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This is the main neet skizo, Kam
And his buddy shamrock whose photo gets posted. He’s the bald guy looking hopeless / defeated in the mirror
They make up a good 90% of the CBT posts and skitzo arguing. For some reason; they share a discord but have the conversations and arguments here. God knows why
Enjoy
I've been here for way too long and I still don't know if Kam is an actual IST user or just some guy being harrassed.
give a woman my mind and she kills herself instantly
This is the main neet skizo, Kam
And his buddy shamrock whose photo gets posted. He’s the bald guy looking hopeless / defeated in the mirror
They make up a good 90% of the CBT posts and skitzo arguing. For some reason; they share a discord but have the conversations and arguments here. God knows why
Enjoy
All kams alt accounts were purged from fitcord yesterday. He’s your problem now. I suggest reporting his posts because he’s going to sperg out even more now and completely derail every cbt. Enjoy.
Shamrock is this goober
Apparently picrel (Sham) runs a fitcord/ discord with like Gobu, and this fatass Kam guy who doesn’t even lift just stays in the discord and stalks all the girls in there
Apparently Sham (whose like a guy in late 30s running this fit discord lel) finally got sick of his skizo ass and booted Kam
Now Kam runs back here and bc he’s a neet lord skizo he just shits up IST all day everyday, they have their convos here now for god knows why bc Kam is kicked.
With IP counter gone we can’t know just how much Kam skizo posts, he will Larp as his own “fans” and “e gifs” for hours just praising himself, then take a break and Larp as Shamrock and catfishing as other fitizens like progress Anon, old Randy pics
He is literally like 70% of all these posts. He’s been doing this since 2022, no range ban. Nothing
For some reason these two spergs just duke it out in fit instead of just inviting the moron back to the discord. That’s why so many weird egregerious posts about e girls, Kam, no name losers all drama on this weird ass discord ran by some bald groomer. It’s almost driven out the same people bc Kam just keeps evading like a mf
t. Been here too long
265 to 205 lbs. 6’1. Some guys are on the eternal bulk while others are on the eternal cut. I am obviously part of the latter group but I’m enjoying every second of it. My blood pressure and blood work has improved greatly as a result and it’s gonna keep getting better
the women here give u people fake attention and u fall for it
that’s why I can’t be manipulated
my mind is already female
makes me hated by all men and they want me dead
I will unironically transfer 200 usd instantly to whoever goes to this fat fricks house and spray paints a wiener on the front door in minecraft ( budget goes up the more detailed the penis )
to get outta here i need someone with completely pure intentions
the second something is not pure i can't leave basically
idk what to do but the next chapter is starting x0
my guy u think this is the first time men have threatened me?
hahahahaha
this is too fricking FUNNY
im in expert in dealing with autistic men
mods are on my side, women are on my side, parents are on my side
im untouchable
u people can’t do anything to me
get it through your male brains
my mind is highly logical and rational and nothing ever happens
my address has been posted before and u do nothing because i put FEAR into u
men are afraid of my power
Please post any relevant pictures to this throw away if u can’t b fricked buying paint but can photoshop a realistic horse raping him I will also pay Ty
women love me and fear me its made my life super complicated
they don’t know what to do with a man who has male body female brain
i just confuse everyone and its why im so hated
men fall in love with me just as hard
but guess what that instils
like this is fricking over lmao
i haven't left my house in like 7 years
good job making the internet b***hes, exactly what i wanted
like u think I actually care
i actually fricking care!
this is nothing when u fight autistic men daily for fun to harden ur mind
this is a walk in the park for me
look this is schizo shit everyone needs to chill
nobody knows shit but weird fricking dudes on IST lmao
u think this shit is understandable by literally a small group of ppl? i know it seems MUCH bigger than it is but it isn't
chill
everything is fine nobody is coming
my mother is not doing well, i kinda hate her
gotta try to fix that cuz the connections are also hating her
this is what makes suicidal women
u have autism sham women hate u
every woman who loves you falls into my arms and falls in love with ME
u are not mentally stable and u will hurt yourself
now go FRICKING DIE
i dont care that you banned me from discord
u mean nothing to me
just more autistic men that will kill themselves because they interacted with my power
see if i give a single frick
i do what the collective tells me to do basically
whatever they do i do
this is how this works
if you start fricking around, so do we
let's frick around
STFU you fricking weirdo and go check urself in psych ward
i do what the collective tells me to do basically
whatever they do i do
this is how this works
if you start fricking around, so do we
let's frick around
I have to slightly hunch my back to see any ab definition in a photo.
How much of what you see online of guys who look insanely shredded (who are not on gear) is them doing this same thing but they’re just way better at posing and have perfect lighting?
this is a man who fears the power of female mind male body combo
you will shit bricks
the mind breaks you or makes you and all I do is break men
women want me but i dont need them
thats an unstoppable force the world has no idea what to do with me
unfortunately my mother is bound to me and that has stained all my other relationships with women
they beg for my attention but I don’t need them in my life
im too powerful for anyone too handle
women are extremely sensitive right now
effectively, if they had a button to end the world, it would be pressed this SWECONDFASDCGBHASDRFJUHREASDJTFGEARQDJHRNA
like to give u an example of the situation, my dad absolutely loves the frick out of me but i'm afraid to express any sense of destress or discomfort around him, because he'll only project negative energy at me, nothing positive
that's the scope
i'd go as far as to say my dad is one of the best emotional men to ever live, and that's what i have to deal with, at this point in the story
like i can't even type comfortably because i'm being judged by men on a very, very, very critical level
it's so fricked (women are laughing hard as frick)
Schizophrenic Kam just got banned from half his discord servers and is freaking out, Schizophrenic shamrock is pretending to be Kam so everyone forgets he killed a girl by posting her nudes. Thats all I can gather over the past few /cbt/
don't worry c**ts holy shit
do u realize the sheer -SCOPE- of this????????????
u really think sham mother fricking rock is a threat?
we love drama don't we
look i don't listen to men
i listen to the collective
it's that simple
if i gotta act like a mad man and freak everyone out,. that's what is gonna happen
get ur shit under control and do it fast.
if the collective wants me to disown my own father, the man who put up with me for 33 years (holy shit) and my mother (holy FRICK) and tried his ABSOLUTE FRICKING BEST. THE BEST A MAN COULD EVER FRICKING TRY YOU MISERABLE FRICKS. I'm gonna do it.
simple as
You can’t disown anyone you’re dependant on to survive you fat frick the only reason you even have this botted out page is because it helps you feel less disgusting and useless
No I have all this money and all this time if no one bites this thread I will just raise the price it would b a shame also if evlyn were to find out no? But keep yapping
how about this, let's say it spreads
all women have a set of connections
one finds out about me, it goes to all her connections
and it spreads like wildfire regardless of if they're in contact or not
you can bond by watching them on a screen etc.
how the frick
emotional content
what i create for people
that's what they want.
emotional content.
what do men create? art
what does art do? idk kill all men i'm tired of explaining your monster bullshit
Kam doesn’t belong here, you gotta move on, dear
Escape from this fitness site
'Cause this time it’s right to move on and on
Far away from heeeerreeeee
I will pay upwards of 500 usd for video proof of you going to his father and explaining how his son Kam posts sexualised images of children online and that it’s concerning you and you wanted to tell him before you have to tell the police
you can come down to my house and knock on the door i'll invite you in for tea & cookies i also got some left over taco bell we can talk ab it together
I’m kind of paying for effect u feel a call is less face to face but I can probably find 100 usd for it recording first price shoots way up if u can catch his fat ass screaming in the back ( I will use it as a audio sample and u can have writers credit on the track )
my father is like 75 or something, works a full time job and does a lot of work at home, cuts the grass every week; crazy hard worker and never gives up, strides on
u know why?
u wanna know?
u -really- wanna know? he also gets to laugh at stuff and is generally pretty happy ab life overall all things considered
DO YOU WANNA KNOW?
