I'm addicted to hookers. I spend about a grand per month on them. They're completely unsatisfying tho and even the prostitute is attractive and drains my balls well, it only leaves me hungrier.
The worst thing is that I'm in a LTR now too and I still can't stop.
I keep jerking off to dicks. I’m really not gay, in person men gross me out. I’m just a porn addict
im fricking scared of men, im a short and skinny guy, i pray i have confidence to leave the house and then 5 mins later i just want to hide away, i hope things change for me soon
Discipline, restraint and rewards / delayed gratification for curbing addiction are part of your solution. You need quiet time for reflection and some meditation my sons.
So I'm not the only one. I think it's an important part of getting /fit to acquire a taste for really pathetic asmr that you hope nobody finds out about.
I'm an ass man. I love the asses of skinny females. I love the thigh gaps. I want to make their buttholes spread so wide open it's unreal. Writing this gave me a titanium boner
I've been lifting 4 times a week for more than a year and I've made zero progress, not even otter mode.
My coworker told me I should life because with more muscle I could look great since I'm 6'3.
I'm deeply disgusted with my body and at that point considering joining a CrossFit just to make sure I workout enough for progress.
I went on a cut last month to get from 20%bf to 15%bf,
One meal a day, usually cooked by me
Stronglifts 5x5, read the sticky
This month I started taking 3 cups of protein, 90 g/day. And I eat 3 normal meals, still stay away from sugar
I'm addicted to hookers. I spend about a grand per month on them. They're completely unsatisfying tho and even the prostitute is attractive and drains my balls well, it only leaves me hungrier.
The worst thing is that I'm in a LTR now too and I still can't stop.
Better to be addicted to porn than hookers, wean yourself off and replace with other positive mental or physical hobbies / activities that are healthy.
I hate myself and genuinely want to blast roids to die a freak. I am under 20. I know exactly what I want in life but can't seem to do it. I am behind in the game(not so much that I care about age). And everything I've down to be better has not improved me mentally, as a matter of fact it serves as procrastination from depression and achieving my goals almost. I would not be blasting for myself, I would be blasting so that the brightest candle burns the fastest. I wish I coud live a happy life and just work at my local gym. But I could never be poor, I wish I could have a nice girlfriend, but I am disgusted at my loose skin and have to lose more, then get surgery, then I'll have scars. I wish I never had to deal with social crowds anymore and could be on my pc all day. But then I'd make no money.
im fricking scared of men, im a short and skinny guy, i pray i have confidence to leave the house and then 5 mins later i just want to hide away, i hope things change for me soon
I am talking to a black girl 25 yo, she is not pretty but she is really nice and I know I cam frick her if I say what she wants to hear... She is a church girl, all religious and stuff and it is very wrong for me to do it
Im a degen and a big time coomer. I was fricking my fwb and asked her to put her finger up my ass while jerking me off because it seems to look nice in hentai. It felt like fricking shit. I let her rim me which actually did feel fricking nice though. Shes a filthy prostitute but she loves doing it for "the biggest guy shes ever been with".
Next thing you know you're going to turn into a raging homosexual with fifty wieners up the ass. Congratulations cumbrain, you are now a sissy boy homosexual
I’ve been neglecting the gym because the really nice one near me is staffed and frequented by lots of gay dudes and I don’t want monkeypox.
I thought about wearing gloves to the gym but I like (and the girls I date like) the callouses that I develop in the gym. My living room is too small for me to join the home gym masterrace and I don’t have a garage, just a driveway.
2 days of binge eating brought my weight back up to what it was 3 months ago. I know it's not real weight gain but it still fricks up my trend line. I swear this autistic enthusiasm I have for tracking weight daily is a blessing and a curse
no, intellectual property is a meme cooked up to monopolize the creations of others. 99% of all media isn't owned by the people who create it, it's owned by the israelite producers and ceo's. you have a moral obligation to steal as much media as you're able
But everytime I look what the catholic church has to say about torrenting, they seem to say something along the lines of >By torrenting, you deny the worker his wages
Like yeah sure, the record labels or producers own the rights to the media instead of the artists, but those rights owners still "worked" for those rights by way of investing their own money.
Also, an eye for an eye is not Christian.
