Friday Feels

What would you like for a drink anon?
Is there anything else you would like? Perhaps you would like to talk about something?

  1. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Have an interview this Monday for a job I don’t want to do. But I need to escape neet. I have fallen back into it and it makes me miserable, I’m broke too and it just destroys my mental well being having no money. It only pays $15/hr. I’m planning to do this job for a year while still living at home at 26 while I continue to get my health back in order and in a year I’m going to try to join the coast guard. I’m no where near ready. I’m fat, I can barley run 1/4 mile. I have to cut like 70lbs total. I know I can do it. I wish I was halfway there… 35lbs lighter (6’2” 225, I’m 260 right now). I’m strongly contemplating fasting just to make that jump in fat loss so I can actually run without puking and then feeling sick all week

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Try to find a job in sales if you can. Nothing that does commission only, but something like a cellphone store. There are some real autists in sales so don't worry about being too socially awkward. More importantly, you'll make a lot more than $15/hr.
      There are decent jobs out there, you just need to find them. Forget about indeed or snagajob or whatever else.
      And if you want to go a step further, take some free courses to learn IT or something

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        the only good sales jobs are b2b sales with salary + commission
        anything else is low status

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >Fat loser
      >Wants to be an imperial boot

      I hope the disease takes you tbh senpai

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >coast guard
        >imperial boot
        lol coast guard is just water police you moronic nut sock
        >fears covid
        Lol yeah you’re definitely an important individual worthy of me taking the time to reply to…

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I'm about to join the coast guard, anon. I was in the Navy for 5 years, and I miss a lot of aspects of serving. I mainly miss the community, and doing cool shit, the Healthcare was also nice. I just can't work at a normal job. The Coast Guard gets plenty of prior service guys and they all say that the CG is way better than whatever branch they came from.

  2. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I am in my late 30s and completely starting over. Going back to school for a new degree to start in a new field, I'll be in my 40s when I graduate. I feel kind of ridiculous sitting in a classroom with people 20 years younger but whatever. I have been successful with money and fitness, I'll be successful with school (again).
    Gin and tonic please.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      hello fellow late 30s.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      How do you do that? Like do you have money saved to fall back on or what? I’m

      Have an interview this Monday for a job I don’t want to do. But I need to escape neet. I have fallen back into it and it makes me miserable, I’m broke too and it just destroys my mental well being having no money. It only pays $15/hr. I’m planning to do this job for a year while still living at home at 26 while I continue to get my health back in order and in a year I’m going to try to join the coast guard. I’m no where near ready. I’m fat, I can barley run 1/4 mile. I have to cut like 70lbs total. I know I can do it. I wish I was halfway there… 35lbs lighter (6’2” 225, I’m 260 right now). I’m strongly contemplating fasting just to make that jump in fat loss so I can actually run without puking and then feeling sick all week

      and I plan to move the fuck out this year if I don’t go coast guard. But that means most likely staying in the same field which requires 1-2 years of more certifications to secure an actually acceptable wage, which means working less often which means I can no longer barely get by each month…

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Keep fucking going man, congrats.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Good luck buddy.

  3. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    bought this pile of shit last week, tried 2 blades, drags & tugs against my face, acne/ingrown hairs already, switched to a older used single disposable razor to compare and was way smoother. Don't even know why I switched, but what the fuck, people always say safety razors are where it's at, I kind of just expect buying stuff that's overhyped to be garbage these days but still sucks.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      You have folliculitis. Get clindamycin lotion.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >buying some random fag shit on amazon for 16 bucks
      >it sucks
      why r u surprised retard? maybe get some quality shit next time

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      not matter what blade I use, I just make foam out of my hand soap by just rubbing it againt the face with hot water. The soap doesn't have any softeners or other shit (it's not by Dove or PG etc, I use some french farm soap), so I have not idea why it works. But it does for me.

  4. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I'll have a Peroni bottle

    First time socializing in a couple months and it was good.

    I had so many bad experiences it burned me for future and I started to see everyone around me as a potential enemy. I basically got forced by work to come to work related social events since I am now in a higher position. I still feel a bit like I am being tricked when people are nice to me in a non-professional setting. But it seems like people genuinely like me a little or at least find me tolerable.

    Christmas party in a few weeks and I won't cancel my attendance this time

  5. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    28, wondering aimlessly, nowhere to go, nothing to do, dead end job, all my passion & excitement for the future is dead and I'm a vegetable on autopilot. I use to do art like 60 hours a week for years but just lost motivation & excitement for that so I just do it here and there, I recently lost 60lbs and now skinny so that's cool. Was thinking about getting a motorcycle but I need a real vehicle to get to work.

  6. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    keep feeling like a time bomb. ive just got a lot of anger and frustration that has built up over the hears that I don't think I'll really get over. I basically just forget about it most days and don't think about it, but it's always lurking in the background. i always have these thoughts of doing something horrible and deranged that would be broadcast on the news, you can imagine what that might be, but I know I don't really want to do that. It's just a fantasy of grtting back at the world for shit. just feels bad when i get those feels like i am today.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I know that feel, man. Luckily it got very rare. Hope it gets better for you too.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      KILL THEM ALL KILL THEM ALL KILL THEM ALL KI

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Have you tried drawing those feelings out? It can be really therapeutic

  7. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I need to get my shit together. I've been a neet for nearly four years and have no money saved. I'm 26, high school dropout, sort of college dropout but I only took one class. I want to teach myself web development or something along those lines but I keep getting in my own way. I also need to renew my license and find at least a part time job. Haven't even worked out in over a year and I'm addicted to cigarettes and kratom

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >I'm gonna teach myself something to find a job
      why would someone hire you are they just gonna take your word for it

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        For programming related jobs you would have a portfolio of projects to demonstrate what you can do. Obviously easier to get a job with a degree but it's still possible self taught if you can make yourself stand out

  8. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I hit a new squat pr yesterday but it gave me no joy, my dopamine is fried from porn addiction. Time to change.

  9. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    from another thread
    >recently turned 22yo
    >past few months have felt excellent
    >great mood, new job, hot gf who lets me fuck her ass, loving family, few very nice friends
    >recovery from surgery went great
    >consisntely working out, eating clean and losing weight
    >slowly start feeling like shit for no real reason
    >no pleasure out of anything, not even scroooooling or coooming
    >feel sad whenever i wake up alive
    >considered jumping off a tower i visited with my gf two weeks ago
    What the fuck bros? what the actual fuck? I am supposed to be happy right? What the fuck why do I feel so empty and sad? I don't even want to die I just want it to end. I hae no psychological damage, I don't do drugs except weed once in a month. Is it because I am late in my engineering degree? fuck im not some depressed emo chick who cuts her bitch ass for attention. I stayed in bed the whole week doing nothing, just feeling like shit. Luckily I work from home (web dev) and it's pretty relaxed (no one checks on me at all) so sometimes i don't even "show up" for work.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I think it might be the monotony of a daily routine getting to you.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Congrats on the depression.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        should I just hop on happy pills or shrug it off?

