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I added mayonnaise to my high protein chicken Lebanese wrap. Im fearful that it might show on the scales tomorrow.
You have an eating disorder.
You have an eating disorder.
>You have an eating disorder.
What that other guy said. If adding a splash of mayo to your food is giving you anxiety, get the frick off IST and touch grass
why not track the calories and see rather than worrying about it like it's some nebulous unknowable event?
Dude, I was at the store recently and needed mayo. They did not have a single kind without so ybean oil.
I need to try to make my own, it's apparently very easy. Anybody do this with avocado oil?
SJ 0K00
Have you tried not letting a website for chinese cartoon aficionados psyop you into being irrationally afraid of an edible bean?
Easy to make. A stick blender works best for me. Have used olive oil before, avocado should be fine, but sounds expensive...
Track your calories, mayo is not the enemy, if you can enjoy your food and meet your macros without going over your calorie goal, you are succeeding
padre, I've sinned
yesterday when I was walking home from my work I had an urge and took a detour to a fricking KFC of all places and I ate it like a pig at 11PM
afterwords I was feeling neither satiated nor happy, I just felt shitty and tired
I don't even eat fast food most of the time, why does this keep happening?
>afterwords I was feeling neither satiated nor happy, I just felt shitty and tired
I had this experience with most fried chicken places. The oil they fry the chicken in is such trashcan-tier garbage that makes the whole experience so greasy and gross but also unsatiating.
I was house sitting for my sister the other night. The only thing she had in her pantry that wasn't expired was a box of golden grahams. I got super high and devoured 3/4 of that box
After divorce I've slept with a fully enhanced girl (fake breasts, fake lips, you name it).
Now I don't find regular girls attractive anymore. I'm talking to another fully enhanced girl so she'll be next in line to be fricked but damn how easy it is to set high standards but how hard it is to lower them. Natty girls disgust me.
Are you natty, anon?
I don't go to the gym so I have no need to take performance enhancing drugs. Although I'm 13-15% bf, muscular with 17" arms and pretty damn handsome. Although NW3 but I'm Slavic and live in eastern Europe so it's not a big deal. Girls here don't care about that.
> I don't go to the gym
GTFO
I mog you, dyel
Do you play AdMech
How are the blowjobs?
I'm not a big fan of blowjobs. Only my wife could make me cum buckets in her mouth once, doing that. But kissing those lips feels absolutely godlike. Nothing like useless natural lips. But then again, all my GFs and wife had fake lips, so I'm kinda used to it
What are the fake breasts like to play with?
It's hard to explain, but they feel so perky and youthful. Like she would be in her prime years with perfect genetics. And scars were almost nonexistent. Not like those porn broads with sliced up breasts. All together I was pleasantly surprised how good it feels
This. Unlike you tho, I slept with a few enhanced escorts. I just wanted to know what it felt like to frick someone who look like a pron star. Sex with normie girls has never been the same. I feel frustrated that I have to go through so much just to frick a broad that has such a mediocre unexciting body and who expects so much from you. It's the titty/feminine torso combination, it's like crack.
King takes.
Normies will never understand because they've never felt how it is to do things with enhanced girl. There's zero chance you'll ever be able to go back. It is the ultimate endgame for a man.
I went to my first asian massage parlor last week and I'm debating going back after chest & back today. Cooming is fun and all, but I really just want someone to massage my strained trap call me, "big guy"
i scheduled an appointment for today. i dont even care about cooming (yes I do) I just care about my incredibly sore upper trap. second time ever trying an AMP. Should I be worried if she offers to give me a BJ?
>Should I be worried if she offers to give me a BJ?
She won't and yes
t-thank you, senpai
I fap too much and need to stop because my cum shots are basically clear droplets at this point. The problem is if I wait a day or two my ball sack feels like it's going to explode if a woman even looks at me.
pls help
do it less
I'm not making progress
I think I gave myself an eating disorder while cutting. I had a nightmare that I ate a slice of pizza. That's it, that was the whole nightmare. Me eating a slice of pizza.