There are a lot of different ways to interpret this, but even the anarchist interpretation is basically: You should have no interest in these things as a follower of Christ.
>yes, they worked so hard investing their money that they earned by fleecing human livestock who create everything yet own nothing.
You don't repay sin with more sin (assuming torrenting to be a sin of theft). Jesus talks about this kind of stuff. An eye for an eye is not a license for getting vengeance.
no, intellectual property is a meme cooked up to monopolize the creations of others. 99% of all media isn't owned by the people who create it, it's owned by the israelite producers and ceo's. you have a moral obligation to steal as much media as you're able
But everytime I look what the catholic church has to say about torrenting, they seem to say something along the lines of >By torrenting, you deny the worker his wages
Like yeah sure, the record labels or producers own the rights to the media instead of the artists, but those rights owners still "worked" for those rights by way of investing their own money.
Also, an eye for an eye is not Christian.
Matthew 22:15-22
There are a lot of different ways to interpret this, but even the anarchist interpretation is basically: You should have no interest in these things as a follower of Christ.
yes, they worked so hard investing their money that they earned by fleecing human livestock who create everything yet own nothing.
i am a catholic and i still know better than to outsource all my critical thinking to the church
Personally, I find the story of Jesus feeding the 5000 a way to argue for torrenting.
Think about it;
Jesus multiplied the fish and bread to feed the crowd of 5000 people. He made copies of pre-existing items at no cost to him.
He is "denying" the fisher and the baker their wages. The fisher had to work to get those fish, clean them and probably cook them as well. The baker had to buy/gather ingredients, mix and bake the dough.
You COULD argue; >But you can fish+cook your own fish and you can bake your own bread
Yeah, sure, you could. But you don't, you pay for the convenience of someone already doing it for you, and likely doing a way better job than a rookie like you could do. Likewise, you COULD recreate the same movies and music you downloaded. But you don't, because you pay for the convenience of someone already making it for you. >But you need a huge amount of time + money to recreate the movies and music. You don't need much to make fish and bread
Money + time is still money + time regardless of how much of it you need to sacrifice upfront.
Copyright law is a load of hogwash meant to keep fatcat megacorps as monopolies that refuse to share the market. Those same megacorps have no hesitation at destroying and humiliating anyone that tries to take a piece of their pie by attempting to enter the market with their own business.
Where is the flaw in the logic though?
The arguments for "sticking it to the israelites" are wholly unconvincing.
You could just say torrenting is theft full stop. But you have to make a convincing argument of why that is.
I don't need to convince anyone of anything. I merely find using a parable written 2k years ago to be a lesson on tormenting to be peak midwit cringe .
Ok sure, but then what if literally everyone torrented?
I mean no one goes to theatres, they just wait for the dvd release, make a copy of it, and share it ad nauseum.
They will get at minimum x1 purchase for the seed copy of the movie.
I guess I answered my own question then; the producers would receive their wages by way of x1 dvd purchase. Would result in a total collapse of the media industry.
Also been debating this topic for a while now.
I have a media server with literally thousands of movies and TV shows that I've amassed over the years via torrenting.
I'm wondering if by owning this media server, am I in a state of mortal sin?
I haven't seen convincing arguments for either side. But what does my media server profit me if at the end of my time on earth, my soul is damned for eternity?
Chucking the media server sure as hell won't clear my debts. I would need to pay for every piece of media that I own. Considering I'm in the thousands, I'm likely needing to pay tens of thousands to make amends. I don't even have that kind of money.
People think I'm a woman but I'm actually a man so I take advantage of it by making trannies want to kill themselves but at the same time I'm making straight guys question themselves
I just fricking slammed a Big MAC, 2 McDoubles, a cheeseburger, 5 nuggets, a medium fry, and a root beer for my Friday night cheat meal. I feel rather gross father...
I watched my mother get raped and I just stood there doing nothing. I was 9 and in shock so I don't blame myself. But part of me hates myself for not stabbing that c**t to death, so now I get my punishment in the gym, but also I am becoming strong to the point where I could wreck most people with sheer will power and strength, and I really really fricking like that.