        Lost my father 4 years ago anon. Nothing but time did it for me. Time heals all. Still miss him sometimes.

        I think losing a mother is worse because mothers are viewed as more perfect in our eyes.

        Went to a funeral today, one of my friend's mom died and i wanted to go to show him support because well, he's a friend and i went through the same, but turned out this absolulty destroyed me inside, i manage to keep apparence up because i would be very unappropriate otherwise and i lost my shit once i was alone in my car

        how the fuck do i get over mourning anons ? it's been 3 fucking years already.

        godspeed bros. Losing my parents is a terrifying thought. I wish you all well

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          thanks, anon, but that's the way life is, you either go to your parent's funeral or they'll do to yours
          i just wish they'll leave the world peacefully in their sleep, that's not even my mother's death the most painfull thing, it was that i lost her to Shy-Drager syndrome, and like any neurodegenerative disorder, you'll lose people twice, once you'll not be able to communicate with them, and well, when they'll eventually die for good

          i feel you anon, i will always miss her, it don't argue with that, i just can't find any way to get some sort of closure, everytime i'll go to a funeral, i lose my shit, and i'm pretty sure funeral are going to be more and more frequent as time goes by.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          I was om meds and I would say only get on them if your life is a mess. The pills are a good crutch because they make you an emotional zombie, they dull feels, bad and good, meaning you can get out of bed and do stuff. But since it seems like things are going well for you, I'd try other things first. See a shrink and talk it out, maybe you'll uncover something.

          • 1 week ago
            wabadoo

            thanks bro. I'll try to see one asap. I can't get myslef to study or work properly these days. Might help

  10. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >just fake it until you make it bro haha
    >next month I'll have to lay out the budget for a 20 mln/y revenur business unit
    what the fuck I can barely vlookup

  11. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >Internship requirements:
    >Must be Junior or Senior pursuing a bachelors
    Okay
    >Must have 3-5 years of professional expericence
    What the fuck, how am I supposed to have that much if I've been in school?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Engineering? Nice dubs btw. Tutoring and getting involved in school projects will 100% provide you with the experience needed, or at least make you stand out from the hundred of dorks who send cvs saying "hire me cos i need job"

      I think it might be the monotony of a daily routine getting to you.

      How does one break the cycle then? I have to work and study, i'm 2 years late on my engineering degree. My cv is good but I need to finish it.
      Maybe i should just swallow happy pills and move on, who knows?

      i am so tired of hearing about tech and tech jobs and tech workers. these people are the most annoying on the face of the earth

      We're the reason why you can scrool and coom freely you fagg. You should be thanking us

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >We're the reason why you can scrool and coom freely
        There is no layer of hell deep enough for you

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          welp it's all about the moneys

          >Engineering? Nice dubs btw. Tutoring and getting involved in school projects will 100% provide you with the experience needed, or at least make you stand out from the hundred of dorks who send cvs saying "hire me cos i need job"
          Finance, it's essentially required to get one to have any hope of landing a decent job

          godspeed bro, you will make it

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >Engineering? Nice dubs btw. Tutoring and getting involved in school projects will 100% provide you with the experience needed, or at least make you stand out from the hundred of dorks who send cvs saying "hire me cos i need job"
        Finance, it's essentially required to get one to have any hope of landing a decent job

  12. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Barkeep one preteen apple juice please

  13. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >tested positive for covid wednesday morning
    >havent left house since then
    >actually have symptoms entire time sore throat, coughing, muscle aches, feel like shit
    >accomplish nothing in the past two full days

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Bro you are sick. Enjoy yourself and come down. Relax. And start new when you are healthy again

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      be slow and sleep, it'll make u feel better

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Same here bro caught it for first time currently on day 9 of no gym and losing my fucking mind

  14. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    i am so tired of hearing about tech and tech jobs and tech workers. these people are the most annoying on the face of the earth

  15. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >finally able to kick alcohol
    >get an increase in hunger like I've never felt before
    Who knew vodka was responsible for my gains?

  16. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >gf and I are going through a rough patch
    >not confident that we're gonna make it
    >love her, but not satisfied with her or how my life looks with her long-term (lots of unmet promises/expectations from earlier in the relationship)
    >feel simultaneously bored and stressed and sad and stuck all the time
    >know I probably should cut it for my future, but love her and want to give her the chance to get it together
    >can't talk about it with any of my family or friends because they all love her and keep telling me we should get married
    >the pressure is building

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Why not talk to her about it? Tell her you want to work through things with her, like having that discussion will be so much easier than having a breakup discussion

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Give it more time or end it if you have to, but talk to her about what you're not satisfied with to give her a chance to change.

        Why is it going rough?
        Why do you not see her in your life long term?

        We've been talking about it for a while now, probably should have mentioned that. Basically, she's not making the effort to become the person I feel she can be (or the person she said she'd be once we moved in together), and I've been trying to help her get there, but it more often feels like I'm dragging her. I'm aware that I have (sometimes extreme) perfectionistic tendencies, so I'm trying to give her more slack and time. However, it feels like everything she does to meet my expectations is performative - it's just a hollow movement, intended to enhance her appeal to me. It's almost like she doesn't really want anything and is only obliging me because she wants to stay with me.

        I'm a very driven person, so this lack of ambition bothers me greatly. I see our lives deviating from each other over the next few years as I ramp up my personal growth and she stays the same.

        This probably all sounds very abstract, so a short example: she stopped exercising entirely during the covid lockdowns and gained a lot of weight. I got her into the gym as soon as I could, helped teach her about lifting, diet, etc, and encouraged her with getting back into a routine with other exercise. She does what I bring her to do, and she only does extra when we talk about this and she's afraid I'm leaving her. This type of trend is pervasive.