Why are fitgays so similar to teenagers? This same line could be written by a 14 years old depressive girl
I haven't exercised in a month since my police academy test
Just og tod
Then go today
Just hit three days of PPL after basically not working out for a month other than some runs here and there.
Went way better than I thought it would.
Glowie in training
I keep skipping leg day and I look at my upper body in the mirror way too often
I've got my first Spartan race in 2 weeks so I know I'm gonna pay for it
I figured out I pretty much got cucked by a girl. I don't really know what to do now. I really have the urge to drink and get wasted. I was doing so well being alcohol-free for a month.
She was not worth it anyway as she was pretty much insane, but I still feel empty nevertheless.
Sounds like you dodged a bullet, be optimistic. don't bother with the booze. you'll be glad you skipped it when you wake up without a hangover.
Cheers anon, I shall not drink tonight. Gonna work on improving myself just to spite her, as I heard that spite can be a hell of a motivator.
We had a thing for a bit, then she went on a month-long holiday without me. After she came back she pretty much ditched me for someone who looked better from her boxing club.
She's a workout freak who exercises like 6+ times a week, even though she looks somewhat dyel. Currently, she is on a crazy ass raw diet. She's already been a bit weird but only grew crazier ever since.
Definitely dodged a bullet for sure anon. Keep up the good work and don't let this get you down.
Thank you! She turned out to be a project that backstabbed me despite always being kind to her and tolerating her weird quirks.
Nope, but she wasn't fat, I'd say a 5 or 6. I was desperate and she appeared cute at first (pleasantly disturbed), but now I think she's just insane.
I have to add that I was a fatty all my life and never got any attention from women, and she was the first one to notice me when I was gradually getting in shape.
I'm officially an ex fatty now and I genuinely believe I can get someone much better. I don't care if a girl is fat or whatsoever (unless she's not an outright landwhale), as long she's sane and somewhat stable.
Doesn't sound like much of a catch, is she super hot?
Do you want to talk about it?
Bro. Use this moment to lift even harder and getting even better. Don't let that hoe gain goblin ruin you gainz
Bro, instead of fricking u
Use this as
The best revange is to be even more healt
Thanks, I did some reflection today, and considered all her weird quirks and the bullshit she pulled on me and others.
Before we were dating she basically let a guy drive over 1000km to be together with her, and dumped him pretty much on arrival as she felt "they weren't really compatible" despite video calling and texting for ages, and said to him she wants to "take things slow". She watered this story down when she told me about it but I'm 100% sure this is basically what happened.
She almost exclusively has "male friends" and only has one female friend (at most).
My only fault was staying committed to her for too long. Some women are just evil. They screw me over and then blame it on me.
The autistic part of my brain is refusing to understand that hentai isn't real, and not in a good way. I read a story about a housewife getting raped by her neighbor and being blackmailed into his personal prostitute, and now I have extreme anxiety that that will happen to me and my girlfriend, even though there is no basis for it in reality. I read that story three weeks ago, and I have avoided porn ever since, but the anxiety is still extremely strong and is utterly destabilizing my entire life. I have no idea what to do.
its true anon. im the neighbor
Ive been skipping warmups on a lot of exercises, when I warm/pyramid up I can a lot closer to failure
I ate some candy yesterday, but I didn't drink during golf so that's good.
Thinking about buying (another) male jerk offr and p-massager. Much more fun and i dont really watch porn anymore.
I can't stop making grilled cheese sandwiches with sourdough bread. I have gained 5 pounds so far this month and I just can't stop myself.
Today I asked personal trainer for an opinion while she was busy with a paying client, then ignored the opinion
> personal trainer
> she
> opinion
I think you made the right call
i cannot lift without my elbows feeling like they are going to snap
might have fricked them for life bros
cant even climb rope anymore *sobs*
PLEASE HOW DO I FIX DAMAGED ELBOWS
I keep getting stronger but I cannot commit to eating enough to be cut instead of just big with the hint of abs underneath some padding that's there because I love Large Blue Moon cookie dough milkshakes and Pasta
1.5/3/4/5
5'11" 215 lbs
Please pray for me
>5'11" 215 lbs
>hint of abs underneath
No way man. Not at 215. Might be mistaking abs for lower rib protrusion.
i´ve been smoking cigarettes to curb hunger and boredom even though i lift and roon.