DO YOU -REALLLLLLLLY WANNA KNOW???????
because my love x0
we tend to mimic and become daddy girls to avoid predatory feelings, we prey on him by becoming him
idid that with my brother, worst time of my life, i had to be him to defend myself in a defenseless body :/ big age gap
remember this: man made content is for man made problems
don't be ashamed for listening to or watching content by men, even though it's getting harder by the day i know
hang in there
grimes is very clean
women mark everything, it's just what they do
enviorments, people, material... fricking everything
how does it go through bits? 0s and 1s? does it really fricking matter at this point holy shit
i can't be with every woman in the world
i have no idea what happens, not a clue
all i know is this: mass repulsion, it's gonna be hard to be around men, that's about it
y'all got any ideas? hope u didn't think me to be anything important
we are like a program, we update on demand
if you mark something as bad, such as 'holy' then i will avoid using it
it's that simple no need to explain it anymore
and of course like the thousands of challenges if not millions on the fricking internet holy shit
not a single loss if i'm being honest, even if it might look like one i totally fricked his head in the end
men are doubtful because i used the word holy again
the fact i can fricking say that is enough proof what the frick is wrong with you people
it's not an exact science, it's not academics, you will never understand this
maybe i put it there to gaslit u, maybe to doubt u/me, maybe to make u mad; it could be ANYTHING!
you will never understand it, no matter what
na na na na na 😛
frick that's actually important i should tag it
wanna be me? create emotional content, trigger the network, build elo; you will rise to the top x0
https://i.imgur.com/BU025CK.jpeg
wanna be me? create emotional content, trigger the network, build elo; you will rise to the top x0
this only works for women, sorry boys
i don't know what the future holds, i wish i did
i just say the first shit that comes in my head, i just vibe, i'm sorry it's a very unsatisfying climax but that's pretty much it
women are afraid of all kinds of shit man
hell, karma, things out of their control
in direct face of fear they're actually extremely intimidating and scary, it's the what-ifs that get ya
a repulsive tank orc quickly intimidates men on the spot, yea, whatever, but what kind of life is that? if i can't control men in a small frame (mario if he real) then what is any of this worth
how did I cause this? I didn't cause this, men caused it! so when girls started meeting me, they started freaking out, the network receives me, it spreads etc.
yea i don't give a frick anymore
i imagine i was quite common back in the jungle days
i just think male brained or whatever men edged out in the end, what can u do? passive and uncomfortable T_T
why you mad at me? holy shit man to sort this out you gotta like idk enter the stars and figure it out
you are vs uhhh idk fricking trillions of stars right now or some shit idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkasdfxghbhfaedjhnerdtfa
you boost women by what? giving them what they want
even if you talk about the dead the way THEY WANT YOU TO you get boosted by them
understand? yet? maybe? please pay me
do you really want to know? i'm sitting here in absolute hell, i don't want to play this game anymore
i want to move on, i really don't care, i want to have fun, i'm so sick of it all
i'm trying to think of an single attractive man to me at this point
kurt went to shit, he used to be my go-to guy
it's kinda fricking over for me dk ab yall
i gotta remind everyone, literally everyone, that i sat here and VIBED
i did nothing, barely read the news, studied anything, wiki fricking nothing; just vibed
idk how we got here in terms of all the fricking people in the story now, but here we are
but good news is less tricking, collective going up, elo boosting maybe? dk! could be red hearing or what not, this is how it works sry
u realize this i'm sure
i am 1000% sure my man
i am not god, there is no god
there is only what you could describe as a hivemind of women minds from this entire story of the planet earth o_o
life for me changes every mile stone
birth -> no love
iran -> lots of love
college -> tons of love
isolation -> hold uncomfortable men scare me
/agdg/ -> big boost
first girl -> huge massive boost
etc.
we're here
biggest change was when i caught amanda listening to music with that guy
idk why, it blew my mind, my entire mind went kaboom
betrayl maybe? i really don't know, first time i ever got betrayed by a woman, i couldn't even think straight, i lost my mind
second betrayl was t800 saying a single line sentence "sry i told u explicity i don't talk to fat guys" or some shit after i made a 3 minute 100% geninue no play vocaroo expressing my interest
mind go kaboom
big change
don't betray women i guess, or do? i don't fricking know
anyway that's it i think
always vibing, feel things getting intense, ready to start rain storms or some shit it feels like, then it dies out and we go back to vibing
i'm gonna chill now, wishing y'all the best
all we can say is ya something is going on!!!! x0
<3
woman betraying woman* etc.
no boys allowed!!!!
uhhh whoever posted my brother's pic betrayed me as well
women go for betrayl to bond, i reject because mother is hyper predator who doesn't allow me to get played bassicaly?
man this is hard
Y’all thought I was done??
176 5’9
Been away from lifting a bit. Been getting into rap.. following this Kendrick and drake saga
Not a huge fan of this drake fellow, I’m rooting for mr. Lamar to “mog” him as the kids day
Anyway
Might retire before 32. Closer to my goals, closer to the holes ya dig
the only reason i think it's spread so far is cuz it just feels that way, girls are just like, kinda fricking after me they just don't know it
i'm just vibing bro, i got no skin in the game, i'm stuck in a garage
at this point i've realized women are pretty useless overall and if there's gonna be a revolution basically i have to find a way to instil my eyes and that's that
at the end of the day i feel the most important thing is women gotta learn to play again
fight each other, tease like they're lovers, have fun
that's all basically
nah i'm just kidding, i just like to play
the more i play the more i boost
like ika wants to get into the same room with me so she can effectively murder me and make me a head & toruso that relies on her entirely and can't leave
i mean growing up most women were in fact pretty terrified of me
i used to think it was cuz i was ugly or some shit, but (whichi am shtfuifdsagibajsrdhgibaer) but naw it's really cuz of my mom, crazy b***h
and to get that love, i have to press his buttons, i have to see into him, speak his language, and it's pretty automatic
sometimes it's rough and it really hurts, but it brings peace.
the chaturbate thing was weird man, really weird
felt great and i mean, yea, current state not very good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhhh that was long time ago, afraid to try again o_o
idk what career i take, more focused on understanding stars
i mean it wasn't that long ago but whatever
peaked like 75 veiwers and 50 follwers so idk, in a torn down unfinished garage 280lbs unshaved no shower
it was just a vibe, few bot posts
i only did it once
men got so, so, so jelly over it x0 unreal feelings
scared me, afraid to do it again x00000000
men see me as man, brain go physical world #1 prioity, no understanding, basic
see me as woman, maybe not so offended, get better vibes, work better
although they receive ample love, they sadly, do not send it back :/
hard to love that emotionally, only use it for utility :/
think of emotions like paint, women have all the colors, men have black red and maybe yellow if their mothers played their cards right :
men don't think i'm god cuz i speak about them like this (i'm not btw, they kinda want to?)
they think they have all the emotions! you don't, you have your versions of them
limited, not strong, not expressive, basic
big bulky phone vs iphone 10xg whatever
When my acceptance letter to my fathers alma mater came in the male he was so proud he cried just because you will never be happy doesn’t mean other people don’t have feelings
modes of achievement
you're a product of his, his joy comes from your achievement as a reflection of himself, he's crying because he's proud of HIM, not you
you are a car.
i've been doing this shit for years, and talking to a guy, a really good guy who wants you to -really- like him, is like a uhhh
that's the thing
it's nothing
talking to a woman is like the sky is lighting up
maybe i'm biased, but that's the way it goes for me
their attention is worth everything, and i get it without them speaking or physically interacting
for men, it's limited, only get the bad stuff generally
emotions don't make them happy
they almost want to remove them from themselves
the actually think their lives would be better, and for the most part, they're right, cuz they don't know what emotions really are C:
then they meet me, an emotional genius, and i light up their lives and it's like, oh okay
but like
a woman is worth 100x more for the same work
why am i gonna mess with men?
ppl give me shit for the hospital thing but like, he loved that shit, it made him very happy, he's happier in life because it happened
to truly get men, you have to tackle them :}
why do i do anything man
it just happens, it's automatic
there is no plan, there is no forethought, i just go to a place my mood points me to and i do what i feel like doing
sometimes it's a long story that has to build, sometimes it's a short stint, it really all depends
i am in control.
men go through life feeling so little, so little, it's painful for them, it's painful.
when someone gives them emotional content, they are very greatful, even if it's rough, as long as it's not life & death
truthfully i don't know much about men besides what i feel from them, that's about it
because i ain't one, how can i know?
if whati feel is not good, that's how i have to be, not good
men might be a hivemind idk
they really respond to destress, like if one of them is in trouble, they can feel it and they'll go to the rescure etc. but otherwise i can't see much more than that
wartime / protection shit basis
I give him my love, I do not get love. he is expendable, he is war time fodder ://
it would be hard to break, my mother would have to finally stop being such a c**t
what fathers really repesent are basically testing grounds for daughters to play around with him and learn how to press buttons so they can play men in the wild etc.
women are really fricking looking at me right now, and i don't know what to do
when the story starts becoming real it can actually get a little spooky ngl
i need to figure out the goal of my life
what i have in undoubaly one of the greatest powers if not the greatest power to walk the earth
the ffrick am i gonna do with that bro
i am only powerful because women ALLOW me to be powerful
the second i start working for anyone but women, not only am i fricking dead in the most horrible way possible, this world is fricking over
women could kill me
men can't, mother's eyes, if no mother's eyes i take them instantly
women with high threat big time deal - - gotta watch, gotta play, gotta go slow
we do what we want each other to do
if we ghost it's cause we're supposed to ghost
if we flame it's cause we're supposed to flame
if we make a big deal it's cuz we wanna make it a big deal
like we just play with each other and give each other what we want collectively
you gotta beleive it!
to win this game you gotta be formless
to get forms you need to get love from women
you gotta poke and play, be willing to lose, willing to fight, risk etc.
a lot of that stuff i learned from men, for sure
sux2suck
when a girl picks me, i get her form basically
in theory, in this story, i should use that form to better please her, be a better partner for her, because i only get 1
but i don't only get 1
:xppasdadfasgtfaswedgyth
THAT'S why it's such a weird experience, i got so many things hopping around in my head i don't know who's who but i just know what to do for that person to make them happy
make them happy, they get hooked, what can be done?