        She's wonderful in many ways, but this will only get worse over time, and it's killing me.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >However, it feels like everything she does to meet my expectations is performative - it's just a hollow movement, intended to enhance her appeal to me. It's almost like she doesn't really want anything and is only obliging me because she wants to stay with me.
          That's infinetly better than having a women with actual aspirations

          >I'm a very driven person, so this lack of ambition bothers me greatly. I see our lives deviating from each other over the next few years as I ramp up my personal growth and she stays the same.
          Sounds like some sort grindset memepage illusion, you'll be 100 times better of if your gf is willing to meet your expectations while supporting your ambition, I'm not kidding, ambitions will eventually collide unless someone is willing to take a more supportive role. It sounds like her faults aren't an issue so long as you stay on top of them, which is something you'll have to deal with in ANY women you want to be in a long term relationship with, they all come with retarded shit that you have to keep a lid on, all of them.

          >I got her into the gym as soon as I could, helped teach her about lifting, diet, etc, and encouraged her with getting back into a routine with other exercise. She does what I bring her to do, and she only does extra when we talk about this and she's afraid I'm leaving her
          So she does what you want when you tell her to do it? How long have you been together? Is she loyal? Are you attracted enough to her that you could see yourself only fucking her for the rest of your life? Chances are you won't find the perfect women, best you can aim for is someone you actually love on meaningful basis that you can work out a routine with that accomodates both your shortcomings. What you're saying sounds a lot like "gras is greener elswhere" shit, so be sure that you're not just bored of fucking and spending time with her, which honestly happens and isn't a big deal, attraction isn't something you can force

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Sorry for the delayed replies, we were out last night. Thank you for the counterpoints, they're very helpful for my thought process.
            I know I sound like some kind of weird Instagram page, but that's what's in my head. You may be right that having someone take on a more supporting role might make more sense, especially if I do continue on this path of growth. I'm already in the six figure range for income, and I expect to be replacing my salary with investments in the next few years, then scaling up from there.
            >So she does what you want when you tell her to do it?
            No, only if it's something she already wants. But she's grateful for guidance in areas where she's inexperienced.
            >How long have you been together? Is she loyal?
            Almost three years, living together about one.
            >Are you attracted enough to her that you could see yourself only fucking her for the rest of your life?
            >be sure that you're not just bored of fucking and spending time with her, which honestly happens and isn't a big deal, attraction isn't something you can force
            I think this is a big component here. Since she gained the weight, it's been a real uphill battle for me. It's just not attractive. And it's been a struggle to get her consistent with managing her diet and exercise.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          wait ur gonna ramp up ur personal growth and shes gonna be staying home? as in stay at home wife? and shes already gaining weight? idk dude sounds like shes tryna trap you. you know more than me but this sounds like psychological warfare. ive had a few long term relationships that didn't work out. and i feel like i approached my first breakup similar to you. is this a first love situation? also ultimatums were discussed before she moved in? seems like a lot of red flags. how old are u

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Give it more time or end it if you have to, but talk to her about what you're not satisfied with to give her a chance to change.

      Why is it going rough?
      Why do you not see her in your life long term?

  17. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Can you hear the words that are left unsaid?
    Can you speak with a broken mouth and head?
    I don't want to understand your wrath
    Can you hear the words that are left unsaid?

  18. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I think my parents respect me more
    >be me from 9 onwards
    >have to suffer their constant fights, plates breaking and glasses crushing but they never actually physically fight each other, it's always the poor objects
    >have to always endure it, cry all the time and have my heart in my mouth everytime I'm left alone with them
    >ffw 12 years
    >I'm 21 now, still living with them because studying in uni
    >they are still like that
    >now I'm IST, like 4cm taller than my skinny fat dad and like 15 taller than my mom, both in their late 50s
    >I punch my dad in the face, slap my mother very hard in the cheek, and tell them both I'm tired of their shit and that if they keep it up I will beat the living shit out of both
    >they no longer fight, at least in front of me
    Sometimes I feel kind of bad but I was just sick of it.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      that old situation sounds awful, im glad you came out of it. sounds like you're growing. word of caution though try to never use that strategy with your own family in the future, it can be easy to rely on physical strength but just be mindful of the toxicity it can foster

  19. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    >theodinproject.com
    Yep I started this a long time ago after realizing the udemy course I was taking was pretty useless. I plan on starting it back up again and going from there. Right now I'm just being retarded and trying to get arch set up properly but I'm for sure wasting my time

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I did most of the course using arch, what difficulties are you facing with setting it up?

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Technically the problem isn't with arch but with xorg and the window manager I'm using, dwm. Can't seem to configure my monitors properly. To keep the configuration consistent I need to edit the xorg.conf file and as soon as I add a second screen section it just shits the bed. And there's not much for documentation about it.
        All of this could technically be solved by just using a desktop environment but I tend to make things difficult for myself to the point of it being a detriment

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Try using xrandr, solved everything in my case in regards to multiple monitors.
          I also did not use a desktop environment, no reason to, but instead of dwm I went it bspwm.

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Hmm well I tried xrandr first and I couldn't get it to do what I wanted, but also I thought the changes would only be persistent by editing the config file? Maybe I totally misread the wiki
            >RandR can be configured for the current session via the xrandr tool, arandr or persistently via an xorg.conf file.
            Does that not mean what I think it does? It's from the Multihead page

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Yes xrandr changed are not persistent. What you have to do is to create simple command line that assigns configures your monitors and put that line Into your dwm config.

              • 7 days ago
                Anonymous

                Shit I'll have to try this. Do you mind sharing whatever documentation or wiki you read? I haven't seen anything suggesting to do it through the WM config. Thanks a ton by the way. If I get this working it will be a huge roadblock taken care of

              • 7 days ago
                Anonymous

                I do not remember where I got the idea that this is how you should do it, but I am almost certain it was from the archlinux wiki page as that is pretty much the only place I refer to when I need anything.
                Based on what I see in the dwm wiki article https://wiki.archlinux.org/title/dwm the general idea is that you should put all your configs into the .xinitrc dotfile

  20. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I really don't know what to do with a close friend I met in high school, as far as it goes he's a good person or at least he's calm and I'm almost always there to listen to his problems but recently it has been shown that he doesn't want to listen to me talk about my problems and It leaves me quite confused because I have been talking to him for years and I have tried to forge a strong friendship with him but he seems indifferent, it leaves me somewhat confused that several times other friends close to him made many excuses to go out or stopped talking to him for days and then they stopped talking to him completely and I still speak normally with him, recently I lent him money and he is supposed to return it to me the following month but I have a hard time trusting him a bit since I have been talking about several things that were supposed to be for a long time to be personal and I change the password to one of my accounts when I was still playing vydias, should I stop talking to him once he pays me or should I just see him every time?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Friendship isn't a bankaccount, but I feel you, if your friend is acting like a fag you can always tell him, if he can't accept your view and gets defensive he's not really your friend (at least at the moment), and if he just shrugs it off you can either accept that this is what friendship is for him or cut him off, not every friendship is in a balance, which isn't necessarily a problem if you can deal with it, but that's up to you.