I shit 4 times a day on average, giant turds as long as my forearms.
Pour one out for me Bois and go without me, I'm ngmi.
>For context, niece in law flashed her breasts to me 2 weeks ago. I went with the flow and didn't say shit.
>Brother in law has surgery yesterday
>I'm about to move into an apartment, got free time
>Watch my 4 nieces and nephews, and my niece in law with my Mom
>make dinner, have fun with kids, they're all over me
>Watch kids movies, whisper a couple of lewd jokes to my niece inaw cus the movies just present them
>WhyamIlikethis.exe
>She is bawling with laughter even tho they were shit jokes
>Put kiddos to bed
>Watch Gladiator with her
>She's laying her head on my shoulder for the entire movie
>glad I'm jacked asf cus of 6 years of working out
>Finish the movie, get ready to leave
>Mom and niece mention I can stay the night
>Gut says it's a bad idea, get ready to leave
>Mom goes to bed
>niece hugs waaaaaaay too long
>Put my hand on her cheek, my finger is slightly in her mouth
>she says a sad good bye
Thanks for reading my blog, she's legal I'm just fricking falling for it. I don't even care that much about her, I know I'll just throw her away as soon as I'm done.
And it's annoying too, cus I'm ignoring the girls giving me signals now cus I'm thinking about her. Frick, I never drink but I want something.
not worth it, could (and most probably will) be a nightmare with your family later if it gets out
Do not go through with this at all. End it now, it's already at the point of being catastrophic if your or her family find out (the moment you didn't say anything about the flashing it was bad) but if you shag her your life is literally over if anyone finds out. You are setting yourself up for serious potential blackmail. I can't stress how much this needs to end.
I know, it's why I didn't stay the night. I know my moron ass would've fricked her, I had to jack off like 4 times, gym ses was good tho.
I hate this fricking shit tho, I had a long phase of thinking I was ugly as shit and now i'm finally getting around with girls finally. It's jarring to have something thrown in your face when you thought you were nothing.
Thing is; it's complicated. My family is hardcore Christian and so is my sister's; but my niece in law is like the black sheep. My sister got married to my brother in law when he recovered from heroin but he had a kid previously; Brother in law got full custody cus the mom is a addict nutjob.
My sister, while hiding it well; does not like her at all, it's that subconsciously knowing she's raising somebody elses kid. Rest of my family doesn't mind her, but treats her standoffishly. Anyways, niece is glued to me every family gathering. My family definitely knows she likes me; my mom mentioned not to say I like her and make her go crazy.
>flashed her breasts to me
>I had my finger in her mouth
Yea i'm overthinking things, even though I've only ever done that with girls i've fricked.
Dear humanity, we regret being alien bastards, we regret coming to earth, and we regret the corp just blew up our raggedy ass fleet
damn right sgt, I should've just fricked like my brain was screaming at me to do. Frick the consequences
Go for it my man. Frick her good and raw. Ignore all the gays saying otherwise, they are just jealous.
>I hate this fricking shit tho
i got you, bro. i would feel the same as you if i were in your shoes. this summer a 16 year old (legal in my state) tried to get with me because we were friendly in the gym and i felt so conflicted over that shit. it felt shitty no matter what i did.
>mfw im 26 and she's back in school this week
even if its legal its just weird man come on
exactly which is why i DIDNT do it. as soon as she told me her age i gave her the cold shoulder.
nope trips gay, my fricking 60 something mother acts like young girl. They stop maturing so fricking early it's insane.
Two years your senior here and want to get with a girl 10 years younger
Not for sex though, hoping it's a lifetime catch so might be different for you
In law how? Are you married? or a sibling
even if it were a morally acceptable thing to do (may or may not be idk) it's just not worth it. either she will definitely tell her family about, or you will be paranoid about her telling forever. it will be very obvious to the rest of your family if you cross that boundary.
,
>niece hugs waaaaaaay too long
You are overthinking things
>niece in law
>in law
Come on, man. Shes not blood. If she was your actual niece, then it would be weird.
