I am a bottom of the barrel low status loser in every environment: school, university, the workplace.
At school I didn't go to prom and there were multiple parties that most of the year went to in the final year of school that I wasn't even invited to. I wasn't invited to the final day of school barbecue.
At university I had zero friends or social experiences the entire time. I sat alone in every lecture, etc. I disliked my subject and gained nothing intellectually.
At all of my jobs I become the ugly loser nobody talks to within a few days of starting. This was true for part time jobs, office jobs, and work from home jobs.
No woman has ever been attracted to me and I've never been on a date. I'm everythingless, apart from with prostitutes. I'm facially ugly, not quite Aryan, and have zero charisma. The looks blackpill has been obvious to me for almost a decade.
I'm in my early/mid-30s now, with a totally pointless but ok paying work from home job. I have no passions or productive hobbies. I don't majorly enjoy anything. I haven't been abroad for over a decade. I haven't been on a holiday in my entire adult life, barring a few days in different cities.
I was treated like shit by a few previous managers. I almost always fail any process that involves any subjective judgement of me by others.
I'm not stupid to believe in (or mentally weak enough to have to believe in) any philosophies or religions.
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who cares
just lift and eat big to get big brah
And what's your objective with this thread? We can't give you advice without knowing you, there are many different behaviors that can be off-putting to people. Maybe you're just insecure and a bit awkward, maybe you look a bit weird, maybe you have the 'tism, maybe you're one of those people raised by social morons who didn't teach you manners or how to carry a conversation. You have the figure the problem out on your own.
If you're gonna be a miserable jaded c**t you simply have to stop taking bullshit. By all means live a shit life but if that's the case why have any patience for bullshit whatsoever? Stop accepting it. It sounds like your only redeeming quality is being a pushover b***h that takes enough shit to remain employable. Why not just stop taking shit and become a grizzly miserable man who takes no shit. If you lose your job you'll just find another one where you don't have to tolerate it. Chances are though you won't even lose your job as long as you're not absurdly ridiculous in your behaviour.
dont care
>I'm facially ugly, not quite Aryan
theres youre problem. youre a nazi homosexual lol normal ppl dont talk like this
in the modern West, being abnormal is a badge of honor
Tough luck
I’m basically the same but I’m 20, I have no clue how to get better. I am stagnating, I Need experiences with others to grow/develop but I’m not developed enough to have others around me or any form of relations
You'll fit right in with us.
Exactly, join the queue. Even in the real world people like you are everywhere now, if anything you're/we're the new normal.
I think the internet has a lot to do with it. It can't be that much of a coincidence that in the years following the internet there are so many lonely, single, childless men. We get lost online, use it as a crutch. It should be strictly limited and not just go on it all the time and wallow.
what?
quit being a b***h bro and ppl will like u ezpz
>Complains
>Tells people not to help him with philosophy or religion
>Expects [something]
My man what are you even doing
I don't understand how people don't have a passion for something
this pledge is a gay philosophy because it requires a lot of asterisks that aren't there.
admittedly there is writing in here that implies a normal person would understand where the caveats are but what kind of contract leaves out the caveats?
there are whole businesses here that live on "work trials" ie. they employ people for a temporary period on a pittance with the promise that, if they do well, there might be a real job there for them.
but there is no real job - the whole business is built on the cheap trial labor.
you could spent your whole life exploited by that philosophy.
damn well-ordering principle
what kind of home jon you work?
Sounds rough bro, but there’s nothing you’re interested in? You don’t have to be an Adonis, just find something to excel in that people value. Also you may have unrealized potential if you’re out of shape.
easy starting point
>lift
>get buzzed on drugs/alcohol for base level charisma
things will click with time and effort. you got this brah it's a long road don't give up.