      https://i.imgur.com/I0NgLNK.jpg

      Been thinking about killing myself recently. I hate existing as a person with passions and hobbies very far outside of his predispositions. I have been very talented in English and creative writing for my entire life (won 3 local spelling bees without studying, straight A’s in English and adjacent classes with little effort), but I have always despised the subject. It’s boring, tedious and going into advanced courses gives you almost nothing in the way of actual life skills or useful knowledge. I’ve always been much more passionate about physics, medicine and technology, but I possess no talent whatsoever in those fields despite my lineage being mostly engineers and MDs (though a lot more of the latter). I have tested well below functional level in the prerequisites to the things I want to study, and any attempt to improve in those areas almost always ends up futile because I cannot actually retain the information for more than a few hours. I hate loving things that my brain will perpetually keep me from. Maybe it’s time to reroll.

      I honestly don't see how you can be passionate about something that you obviously don't comprehend properly. Sounds like you're less interested in the professions themselves and more in the status/image that they provide. Being more of a garden gnomey verbal IQ person isn't a bad thing, you'll just have to become a likable person instead of relying on your technical skills for societal validation. How old are you anyways?

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        I like those subjects because there’s zero ambiguity to them. Something either works properly or it doesn’t. You don’t have do deal with subjectivity.
        I should have mentioned that I’ve had some success in the hardware aspect technology. I presently have a side gig repairing RC cars and Airsoft guns for my friends. I still don’t know the technical side of it, though, and I just do it based on intuition, but when I fix something it works more than it doesn’t.
        I have no real interest in status or image, I’ve never been a social person. I mainly just want knowledge that I can use.
        I’m 20.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Friendship isn't a bankaccount, but I feel you, if your friend is acting like a fag you can always tell him, if he can't accept your view and gets defensive he's not really your friend (at least at the moment), and if he just shrugs it off you can either accept that this is what friendship is for him or cut him off, not every friendship is in a balance, which isn't necessarily a problem if you can deal with it, but that's up to you.

          [...]
          I honestly don't see how you can be passionate about something that you obviously don't comprehend properly. Sounds like you're less interested in the professions themselves and more in the status/image that they provide. Being more of a garden gnomey verbal IQ person isn't a bad thing, you'll just have to become a likable person instead of relying on your technical skills for societal validation. How old are you anyways?

          Meant to elaborate further on second thought:
          I know it’s really piddly compared to the big stuff like computers and industrial machinery, but it’s something at least.
          Also meant to say:
          You are probably right about “garden gnomey”. I’m at least 30% Ashkenazi, probably more.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >I like those subjects because there’s zero ambiguity to them
          I get your point when compared to the liberal arts, but these subjects are rife with ambiguity in many aspects.
          >I should have mentioned that I’ve had some success in the hardware aspect technology. I presently have a side gig repairing RC cars and Airsoft guns for my friends. I still don’t know the technical side of it, though, and I just do it based on intuition, but when I fix something it works more than it doesn’t
          Sounds like fun. Any serious career move in tech/medicine is a move towards high specification where any sort of creativity is highly constrained and you're constantly bound to a vast amount of established procedures and techniques. Passion is quickly sucked out of many things once you attempt to become a professional. Tinkering with things can be fun, and a hobby can allow you to apply your skills to things that a professional career would not leave room for.
          >I'm 20
          I can relate to you, though from a different perspective. When I was younger I was far more interested in literature and history than anything else, but since I have very good memory I went to medschool because it's a more viable career, even though it is only a secondary interest of mine at best. You can't always align your passion with your career, for some their best bet is finding something that they can stand doing and that they're good enough in to be reasonably successful. But you're also still rather young, and unless you have a serious learning disablity you can probably bruteforce yourself into a degree that suits your passion if you're disciplined enough (though maybe not medicine) as eventually most basic work in those field is just applying concepts you've learned without necessarily understanding them

          [...]
          Meant to elaborate further on second thought:
          I know it’s really piddly compared to the big stuff like computers and industrial machinery, but it’s something at least.
          Also meant to say:
          You are probably right about “garden gnomey”. I’m at least 30% Ashkenazi, probably more.

          >You are probably right about “garden gnomey”. I’m at least 30% Ashkenazi, probably more.
          The "despite my lineage being mostly engineers and MDs" made that pretty clear. pic related

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          if you're interested in those subjects because of the lack of ambiguity, perhaps accounting is worth a try for you. when i took physics (a subject I love but am not very good at) and accounting for the first time simultaneously, i was fascinated with how similar they are; both deal very much with raw data and delivering an image of what will happen as a result of the data, both have a sort of "balance" aspect (physics: energy is neither created nor destroyed but transferred, accounting: every transaction/entry has two or more accounts effected and both sides will always equal) and both are pretty broad fields.
          I don't know if you're interested in business or know much about accounting, but it's certainly not my passion either. But I enjoy it enough and it's well paying, and provides far, far more opportunities than people give it credit for. if you've never taken a class, it might be worth a shot
          (p.s. i have an A.A.S in accounting and just landed an entry level job paying $50k USD this week. it doesn't take long to start earning in the field)

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Thanks fren, maybe I only see him from time to time but if he does something that really bothers me again I think now I will stop talking to him completely

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      3 gin and tonic , 13 shots(4 tequila , 5 vodka , 4 chartreuse) , 2 guinness , 2 glasses of red , 1 rose and few bottles of water

      There’s a saying “if you lend a friend the money you know his worth” or some shit like that , give up on a friend or a money. But anyway , if he fucks up , tell him about it. Integrity you know, it’s important.

      Saw a classmate for the first time in the gym. She spotted and walked over to me from the other side of the gym to say hello. I barely recognized her because she was wearing a sports bra and skimpy shorts, had only seen her in normal attire. According to my bro she was flirting very hard with me, I did notice she was laughing at everything I said.

      Idk why but it was such a turn off for me. Yeah she looks good but her outfit was so slutty. She told me in class how she feels uncomfortable in the gym with guys staring her and that she despises attention whores. Guess that was a lie.

      does she make you feel uncomfortable wearing it ? why ?

