Think prophetic visions come around 11 months. So far only have vague dreams of ravens and hounds, all crying into the night with a scream unknown. The Masters have told me that a man’s ancestral powers will not be fully unlocked until he’s been on nofap longer than he was jacking off. Still many years to go.
Legitimately, does it not kind of freak you out that your wife will one day shrivel up and her beautiful fat ass and breasts will sag and her pussy will dry up and she'll get a dumb cropped haircut and her mouth will taste like a plastic bag.
That's the actual reason I don't want to get married, they'll get disgusting while I'll still have a libido and it's not acceptable to pay for prostitutes.
To clarify, I wouldn't feel good about seeing prostitutes if I was married and old. But I would if I was a bachelor. I just wouldn't want my family to know but that's easy to hide.
Based. Just finished plowing my wife doggy after watching TV high on weed gummies.
You've never had an orgasm until it's in the trembling pussy of the woman you love.
How'd you get established? What were the first few weeks like?
I've done a 120 streak and a 500+ but I had odd situations start both. Former was weird religious psychosis and latter was dom mommy roastie gf who would never frick me
Was sorta half-assed trying to quit since I was 15 (21 now), never got more than like a month in though. Have realized in retrospect how much I didn’t want to change—I basically just wanted to justify myself, feel like I was doing something to stop. When I first started, it wasn’t religiously motivated, but I became religious again within like a month of first starting to quit (don’t know if that was just a coincidence or what).
As for quitting for real, embarrassingly enough, it started because of a girl. She told me that she couldn’t date a dude addicted to porn, I decided I needed to put the hammer down and quit. Gave me the willpower to get over the hump, and it’s basically been cruising since last December or so. Even when I’m really horny or see some stupid coomer shit somewhere, I just don’t feel the urge to go jerk off because of it.
Was sorta half-assed trying to quit since I was 15 (21 now), never got more than like a month in though. Have realized in retrospect how much I didn’t want to change—I basically just wanted to justify myself, feel like I was doing something to stop. When I first started, it wasn’t religiously motivated, but I became religious again within like a month of first starting to quit (don’t know if that was just a coincidence or what).
As for quitting for real, embarrassingly enough, it started because of a girl. She told me that she couldn’t date a dude addicted to porn, I decided I needed to put the hammer down and quit. Gave me the willpower to get over the hump, and it’s basically been cruising since last December or so. Even when I’m really horny or see some stupid coomer shit somewhere, I just don’t feel the urge to go jerk off because of it.
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Seems like it
Realizing I didn’t answer the question about the first few weeks all that well: it was pretty hellish, I was a bit depressed in general+was in the gym a lot, so T was kinda high. There were days when I didn’t feel like I had any option except to lie face down in the couch and wait until I wasn’t horny. Remember really distinctly this one day about a week in where I was going back to my apartment and realized that I was going to jerk off, but I had a call I had to make for school and couldn’t just go somewhere else. I basically got there, sat on a chair and stared at the wall, made the call, and just threw my face in the couch.
It’s kinda pathetic, but it does remind you how much of a physiological addiction porn can become. Like, it’s not just feeling like you need to or whatever, it can actually feel physically debilitating if you don’t go and coom when your brain expects it. Very glad to be over that shit.
Thanks man IKTF. Hardest was day 1 yesterday after sunbathing, that seems to get my test up. Tomorrow is going to be very hard because I'm squatting heavy in the morning. But urges fade! Boner goes away in a few minutes. I haven't had to resort to a cold shower or frozen veggies on the junk yet. I think I'll make it.
Best recommendation I can make is that you’re not gonna stop yourself 5 seconds before it happens, you’ve gotta stop yourself 15 minutes before it happens. It becomes a routine, you find weird little rituals around it. Like, I realized that I’d always go in bed, pull a blanket over myself, watch a bit of youtube or play a short game I know I’d lose at and get frustrated with, then I’d go in. By the time I’d lost like a couple games of minesweeper or watched 5 minutes of a hearthstone video or whatever, it was too late, I wasn’t gonna stop myself. I had to make sure I never got in bed, never pulled the blankets over, never found something that I could do for five minutes on the computer while I was waiting to “go in.”
I didn’t do any of the cold shower shit or whatever. Maybe I should’ve, idk. In the end, I beat it (lol) off a combination of thinking ahead+strong enough motivation to actually want to stop.
I do remember one trick I had: I’d sharpie a cross on my hand every morning and keep redrawing it throughout the day, cause I knew I’d feel guilty about doing it with a cross on my hand. Think that really did help for the first two weeks—idk if you’re religious, but I think that’s a good concrete thing to do. Maybe just write the name of a girl you like or hell even just draw Zyzz or something on there. Just anything to force you to think.
Not one bit. Been going to the gym more (up from ~3 days a week, missing a few cause of class, to 4-5+calisthenics on other days) and more consciously working to hit my macros, so other physiological factors might be at work, but I really do feel about as sexually driven as I’ve ever felt in my life. Only difference is that my brain doesn’t make the connection of “we’re horny, so we need to go jack off” now.
Will say, being a Christian and a bit of a moralgay (no sex or anything), it can be a little frustrating, but I’ve realized that it’s not like impossible to just stop yourself. Sex drive isn’t like hunger, there’s no risk of starvation, you’re just gonna not cum and wake up tomorrow and be exactly the same. Maybe you’ll have a stained pair of underwear depending on the night but idk.