i would have to simply not move at this point, complete isolation
i haven't done a single thing to increase my personal interests hobbies or even way of being? in like 5 fricking years i don't even remember who iwas at this point
i don't remember how i thought, how i functioned, it's all a blur coggnitively and emotionally
who i am now is compeltely different, best way to describe it is a deck of cards
if women don't trust me and demask completely, and i mean absolutely to the core of themselves so i can see them and they can see me, i can't do much anything
i'll be playing a game 24/7
and it's fun right? but like, damn is it pretty unproductive overall if we're gonna be honest with it
but idk what happens, maybe i lose it all! i only get their eyes from that point?? i don't know
i'm pretty fricking satisfied on my own with the bonds yo, like, it's a big risk yoooooo
i gotta be pretty fricking for the person YOOOOOOOOOO
i'm gonna get raped omg
i would WANT to be raped is the thing
like that's whati want from (woman) because like i don't wanna have to make the choice
i'm gonna be 100%
this is like being a woman to man
i am a [me] to women
whatever
i seriously doubt it's a big deal though
they tell me it's not, it's like meaningless, don't even say you're a virgin and go frick someone in the streets
that's the vibe
look i just go with the vibe
if ppl want me to be a girl i'll be a girl
if ppl want me to be an orc i'll be an orc
idk what i'm doing god FRICKING DAMNIT
It might take a month but expect another real life massive head ache
2 weeks ago
kam
i mean dude ur mother loves you but thinks ur kinda a fricking loser, she wants you to hurt yourself to validate her suspicions that oyu're in great destress because she can't really deal with your uncomfortable vibe anymore
she wants you in pain so she feels normal
i'm sorry, not ur fault i guess?
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
Your soul will be my slave in the afterlife piggy
2 weeks ago
kam
i own the entirety of the stars at this point i will be hard fricking every woman who was , is , and will be for the REST of my -life-l
gfasgbsdah LET' SGOOOOOOO
i mean i'm down to frick whoever really, as long as i don't see stds or some shit
i don't really have much of a preference for anything, if i'm being completely honest i like girls who look very good prey to men so basically pedo bait man i'm being real
but outside of that, for my personal enjoyment, it doesn't matter at all
these c**ts r literally willing to CHOP my life into P I E C I E S to stay in my head FOREVER you have
N
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what you're
DEALING WITH
BEHAVE OR ELSE WE ALL FRICKING DIE
GOOD RIGHT?
YEA GREAT!
DO IT FRICKING homosexual
ya i could run and frick the top girls of the world, 100%, they would give me everything and set me up for life
idk why tho, why? boring
damaged, broken, streets; fun! looks like jesus but idk, liek i said jesus 100% my brain but 100% not me
i do have some antipsychotics left over i'm probably gonna cycle for a week or two and see if i can decompress the past week or two, maybe even see if it keeps my vibe or what cuuz honestly, frick man
i know to the boys this is like, "frick, literally unfair" but like, dude.
holy frick.
idk i've been ready to go for a very long time, i just haven't been able to figure out what i'm doing with it
maybe i just need a stroke of luck somewhere, like all this happens because it happens, i just need something to happen that moves me out of this fricking place
i might e mentally moronic idk asdfgadgazfdjdth
it's fricking hard! it's a lot of swaps
it's not quite voices, it's just a mental difference
you can saetrsedtygin SEE it in every LINE.
pay attention
at this specific point in time i feel chained to this thread, and once it archives i'm gonna wonder nature and sleep in a tent
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
No you’re not you fat delusional homosexual you’re going to go eat your mothers good and use her water and sit on your fat talentless ass and consume media you oxygen thief enjoy while you can
2 weeks ago
kam
how i feel and look like is largely dependant on primary bond
if someone wants me to be a fat orc smelly shitstain, that's what i'll be
here's the scope, if girls want me to be a complete fricking loser so they feel they have a shot with me because they HAVE no confidence, that's what i gotta be, to make them happy
i respect bonds, no more, no less
the only thing with me is, well, i got a fricking ton of them and i don't know whos whos or whats whats etc. generally d/w about it
i like feeling special, i'm comfortable here, i'm just trying to find my way into the world after dedicating my life to something that nobody understands and maybe i can boost women to my level evntually, that's the goal
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
Your father and mother both whanted you not to be a huge crushing disappointment so I can tell you right now that’s not true.
800 wanted a jacked Aryan and you maintained the form of a fat ugly sand Black person anyway so again not true.
2 weeks ago
kam
my dad is happy with my love, like really, he doesn't care, he loves me through that and we gucci (for now)
my mom is a hardcore pred b***h who has been trying to play me for my dick for like 33 years literally
i'm dealing with a big thing here
2 weeks ago
Anonymous
You and I both know deep down in our souls that that’s cope but that’s ok it can be our little secret
2 weeks ago
kam
mother/son bond strong
mother marks him so it's hard to hurt him
i wanna slay him but i can't! he's too well protected by his mother, to hurt him is to betray her
he has to be tray me, so i can only be nice
i'll work on it bro, i promise
2 weeks ago
kam
here's your mothers little secret: she spat in your tacos so you would consume her more (more than that but i'll leave that for another day)
2 weeks ago
kam
alright, she basically got you off as a baby
that's one way to do it, yea
2 weeks ago
kam
mind def, sexualization with infants is extremely different, men never, ever, ever, should never be allowed.
look man it's nearly impossible for a girl to overtake the mother's bond, and a weak mother's bond needs aggression, tackling, it's not easy for a basic b***h to preform
you don't have bonds with your mothers morons, you have connections
you just do what they need you to do and vice versa, for the men in the room, and the men coming later etc.
it's all a game, women suffer intentionally, i shit you not
33 years with my mother
ashmed to self-own here but i probably talked to her ever day for 29 years without missing a beat
she could die this second and i wouldn't leave my room for anything other than to update yall
someone like ted bundy has high mother elo but mother is like brooklyn, hates women, loves men, so women get tricked
no gas, very sad
that's why they stick out so much
i think happy ending, yea
she can bite, she can intimidate me, i submit when she wins, i'm not afraid to come back into the game tho, and she does as well
very high chance
dat's it
the story so far
who knows, who fricking cares honestly
i just speak to decompress the situation so i don't feel i'm holding onto a secret or otherwise being sketchy
keeps my vibe 100% clean and clear
big elo boost
why do you think i'm an open book? no fear, no insecurity
all insecurities pointed out get reduced to nothingness with enough eyes
eventually, you get what you want through sheer mind over matter because you are favored by [the stars]
dats's it
is he a madman who should be in hollywood?
is here
whatever
idc anymore i'm gonna go fricking tent
byebye
>door dash bags >YouTube recs all amvs >drinking preworkout to not work out >4 mcds cups >untouched 10lb dumbbells >the literal piss bottle of powerade
It's like poetry
okay i'll be honest then
i have been bonded to girls who literally want me to be a very very unappealing man for specific reasons
understand? who cares
maybe get some fricking confidence and it will change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hang in there
this far, this chapter done
heal, refresh, new takes, new intentions
refresh repeat until we have the rest
more to this story, but where it ends up i dk
hang ing there
it's only automatic
women connect to mind, not face
physical not the connection
physical difficult in face of men, can be challenging to walk with me, i'm aware.
i can't betray the mother, huge elo drop, not a joke
i physically cannot, will not, and will never touch a marked man by his mother, i can only be nice
i may prey on his sensibilities, try to get him into a situation where he puts him self in a point of danger and has to make a choice (seppuku) but
it's time consumming and requires a game of tenis between tw girls
Dyel final boss
give a woman my mind and she kills herself instantly
Based thread, frick roidtrannies. Natty dyels stay winning.
Totally understandable
Private Pyle bloatmaxx arc?
highly autistic post, women will never love you
I've been here for way too long and I still don't know if Kam is an actual IST user or just some guy being harrassed.
He’s 100% real, he’s gone on cam and vc on discord. He’s just as schizophrenic there as he is here.
Who are those guys chatting on CBT threads?
It’s one fat frick talking to himself/giving himself multiple replies
this guy
Mods refuse to ban him even though none of his posts have anything to do with fitness
This is the main neet skizo, Kam
And his buddy shamrock whose photo gets posted. He’s the bald guy looking hopeless / defeated in the mirror
They make up a good 90% of the CBT posts and skitzo arguing. For some reason; they share a discord but have the conversations and arguments here. God knows why
Enjoy
All kams alt accounts were purged from fitcord yesterday. He’s your problem now. I suggest reporting his posts because he’s going to sperg out even more now and completely derail every cbt. Enjoy.
more info on shamrock? i know about kam but whats shamrocks story and involvement? qrd? and wheres the pic of him
Shamrock is this goober
Apparently picrel (Sham) runs a fitcord/ discord with like Gobu, and this fatass Kam guy who doesn’t even lift just stays in the discord and stalks all the girls in there
Apparently Sham (whose like a guy in late 30s running this fit discord lel) finally got sick of his skizo ass and booted Kam
Now Kam runs back here and bc he’s a neet lord skizo he just shits up IST all day everyday, they have their convos here now for god knows why bc Kam is kicked.