      Soda and lime. I'm 60 days sober. Relapsed after six months and had to withdraw from another semester of law school. My admission to the bar is contingent on sobriety and I'm really doing the deal this time. Swimming laps every morning, going to AA/NA meetings everyday and working a program, doing service work, attending mass every Sunday and praying daily. Honestly I feel the best I have since high school and know I'm going to fucking make it.

      blessed

      Soda and lime. I'm 60 days sober. Relapsed after six months and had to withdraw from another semester of law school. My admission to the bar is contingent on sobriety and I'm really doing the deal this time. Swimming laps every morning, going to AA/NA meetings everyday and working a program, doing service work, attending mass every Sunday and praying daily. Honestly I feel the best I have since high school and know I'm going to fucking make it.

      try to look in the mirror more often if you know what I mean.

      Why try to make me jealous? I’m already interested, why bother trying to make me more invested and playing these retarded games? Jokes on you bitch, I’m canceling our third date.

      she Hispanicy?

      makes me wonder why I just can’t do the right thing , I know my road is only blessed in the gift of the lord , I’m just praying that I won’t lose that way.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Why did u you me twice with conflicting responses.

        I'll take the blessed one as sincere thanks anon

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          I drink a little bit, the “look in the mirror” was meant to

          I’m bored, but lonely. I got no friends. Cut off the friends I had because they ended up being scumbags on top of being typical normies. I could deal with the NPC tier logic, them being ultra woke liberals and all around just being weak and obnoxious, and I was more than happy to look past that stuff for years thinking I had genuine friends, but I can’t handle or allow betrayal. The one thing I hate most is betrayal.

          This retard had the nerve to contact me the other day with “Oh so now you’re just gonna ghost?” No you imbecile, I can no longer associate with you unless it’s to bring you physical harm. Blows my mind how someone can act like this. Use me for years, treat me like absolute shit, use the concept of brotherly ball busting banter to attempt to disguise what’s straight up belittling and bullying meant to inflate his own ego, finally do me dirty enough that there’s zero question in my mind this dude is a scumbag roach… and then have the audacity to hit me up basically saying like I’m doing something harmful to a friendship like ghosting. If I ever see this dude again and the first words out his mouth aren’t an in depth heartfelt apology acknowledging he’s been a shitty person to me, I fear what I’m going to do to him. I’ll probably split him. I now know why his family hates him.

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Elaborate. I’m that guy. If you’re saying to focus on my life because from that post there’s clearly shit I need to improve upon and fix, then my eyes are practically glued to the mirror and I’m already working on it. Realistically I only need to do 3 things. 1.) cut, 2.) get money 3.) enjoy life and I’m already busting ass for 1&2

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              I don’t know the details if you want me to judge or take a side, but all Im tryin to say is.
              I’ve cut few friends from my life and been furiously mad at them for a good time (years..). Just to see that the problem were with me in the end and now I would die for them. All the stupid shit that I thought my friends were making was basically my view on them, my thoughts that fucked me up “they’re using me” , “fucking betrayers” “those motherfuckers did me good” etc.. etc.. , but I can’t force on them how to live their lives. Vent a little bit , chill , it’s not like you can “unfriend” him and that’s it , you know. But again , I don’t know your personal details , value the people who are around you , don’t let little stupid shit to make you find yourself with no one. we all make mistakes.

  21. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Been thinking about killing myself recently. I hate existing as a person with passions and hobbies very far outside of his predispositions. I have been very talented in English and creative writing for my entire life (won 3 local spelling bees without studying, straight A’s in English and adjacent classes with little effort), but I have always despised the subject. It’s boring, tedious and going into advanced courses gives you almost nothing in the way of actual life skills or useful knowledge. I’ve always been much more passionate about physics, medicine and technology, but I possess no talent whatsoever in those fields despite my lineage being mostly engineers and MDs (though a lot more of the latter). I have tested well below functional level in the prerequisites to the things I want to study, and any attempt to improve in those areas almost always ends up futile because I cannot actually retain the information for more than a few hours. I hate loving things that my brain will perpetually keep me from. Maybe it’s time to reroll.

  22. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Saw a classmate for the first time in the gym. She spotted and walked over to me from the other side of the gym to say hello. I barely recognized her because she was wearing a sports bra and skimpy shorts, had only seen her in normal attire. According to my bro she was flirting very hard with me, I did notice she was laughing at everything I said.

    Idk why but it was such a turn off for me. Yeah she looks good but her outfit was so slutty. She told me in class how she feels uncomfortable in the gym with guys staring her and that she despises attention whores. Guess that was a lie.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Maybe. When everybody wears skimpy cloths it becomes so common I'm not sure girls think about it anymore, it becomes so mundane.
      I agree with you that outfits are way to slutty today. However some surely do it for attention and some just to fit in.
      All girls like attention, as long as it's from the right people or person.

      Ask her out if you find her attractive, life is short and fleeting.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        There’s definitely some truth to that. It’s a bit hypocritical though.

        >Ask her out if you find her attractive, life is short and fleeting

        Unfortunately i’m one of those fags who is only dating to marry and incredibly picky

  23. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Being domesticated has destroyed me. Found a girl, got married, had 3 kids, then gained 100lbs. Down 50lbs and back to lifting and running but God damn it sucked to get fat

  24. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Went to a funeral today, one of my friend's mom died and i wanted to go to show him support because well, he's a friend and i went through the same, but turned out this absolulty destroyed me inside, i manage to keep apparence up because i would be very unappropriate otherwise and i lost my shit once i was alone in my car

    how the fuck do i get over mourning anons ? it's been 3 fucking years already.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Lost my father 4 years ago anon. Nothing but time did it for me. Time heals all. Still miss him sometimes.

      I think losing a mother is worse because mothers are viewed as more perfect in our eyes.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Lost my mum 3 years ago. Never gets easier.

  25. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Im just gunna have my beer and fuck off to the smoke deck and talk shit.

  26. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Give me the cheapest whisky you've got.
    Progress is slow at the gym, but steady, packing mass as a 30yo skinny man is hard, my biggest struggle is eating enough and getting motivated to cook stuff.

