How do I fix my life? I've been edging 12 hours a day for almost six months.

I was laid off 6 months ago and have been unemployed since. I live by myself and I was feeling pretty shitty so I decided to masturbate. I found this subreddit r/pornischeating and I decided to jerk off without cumming. I was HOOKED. That first day, I must’ve edged for maybe 20 hours. I closed all the windows and turned off all the lights so it was just me, my screen, and my weed in a dark room. Eventually, my balls got so sore I had to stop and sleep. Waking up the next day, my balls were still incredibly sore but I was so horny I couldn’t keep my hands off my cock. I did this daily for six months. I’m pretty sure I’ve permanently destroyed my brain with porn but I can’t stop now. It feels soooo good to edge. My dick is so sensitive now. I’ve stopped wearing clothes. I essentially get up from bed, masturbate for 12 hours, get a quick bite to eat, and sleep. I can’t even attempt to put pants on now because I’m so sensitive I’m afraid I’d cum. My edging has devolved into me watching porn and maybe poking my dick every couple of minutes because if I did any more I’d shoot my cum everywhere. My dick is practically purple now. My balls have gotten bigger since I started, and they’re a light blue color now. They’re constantly sore and EXTREMELY sensitive. When I squeeze them I literally squirt a little precum out of my cock. I get soft occasionally but I instantly get hard again. Everything feels so fucking good and I can barely think of anything else except for porn and edging. I tried to call a friend of mine but I had to hang up because I could barely hold a conversation and I kept feeling up my cock and audibly moaning. I’m scared I’ve turned myself into a dopamine-addicted edging zombie but it feels so fucking good and I never want to stop. Hell, I’m typing this with one hand while touching my cock with the other while I have porn playing on my other screen. I’ve given up on maintaining meaningful relationships. Edging and porn is all I need now.

  1. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Squatz
    Oatz
    Eggz

  2. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    > I've been edging 12 hours a day for almost six months
    Goon God... I kneel.

  3. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Army

  4. 3 months ago
    Anonymous
  5. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    You either get up NOW and go to the gym or you will stay like that forever

  6. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Get a job that will physically wear you down. Cancel all your internet. You need to get out of your head.

  7. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    hey OP i have a creampie fetish
    maybe we could work something out

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      YWNBAW

  8. 3 months ago
    I hate women

    Seek God. Start by watching Yales lectures on the old and new testament then let the lord guide you, put your faith in him and let him do the rest

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous
  9. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    SS + GOMAD

  10. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    I feel like this is going to become a creepypasta

  11. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Cum. Just let it out bruh. Post-nut clarity will set in.

    I'm on like the 40th day of nofap.
    This post makes me want to relapse a bit cuz i used to get super stoned and jack off and I fucking hate you for that.

  12. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Stop the weed. You can't edge 12 hours without it.

  13. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    holy fuck anon get a grip im not gonna read all that

  14. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    I defend a creation of a prison for individuals like this. Their only solution is the isolation of technology until the total cure, second step would be make them friends with other prisoners and keep them in prison for a few months.

    the guards and psychologists would monitor their behavior (monitored 24/7) until the period they think it is possible for them to leave. then each would be obliged to serve a year in the army and then be free

    Prison will give you freedom, but the garden gnomes made you afraid of it.

  15. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    cut that shit out man. Edging to pornographic video games has ruined my brain. Got hooked when I was in a dead bedrom situation with my ex and now I need to think of fucked up shit to come with my new girl.

  16. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    how the fuck do you bros even edge for 12 hours? a bro be cumming in 12 strokes fr

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      You get desensitized andyou need more and more stimulus and more and more jack off brain chemicals. This CAN and WILL happen to you if you let it.

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      First five minutes are the hardest, afterwards your brain just kind of accepts it and it's much easier.

  17. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    yesterday i fapped while sniffing my gf armpit

  18. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Speaking of. There's this stupid hot girl I know that got a goblin tier boyfriend when I moved away for uni. I'm older, taller, leaner and stronger than him.
    How do I take him out of the picture?

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      depends on how long they've been together anon

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        Not sure. Half a year, a year maybe. Doesn't help that they spend all their free time together. At the moment I'm banking that they'll get sick of each other.
        I'm happy for her, but damn, I wish that was me.

        • 3 months ago
          I hate women

          KWAB, you snooze you lose

        • 3 months ago
          Anonymous

          sounds familiar, where do you live?

  19. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    stop touching yourself and stop watching porn and stop smoking weed God damn anon have some self respect

  20. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    nice blog post

  21. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Jesus man. Just STOP with this shit. You are literally ruining your life with this extreme addiction.

  22. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    I kneel

  23. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    nut a few times in a day, then cut out porn and all substances outside of water and food for a long period of time. (caffeine weed etc). ull be very depressed and just vegetate in bed a few days at least. meditate, cold showers when u can

  24. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    >edging for 12 hours a day for 6 months
    stop taking Adderall
    simple as

  25. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    literally FUCKING CUM retard

    Do you not get that if you just CUM NORMALLY ASAP then even if your jerk off 10 times a day it's gonna take less than an hour? But you won't want to more than 2-3 times AT MOST

  26. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    You're probably gonna die if you cum now.

  27. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Good read, thanks OP!

  28. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    >light blue color
    >precum from squeezing balls
    >penis purple
    >moaning
    This copypasta was written by a f*male.

  29. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    Why would people make up these implausible shitty stories? Do you screencap them and post them on reddit afterwards for gold?

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      Could be that, could be an AI botposting, could be a demoralization shill trying to tempt people into degeneracy (in the dictionary definition sense of the term) (and in the spirit of oooh woe is me, this heroin is just TOO GOOD, let me describe how good it is boohoohoo by the way there's unlimited free heroin if you'll just open a new tab teehee).

  30. 3 months ago
    Anonymous

    how do you find that much porn?

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      rarbg
      thepiratebay

    • 3 months ago
      Anonymous

      Didn't they catch guy with like 60 TB of child p...?
      You can only imagine how much there is in general

      • 3 months ago
        Anonymous

        and that's cp. Imagine how much adult porn weighs

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