This.
If had been able to obliterate her sweet juicy pussy with my 9 inch monstrosity for 30 minutes straight she would have never had depression ever again. She would be so happy to just obey and serve me for the rest of her life. Just so she can taste my gigantic wiener.
>A 28-year-old Dutch woman named Zoraya ter Beek has decided to end her life legally, following a prolonged battle with depression, autism, and borderline personality disorder. The woman is slated to be euthanised in May this year, the Free Press, a US-based media outlet, has reported.
What are the odds this is just the BPD and she's just doing it to get attention with no intention of actually going through with it?
>What are the odds this is just the BPD and she's just doing it to get attention with no intention of actually going through with it?
Extremely high. Not 100% but very likely.
Incidentally, curing depression with a dicking is very hit or miss.
Peckishness and irritability, anxiety, being argumentative and hostile for no apparent good reason, displaying impulsive desire to make trouble-- those are signs a woman needs to be dicked down.
The problem here is when some fatherless girl goes out and makes trouble for random buttholes who obligingly (on pure instinct) gentle her down with fricks. But these random buttholes treat her like shit and always abandon her, this cycle repeats until she's numb and depressed and feels worthless because her vegana is now worthless from the large number of random dicks that have ravaged it and her looks are declining.
literally this
most girls didn't have a good dick in them, they just fake for 15 minutes
now, if you fricked a girl for a hour and she didn't feel anything then you fricked up, you don't know how to set the mood up and you're just flapping about
or she needs to be violently raped to get an orgasm, eithe or
This. I had a gf who stayed at home and was always happy because I dicked her non-stop when I was at home. After I broke up with her and sent her to get parents house, she had a mental breakdown and got put into an asylum.
No you moron, the problem is likely too much of that. People become suicidal when their whorish behavior catches up to them and hits them like a truck.
>A 28-year-old Dutch woman named Zoraya ter Beek has decided to end her life legally, following a prolonged battle with depression, autism, and borderline personality disorder. The woman is slated to be euthanised in May this year, the Free Press, a US-based media outlet, has reported.
What are the odds this is just the BPD and she's just doing it to get attention with no intention of actually going through with it?
>depression, autism, and borderline personality disorder
shes just a woman who made being a c**t her personality such that no one wants to be around her
You know I didn't think about this before but I bet this leads to some pretty awkward social situations.
Like imagine being with your family at Christmas and your cousins start talking about the trip to the beach they have planned in the summer, and you're like, yeah I have a trip planned too! To Hell!
Or you are trying to get an appointment in with the dentist and the receptionist tells you they have an opening in a month. Nope, sorry! I'll be dead then! Got anything next week?
Maybe you are at work and you are going over your personal growth plan with your supervisor. What are your goals in the next six months? To die! Where do you see yourself in five years? Being eaten by harpies!
You see an old friend for coffee while she's in town. We should do this again sometime! Haha, don't count on it!
The sad part though is that there's a guy out there somewhere who is about to get left on read, forever.
bpd means she's fricked 600 guys and has no chance at ever having a normal relationship now. bpd hoes always try to claim they have autism for some reason too.
autism certainly more real than 95% of anxiety or mood disorders.
meet someone with low functioning autism & then meet a girl with bpd who drinks too much alcohol, drinks too much coffee, never exercises, has bad relationship with her parents, fricks on the first date etc. it's like clockwork.
95% of the time, people with BPD suffer from not being able to deal with the consequences of their actions and are in turn extremely emotional & defensive because they are often too selfish to be able to see someone else's POV.
I'm not saying that's all cases, but the mental health industry is cashing in on the TikTokification of mental illness.
>he doesn't know autism was literally invented by doctors to placate single mothers who didn't properly socialize their male children
ouch, who's gonna tell them?
>that pic
the main argument for autism I find, is they are more moral and logical
being a normie you tolerate lying far more easily than an autistic person.
Sure being exploitative like that is better for your own prosperity in most cases, but as a whole you are a less logical, less moral being.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
This is true. I've cut off family and friends for the smallest infractions involving lies. I will walk the other way if I'm around deceptive people. I also have an interest in street lights. My favourite is low pressure sodium lamps.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>This is true. I've cut off family and friends for the smallest infractions involving lies.
I haven't. but I really dislike any assault on truth.
I will often eat PR damage and say the truth, than give white lies or things people like to hear.
This doesn't win me any friends or favors, but it's the right way of life in my opinion and by god I will be a beacon of what I think the world should be like.
Naturally people have called me autistic for this.
Event though I don't have trouble with empathy or understanding other people. Simply refusing to lie, is enough to get branded an autist. > also have an interest in street lights. My favourite is low pressure sodium lamps.
Elaborate, why?
4 weeks ago
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>Elaborate, why?
I love arc lamps and the science behind them. I love the narrowband monochromatic spectrum they emit, and love the aesthetic at night, especially during balmy summer nights, but also chillingly cold winter nights. I despise that LED is replacing sodium vapour pressure lamps. Detestable. I am saddened that global companies have ceased manufacturing LPS lamps, but I hope to be mistaken. I also enjoy night photography employing these lighting conditions. Look to the light! >Simply refusing to lie, is enough to get branded an autist.
Such a shame in this modern world. You share the same values as I do. I also score high in empathy. I don't forget what people say, and thankfully do not spend a lot of time around sociopaths, so invariably I catch people out on their lies, even after many years. Most of the time they gaslight themselves out of it though. It's really hard for people to admit they lie. I too became a sore thumb in workplaces, and eventually told my boss to go frick himself. That was the first day of the rest of my life.
I don't know what to think of Peterson these days, but I abide by his quote: if you can't tell the truth, at lest don't lie.