I’ve gained 230lb in 3 years when I moved to a different state now if old friends or family want to visit I always make up shit like I’m working overtime or will be away that weekend
I've kept telling myself the last 2 years 'ill get back to it' but I keep being a lazy slob and am not finding the same motivation I once had. Is this what married life does to a man?
I started lofting years ago due to a heartbreak and got swole.
Then I stopped giving a frick and became a landwhale.
I just started lifting again because of a heartbreak
Yeah it was pretty good. I probably have some shitty fast food about once a month. A nice little treat. I don’t actually feel bad about it, I just wanted to participate in the confession thread anyway.
I don't know why I even come here anymore. I'm a massive loser with no social life and try to at least see some social activity on here and all over IST I just read about how everyone is so smart, rich, top jobs, tons of sex, dozens of hobbies, etc. and feel even worse.
Fitness is procrastination for me
Discipline, restraint and rewards / delayed gratification for curbing addiction are part of your solution. You need quiet time for reflection and some meditation my sons.
Fr. Mike is incredibly based.
God bless anon.
Met the guy a few times. Dudes legs are like tree stumps. Crossfit is a Catholic cult.
>Dudes legs are like tree stumps
Is that supposed to be a good thing or a bad thing
>Crossfit is Catholic cult
Seriously? Unironically?
Catholicism isn't really like that, though.
Catholics don't start cults, WASPs do.
this fr. mike schmit is total alpha priest with based YT vids
I did some illegal substances
im a closet furry and i jerk off to furry porn occasionally.
I started listening to mommy gf asmr unironically. It always starts out as a meme doesn't it
So I'm not the only one. I think it's an important part of getting /fit to acquire a taste for really pathetic asmr that you hope nobody finds out about.
Post channels, anon.
haha yeah thats pretty weird anon I've never done anything like that haha...
I was raped at Planet Fitness in November 2021
I'm an ass man. I love the asses of skinny females. I love the thigh gaps. I want to make their buttholes spread so wide open it's unreal. Writing this gave me a titanium boner
I wasted like 5 hours today arguing with morons who don't know anything on this racist Indochinese harmonica forum.
im a 19yo khv w/ no friends. i hate it.
You're my fren if you wanna. Greetings from Sweden
I've been lifting 4 times a week for more than a year and I've made zero progress, not even otter mode.
My coworker told me I should life because with more muscle I could look great since I'm 6'3.
I'm deeply disgusted with my body and at that point considering joining a CrossFit just to make sure I workout enough for progress.
try doing progressive overload
Eat a shit ton of protein,
I went on a cut last month to get from 20%bf to 15%bf,
One meal a day, usually cooked by me
Stronglifts 5x5, read the sticky
This month I started taking 3 cups of protein, 90 g/day. And I eat 3 normal meals, still stay away from sugar
Gains are showing
Frick off glowie
>I've fallen off for 11 months In a row by accident now
>I've been a lifter for a decade in total there abouts
I talk to girls on discord before my workout for increased testosterone, confidence, and pride.
I never pay the 1 😐
>>>/tg/
I'm addicted to hookers. I spend about a grand per month on them. They're completely unsatisfying tho and even the prostitute is attractive and drains my balls well, it only leaves me hungrier.
The worst thing is that I'm in a LTR now too and I still can't stop.
Better to be addicted to porn than hookers, wean yourself off and replace with other positive mental or physical hobbies / activities that are healthy.
Im cutting and i just ate kebab and fries
I hate myself and genuinely want to blast roids to die a freak. I am under 20. I know exactly what I want in life but can't seem to do it. I am behind in the game(not so much that I care about age). And everything I've down to be better has not improved me mentally, as a matter of fact it serves as procrastination from depression and achieving my goals almost. I would not be blasting for myself, I would be blasting so that the brightest candle burns the fastest. I wish I coud live a happy life and just work at my local gym. But I could never be poor, I wish I could have a nice girlfriend, but I am disgusted at my loose skin and have to lose more, then get surgery, then I'll have scars. I wish I never had to deal with social crowds anymore and could be on my pc all day. But then I'd make no money.
I keep jerking off to dicks. I’m really not gay, in person men gross me out. I’m just a porn addict
im fricking scared of men, im a short and skinny guy, i pray i have confidence to leave the house and then 5 mins later i just want to hide away, i hope things change for me soon
I haven't worked out for over two months now, and my diet is basically nonexistent at this point, all because I went to see my family.