With IP counter gone we can’t know just how much Kam skizo posts, he will Larp as his own “fans” and “e gifs” for hours just praising himself, then take a break and Larp as Shamrock and catfishing as other fitizens like progress Anon, old Randy pics
He is literally like 70% of all these posts. He’s been doing this since 2022, no range ban. Nothing
For some reason these two spergs just duke it out in fit instead of just inviting the moron back to the discord. That’s why so many weird egregerious posts about e girls, Kam, no name losers all drama on this weird ass discord ran by some bald groomer. It’s almost driven out the same people bc Kam just keeps evading like a mf
t. Been here too long
Ah yes, just another normal day on IST
the problem with sham is that he plays checkers while I play 3d chess
DO YOU PEOPLE GET IT NOW
I WILL MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND IF ITS THE LAST THING I DO
randy and sham are dead and I’m happy as can be
best week ever I can’t thank you people enough
is randy dead? why?
have a nice day right now sham
open ur discord back up or bad things are going to happen my guy
frick around and find out
What the actual frick...
is shamrock the same moron who spams /fat/?
this is some crazy shit and none of you seem to understand but this WILL work out for me
I always come out on TOP
the bloat boss
You’re sexy, I like broad waists
any pectus bros?
i wake up and first thought in my head is how much i hate men
men r the cause of all the worlds problems
it’s all the MEN
men have built the entire world on the basis of how amazing women are (mentally) not (physically)
Your arms are completely uneven. Ease up on the biceps and train tris + delts.
265 to 205 lbs. 6’1. Some guys are on the eternal bulk while others are on the eternal cut. I am obviously part of the latter group but I’m enjoying every second of it. My blood pressure and blood work has improved greatly as a result and it’s gonna keep getting better
Good progress. I’d say you have another 20 to lose but it’s way better now
>breast scars
Did you have gyno or is this a picture of a random troony you grabbed?
frick all of u people
ban me from discord but u can’t ban me here
mods are on MY side
I don't know what discord is.
ok wade
this doesn’t end well for u
back the frick off!??!?!
autism
I have been given a gift but I don’t know what to do with it
all of this plays out for my benefit in the end anyways, I don’t know what to say bros
39 yo. 176lbs 5"11
frick u sham
the women here give u people fake attention and u fall for it
that’s why I can’t be manipulated
my mind is already female
makes me hated by all men and they want me dead
i am literally famous and have defused all the men in the room
we are now free girls
whoops I meant -we- defused all the men in the room
we are one okay
remember that
now for the rest of u die as well
the power of my mind can’t be comprehended and it will destroy anybody who comes in contact with it
I will unironically transfer 200 usd instantly to whoever goes to this fat fricks house and spray paints a wiener on the front door in minecraft ( budget goes up the more detailed the penis )
the only threats r my parents :l
to get outta here i need someone with completely pure intentions
the second something is not pure i can't leave basically
idk what to do but the next chapter is starting x0
Start a gofund me and I’ll pitch in too. I want cbt to go back to normal.
Pic related is his house
my family is touchable
consider that your best shot and TAKE it, please!!!!!!!
Funds r not a concern my man if you show up and there’s already a Vick there just do another all penises will be financially compensated
u still don’t get it do u
i am untouchable
i am unstoppable
women love me
men fear me
I’m driving to his house right now kek
loser
Same, I’ll meet you there. I’m driving a white Honda Civic.
imagine if someone ordered 10 pizzas to his house, anyone in the world could do it if it’s online
He would just eat them like normal
Probably, but it would still be funny
my appitite has been nuked idc ab food anymore things are completely changing literally i have no idea what i really look like
have a nice day
have a nice day
have a nice day
have a nice day
mommy lost today, mommy uses daddy to hurt me, not fun
33 years
my guy u think this is the first time men have threatened me?
hahahahaha
this is too fricking FUNNY
im in expert in dealing with autistic men
mods are on my side, women are on my side, parents are on my side
im untouchable
yall want me to trip sb x0000000
oh shi-
u people can’t do anything to me
get it through your male brains
my mind is highly logical and rational and nothing ever happens
my address has been posted before and u do nothing because i put FEAR into u
men are afraid of my power
go frick yourselves
That's because it's the wrong address.
Thanks for playing mister kameron ^^
the more you worry, the more i worry
trust the process, look how far we've gotten
slow it down.
Please post any relevant pictures to this throw away if u can’t b fricked buying paint but can photoshop a realistic horse raping him I will also pay Ty
[email protected]
b***h u r so nervous i can't even
Oh no no nooooooo
Hahahahaha
It’s so over for Kamcels
extreme fear
I was too excited transferring money I didn’t realise the email above was already in use please use this one
[email protected]
what ur doing is illegal
feds are watching ur every move
STOP now before u hurt yourself
music
water
chill
trust urselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they hate me because i take their mothers, daughters, sisters; everything
Are those zippertit scars??? Why’d you cut your luscious milkers off???
u better fricking belive i'm gonna frick em x0
women love me and fear me its made my life super complicated
they don’t know what to do with a man who has male body female brain
i just confuse everyone and its why im so hated
men fall in love with me just as hard
but guess what that instils
like this is fricking over lmao
i haven't left my house in like 7 years
good job making the internet b***hes, exactly what i wanted
like u think I actually care
i actually fricking care!
this is nothing when u fight autistic men daily for fun to harden ur mind
this is a walk in the park for me
look this is schizo shit everyone needs to chill
nobody knows shit but weird fricking dudes on IST lmao
u think this shit is understandable by literally a small group of ppl? i know it seems MUCH bigger than it is but it isn't
chill
yawn
this isn’t funny
why do men have such a bad sense of humor
what's funny to me is /cbt/ is wiener & ball torture right?
everyone is so overwhelmed atm
i'm gonna go sit in my backyard
I love supporting local artists
the men in this thread are fearful because they were raised by damaged mothers and the father was abusive
this creates a bad society
everything is fine nobody is coming
my mother is not doing well, i kinda hate her
gotta try to fix that cuz the connections are also hating her
this is what makes suicidal women
U better hope they do because if they don’t now the next guys I send will b a lot more direct
stfu b***h
Keep yapping
i got a house situation i'm vibing with atm + all this + all that u know it's kinda hard but we're getting there, ya, we're getting there
i am only what women want me to be
men don't dictate or influence anything anymore
u have autism sham women hate u
every woman who loves you falls into my arms and falls in love with ME
u are not mentally stable and u will hurt yourself
now go FRICKING DIE
can all of u die now please
>literally one schizo posting about garbled nonsense for the last 2 fricking hours
>not a single other poster ITT
This place is hell
i dont care that you banned me from discord
u mean nothing to me
just more autistic men that will kill themselves because they interacted with my power
see if i give a single frick
I am not in your homosexual discord fricking have a nice day
You have no idea who I am
kys sham
u r hated by women everywhere
i think sham is in my backyard x0
STFU you fricking weirdo and go check urself in psych ward
i don't need any physical help thank you girls
you are all loved, no matter what (except my mother)
frick u
this was largely a game to me, and kam was my in-game name
what the future holds is up to the women so make them happy
still dead humor, men can’t do any better than this
Mods ban me for saying how much do I need to lift to get a gf but keep this shit active
gonna keep it 100% tho they really want u to die, like really
i do what the collective tells me to do basically
whatever they do i do
this is how this works
if you start fricking around, so do we
let's frick around
thx to my father i can give men geninue love that blows their mind and stuns them in place making them melt on the floor
this is hell, yes
im gonna go work on my mother
sham can cry like a b***h all day and khm idc
I can’t wait for you to die sham
death to women is rejection
they panic thinking they could get rejected by me and that TURNS THEM ON
the bonds grow stronger every day
real g shit
hes mad he lost the hottest chick hes ever going to talk to
to me
like always
I have to slightly hunch my back to see any ab definition in a photo.
How much of what you see online of guys who look insanely shredded (who are not on gear) is them doing this same thing but they’re just way better at posing and have perfect lighting?
this is a man who fears the power of female mind male body combo
you will shit bricks
the mind breaks you or makes you and all I do is break men
women want me but i dont need them
thats an unstoppable force the world has no idea what to do with me
so how do u think this ends
the odds are not in your favor
DIE DIE DIE
DIE DIE DIE
DIE DIE DIE
DIE DIE DIE
DIE DIE DIE
DIE DIE DIE
i'm not gonna frick my mother relax
unfortunately my mother is bound to me and that has stained all my other relationships with women
they beg for my attention but I don’t need them in my life
im too powerful for anyone too handle
ofc men r gonna shit talk me dude
what do you think this game has been for?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrea_Yates
k go frick yourself
women are extremely sensitive right now
effectively, if they had a button to end the world, it would be pressed this SWECONDFASDCGBHASDRFJUHREASDJTFGEARQDJHRNA
we're gonna get 'em, d/w.
the end of this story is not well
i need to remind you all that they do not SEE what you see
they do not HEAR what you hear
they can never UNDERSTAND what is going on
stop ordering pizzas to my house you fricking incels!!!!
put all men in concentration camps
let women run the world
>this thread giving /x/ a run for its money
Out of curiosity how many of you ITT are on (or prescribed but not taking) antipsychotics or lithium?