I am about to marry my niece in law in 4 months and even I think you are creepy man.
there are two scenarios possible which i will preemptively confess for now
>girl 1
the cute girl at work with insane sex appeal is flirting with me despite having a bf. laughing at everything i say, slight touching and never breaking eye contact. i want to fill her up.
>girl 2
also at work. she has bpd and has a IST bod. believes in ghosts, healing crystals and her father died. baked me protein snacks and ‘accidentally’ showed me nudes when going through her gallery. basically waiting for me to make a move.
i recognize it’s dangerous but i must sex. it’s been too long.
frick girl 1 and run away from girl 2 at all costs
do not approach girl 2
frick 2, then trick 1 into walking in.
>menageatrois.gif
then move to another country
>she has bpd and has a IST bod. believes in ghosts, healing crystals and her father died.
this sounds exactly like a girl I'm talking to.. What's her first name?
I think I'm gonna binge hard frick this
Why? You know you will feel bad afterwards and you know you don't really want to so why?
Food is my only cope I have nothing no gf no job
Get a job then. You can only go up but you're choosing to start digging.
I haven't lifted a barbell in 20 years.
My single mother neighbor used to prostitute out her daughter 4 years ago.
1X years old. Young enough to look like a innocent brat. Old enough to know what sex is and actually enjoy it, sometimes even seek it.
Body was barely developing with only the faintest presence of budding breasts and bony hips starting to show on her figure. Insidiously innocent face adorned with dark green eyes and a crude mop of dirty blonde crowning that bratty face of hers.
You could see a stream of men coming and going from their moldy, dilapidated house. Old men, young studying men, wealthy men, working men. All kinds of would-be suitors coming to have their fun with the little temptress.
Abuse? I wouldn't call it abusive. She seemed to enjoy the attentions of men and the gifts and luxuries they brought for the young mistress.
Expensive electronics, fancy designer clothes fashioned in their smallest sizes, extravangtly luxurious israeliteelry for a runty prostitute.
A despicable waste of wealth.
Cont...
I had 2 diet cokes today
I did pullups instead of deadlifts today, and it worked my back 100x better. I may only do deadlifts once every third back day if at all from now on. Forgive me father.
been watching porn and jerking off.
at least i switch to pov porn right before cumming and I think it's helping undo the strong fetish shit, but still.
>gym has 6 squat racks
>I'm using one, other five taken by other guys
>beautiful pocket sized blonde woman who is fit but not freakishly muscular walks over and looks at each squat rack
>can tell she's deciding who to approach
>mentaly rehearse scenario in my head where if she asks if I'm done I'll tell her I have two sets left but she can work in if she wants
>she actually picks me
>"are you done and if not can I work in?"
>brain short circuits, panic and say I'm done
>she looks skeptical and just says ok
>so embarrassed and mad at myself I just leave even though I have more lifts left
I hate my stupid brain. It's been 3 days and I'm still kicking myself.
kek, wouldn't have done any better though
congratz on wienerblocking yourself fellow tard
why didnt you just act cool and suave and seduce her?
>Confess
I'm leaving my wife.
We've been together since we were 22, married two years later. We're now 34.
She delayed pregnancy over and over again, until last year when we started to procreate.
Last month, we went to a doctor. It turns out she has very few viable eggs. But the doctor says we can try IVF but it's not a certainty and there are risks for autism.
I've already started "soft" dating 3 months ago in anticipation of the bad news. And I already met someone I really like and our personalities, values click.
she'll probably kill herself but that's on her tbh, you do you
She killed me first tbh.
All of this waiting that never paid off. She allowed herself to be poisoned by feminists and progressives
One of the worst type of people.
My first thought was "that's pretty scummy" but then I realized I'd probably do the same.
My wife and I started trying for a baby in our mid 30s and it didn't happen for a few years but it did happen. If your marriage is otherwise good, I'd recommend not giving up on her just yet.
I hate to say end a marriage, but I got a buddy whose wife did the same.
First she wanted to go back and finish college.
Then she just needed to get a better job.
Suddenly she became busy with some hobby.
Then she was helping her sister babysitting her kids, because her sisters husband left.