4 weeks ago
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>I love arc lamps and the science behind them. I love the narrowband monochromatic spectrum they emit, and love the aesthetic at night, especially during balmy summer nights, but also chillingly cold winter nights. I despise that LED is replacing sodium vapour pressure lamps. Detestable. I am saddened that global companies have ceased manufacturing LPS lamps, but I hope to be mistaken. I also enjoy night photography employing these lighting conditions. Look to the light!
Now if only I could find a woman with this much sovl, we could have babies and a family.
But sadly I have yet to encounter even one woman that was passionate about anything, even like this.
Most women fall into the "I love traveling, shopping and social media" >Such a shame in this modern world. You share the same values as I do.
I'm actually wondering, whats an efficient and fast way to filter and find people like us. I want to be among my people and for that I need to find my people. >I don't forget what people say, and thankfully do not spend a lot of time around sociopaths, so invariably I catch people out on their lies, even after many years.
For me, the easiest litmus test, not for lying but generally if I can deal with a person, is if a person has a certain set of rules and morals set in stone that they follow and uphold.
People can say they believe or are, anything. But when push comes to shove, do they play by the rules they set out.
See I don't expect people to live by my rules and standards, that's unrealistic. But if the people don't live by their own rules and create "rules for thee but not for me", I fricking know it's going to be hell interacting with these people, as they will rewrite the narrative, story, and "what happened" whenever they please. >Most of the time they gaslight themselves out of it though.
That is how it works naturally for people, all people.
You have to put in lot of effort constantly to double check yourself if you are deluding yourself or not.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Now if only I could find a woman with this much sovl, we could have babies and a family.
You and me, anon. I've come close, but not quite got there. If it takes a lifetime, so be it. I've been besotted by certain women who have turned me on intellectually (as well as having a choice ass), and continue to remain open to this possibility through my adventures. I wish the same for you too. >I'm actually wondering, whats an efficient and fast way to filter and find people like us. I want to be among my people and for that I need to find my people.
Good question. For women, have you ever met someone by chance on your daily journey, and had that immediate intuitive primal connection; that sense of knowing that you have maximum compatibility on all levels, yet was never explicitly discussed? The eyes, the body language. It could be a benign interaction lasting seconds, but you both just knew. Next time it happens, take a chance. Seize it with all your will.
I also think finding out where you come from, your roots and culture, means everything and becomes more important over time. Go to where your ancestry beckons you to go.
In your current day to day life? Jung makes a point of this in the quotation. I think filtering the wheat from the chaff will always be part of the deal. >But if the people don't live by their own rules and create "rules for thee but not for me", I fricking know it's going to be hell interacting with these people...
Yes, the machiavellians, the narcissists, the egotists...scared insecure children who never healed their traumas, let alone never even acknowledged the hurt child within. That's the empath in me, though a little humility from them would go a long way. A lot of people have a hard time admitting they fricked up. It's fricking hard, no doubt. But there's a breakthrough waiting for them in there somewhere.
4 weeks ago
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>You and me, anon. I've come close, but not quite got there. If it takes a lifetime, so be it. I've been besotted by certain women who have turned me on intellectually (as well as having a choice ass), and continue to remain open to this possibility through my adventures. I wish the same for you too.
I just want to find a single woman whos personality I will like, I want to love them for their personality, the person they chose to be and uphold everyday. Not over something as trivial and effortless as being born with a vegana. >For women, have you ever met someone by chance on your daily journey,
Never, I've kept my eye open for all my life for any woman even approaching to be similar to me, in any place or time that I am doing things. I'd honestly jump out of a moving vehicle if I would spot a woman with certain signs but It has never happened. There simply is no women even close to being like me. So the best I'm hoping for is at least compatible on some level with my values. >and had that immediate intuitive primal connection; that sense of knowing that you have maximum compatibility on all levels, yet was never explicitly discussed? The eyes, the body language.
I know what you are talking about, I can imagine it so well, yet I've never seen it in real life. >Next time it happens, take a chance.
never happened, I'm just too much of a snowflake for my own good. >I also think finding out where you come from, your roots and culture, means everything and becomes more important over time. Go to where your ancestry beckons you to go.
I'm in my homeland, but the path of my life has been... something so I doubt many will share my circumstances that birth my kind of personality. It leaves me feeling rather isolated and alone.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>love them for their personality >person they chose to be and uphold everyday
Poor anon, you've got a long and painful road ahead of you.
One day though, you'll realize that everything you've heard from the "toxic" men who have come before you is actually reality. Women are not real people in the way you're envisioning it.
You will either come to terms with this or be forever lonely. Think of them like children or dogs and you'll be much better off.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>One day though, you'll realize that everything you've heard from the "toxic" men who have come before you is actually reality.
I don't think they are toxic. I think they are pragmatist, who care about results and work with whatever they think they got. If women are just animals, they will treat them like animals to get the results they want.
What I want though, is more ambitious than that, and likely I will not get what I want at all. >Women are not real people in the way you're envisioning it.
Lifes quest to find one. Just one, surely a genetic mutation of a freak exists out there somewhere. >You will either come to terms with this or be forever lonely.
The latter more likely.
I want a good woman to be the mother of my children not a animal I have to keep in check. >Think of them like children or dogs and you'll be much better off.
If I'm to "accept" how women are, really are.
Then they are worse than dogs or children.
Children are the way they are due to lack of experience and development. You can teach them to overcome, and they will listen to you, and you have a great authority over them.
Dogs, are very loyal, easy to train, require very little and literally love your company, you also have absolute authority over them.
