>start with preworkout w/creatine
>tried DMAA as a meme
>did EC to cut (saw ripped fuel generation kill)
>did MDMA at my first festival >used Adderall for studying
>recently tried Coke.
I don’t really crave any of it after trying it all. I guess I draw the line at opioids. Frick that.
what a pointless and weird thread
try any drug you want and don't get addicted
it's easy, just don't repeat the behavior
>I guess I draw the line at opioids. Frick that.
I never thought I'd be squirting heroin up my ass as a Christmas present to myself, but alas, here we are.
You are four months late
No no, anon. I am 8 months early.
The bottom of the rabbit hole is High Meat.
Shooting meth is like having an orgasm for ten minutes straight and then being ten times higher than you've ever been on Adderall where literally just staring at a wall and listening to the same song 100 times in a row is the most fricking fun you've had in your life that lasts for an entire day. But like, don't do it man
Not to mention the stimfapping...
Yeah, nothing like beating your dick for four hours that went limp three hours and fifty minutes ago and still having the best orgasm of your life somehow
>only four hours
I did it for 12 hours on a binge one time. My dick didn't feel the same for weeks. Thought I gave myself nerve damage kek.
Did this on adderall for way too long and not only was the orgasm underwhelming, my shit was so swollen that it hurt my balls
sex on mdma and with real female is much better
I've had sex on mdma with a woman and it was way inferior to having sex with a woman on crystal meth, we had sex for 30hrs straight with 0 sleep on meth, best orgasm of my life happened in 2022, only advantage of mdma is the cuddling
Met a lot of methheads in prison
t. Reforming alcoholic
I kicked my habit 6 months ago, its the best feeling on earth, heroin or cocaine did not even compare to meth
i kind of want to try adderall. but i think it might actually help with my problems of not focusing and not really caring. Then id be taking it all the time and develop a problem. Id rather be kind of lazy than an adderall addict
Depends how disciplined you are. I take 5mg every morning. When I feel like its not working anymore, I take a week or 2 tolerance break and reset my system.
Been doing it for like 5 years now, haven't increased that dose.
Just helps me get going in the morning and start tasks.
The reset week/s suck a little, but nothing unbearable.
But I know plenty of people who are taking crazy doses because they just keep increasing it when their bodies adjust to their current dose.
yeah you're so disciplined for taking adderrall every day for 5 years, great job dude really inspirational stuff
I'm in the same boat. I have extreme difficulty focusing and find motivation difficult to pin down sometimes. I've been working on my mental discipline and attention span naturally, but find it unbelievably hard to keep a single thought path going for a meaningful amount of time.
Does adderall really work that well? I'm not diagnosed and I'd hate to get hooked on any pharmaceuticals, but if it's really that much of a game changer, I'd try it.
yes it does. but we all just have frontlobe damage anyway.
Adderall helps with these things, it makes everything fun.
But when you come off of it, you feel so shit, you take it one morning and you've borrowed your focus from the next day, you feel like shit.
I would take it once every 3 days, then I started taking it every day of the week because of brain fog on my off-days, then I started taking it once a month, less and less, I didn't need it for the things I was doing and the sides weren't really worth it.
I know this feel. Now I take my ADHD meds once or twice a week and on days of just drink a lot of coffee.
Do you not have problems with fatigue on days off? I used to take my meds dayly, but I quit years ago because my dosage and side effects kept increasing to the point it became a net negative. I would like to be able to take them on some days but I don't want to get back into the habit of taking it daily.
Also in my country you are not allowed to drive under the influence even if you have an ADHD diagnosis because drug test pick it up.
5 years of vyvanse/dexamin and now it aint doing shit plus I got raynauds. help
What dose of Vyvanse are you on?
used to be 30mg Vyvanse + 5mg Dexamin IR booster. Roughly equivalent of 50mg Vyvanse. Now they aren't doing shit anymore and I'm on 100mg (50mg morning, 50mg 1pm). still not the effect it used to have
I love coke but the high:low ratio is worse than any other drug and doing it as a working man is unsustainable. Smoke weed once in a while. Do molly with your friends 2-3 times a year. Trip occasionally if you want. Don’t frick around with other shit too much.
Lol the comedown from coke is far less bad than the one you get from MDMA
It's pretty bearable unless you've been going really hard. Make sure you have some drinks in for the comedown, or a sensible dose of a benzo, and you're golden
>I draw the line at opioids
nah do them, just don't be a dirty degen that doesn't know when to quit
I just had my first weekend binge of proper cocaine. I am instantly under its spell. I wrote pages and pages after having writer's block for nearly two years.
It calms me down more than my ADHD medication too, which just makes me feel tweaked out. Not only that, but I have much more muscle definition and my cheekbones pop.
