview and having to talk to people and expose how much of a moron I am
I feel like I should have gone on anti anxiety or anti depressants many years ago because I’m clearly incapable of fixing anything myself but I feel like at this point it’s too late. The only prospect I see in my life is committing suicide.
Do it. Just go ahead and have a nice day. You're incapable of living, might as well off yourself.
well you already started with step 1 to improve, admitting you have a problem. Now get to work anon.
Nice try Shlomo.
I VILL NOT CONSOOM FARMA. NO MATTER HOW BAD IT GETS.
IST likes to larp as stoic but this is basically the druggie board, I'm convinced.
Fit pretends to be stoic but is always in a rage about the most useless culture war bullshit that has little no effect on their actual lives
we do it as a meme, we arent racist at all
Imagine her getting BLACKED.
try phenibut, you won't feel drowsy and lethargic
Where do I buy phenibut in the US?
for me its phenibut i need it
t autistic
>benzos
Benzo addicts are the weakest willed people in the world.
Thems some manly shoulders