Women, you have less authority over, are less likely to listen to you, don't get hyper happy with just your company, are very demanding and materalistic and hedonistic.
No, I will not accept such beings as a life partner. I will not have such an animal be the mother of my kids.
I've seen plenty of permutations of what normal peoples families are and my only goal is to do a better job at that.
A better, happier, healthier family. If I can't have that, I'm not sure I can morally subject my children to the typical shit.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
Without intending any disrespect, you sound young. Young and idealistic. The way you should be when you're young.
Life is messy. You'll eventually find some female that ticks some of the boxes and you can actually stand to be around her in cohabitation and you may still be thinking "is she the one?" Of course, that means you know she really isn't, but she's probably the best you've come across so far. You'll also know you can't demand perfection from life so you'll bump along for a while. One day she'll tell you she's pregnant. Now what are you gonna do?
The "right" thing is providing for your family, meaning job, mortgage, car payments, etc, which eventually will make you completely fricking miserable, feeling like you've lost the person you used to be. Then she'll divorce rape you.
This is pretty much guaranteed. The only alternative is to sit on the sidelines of life and be forever lonely/miserable. A bit like that op roastie. Except you'll always have hope, even if buried for a while. Because you're a man, not a child, dog or female.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Without intending any disrespect, you sound young. Young and idealistic.
oh for frick sake... I'm probably older than you and I've been married.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
Sorry then bro, but wtf are you talking about with all this perfect woman shit?
You should know that's just illusion.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
indomitable male spirit
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
Lol good luck mate. Be sure to report back if you ever find success.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Lol good luck mate.
I'll need it.... >Be sure to report back if you ever find success.
Frankly I should have taken on a bit more realistic and less ambitious goal, like maybe colonizing Mars.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Yes, the machiavellians, the narcissists, the egotists...scared insecure children who never healed their traumas, let alone never even acknowledged the hurt child within.
Personally I've never thought of it from that angle. It's as simple as that people must abide by the same rules, if you create a rule, you set it, you must abide by it first and most of all.
If you don't it's just random smoke, all talk, no function. Meaningless.
This leads me to another point, but obviously peoples actions are far better judge than what they ever say. The only use of what they say is to create a reference point to see how disconnected they are from what they mouth off and what they do. >Indeed. It certainly doesn't help with my neurosis, and I believe as I mature I can understand why people think and act this way and are able to let go with compassion. Like you say, a total survival tactic, and mostly unconscious
Well think about it, it takes lots of time and energy, and the result is you feel less like a hero and good person for whatever possible actions.
Most people aren't willing to pay that price when they can selfdeludemaxx to more smoothly move through life. >It's too much for most to even consider their wretched darkness, let alone face it. I struggle with it sometimes too, but not for facing it rather letting it consume my goodness.
I still have trouble admiting some of my mistakes to other people sometimes. But I admit all of them to myself at least. >Yet, I felt more of a social connection than the usual brief chit chat script we all usually have on standby. Sometimes these moments catch you and surprise you.
I had a miracle happen, I'v had a chat near chirstmas with a stranger, and for the first time in years I didn't feel lonely.
What a relief of a feeling that was. >By comparison, having a real and engaging discourse with you here has been far more fulfilling on many levels
A good interaction involves back and forth, it can't be just one side preaching
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[...]
continuing.
It's quite exhausting to double check yourself all the time, but it's the only way to increase your chances of not deluding yourself. But seriously so much effort and time. It's not easy at all. I'm guessing it's a survival advantage, in being able to lie to yourself, helps you get through life scrambling for an advantage for yourself while also emotionally feeling good about your own actions. >I too became a sore thumb in workplaces,
I didn't mean just workplaces, I mean in life in general.
People want to hear nice things, true or not, and they don't want to hear negative things, true or not.
So being the person who likes to be as truthful as one can be, to uplift the good that is there, that is true, and have negative things be acknowledged so they are accounted for and possibly addressed, will leave almost all people seething. >I don't know what to think of Peterson these days
never liked him, he says nice things, but he doesn't live them, I'v frankly seen better people in regular life than him. But people without a father figure these days have a need to latch on to somebody who provides them a feeling of guidance.
continuation >It's quite exhausting to double check yourself all the time, but it's the only way to increase your chances of not deluding yourself.
Indeed. It certainly doesn't help with my neurosis, and I believe as I mature I can understand why people think and act this way and are able to let go with compassion. Like you say, a total survival tactic, and mostly unconscious. It's too much for most to even consider their wretched darkness, let alone face it. I struggle with it sometimes too, but not for facing it rather letting it consume my goodness. >People want to hear nice things, true or not, and they don't want to hear negative things, true or not.
I understand, I used your comment as a bit of segue, kek. Sometimes you may come across someone who completely subverts your expectations: as recent as this evening, I had a decent conversation with an immigrant at the gym. Somehow our conversation went to the importance of men's mental health, opening up and having a real conversation about it, and being self-accepting of it. In our dialogue, we both admitted we both had a bit of a shit week for different reasons. It felt good having real talk with someone from another part of the world who shares the same struggles as I do. It certainly wasn't shallow nor facile, and was rather effortless and not too deep. Yet, I felt more of a social connection than the usual brief chit chat script we all usually have on standby. Sometimes these moments catch you and surprise you. >Peterson...
I find his old lectures to be quite engaging, yet couldn't get through his book. I saw him live in 2018 and upon reflection realised that he spent 2 hours waffling about a whole lot of nothing, and we paid the privelege of listening.