I also have a bag of heroin that I was going to try at some point (sniffing, I've tried smoking before and didn't like it and don't want to shoot it.)
Once I finish these bags I'm gonna have to never buy this quality stuff again because jesus christ.
>I have much more muscle definition and my cheekbones pop.
You're dehydrated.
There are two types of heroin, #3 and #4. you smoke #3 and snort #4
#3 is more common, you probably have that
You can snort #3 but from experience it doesn't do much. You're probably smoking it poorly and losing half of your heroin smoke
If you're in the USA there's also a massive chance that your heroin is actually fentanyl (Yes, this applies even if you bought it from a darkweb dealer who says it isn't fent). Fentanyl is apparently a lot less fun than heroin
(Nta) I've tried Fentanyl nasal spray and it did frick all for me, a bit of numbness / drowsiness and puking like crazy if I do too much.
You’re already using whole bags of drugs by yourself you aren’t stopping shit
It was only a half a gramme bag over three nights. People easily do way more than that sharing with friends in one sitting.
It’s one thing to do it at a party with friends its another to buy yourself a bag to consume alone and use it to be productive.
>do it at a party with friends
Holy frick anon, get a grip
>t. been there and done that
how the frick did you get actual H? Darknet? I always assumed it was all fet.. but then again every thing under the sun is on there
Everyone with a three digit IQ gets his drugs from a darknet market, yes.
Buying overpriced poison off the street is just stupid and dangerous at this point.
yea no shit I was just saying the risk of getting fet still sketches me out
There is 0 risk if you're not a moron and actually test your drug.
That's why all serious users have a reagent test kit. It costs 20 dollars.
Bear in mind that there are lots of other super strong synthetic opioids that a fent test kit might not test for.
>ADHD medication
You mean amphetamines. Don't use cute euphemisms with us, we're not your mom.
Also ADHD isn't real, you have dopamine tolerance due to an overstimulating lifestyle.
You could fix your condition by turning off the screens.
>ADHD isn't real
Sure, homosexual. You're a practicing psychiatrist, I suppose? Where'd you graduate from?
>Appeal to israeli authority
You believe in HAES, toxic masculinity, that there are more than two genders and that meat is bad also?
Stop using that garbage. There is literally a 100% chance that you will ruin your life beyond recognition if you keep using hard drugs. Don't be fricking moronic.
I take 20mg xr weekdays along with wellbutrin and take breaks on weekends
But that'd only because I hate myself and this is basically chemically assisted soul suicide. I dont recognize myself by the end of the week.
Opioids are bretty based tbh, anything less than actual heroin is probably less bad for you than coke and even heroin is debatable
But yeah if you're in the USA there's way too many fent pills around to be messing with that stuff
It's even hitting Europe now ;_;
I love stims and a little bit of speed is a nice and cheap alternative to getting blackout drunk on a nightout but if I do it on a Saturday night there is a chance I am not fully fit to train on Monday.
what do u do on weekends while using coke? do you go out or do stuff at home?
I meant I'd rather do stims and only drink a little bit than no stims and get absolutely shitfaced when going out.
same but I just trade a potential hangover for being up all night tweaking in my bed unable to sleep
maybe I should just get good old fashioned hammered again like I used to
last year I took a strong dosage of LSD every 3 weeks or so.
The first half of the year the LSD cured me of all of my crippling mental health problems and I was euphoric that I could start to live now.
The second half of the year I had a few traumatic experiences while tripping and the LSD created a few new mental problems that I didn't have before.
It's just like gambling, you get too greedy and you don't know when to stop.
>every 3 weeks or so.
yeah that's not recommended.
try lisuride, it's a LSD derivative without the hallucinations, makes you look at the world with child-like wonder
Every day I wake up and thank god that I'm not dependant on stimulants
Man, I love MDMA it's the only drug I ever got addicted to. Never had a single bad comedown either. Wish I could use it again but I know my limits you know.
Sometimes I wonder if I have genuine ADHD or if my attention span/dopamine receptors have just been fried
If it's the latter, can it be reversed?
Yes it can. Everything indicates that genuine ADHD isn't real either. In all countries where giving speed to people that have fricked up dopamine receptors is not the default and where they do behavioral therapy instead, everyone gets better.
Stop using screens except when you need to. Get bored. Go camping. Walk all day.
Stop stimulating yourself with screens, videos, colors, music. You'll get better in a month. Everyone does.
Stop stimulating yourself with food and light. Sit in a pitch black closet for a month and dry fast. You'll get better.
Not what he said you magistral homosexual. You know he’s right but you want to have an easy pass and take speed instead of working on your discipline.