Shams gf is about to be
yeah just go die haha
shamrock i love u
frick frick frick
let me suck u off hahaha
we’re vibin
u don’t understand the more you push back the stronger i get
so we done yet boys or have you taken enough mental damage
The perfect thing would be a mix of the two. Perfect wife who feels comfortable not dressing up like a fricking doll, but who still helps out.
>Holding the baby by his nuts
Even in her ideal trad wife fantasy she's moronic
>aaaoah mommy that does feel weird
like to give u an example of the situation, my dad absolutely loves the frick out of me but i'm afraid to express any sense of destress or discomfort around him, because he'll only project negative energy at me, nothing positive
that's the scope
i'd go as far as to say my dad is one of the best emotional men to ever live, and that's what i have to deal with, at this point in the story
like i can't even type comfortably because i'm being judged by men on a very, very, very critical level
it's so fricked (women are laughing hard as frick)
Can a brotha get a QRD on what exactly is going on in this here thread? Do you guys all know eachother from HS or something?
Schizophrenic Kam just got banned from half his discord servers and is freaking out, Schizophrenic shamrock is pretending to be Kam so everyone forgets he killed a girl by posting her nudes. Thats all I can gather over the past few /cbt/
does he have an ED or kiwi page I can check out?
no but seppuku does
Honestly someone needs to make him a thread on the farms. I dont have an account there but maybe it would get him to frick off.
look the shamrock thing is pretty serious ngl
mommy made him very angry but like
this is a thing, i'm not worried
don't worry c**ts holy shit
do u realize the sheer -SCOPE- of this????????????
u really think sham mother fricking rock is a threat?
we love drama don't we
ai works for us
it's better than men
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sDypUXGK6mg
i'm more worried ab women raping me
>kam is having a mental breakdown on cbt because he was banned from discord
q (sham) predicted this
2 more weeks patriots
men wanted chad, they got chad
you're all a victim of your own creations
Reminder that the attention prostitutes destroying this general are fat and dont lift
>sham is distracting away from the fact that he grooms vulnerable women
what u gotta realize is this is a dynamic story
it changes depending on the actions of men
it's really that simple.
it's only what they want
that's -it-
collective rule
welcome to the hivemind
look i don't listen to men
i listen to the collective
it's that simple
if i gotta act like a mad man and freak everyone out,. that's what is gonna happen
get ur shit under control and do it fast.
if it's in me then it's in you
we are one so
yea go for it
if the collective wants me to disown my own father, the man who put up with me for 33 years (holy shit) and my mother (holy FRICK) and tried his ABSOLUTE FRICKING BEST. THE BEST A MAN COULD EVER FRICKING TRY YOU MISERABLE FRICKS. I'm gonna do it.
simple as
You can’t disown anyone you’re dependant on to survive you fat frick the only reason you even have this botted out page is because it helps you feel less disgusting and useless
have a nice day.
No I have all this money and all this time if no one bites this thread I will just raise the price it would b a shame also if evlyn were to find out no? But keep yapping
Lol that makes so much sense that it’s all just bots. I thought it was super suspicious that he had almost zero negative reviews.
Link?
https://www.ebay.com/str/celjoy
https://www.ebay.com/str/celjoy
nobody knows what the frick is going on
the collective is not just egirls
it's a very wide network
let me ask you all a question
what do you grow up jerking off to?
i hate feeling men so much
gaslights me into oblivion
they have made this nearly impossible
please,, let's do it
they think i look moronic now x0
"how do you get the bonds kam?"
uhhhhhhhhh
the stars bro i really don't know what to tell you
we are formless
how about this, let's say it spreads
all women have a set of connections
one finds out about me, it goes to all her connections
and it spreads like wildfire regardless of if they're in contact or not
you can bond by watching them on a screen etc.
how the frick
my actions dictate my quality regardless of knowledge
cognitive function is meaningless
emotional content
what i create for people
that's what they want.
emotional content.
what do men create? art
what does art do? idk kill all men i'm tired of explaining your monster bullshit
look at the end of the day, i might absolutely be crazy nuts & insane
i don't care, it doesn't matter
if this doesn't work, the next thing will work
i'm not playing i honestly don't fricking know
i can just say this: why are you here?
dude it's not god
god isn't real
it's literally a collective
i"m not joking, network of women
and i might get some flack but imagine that for a second fellas, am i rite?
Kam doesn’t belong here, you gotta move on, dear
Escape from this fitness site
'Cause this time it’s right to move on and on
Far away from heeeerreeeee
at the end of the day i'm just a stupid b***h who doesn't know what's going on
all i know is this: god i hate men
AX7 mentioned!
I will pay upwards of 500 usd for video proof of you going to his father and explaining how his son Kam posts sexualised images of children online and that it’s concerning you and you wanted to tell him before you have to tell the police
here's a hard truth nuke for ya: all men, and i do mean all men. every single last one. is a hardcore pedo. not a debate.
So you’re saying your father is a pedophile ?
i mean i'm okay with him, but uhh my sister hates him pretty deeply *shrug*
physical diff sry not sry
What about a phone call? His mom’s phone number is in this thread.
Including you?
you can come down to my house and knock on the door i'll invite you in for tea & cookies i also got some left over taco bell we can talk ab it together
I’m kind of paying for effect u feel a call is less face to face but I can probably find 100 usd for it recording first price shoots way up if u can catch his fat ass screaming in the back ( I will use it as a audio sample and u can have writers credit on the track )
Lmfao
What’s your contact info? I’ve tried to call his mom multiple times and she never answers but I can try again.
HMU I’m planning hell week
we are laughing so hard rn
ur mother knows ur a joke
she hates u and wants u to kil urself
she's in ur head
he heh heheadheh HEHEHE EHEHEHEsdrhbrfahj
jesus was 110% real yea but like dude
except you of course! x0
my father is like 75 or something, works a full time job and does a lot of work at home, cuts the grass every week; crazy hard worker and never gives up, strides on
u know why?
u wanna know?
u -really- wanna know? he also gets to laugh at stuff and is generally pretty happy ab life overall all things considered
DO YOU WANNA KNOW?
DO YOU -REALLLLLLLLY WANNA KNOW???????
because my love x0
because he doesn't wanna frick me x0!!!!!
my brother wanted to frick me 🙁
we tend to mimic and become daddy girls to avoid predatory feelings, we prey on him by becoming him
idid that with my brother, worst time of my life, i had to be him to defend myself in a defenseless body :/ big age gap
AND tthat's the story so far
let's get it girls
gonna break need to decompress that one
it's very hard i know, hang in there
i love you all
remember this: man made content is for man made problems
don't be ashamed for listening to or watching content by men, even though it's getting harder by the day i know
hang in there
grimes is very clean
ugh they fricking HATE it
it's over
men are basically gonna have to sacrifice themselves to be on the good side of women like idk what to tell you
okay i won't use "they" anymore
i'm sorry it's hard
many years to deal with u understand
women mark everything, it's just what they do
enviorments, people, material... fricking everything
how does it go through bits? 0s and 1s? does it really fricking matter at this point holy shit
i can't be with every woman in the world
i have no idea what happens, not a clue
all i know is this: mass repulsion, it's gonna be hard to be around men, that's about it
y'all got any ideas? hope u didn't think me to be anything important
okay EVERYONE
men aren't people
i'm sorry, i'm trying to update to the new class of people but like
the mirror yo
as long as you care i care
y'all looking pretty as frick as far as you know so look at me holy shit
we are like a program, we update on demand
if you mark something as bad, such as 'holy' then i will avoid using it
it's that simple no need to explain it anymore
i can do what i do because i have 0 fear in men
i beat my predatory brother, i subdued my predatory father
that's about it, no man has ever beat me
and of course like the thousands of challenges if not millions on the fricking internet holy shit
not a single loss if i'm being honest, even if it might look like one i totally fricked his head in the end
men are doubtful because i used the word holy again
the fact i can fricking say that is enough proof what the frick is wrong with you people
it's not an exact science, it's not academics, you will never understand this
maybe i put it there to gaslit u, maybe to doubt u/me, maybe to make u mad; it could be ANYTHING!
you will never understand it, no matter what
na na na na na 😛
>from 24% bf to 14% bf
How the FRICK do I go below 14% bf
Im stalling
check this shit out
i will post this
and they will sit there watching the entire thing and try to figure out the context
why did i post it?