By comparison, having a real and engaging discourse with you here has been far more fulfilling on many levels. I appreciate you for such an opportunity.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>I love arc lamps and the science behind them. I love the narrowband monochromatic spectrum they emit, and love the aesthetic at night, especially during balmy summer nights, but also chillingly cold winter nights. I despise that LED is replacing sodium vapour pressure lamps. Detestable. I am saddened that global companies have ceased manufacturing LPS lamps, but I hope to be mistaken. I also enjoy night photography employing these lighting conditions. Look to the light!
Now if only I could find a woman with this much sovl, we could have babies and a family.
But sadly I have yet to encounter even one woman that was passionate about anything, even like this.
Most women fall into the "I love traveling, shopping and social media" >Such a shame in this modern world. You share the same values as I do.
I'm actually wondering, whats an efficient and fast way to filter and find people like us. I want to be among my people and for that I need to find my people. >I don't forget what people say, and thankfully do not spend a lot of time around sociopaths, so invariably I catch people out on their lies, even after many years.
For me, the easiest litmus test, not for lying but generally if I can deal with a person, is if a person has a certain set of rules and morals set in stone that they follow and uphold.
People can say they believe or are, anything. But when push comes to shove, do they play by the rules they set out.
See I don't expect people to live by my rules and standards, that's unrealistic. But if the people don't live by their own rules and create "rules for thee but not for me", I fricking know it's going to be hell interacting with these people, as they will rewrite the narrative, story, and "what happened" whenever they please. >Most of the time they gaslight themselves out of it though.
That is how it works naturally for people, all people.
You have to put in lot of effort constantly to double check yourself if you are deluding yourself or not.
continuing.
It's quite exhausting to double check yourself all the time, but it's the only way to increase your chances of not deluding yourself. But seriously so much effort and time. It's not easy at all. I'm guessing it's a survival advantage, in being able to lie to yourself, helps you get through life scrambling for an advantage for yourself while also emotionally feeling good about your own actions. >I too became a sore thumb in workplaces,
I didn't mean just workplaces, I mean in life in general.
People want to hear nice things, true or not, and they don't want to hear negative things, true or not.
So being the person who likes to be as truthful as one can be, to uplift the good that is there, that is true, and have negative things be acknowledged so they are accounted for and possibly addressed, will leave almost all people seething. >I don't know what to think of Peterson these days
never liked him, he says nice things, but he doesn't live them, I'v frankly seen better people in regular life than him. But people without a father figure these days have a need to latch on to somebody who provides them a feeling of guidance.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
And then when you die alone you will wonder why
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
>And then when you die alone you will wonder why
I'm not really alone at all, you mistakenly assume I have no one in my life. I choose to be around good, truthful people, and they're out there.
MDMA, Mushrooms or LSD. Anyone that wants government assisted suicide should be given the option to get high as a kite to drugs that have the opportunity to make them rethink their intent at least.
good
she won't be a burden on society anymore if she is dead
whereas roidtrannies and coke snorters are an extreme waste of taxpayer money, since public hospitals are still forced to take care of them even though they're purposely destroying their health with substance abuse
I think this sets an interesting precident. Look at her flabby, pasty body. If she were American, she would be hideously obese. It's obvious that lifestyle change was never taken seriously by her. That's likely what would save her.
this b***h can kill herself for free this very instant no problem but she's too pussy to do it and has to request assistance which will be financed by the dutch taxpayer, dutch people are socialist cucks
they just needed workerbees in the past. now that they control all the means of production (in the west at least), the riff raff can die off so they can be leaders of the anthill. thankfully uncle Putin is thwarting their evil plans (one world technocratic socialism) tho
Childfree for the first years of marriage is great. >dual income, lower expenses >don’t have to take care of a baby/kids while in your prime >more time and money to do cool stuff
Just have kids in your mid-late 30s
>Just wait until you are fat, lazy and complacent, also it's only a couple thousand dollars to have IVF treatments for what's left of your wife's dried up eggs
>give your kid downs later in exchange for more money now >wait until your health and energy levels start to decline, kids love parents that can't play with them
You don't deserve to have children, tbh.
Your mistake was not picking out your wife in highschool.
4 weeks ago
Anonymous
Actually, I'v been trying to find my "soulmate" since I was 4 years old.
I'v made a few attemps through life.
Was married even.
Nothing. No kids. I'm a failure because of that.
Would be cured with a good dicking down and raising a family aligned to her role as female and mother as nature intended, removed from the lens of modern society.
That's the last option. I'd prefer to do it in a clean, professional, painless way with proper body disposal to not burden my mother. Would be different if I was an American. Would just buy a gun, drive somewhere far away and end it quickly
>to not burden my mother
What a moronic thought. Her failure to raise a mentally sound son is what's going to bother her, not you having a disheveled corpse.
why homies and hoes in rich countries be unhappy
they got errthing they need they full of paper $$$
shit i dont get it
if i had dough, id be set i know how to build an environment for myself, i know what shit to do for fun etc
The implications of government-sanctioned suicide is staggering...
"Unable or unwilling to be a law-abiding, tax-paying, order-complying, vertical thinking functional drone? Opt in for assisted suicide for the low low price of 59.99!"
This stuff is just eugenics. People like Gates and the other megarich who support this stuff are all into eugenics. They're trying to brute force a filter on humanity (Western European peoples)
Eugenics implies improving the gene pool. Maybe they are improving the gene pool from the perspective of creating a population that is easier from them to control, but by every sane metric they are clearly irreversibly destroying the gene pool in western countries. So dysgenics is a far better term for what’s going on now.
Maybe just needs a good dicking
This.
If had been able to obliterate her sweet juicy pussy with my 9 inch monstrosity for 30 minutes straight she would have never had depression ever again. She would be so happy to just obey and serve me for the rest of her life. Just so she can taste my gigantic wiener.