I am talking to a black girl 25 yo, she is not pretty but she is really nice and I know I cam frick her if I say what she wants to hear... She is a church girl, all religious and stuff and it is very wrong for me to do it
But I know I will do it
I am going to hell
pic related
Bros I am so lonely that it’s not even funny anymore. Don’t even care about sex anymore. Just want someone to watch movies with.
I haven't worked out in a week
Im a degen and a big time coomer. I was fricking my fwb and asked her to put her finger up my ass while jerking me off because it seems to look nice in hentai. It felt like fricking shit. I let her rim me which actually did feel fricking nice though. Shes a filthy prostitute but she loves doing it for "the biggest guy shes ever been with".
Next thing you know you're going to turn into a raging homosexual with fifty wieners up the ass. Congratulations cumbrain, you are now a sissy boy homosexual
No, prostate orgasms are a lie. It felt like taking a shit not pleasant at all. Not going to repeat it again.
Kkkkkkkkkkkk finger up you ass? She will talk about it to other dudes forever
Belive me kkkkkkkkk i heard this same history from a girl
I can not stop laughing this crazy guy came and said... put your finger up my ass and I'm going to jerk off
Duuuuuuuude
>Shes a filthy prostitute but she loves doing it for "the biggest guy shes ever been with"
how "BiG" u talkin bout Big TriGGer?
>Hey come here real fast... Hey, put your finger inside my as because I am having an idea
I'm doing SS because I'm too moronic to understand anything else
I'm scared of squats
I confess that I’m in the process of making it, pederast.
I’ve been neglecting the gym because the really nice one near me is staffed and frequented by lots of gay dudes and I don’t want monkeypox.
I thought about wearing gloves to the gym but I like (and the girls I date like) the callouses that I develop in the gym. My living room is too small for me to join the home gym masterrace and I don’t have a garage, just a driveway.
I know the feel
I am going at lunch time because after work the gym is infested by old gays without any respect
I've lifted for 5 years and I'mm still DYEL
2 days of binge eating brought my weight back up to what it was 3 months ago. I know it's not real weight gain but it still fricks up my trend line. I swear this autistic enthusiasm I have for tracking weight daily is a blessing and a curse
Is torrenting a sin?
no, intellectual property is a meme cooked up to monopolize the creations of others. 99% of all media isn't owned by the people who create it, it's owned by the israelite producers and ceo's. you have a moral obligation to steal as much media as you're able
But everytime I look what the catholic church has to say about torrenting, they seem to say something along the lines of
>By torrenting, you deny the worker his wages
Like yeah sure, the record labels or producers own the rights to the media instead of the artists, but those rights owners still "worked" for those rights by way of investing their own money.
Also, an eye for an eye is not Christian.
Matthew 22:15-22
There are a lot of different ways to interpret this, but even the anarchist interpretation is basically: You should have no interest in these things as a follower of Christ.
yes, they worked so hard investing their money that they earned by fleecing human livestock who create everything yet own nothing.
i am a catholic and i still know better than to outsource all my critical thinking to the church
>yes, they worked so hard investing their money that they earned by fleecing human livestock who create everything yet own nothing.
You don't repay sin with more sin (assuming torrenting to be a sin of theft). Jesus talks about this kind of stuff. An eye for an eye is not a license for getting vengeance.
Personally, I find the story of Jesus feeding the 5000 a way to argue for torrenting.
Think about it;
Jesus multiplied the fish and bread to feed the crowd of 5000 people. He made copies of pre-existing items at no cost to him.
He is "denying" the fisher and the baker their wages. The fisher had to work to get those fish, clean them and probably cook them as well. The baker had to buy/gather ingredients, mix and bake the dough.
You COULD argue;
>But you can fish+cook your own fish and you can bake your own bread
Yeah, sure, you could. But you don't, you pay for the convenience of someone already doing it for you, and likely doing a way better job than a rookie like you could do. Likewise, you COULD recreate the same movies and music you downloaded. But you don't, because you pay for the convenience of someone already making it for you.
>But you need a huge amount of time + money to recreate the movies and music. You don't need much to make fish and bread
Money + time is still money + time regardless of how much of it you need to sacrifice upfront.