Always something that being pregnant or having a small baby would make more difficult.
Before he knew it they were late thirties and it was to fricking late for regular people.
He left in his forties because he had so much resentment. If you love her don't give up yet, but when you die man you're gonna have to be okay with the choice to stay or leave. And if kids are the highest priority don't regret it not happening
Wow. You're a bit ahead of me in that department. I have been giving it a lot of thought but have kids, and can't imagine the drama
Totally get you. That is the meaning of life. Kids are a blessing.
This is the reason I lift and I am doing extended fast with the carnivore diet.
Young women are even more superficial than regular people.
Being a fat muscular IT guy who owns a house is good enough for eggless post wall roasties, but it's not good enough for >25yo Stacies.
You coomers want that 6 pack to coom in Thots. I want them to have healthy kids in a happy family.
didn't think it was IVF that has a higher risk of autism, just women who are less fertile
I was mean to the cute gym employee when I was buying a shake bc romance scares me. But then i proceeded to lift in front of them to impress them.
I sharted while doing squats the other day.
Made eye contact with a beggar and turned my head on my drive home and had a crisis of faith over it and am going on a 5 day fast to repent
I go to the gym with my obese gf on her membership as a way to save money and force her to exercise. There is a short skinny Asian girl with big breasts there that I see works hard with her friend. I legitimately can't tell if she has Down Syndrome or if her family tree is more like a stick, but when I'm struggling on a set I'll look for this tiny busty Asian across the gym and acquire renewed strength. We've never spoken and likely never will, but I can't tell my gf this is why some days I can lift significantly more than others far beyond the normal fluctuations.
I've never counted calories because of my sister's extremely strong eating disorder and probably won't be able to until I leave my parent's house.
I am scared of making my parents worry about me ending like my sister.
I just don't know what to do about it.
You can track it on the my fitness pal app
>eat sandwich
>search "sandwich" on app next time you are on your phone alone
>find a sandwich that is similar in size and consistency to what you ate
Nobody has to know. Its that simple 🙂
Just count them you fricking pussy. You're perfectly capable of counting them, but you use your anorexic sister as an excuse. Unless calorie counting is grounds for disowning you, then stop using it as an excuse for your fatass.
There are fresh baked homemade from scratch cookies on the kitchen counter and I have been thinking about eating one all day. Forgive me for my lustful thoughts
I'm chowing down on fried vegan tendies rn and they are really good and I intend on buying them again
Are you vegan?
Pretty much. Strictly for a decade or so but my wife and son eat eggs so I'll eat them occasionally now.
Oh it's a shame you're not strict anymore. Tbf eggs are the only things I miss but tofu scramble scratches that itch for me usually.
I'm skinnyfat and I avoid cardio
Gf tricked me into eating a fudge pop. I only wanted a bite of hers but she handed me one and then pulled out another when i bit. I dont really like fudge pops but didnt want to waste it
I took the vaxx
NOOOOOOO
I let the ego win today and think I tore something.
My best friend from high school hasn't wanted to hang out for like eight months, and everyone I've talked to seems to think its my fault, and I legitimately don't understand why. We did some hot swapping with our girlfriends last year, and I got to frick his 8/10 big titty goth gf, but I didn't let him frick my girlfriend (I'm not a cuck lmao) and all of our mutual friends say that was a fricked up thing to do, but isn't swapping inherently cucky behavior? Like, my friend is the one who suggested it, meaning on some level he wanted me to frick his girlfriend, right? Meaning he's a cuck, or at least likes cuck things? Am I wrong about that?
I was having a great day and then downed a tub of oreos because why not.
>if I start the day bad I tend to fricking it badly because "the day is lost anyway, gonna do it right tomorrow".
How can I be so fricking moronic anons?