Very sad to see
Better go get a plane ticket, Anon. You could save a life with that python of yours. What a hero.
>Not enough dick
>Too much dick
The duality of man
>those tattoos
>depressed
I'm willing to bet she wants to die because she got too many dickings, probably at too young an age.
exactly
>What are the odds this is just the BPD and she's just doing it to get attention with no intention of actually going through with it?
Extremely high. Not 100% but very likely.
See, this is why no one likes millennials. They're so flaky and never follow through on anything
Incidentally, curing depression with a dicking is very hit or miss.
Peckishness and irritability, anxiety, being argumentative and hostile for no apparent good reason, displaying impulsive desire to make trouble-- those are signs a woman needs to be dicked down.
The problem here is when some fatherless girl goes out and makes trouble for random buttholes who obligingly (on pure instinct) gentle her down with fricks. But these random buttholes treat her like shit and always abandon her, this cycle repeats until she's numb and depressed and feels worthless because her vegana is now worthless from the large number of random dicks that have ravaged it and her looks are declining.
literally this
most girls didn't have a good dick in them, they just fake for 15 minutes
now, if you fricked a girl for a hour and she didn't feel anything then you fricked up, you don't know how to set the mood up and you're just flapping about
or she needs to be violently raped to get an orgasm, eithe or
This. I had a gf who stayed at home and was always happy because I dicked her non-stop when I was at home. After I broke up with her and sent her to get parents house, she had a mental breakdown and got put into an asylum.
No you moron, the problem is likely too much of that. People become suicidal when their whorish behavior catches up to them and hits them like a truck.
You have never faced loneliness in your life.
word up homie
>A 28-year-old Dutch woman named Zoraya ter Beek has decided to end her life legally, following a prolonged battle with depression, autism, and borderline personality disorder. The woman is slated to be euthanised in May this year, the Free Press, a US-based media outlet, has reported.
What are the odds this is just the BPD and she's just doing it to get attention with no intention of actually going through with it?
>depression, autism, and borderline personality disorder
shes just a woman who made being a c**t her personality such that no one wants to be around her
>tattoos
dropped
>ugly tattoos
>fat
ok, lel
Now imagine her at 20% BF without tats. She would be a happy mother and wife if it weren't for feminism
You know I didn't think about this before but I bet this leads to some pretty awkward social situations.
Like imagine being with your family at Christmas and your cousins start talking about the trip to the beach they have planned in the summer, and you're like, yeah I have a trip planned too! To Hell!
Or you are trying to get an appointment in with the dentist and the receptionist tells you they have an opening in a month. Nope, sorry! I'll be dead then! Got anything next week?
Maybe you are at work and you are going over your personal growth plan with your supervisor. What are your goals in the next six months? To die! Where do you see yourself in five years? Being eaten by harpies!
You see an old friend for coffee while she's in town. We should do this again sometime! Haha, don't count on it!
The sad part though is that there's a guy out there somewhere who is about to get left on read, forever.
bpd means she's fricked 600 guys and has no chance at ever having a normal relationship now. bpd hoes always try to claim they have autism for some reason too.
>bpd isn't real
>but autism is
autism certainly more real than 95% of anxiety or mood disorders.
meet someone with low functioning autism & then meet a girl with bpd who drinks too much alcohol, drinks too much coffee, never exercises, has bad relationship with her parents, fricks on the first date etc. it's like clockwork.
95% of the time, people with BPD suffer from not being able to deal with the consequences of their actions and are in turn extremely emotional & defensive because they are often too selfish to be able to see someone else's POV.
I'm not saying that's all cases, but the mental health industry is cashing in on the TikTokification of mental illness.
>he doesn't know autism was literally invented by doctors to placate single mothers who didn't properly socialize their male children
ouch, who's gonna tell them?
Autism is an aryan trait
>that pic
the main argument for autism I find, is they are more moral and logical
being a normie you tolerate lying far more easily than an autistic person.
Sure being exploitative like that is better for your own prosperity in most cases, but as a whole you are a less logical, less moral being.
This is true. I've cut off family and friends for the smallest infractions involving lies. I will walk the other way if I'm around deceptive people. I also have an interest in street lights. My favourite is low pressure sodium lamps.
>This is true. I've cut off family and friends for the smallest infractions involving lies.
I haven't. but I really dislike any assault on truth.
I will often eat PR damage and say the truth, than give white lies or things people like to hear.
This doesn't win me any friends or favors, but it's the right way of life in my opinion and by god I will be a beacon of what I think the world should be like.
Naturally people have called me autistic for this.
Event though I don't have trouble with empathy or understanding other people. Simply refusing to lie, is enough to get branded an autist.
> also have an interest in street lights. My favourite is low pressure sodium lamps.
Elaborate, why?
>Elaborate, why?
I love arc lamps and the science behind them. I love the narrowband monochromatic spectrum they emit, and love the aesthetic at night, especially during balmy summer nights, but also chillingly cold winter nights. I despise that LED is replacing sodium vapour pressure lamps. Detestable. I am saddened that global companies have ceased manufacturing LPS lamps, but I hope to be mistaken. I also enjoy night photography employing these lighting conditions. Look to the light!
>Simply refusing to lie, is enough to get branded an autist.
Such a shame in this modern world. You share the same values as I do. I also score high in empathy. I don't forget what people say, and thankfully do not spend a lot of time around sociopaths, so invariably I catch people out on their lies, even after many years. Most of the time they gaslight themselves out of it though. It's really hard for people to admit they lie. I too became a sore thumb in workplaces, and eventually told my boss to go frick himself. That was the first day of the rest of my life.