>attention span/dopamine receptors have just been fried
if you're living in society, then yes, they are fried
Whenever I take adderall, I can't help but to fap for like 12 hours straight. It's really bad.
Wellbutrin XL and coffee works well for me for productivity and workouts. Definitely would not be enough for a stim junkie though.
How are the destructive effects of coke on your brain and body, particularly your heart, not enough to dissuade someone from using it?
It's the government's fault. They let drugs flood into the country and then do shitty campaigns to 'educate' people about their dangers that are so dishonest that people never really get the truth.
>If all drugs are bad, then no drugs are bad.
That's just a simplistic moral dyad. People have agency over their own actions and everyone has all the world's knowledge at their finger tips at all times. A simple Google search shows how unhealthy coke is just to get a fleeting high that makes you addicted and feel like shit after an hour.
Most people won't even do a google search
>That's just a simplistic moral dyad
That’s not a dyad…
Not really bad for your brain but terrible for your heart. It's more like alcohol than heroin, it usually kills you slowly over two or three decades, rather than killing you with an acute overdose
It's like jumping from a cliff to a river
Takes courage to win over the hesitation
It is not fun, it's not easy and you are glad when it is over
But you come out with a sense of wonder about life and being alive
And it is worth it
Never do MDMA anon
Frfr
THE PEOPLE IN THIS THREAD ARE THE ONES TELLING YOU THAT ROIDS ARE BAD
fricking junkies each and every one of you. fricking fat dyel junkies
Samegay/tripgay exposed
bro roids are bad, you shouldnt inject testosterone to boost your life quality, just do like meth, cocaine, lsd, shrooms and weed instead maaaannn
fricking junkie nattards. dyel ass sikinnyfat b***hes. This is why you should never listen to a dyel natty they dont even lift they just do drugs and rot their brains out. Fcuking losers, start doing tren or frickoff you nattard junkie
half of IST
>yeah i don't drink or smoke cigarettes ever, don't eat sugar, don't eat fried food, don't jerk off, don't use my phone after 8pm, don't listen to loud music or look at bright colours
other half of IST:
>yeah so i'll occasionally go on multiday stimulant binges, usually need opiods or benzos to bring me back down, also i microdose and smoke weed daily and occasionally do ketamine and pcp, also i've tried every research chem since mephedrone
And only of these two groups has sex.
everything in moderation.
also i did dmt last week and it was fricking great
KEK. This post made made me burst out laughing. It's so accurate (I am the latter).
I used to be the bottom one and now I'm the top one, I embraced Odinism and changed my life
I initially read that as Onism and wondered how that related to doing LESS drugs.
how much does 20mg xr cost on tor sites? I had a prescription in high school but it's been like 7 years and I moved states, wanna start taking it again but cba finding a psychiatrist
The real stuff is ludicrously expensive. There are fake ones that are more affordable.
But you'd be best of finding some high quality amphetamine, doing an acetone wash on it to remove impurities, and then weighing out your desired amount and putting it into gel capsules.
NOTE: It will take an incredible amount of willpower not to just go on a huge binge, so only ever take amphetamines orally. Buy a timed lock box so you don't have access to the stash once you have taken your 20mg or whatever you need for the day.
if it's that bad I'll just use klarity or something like that to get a script, I definitely cba making my own drugs
re: binging, I took 20mg XR and a 10mg IR once a day for 3-4 years straight in high school without issue
funnily enough adderall is the only substance I've used regularly that I DIDN'T abuse
Coffee, tobacco, and alcohol is all you need.
For me it's 10 mg Adderall XR + 1 cup of coffee per day
right in the zone, not zombied or tweaked out but just quietly energized and focused
Noopept is great for concentration without getting you stimmed
I like some stim, just not enough to get permanently brain damaged. Life is too short to force yourself to live it totally sober, if you're going to do drugs do the ones that maximize your productivity and achievement.
is taking meth for weight loss a good idea?
Don't get hooked on nicotine or amphetamines. Don't fry yourself with psychedelics. The only redpill is coffee. Drink a lot of it every day until you die. Keep that metabolism up and poop big. Stay euphoric, friends.
>Try DMT
>Meet ~~*machine elves*~~
>"lmao you homosexual don't even have a family yet"
>turn my life around
I still can't talk to women but they seem to want to talk to me. I'm guessing the rabbit hole goes deeper
>3 day old laundry
lol
lmao
nobody tell him about the 3 month old dishes molding in my kitchen sink
how do people live like this?
I mean laundry okay but I have
>1 bowl
>1 plate
>1 spoon
>1 fork
>1 butter knife
>1 sharp knife
and I just wash them as I use them
sink never dirty
>he doesn't know about the microbiome
mold is good for you