Can you predict future yet ?
Think prophetic visions come around 11 months. So far only have vague dreams of ravens and hounds, all crying into the night with a scream unknown. The Masters have told me that a man’s ancestral powers will not be fully unlocked until he’s been on nofap longer than he was jacking off. Still many years to go.
Can you smell colors yet?
No, but I can taste them.
I just had doggysyle sex with my pawg wife while watching Harry Potter and the half blood prince. Ask me anything.
Who killed Dumbledore?
Legitimately, does it not kind of freak you out that your wife will one day shrivel up and her beautiful fat ass and breasts will sag and her pussy will dry up and she'll get a dumb cropped haircut and her mouth will taste like a plastic bag.
That's the actual reason I don't want to get married, they'll get disgusting while I'll still have a libido and it's not acceptable to pay for prostitutes.
To clarify, I wouldn't feel good about seeing prostitutes if I was married and old. But I would if I was a bachelor. I just wouldn't want my family to know but that's easy to hide.
We all age, boy. But you will always be a little c**t.
Based. Just finished plowing my wife doggy after watching TV high on weed gummies.
You've never had an orgasm until it's in the trembling pussy of the woman you love.
Does your penis function?
How'd you get established? What were the first few weeks like?
I've done a 120 streak and a 500+ but I had odd situations start both. Former was weird religious psychosis and latter was dom mommy roastie gf who would never frick me
You have a funny life anon.
You're telling me. 20s were catastrophic. I just might pull it together in my 30s. It's now or never.
Was sorta half-assed trying to quit since I was 15 (21 now), never got more than like a month in though. Have realized in retrospect how much I didn’t want to change—I basically just wanted to justify myself, feel like I was doing something to stop. When I first started, it wasn’t religiously motivated, but I became religious again within like a month of first starting to quit (don’t know if that was just a coincidence or what).
As for quitting for real, embarrassingly enough, it started because of a girl. She told me that she couldn’t date a dude addicted to porn, I decided I needed to put the hammer down and quit. Gave me the willpower to get over the hump, and it’s basically been cruising since last December or so. Even when I’m really horny or see some stupid coomer shit somewhere, I just don’t feel the urge to go jerk off because of it.
Seems like it
Realizing I didn’t answer the question about the first few weeks all that well: it was pretty hellish, I was a bit depressed in general+was in the gym a lot, so T was kinda high. There were days when I didn’t feel like I had any option except to lie face down in the couch and wait until I wasn’t horny. Remember really distinctly this one day about a week in where I was going back to my apartment and realized that I was going to jerk off, but I had a call I had to make for school and couldn’t just go somewhere else. I basically got there, sat on a chair and stared at the wall, made the call, and just threw my face in the couch.
It’s kinda pathetic, but it does remind you how much of a physiological addiction porn can become. Like, it’s not just feeling like you need to or whatever, it can actually feel physically debilitating if you don’t go and coom when your brain expects it. Very glad to be over that shit.
Thanks man IKTF. Hardest was day 1 yesterday after sunbathing, that seems to get my test up. Tomorrow is going to be very hard because I'm squatting heavy in the morning. But urges fade! Boner goes away in a few minutes. I haven't had to resort to a cold shower or frozen veggies on the junk yet. I think I'll make it.
Best recommendation I can make is that you’re not gonna stop yourself 5 seconds before it happens, you’ve gotta stop yourself 15 minutes before it happens. It becomes a routine, you find weird little rituals around it. Like, I realized that I’d always go in bed, pull a blanket over myself, watch a bit of youtube or play a short game I know I’d lose at and get frustrated with, then I’d go in. By the time I’d lost like a couple games of minesweeper or watched 5 minutes of a hearthstone video or whatever, it was too late, I wasn’t gonna stop myself. I had to make sure I never got in bed, never pulled the blankets over, never found something that I could do for five minutes on the computer while I was waiting to “go in.”
I didn’t do any of the cold shower shit or whatever. Maybe I should’ve, idk. In the end, I beat it (lol) off a combination of thinking ahead+strong enough motivation to actually want to stop.
I do remember one trick I had: I’d sharpie a cross on my hand every morning and keep redrawing it throughout the day, cause I knew I’d feel guilty about doing it with a cross on my hand. Think that really did help for the first two weeks—idk if you’re religious, but I think that’s a good concrete thing to do. Maybe just write the name of a girl you like or hell even just draw Zyzz or something on there. Just anything to force you to think.
Are you less horny now
Not one bit. Been going to the gym more (up from ~3 days a week, missing a few cause of class, to 4-5+calisthenics on other days) and more consciously working to hit my macros, so other physiological factors might be at work, but I really do feel about as sexually driven as I’ve ever felt in my life. Only difference is that my brain doesn’t make the connection of “we’re horny, so we need to go jack off” now.
Will say, being a Christian and a bit of a moralgay (no sex or anything), it can be a little frustrating, but I’ve realized that it’s not like impossible to just stop yourself. Sex drive isn’t like hunger, there’s no risk of starvation, you’re just gonna not cum and wake up tomorrow and be exactly the same. Maybe you’ll have a stained pair of underwear depending on the night but idk.
What benefits have you noticed over the 8 months. Is it mostly a meme?
You should have your T level checked ASAP, it might not be too late to save your libido yet.
how often do you have sex? it's physically impossible to not ejaculate for that long