I don't know what to think of Peterson these days, but I abide by his quote: if you can't tell the truth, at lest don't lie.
>I love arc lamps and the science behind them. I love the narrowband monochromatic spectrum they emit, and love the aesthetic at night, especially during balmy summer nights, but also chillingly cold winter nights. I despise that LED is replacing sodium vapour pressure lamps. Detestable. I am saddened that global companies have ceased manufacturing LPS lamps, but I hope to be mistaken. I also enjoy night photography employing these lighting conditions. Look to the light!
Now if only I could find a woman with this much sovl, we could have babies and a family.
But sadly I have yet to encounter even one woman that was passionate about anything, even like this.
Most women fall into the "I love traveling, shopping and social media"
>Such a shame in this modern world. You share the same values as I do.
I'm actually wondering, whats an efficient and fast way to filter and find people like us. I want to be among my people and for that I need to find my people.
>I don't forget what people say, and thankfully do not spend a lot of time around sociopaths, so invariably I catch people out on their lies, even after many years.
For me, the easiest litmus test, not for lying but generally if I can deal with a person, is if a person has a certain set of rules and morals set in stone that they follow and uphold.
People can say they believe or are, anything. But when push comes to shove, do they play by the rules they set out.
See I don't expect people to live by my rules and standards, that's unrealistic. But if the people don't live by their own rules and create "rules for thee but not for me", I fricking know it's going to be hell interacting with these people, as they will rewrite the narrative, story, and "what happened" whenever they please.
>Most of the time they gaslight themselves out of it though.
That is how it works naturally for people, all people.
You have to put in lot of effort constantly to double check yourself if you are deluding yourself or not.
>Now if only I could find a woman with this much sovl, we could have babies and a family.
You and me, anon. I've come close, but not quite got there. If it takes a lifetime, so be it. I've been besotted by certain women who have turned me on intellectually (as well as having a choice ass), and continue to remain open to this possibility through my adventures. I wish the same for you too.
>I'm actually wondering, whats an efficient and fast way to filter and find people like us. I want to be among my people and for that I need to find my people.
Good question. For women, have you ever met someone by chance on your daily journey, and had that immediate intuitive primal connection; that sense of knowing that you have maximum compatibility on all levels, yet was never explicitly discussed? The eyes, the body language. It could be a benign interaction lasting seconds, but you both just knew. Next time it happens, take a chance. Seize it with all your will.
I also think finding out where you come from, your roots and culture, means everything and becomes more important over time. Go to where your ancestry beckons you to go.
In your current day to day life? Jung makes a point of this in the quotation. I think filtering the wheat from the chaff will always be part of the deal.
>But if the people don't live by their own rules and create "rules for thee but not for me", I fricking know it's going to be hell interacting with these people...
Yes, the machiavellians, the narcissists, the egotists...scared insecure children who never healed their traumas, let alone never even acknowledged the hurt child within. That's the empath in me, though a little humility from them would go a long way. A lot of people have a hard time admitting they fricked up. It's fricking hard, no doubt. But there's a breakthrough waiting for them in there somewhere.
>You and me, anon. I've come close, but not quite got there. If it takes a lifetime, so be it. I've been besotted by certain women who have turned me on intellectually (as well as having a choice ass), and continue to remain open to this possibility through my adventures. I wish the same for you too.
I just want to find a single woman whos personality I will like, I want to love them for their personality, the person they chose to be and uphold everyday. Not over something as trivial and effortless as being born with a vegana.
>For women, have you ever met someone by chance on your daily journey,
Never, I've kept my eye open for all my life for any woman even approaching to be similar to me, in any place or time that I am doing things. I'd honestly jump out of a moving vehicle if I would spot a woman with certain signs but It has never happened. There simply is no women even close to being like me. So the best I'm hoping for is at least compatible on some level with my values.
>and had that immediate intuitive primal connection; that sense of knowing that you have maximum compatibility on all levels, yet was never explicitly discussed? The eyes, the body language.
I know what you are talking about, I can imagine it so well, yet I've never seen it in real life.
>Next time it happens, take a chance.
never happened, I'm just too much of a snowflake for my own good.
>I also think finding out where you come from, your roots and culture, means everything and becomes more important over time. Go to where your ancestry beckons you to go.
I'm in my homeland, but the path of my life has been... something so I doubt many will share my circumstances that birth my kind of personality. It leaves me feeling rather isolated and alone.
>love them for their personality
>person they chose to be and uphold everyday
Poor anon, you've got a long and painful road ahead of you.
One day though, you'll realize that everything you've heard from the "toxic" men who have come before you is actually reality. Women are not real people in the way you're envisioning it.
You will either come to terms with this or be forever lonely. Think of them like children or dogs and you'll be much better off.
>One day though, you'll realize that everything you've heard from the "toxic" men who have come before you is actually reality.
I don't think they are toxic. I think they are pragmatist, who care about results and work with whatever they think they got. If women are just animals, they will treat them like animals to get the results they want.
What I want though, is more ambitious than that, and likely I will not get what I want at all.
>Women are not real people in the way you're envisioning it.
Lifes quest to find one. Just one, surely a genetic mutation of a freak exists out there somewhere.
>You will either come to terms with this or be forever lonely.
The latter more likely.
I want a good woman to be the mother of my children not a animal I have to keep in check.
>Think of them like children or dogs and you'll be much better off.
If I'm to "accept" how women are, really are.
Then they are worse than dogs or children.
Children are the way they are due to lack of experience and development. You can teach them to overcome, and they will listen to you, and you have a great authority over them.
Dogs, are very loyal, easy to train, require very little and literally love your company, you also have absolute authority over them.