Copyright law is a load of hogwash meant to keep fatcat megacorps as monopolies that refuse to share the market. Those same megacorps have no hesitation at destroying and humiliating anyone that tries to take a piece of their pie by attempting to enter the market with their own business.
Wow, people will desperately use religious parables to argue for anything, won't they?
Where is the flaw in the logic though?
The arguments for "sticking it to the israelites" are wholly unconvincing.
You could just say torrenting is theft full stop. But you have to make a convincing argument of why that is.
I don't need to convince anyone of anything. I merely find using a parable written 2k years ago to be a lesson on tormenting to be peak midwit cringe .
Jesus is God and God owns everything, so God can make whatever the FRICK he wanna make.
Ok sure, but then what if literally everyone torrented?
I mean no one goes to theatres, they just wait for the dvd release, make a copy of it, and share it ad nauseum.
They will get at minimum x1 purchase for the seed copy of the movie.
I guess I answered my own question then; the producers would receive their wages by way of x1 dvd purchase. Would result in a total collapse of the media industry.
Also been debating this topic for a while now.
I have a media server with literally thousands of movies and TV shows that I've amassed over the years via torrenting.
I'm wondering if by owning this media server, am I in a state of mortal sin?
I haven't seen convincing arguments for either side. But what does my media server profit me if at the end of my time on earth, my soul is damned for eternity?
Chucking the media server sure as hell won't clear my debts. I would need to pay for every piece of media that I own. Considering I'm in the thousands, I'm likely needing to pay tens of thousands to make amends. I don't even have that kind of money.
People think I'm a woman but I'm actually a man so I take advantage of it by making trannies want to kill themselves but at the same time I'm making straight guys question themselves
I lift because the girl I'm seeing told me to keep up the good work at the gym while patting my shoulder. I want to get bigger to arouse her even more
Buffet for lunch
I just fricking slammed a Big MAC, 2 McDoubles, a cheeseburger, 5 nuggets, a medium fry, and a root beer for my Friday night cheat meal. I feel rather gross father...
I watched my mother get raped and I just stood there doing nothing. I was 9 and in shock so I don't blame myself. But part of me hates myself for not stabbing that c**t to death, so now I get my punishment in the gym, but also I am becoming strong to the point where I could wreck most people with sheer will power and strength, and I really really fricking like that.
I need therapy.
Being a cuck from 9 years of age would make anyone need therapy anon lmao. So tell me about the rape. In details.
I’ve gained 230lb in 3 years when I moved to a different state now if old friends or family want to visit I always make up shit like I’m working overtime or will be away that weekend
I've kept telling myself the last 2 years 'ill get back to it' but I keep being a lazy slob and am not finding the same motivation I once had. Is this what married life does to a man?
Yes if you’re a weakling
I started lofting years ago due to a heartbreak and got swole.
Then I stopped giving a frick and became a landwhale.
I just started lifting again because of a heartbreak
I guess I'm a loser all in all
I haven’t ran for a good 3 months
Forgive me for i have sinned. I was weak and caved on this day and have fornicated. I fricked an escort.
You also just cursed my brother (F bomb).
Best you work on that corrupting speech as well.
Nothing to confess here.
Just ate mushrooms, salad, wholemeal toast, and a sausage from the butchers for breakfast. Fried in butter, of course.
I go to the gym to eat like a pig
Nothing to confess, ISTfather
I had McDonald’s for dinner today.
What did you get from McDonalds?
Quarter pounder with cheese and medium fries. No drink.
Sounds delicious anon, did you enjoy it at least?
Yeah it was pretty good. I probably have some shitty fast food about once a month. A nice little treat. I don’t actually feel bad about it, I just wanted to participate in the confession thread anyway.
Glad to hear anon, I'd go for a McD's run myself but I already ate enough today.
The occasional goyslop can hit the spot I tell you what
I don't know why I even come here anymore. I'm a massive loser with no social life and try to at least see some social activity on here and all over IST I just read about how everyone is so smart, rich, top jobs, tons of sex, dozens of hobbies, etc. and feel even worse.
You've got friends here bro, there are some sparks among the ashes. Just watch and carefully find them.
im a loser im sorry i'll try to get better