    Otherwise, life is good.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Get into meal prep, if you have a proper fridge you can easily limit your cooking to twice a week. It doesn't have to be chicken and rice, you can cook all sorts of shit in batches and just store them in pyrex glas boxes, most shit will last 4 days easily. Having big meals ready when you need them is one of the biggest boons when you try to put on mass with a busy shedule

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Last time I tried meal prep I did it for 7 days, and by the 4th day it tasted disgusting.
        Doing 2 batches in a week instead of one is such a simpler and better idea that im ashamed I didn't think about it sooner.
        Thanks

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          My pleasure, I went through the same issue, by now I cook 2-3 times a week, one big batch on sundays that will last me till friday, I usually only cook meat for 4 days since I don't want to take chances, so on fridays I'll just use whatever base I already prepared and make it a bit more fancy with whatever I feel like using. Then I cook a proper meal on saturdays and make sure to have enough leftovers for sunday. Sometimes I'll also cook an extra meal on sundays if I went to eat out or didn't want to cook a big portion on saturdays, it's enough variety for me to not get sick from it, and having the meals ready during the work week is a godsend

  27. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >be me at work
    >discussing fitness with 2 qt’s
    >topic of bodybuilding comes up
    >one mentions a coworker of us, he’s a roidmonkey doing shows but doesn’t have the best build
    >”i definitely prefer your body anon, it’s more balanced and natural”
    >”yeah i agree, yours is perfect, (roidmonkey) just looks weird”
    >mfw i hit 1/2/3/4 for my 3RM last month
    >mfw i haven’t achieved my goal body by a long shot

    a very rare mire and anti mire in one.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      oh wow what a coincidence that two hot girls at your work you were discussing fitness with just happened to both say how much better and perfect your body is than the coincidentally bodybuilding roider that just happens to work with you as well

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        forgot to add that they asked for sex and we had a threesome right then and there in the break room

  28. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Think I like a girl, seeing each other for a couple months, but she's gone home for a month or two, should I tell her I miss her?

  29. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >finally got covid for first time on wednesday morning
    >one of the sorry losers who actually got symptoms with sore throat, coughing, congestion, headache, some body aches at end of day
    >haven't left house in 3 days
    >have barely done jack shit in these three days, just watching dumb shit and wasting life on the internet
    i swear i have severe add. i cant even focus on anything when i have all this free time

  30. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    i just cut off my fwb to focus on a mutual crush whos actual wife material, ill miss her a lot but i want to do this properly

  31. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    redpill me on rural women looking for roommates, they want a young guy to take care of them if you catch my drift right?

  32. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Soda and lime. I'm 60 days sober. Relapsed after six months and had to withdraw from another semester of law school. My admission to the bar is contingent on sobriety and I'm really doing the deal this time. Swimming laps every morning, going to AA/NA meetings everyday and working a program, doing service work, attending mass every Sunday and praying daily. Honestly I feel the best I have since high school and know I'm going to fucking make it.

  33. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I’m bored, but lonely. I got no friends. Cut off the friends I had because they ended up being scumbags on top of being typical normies. I could deal with the NPC tier logic, them being ultra woke liberals and all around just being weak and obnoxious, and I was more than happy to look past that stuff for years thinking I had genuine friends, but I can’t handle or allow betrayal. The one thing I hate most is betrayal.

    This retard had the nerve to contact me the other day with “Oh so now you’re just gonna ghost?” No you imbecile, I can no longer associate with you unless it’s to bring you physical harm. Blows my mind how someone can act like this. Use me for years, treat me like absolute shit, use the concept of brotherly ball busting banter to attempt to disguise what’s straight up belittling and bullying meant to inflate his own ego, finally do me dirty enough that there’s zero question in my mind this dude is a scumbag roach… and then have the audacity to hit me up basically saying like I’m doing something harmful to a friendship like ghosting. If I ever see this dude again and the first words out his mouth aren’t an in depth heartfelt apology acknowledging he’s been a shitty person to me, I fear what I’m going to do to him. I’ll probably split him. I now know why his family hates him.

  34. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >Fell in love at first sight at the gym again

    Why does this keep happening?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      because you don't train hard enough and you get distracted

      also,because you need affection

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      what does she look like

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >move cities
      >50% of population is university students with majority of them female
      >new gym that is huge and great
      >every time I workout I see anywhere from 5 to 30 8+/10s depending on the time
      On the one hand it's kinda frustrating to be surrounded by all that all the time while being alone but at the same time it's completely desensitizing me to being around hot females which helps I think

  35. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Why try to make me jealous? I’m already interested, why bother trying to make me more invested and playing these retarded games? Jokes on you bitch, I’m canceling our third date.

  36. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I met my future coworker the other day. A chick in my program was bragging about how she got a sick job at a really good company, and I mentioned that I had got the same position as well. She was always super nice whenever she needed anything or wanted to be social, but she looked so disgusted with me at that moment. Like looking into her face, it is very unusual to see someone look at you like that.

    Otherwise everything is good. The new job people send me concerning emails from time to time (we can't verify that you're the rean Anon Lastnameson) but apart from that things are good.

    Godamnit women can be brutally rude sometimes. Fuck.

  37. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Haven't worked for 2.5 years, 27, live with rents, surviving off slowly depleting savings. Got rejected by fucking Target after the FaceTime video recording open ended question interview - didn't even progress to actual human phone interview despite having bachelor's degree. But the more pressing issue is that I have constant nonstop anxiety that makes me feel constantly on the verge of a breakdown especially when I talk to people so I'm literally too much a bitch to handle life. I want nothing more than to just come down to earth and drop the anxiety and perfection and narcissism and be another wagie so at least I can have some modicum of independence and manhood. But I can't fucking hold it together and its been like this for so long. I feel suicidal quite often and never have a healthy relationship with hope - either full bloomer with unrealistic plans for the future or total suicidality. I wish I wasn't like this.

  38. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I’ll have some Chaga please
    My future is bright
    Abs getting there

  39. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    well whiskey and a pickle back.
    have a double iguinal hernia surgery coming up soon. uninsured. make too much for medicare but pay a shit load in state taxes so they can suck my ass. too lazy to go to another country to save a few grand. hope I recover quickly and shit doesnt go wrong later in life with it. I need to be in motion or depression and self loathing are overwhelming. my job is very physical and I'd like to go back soon as I see no other way to make stacks like that being unskilled and uneducated. I also think my gf is harnessing my energy like a succubus.

  40. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >go downstairs at 5am to take a piss, no shirt on just pj pants
    >roommate is there with some girls and people from the bar
    >chat with them for a minute then go back to room
    >roommate tells me today that after i went upstairs the girls were saying how hot i was and how sexy my chest hair was

    feelin pretty good today bros

  41. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I think I fell in love with a girl way out of my league and I know I don't have a chance when there are other guys who want her.

  42. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I'm actually good with girls when I'm not even trying because I'm genuinely not interested
    the moment I develop an interest I fuck it all up
    what the fuck

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I am like this too and I think I've figured out the problem. As soon as you realise you might like them, you stop treating them like you don't care what they think of you. Also your language might change, you might suddenly be asking them more about themselves and talking about yourself less. Because you're after them instead of trying to just shoot the shit.