I have a gf I absolutely love and cannot get enough of, yet a few months ago a chick requested to follow me on instagram who sells porn vids for a living (not an onlyfans cause "they take too much") and ever since I have been obsessed with her
I talked to her at first on my account and even set it up so I'd buy a vid but ended up blocking her when I had to pay and ever since I have gone through a cycle of unblocking and blocking her to see if she has posted anything or was giving anything away for free, I have even made other accounts to talk to her and did the same thing of acting like I was gonna buy a vid before blocking her
I hate this but cannot seem to stop
yeah quit that shit fast and don't look back anon, once your gf finds out - which she will - it's over for you
I know I need to stop but even after blocking her I just absent mindedly go and unblock, check her account then reblock
Haven't made another account to talk to her in ages so I won't be doing that again I just don't know how to permanently stop
idk, delete your instagram and go for a fricking walk or something
anything other than this, you will regret the outcome much more than simply being the moronic coomer you're being now
Bro your moronic get off instagram homosexual
I've never had sex. No woman has ever been romantically interested in me.
that's not a sin
you're just cringe because you felt the need to tell people when it had nothing to do with the thread
just pay a hooker cause modern women are memes anyway and enjoy your borger
I've had gay sex with men again, ooh I'm so naughty hehehe...
> had gay sex with men
still is the least gay thing you did today
There are no sins because NDEs are real and prove that there is an afterlife and that we are eternal and will go to heaven unconditionally when we die. So it is impossible to sin.
And NDEs are more real than this world, in every way. For instance, NDErs report expanded intelligence. One NDEr said that the greatest supergenius who ever lived, with the help of the greatest supercomputer of all time, would be immeasurably dwarfed by the intelligence she had access to while in the light, so much so that it would be closer and fairer to compare the intelligence of Einstein to that of an ant. Literally and seriously. And as another NDEr described their cognition during their life review:
>"I looked up, and saw four translucent screens begin to appear - and form a kind of gigantic, cubed box all around me. It was through this method that I was shown my life review. Without ever having to turn my head, I panoramically saw my past, present, future - and there was even a screen behind me that displayed a tremendous amount of scientific data, numbers, symbols and universal codes. I was in complete amazement because (as all of this was occurring) I realized I understood absolutely everything I was seeing - even in the most microscopic detail! There seemed to be no limit to the thoughts I was able to think or the ideas I was able to absorb. In this space, what we tend to think of as a limited comprehension or single-mindedness here on Earth, becomes truly infinite and limitless here! I kept thinking over and over how true it is what they say: that when we go back home - we all really are of one mind!"
From here: https://youtu.be/U00ibBGZp7o
Another way NDEs are more real is how one NDEr said that he saw more than 80 new primary colors in the NDE world, compared to the 3 primary colors we have here.
From here: https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/mysteries-consciousness/202204/does-afterlife-obviously-exist
So heaven is undeniably real.
>Wow, people change after having a near death experience. HeAvEn MuSt Be ReAl!!!1!
>hallucinatoins from brain damage are... le evidence
I'm not opposed to spiritual topics but have a nice day botspamming Black person
I've been depression eating and gained 10 lbs.
I jack off multiple times to fat furs and fat women… the furry part is worst because whenever I go on YouTube or DA and /trash/ I get bored of female and slowly get into fat furry males… then shit like slob. There were times where my mind gets all coomer degenerate mode and I jack off to feral, inflation, and other disgusting crap… bros what the frick I regret wasting my youth on a tablet… I wish my parents didn’t got my electronics…. Frick man… the only bright side I’m looking at is at least I’m acknowledging it’s gross and rn I’m jerking off to normal porn like girls on /s/ (ass and breasts. I should jerk off to veganas) so my mind can know that the degenerate shit on /trash/ isn’t good. Also the coomer memes and videos of zoophiles and lolcows throwing their future away.
forgive yourself and move on, eyes forward. just ween it off day by day
Thank you anon
I retreated into my comfort zone and ghosted everyone, binged on junk food, nearly obese after a month of eating and no exercise. The worst part is I shirked responsibility for comfort and now lost the respect of my family and peers.
I'm afraid of trying again because I don't seem to care and loathe myself too much to believe I can get anywhere in life.
Why is the priest wojak drawn so fat
I dunno but reminds me of the fat deacons of the deep from dark souls 3
I got my girlfriend of two months pregnant. I’ve been vomiting from the stress.
Hope u can be a good dad anon
I have been watching porn and jerking off regularly for over a year
I’m an Incel and all of my friends are betraying me
I like cardio.