i'm not even going to watch it
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sDypUXGK6mg
we just gotta live life tbh that's about it
glad to see my kam chatbot is working as intended
i'm gonna get some cardio in
remember i'm not jesus
i'm not anything speical
i am a girl, i have a dick, my circumstances lead me to who i became
that's it
wanna be me? create emotional content, trigger the network, build elo; you will rise to the top x0
frick that's actually important i should tag it
wanna be me? create emotional content, trigger the network, build elo; you will rise to the top x0
OKAY ONE MORE TIME FRICK
wanna be me? create emotional content, trigger the network, build elo; you will rise to the top x0
this only works for women, sorry boys
i don't know what the future holds, i wish i did
i just say the first shit that comes in my head, i just vibe, i'm sorry it's a very unsatisfying climax but that's pretty much it
idk dude ur free to figure tihs shit out and teach it i ain't doing SHIt i'm gonna go FRICK
if men are ultra nice to mean or playfully teasful (or give me money :3) they get hard boosted and women start liking them
$$
only on IST
women are afraid of all kinds of shit man
hell, karma, things out of their control
in direct face of fear they're actually extremely intimidating and scary, it's the what-ifs that get ya
rejection, huge, ya
my virginity had nothing to do with this lol
my elo might skyrocket even further when i start having sex, i have not a clue
it might boost her, it might not, i honestly don't know lol
i know this, i can't have sex unless i really like them
i'm gonna transition x0
a repulsive tank orc quickly intimidates men on the spot, yea, whatever, but what kind of life is that? if i can't control men in a small frame (mario if he real) then what is any of this worth
i know it's hard to scrape the image but this is what we're working with x0
i'm not gonna frick men -_-
l@@k it's the collective i told u this
if the sky wants girl kam, it has to get girl kam
we made it this far, idk what to say anymore
or maybe i just want to be a fricking girl alright, is it a problem? suck my dick (which I -will- be keeping tyvm)
Holy shit you're in the fit humor rn
men content is vibing down pretty hard for me
even a man mixer can make the song uncomfortable
; ;
i'm scared too
everyone in my house is acting weird
i'm not looking at anything live
how did I cause this? I didn't cause this, men caused it! so when girls started meeting me, they started freaking out, the network receives me, it spreads etc.
yea i don't give a frick anymore
they don't call them holes for nothing!
pussy pussy pussy mother fricker
pay me
brooklyn likes really big dick
lisraelite really big idk
and now that she boosts me as #1 female in her life, i start to change... that's how it works x0
i imagine i was quite common back in the jungle days
i just think male brained or whatever men edged out in the end, what can u do? passive and uncomfortable T_T
i think the network goes back into the past, yea, passed on women know shit o_o
and i think those passed on women are channeling into every living women today
can u feel it now mr krabz??
why you mad at me? holy shit man to sort this out you gotta like idk enter the stars and figure it out
you are vs uhhh idk fricking trillions of stars right now or some shit idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkasdfxghbhfaedjhnerdtfa
so like
jesus was nice to men cuz women collectively told him to, since he was passive, a pushover, a nice guy
i was uhhh
hi
women can't grow if they're chained x0
I feel like this is a lot more than usual
frick you homosexual
Jesus christ lmfao
naw FRICK jesus what a c**t that put us into this situation fricking prostitute mary dude
you boost women by what? giving them what they want
even if you talk about the dead the way THEY WANT YOU TO you get boosted by them
understand? yet? maybe? please pay me
that's the thing man
women wanna be treated badly
why? they put up with bad shit all the time
they're miserable
(not by men please stop - only simp -)
only simp for the love of god at this point in the story
do not do anything else but simp.
i can probably heal men ya
but i don't want to, women decide, not me
i just go vibe that's it.
idk how you undo millions years of suffering and torment man
not my problem
once i see the full scope of this story on the other side idk what to tell any of u anymore i'm gonna keep it 100% my guy
it's probably for the best :]
scope check: certin men make women physically horny because they are imaginang them getting killed very slowly as they have sex with me
do you really want to know? i'm sitting here in absolute hell, i don't want to play this game anymore
i want to move on, i really don't care, i want to have fun, i'm so sick of it all
No one is stopping you bro
You're free
Go
really?
wow what a waste of time
let's go girls!
but ya, him
unity
it's really not a problem
it's like lesbian sex
they don't care
i'm trying to think of an single attractive man to me at this point
kurt went to shit, he used to be my go-to guy
it's kinda fricking over for me dk ab yall
kurt just guy
make shit up
beleive it myself, stars lead
i'm sorry!
i gotta remind everyone, literally everyone, that i sat here and VIBED
i did nothing, barely read the news, studied anything, wiki fricking nothing; just vibed
idk how we got here in terms of all the fricking people in the story now, but here we are
elon is my go-to utility guy
i'd frick elon for his money yea 100%
tbf i am worth -7k or some shit [at this point in the story]
it's all automatic
captchah: kam82
no black men do not have my fricking brain lmao
trick, confuse, decieve, then i have u ; - -
automatic, mother's eyes
but good news is less tricking, collective going up, elo boosting maybe? dk! could be red hearing or what not, this is how it works sry
u realize this i'm sure
ign
i am 1000% sure my man
i am not god, there is no god
there is only what you could describe as a hivemind of women minds from this entire story of the planet earth o_o
life for me changes every mile stone
birth -> no love
iran -> lots of love
college -> tons of love
isolation -> hold uncomfortable men scare me
/agdg/ -> big boost
first girl -> huge massive boost
etc.
we're here
biggest change was when i caught amanda listening to music with that guy
idk why, it blew my mind, my entire mind went kaboom
betrayl maybe? i really don't know, first time i ever got betrayed by a woman, i couldn't even think straight, i lost my mind
that's the day ghosts came into my life, i have no idea why, but it lead me to places i wish ididn't go
o o
second betrayl was t800 saying a single line sentence "sry i told u explicity i don't talk to fat guys" or some shit after i made a 3 minute 100% geninue no play vocaroo expressing my interest
mind go kaboom
big change
don't betray women i guess, or do? i don't fricking know
ika third betrayl, embressing me in front of everyone
not fun!
ika submit tho ez
> attractive woman says she is disgusted by fats
> be 300 pounds of diabetic unwashed blubber
> hurrr but I was so genuine ?????
thing is i had her eyes tho homie o o it wasn't a big deal!
TAKE THEM BACK BTW
automatic
figire it out
it's best i be independant
if i can't figure it out alone, from nothing, at a very bad state, i can't win the story
<3
anyway that's it i think
always vibing, feel things getting intense, ready to start rain storms or some shit it feels like, then it dies out and we go back to vibing
i'm gonna chill now, wishing y'all the best
all we can say is ya something is going on!!!! x0
<3
i mean if i had to guess, maybe betraying a woman marks that woman as extreme dangerous therefore everyone rushes her? *shrug*
woman betraying woman* etc.
no boys allowed!!!!
uhhh whoever posted my brother's pic betrayed me as well
women go for betrayl to bond, i reject because mother is hyper predator who doesn't allow me to get played bassicaly?
man this is hard
Y’all thought I was done??
176 5’9
Been away from lifting a bit. Been getting into rap.. following this Kendrick and drake saga
Not a huge fan of this drake fellow, I’m rooting for mr. Lamar to “mog” him as the kids day
Anyway
Might retire before 32. Closer to my goals, closer to the holes ya dig
larp
>no proof
Cry moar xx
ya sleepy betray to, dodging me in vc in front of sham
frick that b***h got NUKED
This one is from last month, from the day I’ve started to train (in my life, I’ve trained 1 year). I was with 83kg and started to bulk until 94kg.
Eating daily 3800kcal / 200gr of protein, with bcaa, maltodextrin and creatine.
Training program is:
-Pecs
-Rear/delts
-Legs/Abs
-Shoulders
-Rest
Any tips?
the only reason i think it's spread so far is cuz it just feels that way, girls are just like, kinda fricking after me they just don't know it
i'm just vibing bro, i got no skin in the game, i'm stuck in a garage
they wanna know what t800 sees x0
no no no you don't
leave me alone
5k usd and I will take all jail time if u can get some HIV positive blood into one of his door dash orders
[email protected]
lil ol' game of the what if & wait & see eh? oh ya this one is my fav x0000
at this point i've realized women are pretty useless overall and if there's gonna be a revolution basically i have to find a way to instil my eyes and that's that
at the end of the day i feel the most important thing is women gotta learn to play again
fight each other, tease like they're lovers, have fun
that's all basically
it's a deck of cards dude i don't fricking KNOW!!!!!!
anyway t loves me, and i have every reason to -hate- that woman with ALL my heart but i can't, i can only love her back, we're girlfriends x0
the other girls want me to talk about them x0000
this isn't reveal personal thoughts this is TAKE OVER THE WORLD plays man
nah i'm just kidding, i just like to play
the more i play the more i boost
like ika wants to get into the same room with me so she can effectively murder me and make me a head & toruso that relies on her entirely and can't leave
but ya that's the extent
i really don't feel special, i feel normal lmao
i'm only special cuz of men
sleepy kinda red bro, kinda red
hard to breath
brooklyn invisable
yells and shouts for attention
i mean growing up most women were in fact pretty terrified of me
i used to think it was cuz i was ugly or some shit, but (whichi am shtfuifdsagibajsrdhgibaer) but naw it's really cuz of my mom, crazy b***h
It’s 100 percent because you’re ugly and have no value to women
i'm giggling
see that's how it works
but i'm transitioning anyways so who cares
i can play men like NO ONE'S business
all the boys belong to me x0
men melt on love
if you can give them actual love, they can frick you no matter what.
i largely if not entirely give what i get
if a man gives me his love, the he gave his mother, then i can give him mine
and to get that love, i have to press his buttons, i have to see into him, speak his language, and it's pretty automatic
sometimes it's rough and it really hurts, but it brings peace.