  43. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Shit day at work. Girl ghoted me. But still is the first person to watch my snap stories

    Why

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      she always has options, it just someone else's turn right now

  44. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    trying to cut my habit of eating trash on fridays, but it's pretty difficult

    I don't even know why I restrict so much anymore, I run 40km a week, weigh 59kg and I'm terrified of gaining weight

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Anorexia much? At what height are you a male at 59 kilo?!?! I am 183 cm and if I go down to 70 I am below 10% bf

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        172cm, I'm a tiny lad

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          172 cm and 59 kilo?! All you need is to eat a lot of pasta and protein while lifting heavy and u are gonna be shredded. Wtf is wrong with you?

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            I'm a cardio guy, that's what's wrong with me

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Just eat more pasta and ground beef dude. Or do you wish to be a lanklet?

  45. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Bros, I havent gone to the gym or bjj cause its so cold and it gets dark at 4pm

  46. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Please post Ryan gosling memes my gf and I wanna laugh at you all

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Your gf is fat and low iq

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Seeth harder

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          >tranime
          Confirmed

  47. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I just saw a woman in a youtube video praise herself for taking care of her dog, visible in the background, and I said out loud "you just know" as soon as the dog was visible - she hadn't even gotten to sniffing her own farts parts yet...
    I just knew...
    It's going to be a dark winter.

  48. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    matched with this cutie a while ago. we were writing back and forth for a bit, but i dropped the ball and the conversion has been inactive (hidden) for about 5 weeks now.

    can i recover from this? should i try my luck again and message her + ask her out if she replies back or is it over?

    in case it wasn't obvious, i'm a khv and a sperg, nfi how (online) dating works

  49. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I fucking hate studying. I have a month (self-imposed deadline) to complete the Network+ certification and I have just started it today. I can't concentrate for shit, although I do understand the material. I get subnetting etc. I don't hate the material I just hate the act of reading. When I know things and can use them practically it's fine but holy fuck do I hate learning. I need to be constantly moving around, pacing. It's weird.

  50. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    i feel i'm backsliding because i've been in a plateau and my family has really been getting me down and my weak ass resorted to junk food all week. feels bad

  51. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    i was gone from this board for a few months came back today and now i remember what a god awful shithole this place is. the garbage that makes up the majority of threads on this shithole is pathetic.

  52. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    you ever just want to fade away from this world? Not die but just become a ghost and wander the earth until the end of time?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Nah. I want sustained struggle and continued self-improvement until I meet my permanent end.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I've fantasized about roaming a desolate and empty earth since my childhood and never stopped. I love walking around places when they are completely empty. Early mornings, late at night etc. I don't mind being around a lot of people if it serves a purpose like in lectures or at parties. But other than that I'd prefer not to see anyone

  53. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I’ve suppressed my libido to escape advertising trying to subvert my hornyness and now I don’t think it’s coming back
    I’m not sure I miss it but I am slightly worred

  54. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    A side of one of my fingertips feels numb and lost nearly all sensation.
    It's been nice knowing you guys, guess I'm gonna die

  55. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I have one more semester until I get my AA, and then I can transfer to a university to get my bachelors. Getting on in years and I want kids so I'm a bit worried about the time frame for everything. It doesn't help that the guy I'm talking doesn't want to wait for me to finish school and can't see us dating considering our races. If I was more outgoing I guess it wouldn't be so bad, but he's the first person I've talked to romantically in nearly a decade. I guess when i move I'll try dating. I just hope that I have mentally/physically sound children.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      L O N D O N

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Thank you

  56. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I'm worried I have long covid or something. I started martial arts training a year ago but since september I have been weak and slow in everything I do.

  57. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    [...]

    Has been a while

  58. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >sick again
    I don't get it. I used to get sick like once a year if that. This is the 3rd or 4th time I've been sick in 2 months and I've never felt healthier in general.

  59. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Felt really anxious all day. Started out around 10am and I couldn’t stay productive. Worked out around 2 this morning and it’s 5:30am the next day and I still have yet to sleep. Hopefully I’ll wake up and feel better

  60. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    So i managed to make this friend invite me and her hot single friend for dinner someday next week.
    Second time meeting a qt this month, previous one was too high to communicate with.
    Wish me luck
    wagmi

  61. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    she keeps ignoring me.
    things keep going downhill. any time something happens it just makes things worse, even if I thought it couldn't be.
    no patience, no will.
    I can't keep living the global homo
    life has became a stupid game of what will happen sooner? will I blow my brain out or will I end up in jail.
    it's over. it's over but it keeps happening. again and again.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      You're making zero sense mate, do you really think that these retarded thoughts are going to help you in any way?

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        >these retarded thoughts are going to help you in any way?
        if 'positive thoughts' are enough to help you you are a retarded normie and you are good enough with self-help bullshit

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Negative cope.
          Positive thoughts are nothing without action.
          Why not self-help AND help from something else

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            >Why not self-help AND help from something else
            self help is 100% bullshit. only works if you are stupid enough for it to work.
            I do not expect help form others.

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Being a schizo doomer retard psychosis dumb fuck isn't a great look either. Find a way you can make a positive impact in someone else's life if you can't make one in our own. Live for something greater than yourself rather than dying for one. Also stop being so fucking edgy you should've grown past this phase by now.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                it is not edgyness, self-help is really useless unless you are some retard normie or your issues are so hard you need guides the kind you could see on SIG threads:
                >shower frequently, drink water...
                Fuck the others, I see what they did on lockdowns, I saw them took the jab and persecute those who did not comply. I don't care about this world. I might help rebuild it if I live to see it fall, but I don't give a shit about this globalist shit.
                I can't live for anything greater. I have lost any kind of hope of illusion. I can't get it back because it feels fake.
                >schizo doomer retard
                by today's psychology standards probably a sociopath / psychopath. but other than that, no issues.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >saw them took the jab and persecute those who did not comply.
                literally only happened on tv, you havent personally met any who pissed you to hell
                >I don't give a shit about this globalist shit
                You dont seem to give a shit about anything, even being a nice person and spreading love around you. Thats quite pathetic but this edgy phase fades off when you actually do something meaningful in your life
                >by today's psychology standards probably a sociopath / psychopath
                and what do we have here, behind this 4choon anonimity curtain ? A meek gay in an otherwise decent /feels/bar/ thread

