when i was at my peak, it was a surreal feeling to think "i could probably fuck up nearly anyone who would try to fight me" which was a neat feeling. it makes you carry yourself in a different way and i think that people consciously will give you less shit if you are physically imposing.
As a beginner it's made me more suicidal. I enjoy lifting but as soon as I leave the gym I'm just worse off mentally. I'm not going to stop but holy fuck, all my brain does is just remind me what an absolute useless piece of garbage I am. Less than fucking human.
Lifting has literally had no effect on my life. I’m too short for it to boost my confidence in terms of being imposing, I’m too ugly for it to attract women. It makes me feel good sometimes
when i was at my peak, it was a surreal feeling to think "i could probably fuck up nearly anyone who would try to fight me" which was a neat feeling. it makes you carry yourself in a different way and i think that people consciously will give you less shit if you are physically imposing.
Were you competing in combat sports or were you just a dilusional gymcel?
No, but being visibly fit made it much less common for me to need to be assertive. Still have the nice boy persona
I don't get bothered by youths or the homeless any more, and people move out of my way and generally do what I ask
>picrel
the nice boy is going weak boy mode once he stops pinning lol
When I had the mass people got out of my way walking on the sidewalk. Never had that happen before. Also the female attention skyrocketed.
Yes I'm not afraid to tell people in Ohio that I'm a communist and that religion is evil
>communist
>atheist
>lifts
Post body RIGHT NOW
No one would be afraid to do that, chances are the person you tell is so high on meth he doesn't even hear you
You sound gay
people were scared of me walking towards them at night before i started working out
now they run away in terror
>has becoming IST made you more assertive?
Lol, lmao even.
Yes I'm not afraid to tell people in Europe that I'm a capitalist and that socialism is evil
NO
Yes
I yell at women all the time
Yes I'm not afraid to tell people in Texas that I'm trans and that white Christians are evil
You shouldn't fear the one that can destroy your body anyway. Fear the one that can destroy your soul.
Get yourself to an RC Church pronto.
No I’m still a manlet so like what am I actually going to do if cr*p pops off?
As a beginner it's made me more suicidal. I enjoy lifting but as soon as I leave the gym I'm just worse off mentally. I'm not going to stop but holy fuck, all my brain does is just remind me what an absolute useless piece of garbage I am. Less than fucking human.
Yes I'm not afraid to tell people in New York City that I'm Italian and that garden gnomes are evil
No I became more humble
Lifting has literally had no effect on my life. I’m too short for it to boost my confidence in terms of being imposing, I’m too ugly for it to attract women. It makes me feel good sometimes