Women, you have less authority over, are less likely to listen to you, don't get hyper happy with just your company, are very demanding and materalistic and hedonistic.
No, I will not accept such beings as a life partner. I will not have such an animal be the mother of my kids.
I've seen plenty of permutations of what normal peoples families are and my only goal is to do a better job at that.
A better, happier, healthier family. If I can't have that, I'm not sure I can morally subject my children to the typical shit.
Without intending any disrespect, you sound young. Young and idealistic. The way you should be when you're young.
Life is messy. You'll eventually find some female that ticks some of the boxes and you can actually stand to be around her in cohabitation and you may still be thinking "is she the one?" Of course, that means you know she really isn't, but she's probably the best you've come across so far. You'll also know you can't demand perfection from life so you'll bump along for a while. One day she'll tell you she's pregnant. Now what are you gonna do?
The "right" thing is providing for your family, meaning job, mortgage, car payments, etc, which eventually will make you completely fricking miserable, feeling like you've lost the person you used to be. Then she'll divorce rape you.
This is pretty much guaranteed. The only alternative is to sit on the sidelines of life and be forever lonely/miserable. A bit like that op roastie. Except you'll always have hope, even if buried for a while. Because you're a man, not a child, dog or female.
>Without intending any disrespect, you sound young. Young and idealistic.
oh for frick sake... I'm probably older than you and I've been married.
Sorry then bro, but wtf are you talking about with all this perfect woman shit?
You should know that's just illusion.
indomitable male spirit
Lol good luck mate. Be sure to report back if you ever find success.
>Lol good luck mate.
I'll need it....
>Be sure to report back if you ever find success.
Frankly I should have taken on a bit more realistic and less ambitious goal, like maybe colonizing Mars.
>Yes, the machiavellians, the narcissists, the egotists...scared insecure children who never healed their traumas, let alone never even acknowledged the hurt child within.
Personally I've never thought of it from that angle. It's as simple as that people must abide by the same rules, if you create a rule, you set it, you must abide by it first and most of all.
If you don't it's just random smoke, all talk, no function. Meaningless.
This leads me to another point, but obviously peoples actions are far better judge than what they ever say. The only use of what they say is to create a reference point to see how disconnected they are from what they mouth off and what they do.
>Indeed. It certainly doesn't help with my neurosis, and I believe as I mature I can understand why people think and act this way and are able to let go with compassion. Like you say, a total survival tactic, and mostly unconscious
Well think about it, it takes lots of time and energy, and the result is you feel less like a hero and good person for whatever possible actions.
Most people aren't willing to pay that price when they can selfdeludemaxx to more smoothly move through life.
>It's too much for most to even consider their wretched darkness, let alone face it. I struggle with it sometimes too, but not for facing it rather letting it consume my goodness.
I still have trouble admiting some of my mistakes to other people sometimes. But I admit all of them to myself at least.
>Yet, I felt more of a social connection than the usual brief chit chat script we all usually have on standby. Sometimes these moments catch you and surprise you.
I had a miracle happen, I'v had a chat near chirstmas with a stranger, and for the first time in years I didn't feel lonely.
What a relief of a feeling that was.
>By comparison, having a real and engaging discourse with you here has been far more fulfilling on many levels
A good interaction involves back and forth, it can't be just one side preaching
continuation
>It's quite exhausting to double check yourself all the time, but it's the only way to increase your chances of not deluding yourself.
Indeed. It certainly doesn't help with my neurosis, and I believe as I mature I can understand why people think and act this way and are able to let go with compassion. Like you say, a total survival tactic, and mostly unconscious. It's too much for most to even consider their wretched darkness, let alone face it. I struggle with it sometimes too, but not for facing it rather letting it consume my goodness.
>People want to hear nice things, true or not, and they don't want to hear negative things, true or not.
I understand, I used your comment as a bit of segue, kek. Sometimes you may come across someone who completely subverts your expectations: as recent as this evening, I had a decent conversation with an immigrant at the gym. Somehow our conversation went to the importance of men's mental health, opening up and having a real conversation about it, and being self-accepting of it. In our dialogue, we both admitted we both had a bit of a shit week for different reasons. It felt good having real talk with someone from another part of the world who shares the same struggles as I do. It certainly wasn't shallow nor facile, and was rather effortless and not too deep. Yet, I felt more of a social connection than the usual brief chit chat script we all usually have on standby. Sometimes these moments catch you and surprise you.
>Peterson...
I find his old lectures to be quite engaging, yet couldn't get through his book. I saw him live in 2018 and upon reflection realised that he spent 2 hours waffling about a whole lot of nothing, and we paid the privelege of listening.
By comparison, having a real and engaging discourse with you here has been far more fulfilling on many levels. I appreciate you for such an opportunity.
continuing.
It's quite exhausting to double check yourself all the time, but it's the only way to increase your chances of not deluding yourself. But seriously so much effort and time. It's not easy at all. I'm guessing it's a survival advantage, in being able to lie to yourself, helps you get through life scrambling for an advantage for yourself while also emotionally feeling good about your own actions.
>I too became a sore thumb in workplaces,
I didn't mean just workplaces, I mean in life in general.
People want to hear nice things, true or not, and they don't want to hear negative things, true or not.
So being the person who likes to be as truthful as one can be, to uplift the good that is there, that is true, and have negative things be acknowledged so they are accounted for and possibly addressed, will leave almost all people seething.
>I don't know what to think of Peterson these days
never liked him, he says nice things, but he doesn't live them, I'v frankly seen better people in regular life than him. But people without a father figure these days have a need to latch on to somebody who provides them a feeling of guidance.