                Go exercise

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                I see I must speak to you in your own terms, so I will try:
                >literally only happened on tv, you havent personally met any who pissed you to hell
                tell me more about my own life anon.
                >ou dont seem to give a shit about anything, even being a nice person and spreading love around you. Thats quite pathetic but this edgy phase fades off when you actually do something meaningful in your life
                I care about my family, I almost have no friends now. I don't care about the rest of the cattle.
                >and what do we have here, behind this 4choon anonimity curtain ? A meek gay in an otherwise decent /feels/bar/ thread
                you understood it wrong. I'm not playing to be the joker and being edgy, I'm blaming modern psychology for being a pile of shit.
                >Go exercise
                I already do. I should stretch way more tho

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >tell me more about my own life anon.
                Well, if youre only sharing the awful parts, we have to fill in the gaps ourselves
                >I almost have no friends now.
                Wonder why
                >I'm blaming modern psychology for being a pile of shit
                Ah, I see.
                My bad then
                >I already do.
                Excellent. Perfect, even.
                I mounted my pullup bar the other day, deadhangs are already pretty cool
                Also i always forget neck stretches

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >Wonder why
                distance, no money, and I got wrong. I mean, things went downhill too much and too fast, I have nothing good to share and I stand no bullshit from anyone anymore. so little to no friends now. I'm on 'survival mode'
                >Also i always forget neck stretches
                it is important. we should stretch more

                Because eye for an eye behavior and holding grudges does wonders for the soul, right? Learn to let go and learn to love. We're here for a short time, brother. Loosen the fuck up and touch grass.

                I'm not trying to get vengeance from anyone. I know how to love, I have no one outside my family to do.
                >Loosen the fuck up and touch grass.
                It's been long since I don't go to mountain, but that's because it stop working

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >no money
                Well no shit you're poor. You sit around blaming the world for how shitty it is while lacking the introspection to realize that you aren't perfect, and society is a collection of people just like you, very flawed and human. You're just immature and haven't learned to take complete responsibility for every aspect of your life.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                retards like you don't belong on IST, you will never improve your life because you are trapped in retarded delusions, it's so insanely evident from your posts... you sound like you're beyond saving but I'll still give you this hint: stop browsing 4chan, go out into the real world, stop viewing it through conspiracy theories, challange the beliefs that you got from browsing this cancerous site

                fuck off sodomite.
                You will never be a woman

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                I follow the spirituality of Christianity. If anyone sounds like a sodomite or a sinner, it would be you; the one spewing vitriol.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >N-no! I'm a christian go-I mean, a christian guy! deus vault my brothers

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Because eye for an eye behavior and holding grudges does wonders for the soul, right? Learn to let go and learn to love. We're here for a short time, brother. Loosen the fuck up and touch grass.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >he's a literal brainwahsed poltard
                explains a lot

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >name the globohomo
                >cia morons and shills reply.
                pottery

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                retards like you don't belong on IST, you will never improve your life because you are trapped in retarded delusions, it's so insanely evident from your posts... you sound like you're beyond saving but I'll still give you this hint: stop browsing 4chan, go out into the real world, stop viewing it through conspiracy theories, challange the beliefs that you got from browsing this cancerous site

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                I miss when conspiracies weren't so mainstream. They use to be entertaining to think and read about. There's a little bit of truth in all of them, that's how they hook people. I just feel like everyone takes them too seriously now. Even if these grand conspiracies are true, they're way bigger than us, and you're better off not letting them destroy your mind. I think a lot of people feel helpless, and need something to blame for their lack of control in life. It's convenient for them to point at the invisible puppet masters and blame them for all of the problems in their lives and the world.

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                problem with conspirancies is that they are a conspirancy in itselfs.
                and problem today is propaganda. history repeats , empires fall and we are living the fall of USA, but never like now has been so much fucking propaganda. it is why everyone is out of their minds, and of course you can't stay sane in the clown world

  62. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Non-issue, after non-issue, after non-issue. These threads are so worthless.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      >comes to IST
      >this place is worthless
      the posters clearly disagree
      >I judge it to be worthless and only my opinion matters because i am based ubermensch
      then leave doomer

  63. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    cute girl at my office. we went out drinking as a group recently and I somehow lucked my way into her bed.
    The problem is the last THREE time's we've had sex I haven't been able to get hard. I think it's some insane performance anxiety since I haven't been with a new girl in a LONG fucking time but holy shit it's really fucking me up man. after the second time I went to the doc to get a script for viagra, really prayed that would save me but it just fucking didn't do anything at all. Almost completely soft even after hours of making out.
    To her credit she's been extremely understanding and incredibly nice about it. If she laughed I think i'd probably be thinking about it for the rest of my life. Thank god I'm alright at giving head but the fact that this keeps happening is compounding my anxiety about the problem and probably making it worse.
    Fuck. Fuck sake. Why the fuck is this happening. I almost wish I hadn't gotten lucky at all.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Performance anxiety isn't uncommon, it happens to a lot of guys eventually, can't let it fuck you up, it feels like a big deal when it happens, but it's really not, stop taking yourself so god damn serious and have some humor about it, you'll get comfortable eventually, and if not who gives a shit what women think, don't have sex just to please women and feel normal.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        thanks bro. I know i'll make it, I just had to get that off my chest because I feel like I can't tell anyone IRL about it.

  64. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    walked pasted an incredibly cute short haired blonde today, our eyes met and we both smiled as we walked past each other, literally the highlight of my entire week, been thinking about her for 5 hours already

    god fucking damn it

  65. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Every time I take a T break from weed I lose all motivation to exercise and I start fantasizing about killing myself. I really need a T break though.

  66. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I hate what I've become

  67. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Should I text my horrible ex
    I don’t under any circumstances want to return with this woman
    Though the thought of her getting with some fat sugar daddy like she said haunts my mind
    I am kinda curious if she is but I don’t want to talk to her out of fear she will return like last time
    What’s your advice should I text or is it better that I never know that
    It kinda sickens me thinking of her riding some fat fuck

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I have a problem regarding dressing myself. I have got pretty much things figured out. I have decent job, I am in good shape and getting stronger, a girfriend and a hobby that I share with few good friends. I just can't figure out how to dress, I am literally wearing stuff that my mom bought me in middle school (besides a suists that I wear to business ocassions - but I am working 100% from home). I need help with buying clothes that are comfy and formal. My sister offered me help, and we are going to shops together next week. I hope I will finally buy something nice.

      Ah, I also decided to ditch mine part time gig to focus more on myself and my hobbies and friends. Fuck money.

      Do not contact that oerson man. She is not a part of Your life anymore.

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