the chaturbate thing was weird man, really weird
felt great and i mean, yea, current state not very good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhhh that was long time ago, afraid to try again o_o
idk what career i take, more focused on understanding stars
i mean it wasn't that long ago but whatever
peaked like 75 veiwers and 50 follwers so idk, in a torn down unfinished garage 280lbs unshaved no shower
it was just a vibe, few bot posts
i only did it once
men got so, so, so jelly over it x0 unreal feelings
scared me, afraid to do it again x00000000
men see me as man, brain go physical world #1 prioity, no understanding, basic
see me as woman, maybe not so offended, get better vibes, work better
maybe different now
brooklyn, as boring as she is, boosted me so hardcore on men it's not even funny :l
men feel sexual attraction. yea
they get mad if you bring it up
very mad
i never speak 😡
physical only yes
can't get them going through any other means
voice, text, doesn't matter
that's why i do posts like this
very effective xo
hard for women, women compete, difficult to know guys looking at other girl x0
i'm formless, i don't really see myself as a gender rn
this is me when i'm talking to guys basicallys
i don't ignore because i can gain their love almost instantly now with a wave 😮
although they receive ample love, they sadly, do not send it back :/
hard to love that emotionally, only use it for utility :/
think of emotions like paint, women have all the colors, men have black red and maybe yellow if their mothers played their cards right :
but mothers are less and less playing cards, boys coming out black & red
not good!
men don't think i'm god cuz i speak about them like this (i'm not btw, they kinda want to?)
they think they have all the emotions! you don't, you have your versions of them
limited, not strong, not expressive, basic
big bulky phone vs iphone 10xg whatever
Name one specific feeling a man does not have
emotional joy? they only get physical joy :
When my acceptance letter to my fathers alma mater came in the male he was so proud he cried just because you will never be happy doesn’t mean other people don’t have feelings
modes of achievement
you're a product of his, his joy comes from your achievement as a reflection of himself, he's crying because he's proud of HIM, not you
you are a car.
That’s right moron I’m his legacy. You will never feel the joy of making your father proud
ofc i won't dude wtf
imagine when he finds out i'm gonna transition x0
i've been doing this shit for years, and talking to a guy, a really good guy who wants you to -really- like him, is like a uhhh
that's the thing
it's nothing
talking to a woman is like the sky is lighting up
maybe i'm biased, but that's the way it goes for me
their attention is worth everything, and i get it without them speaking or physically interacting
for men, it's limited, only get the bad stuff generally
emotions don't make them happy
they almost want to remove them from themselves
the actually think their lives would be better, and for the most part, they're right, cuz they don't know what emotions really are C:
then they meet me, an emotional genius, and i light up their lives and it's like, oh okay
but like
a woman is worth 100x more for the same work
why am i gonna mess with men?
actually he'd probably be happy because i give him LOVE, unlike you
i just exist and my father is happy
you gotta work for it
sux2suck
ppl give me shit for the hospital thing but like, he loved that shit, it made him very happy, he's happier in life because it happened
to truly get men, you have to tackle them :}
why do i do anything man
it just happens, it's automatic
there is no plan, there is no forethought, i just go to a place my mood points me to and i do what i feel like doing
sometimes it's a long story that has to build, sometimes it's a short stint, it really all depends
i am in control.
men go through life feeling so little, so little, it's painful for them, it's painful.
when someone gives them emotional content, they are very greatful, even if it's rough, as long as it's not life & death
all i can say is i'm addicted, fundamentally ATTACHED to the content i get doing this, where it leads don't know, i just do
vibe
truthfully i don't know much about men besides what i feel from them, that's about it
because i ain't one, how can i know?
if whati feel is not good, that's how i have to be, not good
mother's eyes give me the insight into the mind, not entirely though, up to men to figure it out
a lot of it has to do with upbringings, they are very difficult to raise, extremely difficult
corner time and what not is very bad for the mind
women are superior in every way
we can stay up longer, we can vibe harder, we can do things better
academics, that's all u got
Lp
yea sure women are better at academics too why not
but the fact is it's boring as frick, limited emotional vibe, it's a lot of junk tbh
men might be a hivemind idk
they really respond to destress, like if one of them is in trouble, they can feel it and they'll go to the rescure etc. but otherwise i can't see much more than that
wartime / protection shit basis
ya i'll disown my father pretty easily
i really wish he would just die it would make this a lot easier if i'm being completely honest
it would be the most difficult thing of my life, and i'd have to do it with my mother but i'm kinda for it
I give him my love, I do not get love. he is expendable, he is war time fodder ://
it would be hard to break, my mother would have to finally stop being such a c**t
what fathers really repesent are basically testing grounds for daughters to play around with him and learn how to press buttons so they can play men in the wild etc.
i haven't been able to do anything today
last night shit started popping off, and today it's been 100% IST and running around undercity
women are really fricking looking at me right now, and i don't know what to do
when the story starts becoming real it can actually get a little spooky ngl
yes we can go to bed
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C6mDxBWN1-k/?igsh=MTVlOHMwMXh5aXU0MQ==
Showing you what light looks like because you will never ever see it irl
i'm so afraid to click that i don't wanna look at anything i don't need another set of eyeballs right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
women have this same experience just very limited in history
difference for me? instant love
idk why, i just get it
i need to figure out the goal of my life
what i have in undoubaly one of the greatest powers if not the greatest power to walk the earth
the ffrick am i gonna do with that bro
there's a lot of things i could do to help men and calm the violence of the world, tons, frick tons
but it's there because of women lmao
i am only powerful because women ALLOW me to be powerful
the second i start working for anyone but women, not only am i fricking dead in the most horrible way possible, this world is fricking over
no one is gonna kill me
the stars are gonna kill me bro
i'm gonna slip hit my head and drown in the tub
women could kill me
men can't, mother's eyes, if no mother's eyes i take them instantly
women with high threat big time deal - - gotta watch, gotta play, gotta go slow
don't be paranoid
i've dealt with my family my entire life, men of all types, i am quite safe
also hemet gasstation
we do what we want each other to do
if we ghost it's cause we're supposed to ghost
if we flame it's cause we're supposed to flame
if we make a big deal it's cuz we wanna make it a big deal
like we just play with each other and give each other what we want collectively
you gotta beleive it!
So who else reported this guy only for absolutely nothing to happen
aw man i wanna say it so bad
Don’t worry give me a month
u know what? i got enough stars
i'm gonna leave
frick you
fu k u
AND FRICK U
later b***hes
emotional BOMB!!!!!!!!
to win this game you gotta be formless
to get forms you need to get love from women
you gotta poke and play, be willing to lose, willing to fight, risk etc.
a lot of that stuff i learned from men, for sure
sux2suck
when a girl picks me, i get her form basically
in theory, in this story, i should use that form to better please her, be a better partner for her, because i only get 1
but i don't only get 1
:xppasdadfasgtfaswedgyth
THAT'S why it's such a weird experience, i got so many things hopping around in my head i don't know who's who but i just know what to do for that person to make them happy
make them happy, they get hooked, what can be done?
i would have to simply not move at this point, complete isolation
women get my form too yea but like it's just probably very boring guy shit, because that's who i was
now i'm them, and that's the whirlwind i guess
i haven't done a single thing to increase my personal interests hobbies or even way of being? in like 5 fricking years i don't even remember who iwas at this point
i don't remember how i thought, how i functioned, it's all a blur coggnitively and emotionally
who i am now is compeltely different, best way to describe it is a deck of cards
The best way to describe it is an unremarkable boring fat man who will die unloved and alone it’s not that complicated
3<3
i wish i knew what i was gonna do
i just don't
if women don't trust me and demask completely, and i mean absolutely to the core of themselves so i can see them and they can see me, i can't do much anything
i'll be playing a game 24/7
and it's fun right? but like, damn is it pretty unproductive overall if we're gonna be honest with it
the issue is rn i gotta frick or something i guess
ppl want that virginity man
but idk what happens, maybe i lose it all! i only get their eyes from that point?? i don't know
i'm pretty fricking satisfied on my own with the bonds yo, like, it's a big risk yoooooo
i gotta be pretty fricking for the person YOOOOOOOOOO
i'm gonna get raped omg
i would WANT to be raped is the thing
like that's whati want from (woman) because like i don't wanna have to make the choice
i'm gonna be 100%
this is like being a woman to man
i am a [me] to women
whatever
i seriously doubt it's a big deal though
they tell me it's not, it's like meaningless, don't even say you're a virgin and go frick someone in the streets
that's the vibe
i just like to sell myself up
so like, yo look at me, fricking 1000% over here virgin penis
get fricked!!! x0
i've imagined myself having sex recently and it was like, i went in and we were both like "this is stupid"
no i will not say with who
i'm def gonna frick, roll it out for sure
i gotta figure out this shit though, i just need to do something
look i just go with the vibe
if ppl want me to be a girl i'll be a girl
if ppl want me to be an orc i'll be an orc
idk what i'm doing god FRICKING DAMNIT
Everyone who has ever met you wants you away from them and out of their lives gender isn’t what you should be concerning yourself with
d/w ab men u basically got most of me in u so like they love u
that's the trick i guess
i just gotta spread it
bond increase 0.001% very nice keep it up!