And then when you die alone you will wonder why
>And then when you die alone you will wonder why
I'm not really alone at all, you mistakenly assume I have no one in my life. I choose to be around good, truthful people, and they're out there.
>typo
fake autist
undersocialization can literally give brain damage....
> no chance at ever having a normal relationship now
She has a boyfriend
Imagine giving her the drugs or whatever then when she is fading out the boyfriend gets down on one knee and proposes to her just to frick with her
With a cuck. No normal guy will date a bpd hoe.
am I the only one seeing a troon?
Women will do absolutely anything for attention lmao
womeme moment
She’s clearly overweight, lifting would probably save her
i need to move to der nederlands so i can try to have sex with all these suicidal chicks before they an hero. such a waste of good bussin
>no we won't make roids or coke legal
>feel free to die though
oy vey, party drugs aren't a government-approved way of committing suicide
>you have to take this experimental gene therapy or you'll die
>feel free to die though
Dead people don't do crime.
MDMA, Mushrooms or LSD. Anyone that wants government assisted suicide should be given the option to get high as a kite to drugs that have the opportunity to make them rethink their intent at least.
good
she won't be a burden on society anymore if she is dead
whereas roidtrannies and coke snorters are an extreme waste of taxpayer money, since public hospitals are still forced to take care of them even though they're purposely destroying their health with substance abuse
How many brown people do you think the state helps kill themselves
Zero. They are the future of the Western world
canada’s euthanasia advertising is amazingly 100% white
One thing's for sure, you will never read an op-ed in the paper about the unbearable whiteness of assisted suicide.
Where's the diversity?
I think this sets an interesting precident. Look at her flabby, pasty body. If she were American, she would be hideously obese. It's obvious that lifestyle change was never taken seriously by her. That's likely what would save her.
this b***h can kill herself for free this very instant no problem but she's too pussy to do it and has to request assistance which will be financed by the dutch taxpayer, dutch people are socialist cucks
>so mentally buckbroken by emancipation and globalism that you basically have no choice but to have a nice day
KEK NO REFUNDS ROASTIE
And why is she deserving of an article?
jews want the rest of us to follow her lead
They actually want you to keep reproducing ad infinitum since it perpetuates the consumerist system.
Suicide, the ultimate form of bodily-autonomy, is the antithesis of infinite-growth ideology.
>I'm going to kys to stick it to the israelites!
>they import ten immigrants from fast-growing regions of the third-world to replace you
They also want to exterminate you thats their actual long-term goal, preferably without lifting a finger
they just needed workerbees in the past. now that they control all the means of production (in the west at least), the riff raff can die off so they can be leaders of the anthill. thankfully uncle Putin is thwarting their evil plans (one world technocratic socialism) tho
I don't want kids because I can't be bothered to raise them, just like my dearest papa did unto me
Childfree for the first years of marriage is great.
>dual income, lower expenses
>don’t have to take care of a baby/kids while in your prime
>more time and money to do cool stuff
Just have kids in your mid-late 30s
>Just wait until you are fat, lazy and complacent, also it's only a couple thousand dollars to have IVF treatments for what's left of your wife's dried up eggs
>You need to have babies when I want you to have them not when you want to have them
Childless and unmarried, guaranteed
>give your kid downs later in exchange for more money now
>wait until your health and energy levels start to decline, kids love parents that can't play with them
You don't deserve to have children, tbh.
Not the guy but
I deserve to have children, but can't find a woman to have children with.
Irony.
Your mistake was not picking out your wife in highschool.
Actually, I'v been trying to find my "soulmate" since I was 4 years old.
I'v made a few attemps through life.
Was married even.
Nothing. No kids. I'm a failure because of that.
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>28
ran out 24yo chads and then ran out of betabux or what
Who wants to bet $20 that she will not off herself this year?
Would be cured with a good dicking down and raising a family aligned to her role as female and mother as nature intended, removed from the lens of modern society.
I'm waiting until euthanasia becomes legal here. God forbid I won't have to wait 10 years
just do it the old fashioned way. What are they gonna do, fine you?
That's the last option. I'd prefer to do it in a clean, professional, painless way with proper body disposal to not burden my mother. Would be different if I was an American. Would just buy a gun, drive somewhere far away and end it quickly
>to not burden my mother
What a moronic thought. Her failure to raise a mentally sound son is what's going to bother her, not you having a disheveled corpse.
Nah. I'm the one who failed. I should've realised where things were going when I was like 15.
understandable, do shrooms before just to see if you change your mind, it's not like you have anything to lose at that point
why homies and hoes in rich countries be unhappy
they got errthing they need they full of paper $$$
shit i dont get it
if i had dough, id be set i know how to build an environment for myself, i know what shit to do for fun etc
She is an hero, saving many men from headaches.
>letting made up imaginary diseases torture you to the point of wanting to off yourself
I seriously hope nobody does this
The implications of government-sanctioned suicide is staggering...
"Unable or unwilling to be a law-abiding, tax-paying, order-complying, vertical thinking functional drone? Opt in for assisted suicide for the low low price of 59.99!"
Every day I thank God I’m not Canadian
This stuff is just eugenics. People like Gates and the other megarich who support this stuff are all into eugenics. They're trying to brute force a filter on humanity (Western European peoples)
Yeah I mean pretty much
Eugenics implies improving the gene pool. Maybe they are improving the gene pool from the perspective of creating a population that is easier from them to control, but by every sane metric they are clearly irreversibly destroying the gene pool in western countries. So dysgenics is a far better term for what’s going on now.
How was she good for the gene pool? She at the very least had low willpower.
I think the goal is to weed out weak-minded people and mix others, with the ones remaining being up to their standard