>go to gym hard in 20s off an on. Make slow but steady progress. eventually lose like 60lbs to my goal weight but SUPRISE! i didnt eat anywhere near enough protien and became hilariously unimpressive skinnyfat.
>eventually give up because it was so blackpilling
>want to go back but literally cant force myself out the door
All i really want is to not die alone and im getting towards the age where looking at attractive women (to me) is creepy because muh age gap
For all you 30 year olds out there. Is it worth it?