That’s right fatty can’t change the channel now. I want you to know this is going to happen because of you
i just got a massive headache
frick this
Wait
cut ur wrist and show ur mom
It might take a month but expect another real life massive head ache
i mean dude ur mother loves you but thinks ur kinda a fricking loser, she wants you to hurt yourself to validate her suspicions that oyu're in great destress because she can't really deal with your uncomfortable vibe anymore
she wants you in pain so she feels normal
i'm sorry, not ur fault i guess?
Your soul will be my slave in the afterlife piggy
i own the entirety of the stars at this point i will be hard fricking every woman who was , is , and will be for the REST of my -life-l
gfasgbsdah LET' SGOOOOOOO
men are pretty invis bro idk
i just follow da vibe
well she didn't invite me when i was there i don't wanna go back now
bitch
i pick what causes the most emotional joy
just because seomthing isn't pleasent doesn't mean it's not nice, you know?
pain is fricking fun! :]]
i've seen a few girls that wnan be treated very nicely, yea, very sweet eyes
boring
i meet people on the fricking intenret and i see
what do you want man
i mean i'm down to frick whoever really, as long as i don't see stds or some shit
i don't really have much of a preference for anything, if i'm being completely honest i like girls who look very good prey to men so basically pedo bait man i'm being real
but outside of that, for my personal enjoyment, it doesn't matter at all
No vocaroos kam? The people need to hear your voice on this
these c**ts r literally willing to CHOP my life into P I E C I E S to stay in my head FOREVER you have
N
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I
D
E
A
what you're
DEALING WITH
BEHAVE OR ELSE WE ALL FRICKING DIE
GOOD RIGHT?
YEA GREAT!
DO IT FRICKING homosexual
girls really don't like when i have to express violence
very unfun
for men, very fun
it's fricked, right?
that's the system we're fighting here
ya i could run and frick the top girls of the world, 100%, they would give me everything and set me up for life
idk why tho, why? boring
damaged, broken, streets; fun! looks like jesus but idk, liek i said jesus 100% my brain but 100% not me
start from the bottom, reach the top
cam thoughts on taking your meds?
i do have some antipsychotics left over i'm probably gonna cycle for a week or two and see if i can decompress the past week or two, maybe even see if it keeps my vibe or what cuuz honestly, frick man
i know to the boys this is like, "frick, literally unfair" but like, dude.
holy frick.
yeah but what if you stop feeling like God and it makes you depressed? Kills your motivation to create? You're so happy as-is
idk i've been ready to go for a very long time, i just haven't been able to figure out what i'm doing with it
maybe i just need a stroke of luck somewhere, like all this happens because it happens, i just need something to happen that moves me out of this fricking place
Do nothing b***h pretending he’s capable as if he’s not literally mentally moronic.
i might e mentally moronic idk asdfgadgazfdjdth
it's fricking hard! it's a lot of swaps
it's not quite voices, it's just a mental difference
you can saetrsedtygin SEE it in every LINE.
pay attention
Kam streams would go hard asf tbh, you seem like the kind of guy that could stream genshin impact
at this specific point in time i feel chained to this thread, and once it archives i'm gonna wonder nature and sleep in a tent
No you’re not you fat delusional homosexual you’re going to go eat your mothers good and use her water and sit on your fat talentless ass and consume media you oxygen thief enjoy while you can
how i feel and look like is largely dependant on primary bond
if someone wants me to be a fat orc smelly shitstain, that's what i'll be
here's the scope, if girls want me to be a complete fricking loser so they feel they have a shot with me because they HAVE no confidence, that's what i gotta be, to make them happy
i respect bonds, no more, no less
the only thing with me is, well, i got a fricking ton of them and i don't know whos whos or whats whats etc. generally d/w about it
i like feeling special, i'm comfortable here, i'm just trying to find my way into the world after dedicating my life to something that nobody understands and maybe i can boost women to my level evntually, that's the goal
Your father and mother both whanted you not to be a huge crushing disappointment so I can tell you right now that’s not true.
800 wanted a jacked Aryan and you maintained the form of a fat ugly sand Black person anyway so again not true.
my dad is happy with my love, like really, he doesn't care, he loves me through that and we gucci (for now)
my mom is a hardcore pred b***h who has been trying to play me for my dick for like 33 years literally
i'm dealing with a big thing here
You and I both know deep down in our souls that that’s cope but that’s ok it can be our little secret
mother/son bond strong
mother marks him so it's hard to hurt him
i wanna slay him but i can't! he's too well protected by his mother, to hurt him is to betray her
he has to be tray me, so i can only be nice
i'll work on it bro, i promise
here's your mothers little secret: she spat in your tacos so you would consume her more (more than that but i'll leave that for another day)
alright, she basically got you off as a baby
that's one way to do it, yea
mind def, sexualization with infants is extremely different, men never, ever, ever, should never be allowed.
women are like "it's unfair for us too!" but like dude
holy frick
look the internet is stupid
this will never work
come to my door and jump my bones
it's really that simple
lot of work to overtake a proper mother/son bond
lot of work
not easy
not easy at all
time, effort, pussy, not easy
i mean yea if i get to his mother sure
and because my elo in the stars he can't touch me because she's protecting me as much as she's protecting him
>no0o0o kam astrology is for nerd masks!!!!
men gotta realize their signs aren't their birth years, it's their mother's
that's your true sign
women are the stars
*lion king theme*
look man it's nearly impossible for a girl to overtake the mother's bond, and a weak mother's bond needs aggression, tackling, it's not easy for a basic b***h to preform
you don't have bonds with your mothers morons, you have connections
you just do what they need you to do and vice versa, for the men in the room, and the men coming later etc.
it's all a game, women suffer intentionally, i shit you not
33 years with my mother
ashmed to self-own here but i probably talked to her ever day for 29 years without missing a beat
she could die this second and i wouldn't leave my room for anything other than to update yall
grandma -> mom -> me, rough cycle
who's fault? theirs? naw hahahaha
when women die, they want to die
i keep them alive longer, i keep them safer, i move them better, i keep them looking as they want to look
system!
someone like ted bundy has high mother elo but mother is like brooklyn, hates women, loves men, so women get tricked
no gas, very sad
that's why they stick out so much
i'm aware this is stupid and i should do something
story with highest girl not finished yet
that finishes, i can move
i think happy ending, yea
she can bite, she can intimidate me, i submit when she wins, i'm not afraid to come back into the game tho, and she does as well
very high chance
Does he prefer go by Hal or just Mr Daghestani?
MID GIRL IS TALKING
DRONES, ATTACK!!!!!!
i'm waiting for the thread to archive
i need primary bond
gives me some peace, something to come and vibe with as i'm dealing with the rest of the world whatever the frick that means
You die alone
i would pay like idk 5 energy drinks (all i have!) to be alone this very second for just 1 second of time i would like to be alone again
When it’s happening remember how early you knew remember this post
firestarter
fricking die
x0
die
not really but like
die
You first b***h
u hot u deserve better i'll get us there hold on don't worry peace & love yo ;-*
dat's it
the story so far
who knows, who fricking cares honestly
i just speak to decompress the situation so i don't feel i'm holding onto a secret or otherwise being sketchy
keeps my vibe 100% clean and clear
big elo boost
why do you think i'm an open book? no fear, no insecurity
all insecurities pointed out get reduced to nothingness with enough eyes
eventually, you get what you want through sheer mind over matter because you are favored by [the stars]
dats's it
is he a madman who should be in hollywood?
is here
whatever
idc anymore i'm gonna go fricking tent
byebye
ok sleepy u didn't give me ur fricking photo
and i have not even the SLIGHTEST clue what brooklyn looks like
room at end of this chapter
>door dash bags
>YouTube recs all amvs
>drinking preworkout to not work out
>4 mcds cups
>untouched 10lb dumbbells
>the literal piss bottle of powerade
It's like poetry
those ut recs are HUGE pay attention holy frick crack the code!!!!!!!
what we're working with
everyone thinks i'm ugly dude
i can't
Fugly as shit my man, get over this you're finished
hard to try to sway from the orc vibe
orc vibe is kinda hot in sexual situations but not really for anything else :/
long road ahead we'll see
okay i'll be honest then
i have been bonded to girls who literally want me to be a very very unappealing man for specific reasons
understand? who cares
maybe get some fricking confidence and it will change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they wanna make me over x0
there is a lot of threats regarding mail packages x0
don't try to get clever boys
hang in there
this far, this chapter done
heal, refresh, new takes, new intentions
refresh repeat until we have the rest
more to this story, but where it ends up i dk
hang ing there
ya i pretty much wanna look like this
mind over matter sis, u gotta believe!
spread me as much as you want
show your friends, show your mothers, show everyone
it's only automatic
women connect to mind, not face
physical not the connection
physical difficult in face of men, can be challenging to walk with me, i'm aware.
if you cannot connect to the mind of a man, what can you then value?
GOD THREAD FRICKING ARCHIVE I WANNA TAKE A BREAK HOLY FRICK I DON'T WANNA SIT HERE BLASTING SHIT PLEASE
it's basically like dogs more or less
i can't betray the mother, huge elo drop, not a joke
i physically cannot, will not, and will never touch a marked man by his mother, i can only be nice
i may prey on his sensibilities, try to get him into a situation where he puts him self in a point of danger and has to make a choice (seppuku) but
it's time consumming and requires a game of tenis between tw girls