I’ve heard being mentally stable is not beneficial for muscle growth. How does someone make themselves insane? Is there a secret to it?
 Thalidomide Vintage Ad Shirt $22.14 |
 CRIME Shirt $21.68 |
Thalidomide Vintage Ad Shirt $22.14 |
How to insane-max?
Listen to Infected Mushroom - Becoming Insane, when you workout.
you insane now?
homie I'm nuts!
>homie I'm nuts!
Stop interacting with anyone for about a month.
Haha, yeah, a month is a really long time to not interact with anyone...
I mean cutting out parasocial activities too like movies, tv, video games, and social media. Those things don't fix loneliness, but they do keep you connected with reality.
>Just cut out all of the unhealthy artificial bullshit and live like a normal human bro trust me it's so terrible you will go crazy dude
lmao
Best reply in a while
I have to interact positively with people all day at work and be "on" but when I come home its nobody but IST and instagram or discord. I feel like I have split personalities at this point
rape somebody or be raped your choice
Smoking a shitload of pot and being a shut in could help. Im a rehabbed skizoid and i just do cardio while smiling or straight laughing like a maniac and it feels great
this lmao, you hit enough psychotic events on weed, it's game over for your brain forever
Experience severe public humiliation.
Drink hard liquor starting the minute you wake up in the morning. Do this all day every day until you black out at the end of the night. Aim for at least 750ml a day. You'll know youre doingnit right when you lose your appetite entirely and start waking up sweating. Do this for about 4 months straight then stop cold turkey.
You will know insanity and you will not be balanced mentally for a long time.
The closer I edge to 30, the more I find myself spontaneously day drinking. I don't drink enough to be noticeably intoxicated but just enough to take the edge off. It's like I'm floating in outer space suffocating to death, and the half-pint of vodka I gulp down is like taking a big inhale from the oxygen cannister. Realistically, how bad is this? I don't feel compelled to drink, but I just feel more like myself when I do (or maybe less like myself). I'm essentially microdosing alcohol, and not every day either. Tried meditation, Zen, Jesus, none of that shit helped.
>how bad is this
In the immediate present not terrible, but in the broader scope of things terrible in that you're on the downward descent into addiction and there's something wrong in you spiritually that makes it so that being entirely sober and present in life feels wrong.
Find what you're missing or this will get far, far worse
Get your bpd ex gf pregnant, that will do it
Create a tulpa. Ask around on /x/ if you need further information.
Isolate yourself from everyone and everything. On a mountain top, or in a cave. Doesn't matter. Laozi spent many years locked in a room, with no distractions.