I do door to door work and after a year of autistically repeating a script and interacting with random people all day I think I'm starting to actually be able to talk to people. I can not believe how much experience it takes to be able to be normal. It is not feasible for the average autist to play this many numbers. You are honestly better off honing your autism into a hobby that can replace your personality
Op here, I've been copying Him, thats why I am still standing, being loved unconditionally really and used that love to love others has really help me, but still no idea how to act though, be myself just made it so other isolate me.
Do you think our abnormal behavior is obvious to normies? I haven't made passing eye contact with a stranger in ages, I never really had to since I was a shut in all my life. But just recently I passed by a guy at the gym and he looked down while passing me. It made him look pathetic, but I could only use it as a learning experience since I do the same with literally everyone I pass by. I've been going to a new gym for a few months now. Do you think the regulars can tell what a loser I am or is there still hope? And what do normies do that we don't?
trial and error homie
t. 26 year old autistic as frick, didn't learn how to "fit in" with people until i was 24
i had to experiment with a behavior type, observe the results, and then respond accordingly
normies just instinctively know how to act, it's wild
live and learn, it is your only option
When I was a kid I used to take note what popular well liked characters in tv shows/people I know irl did so I simply copied them and made it my personality. Thats how I made a lot of friends in elementary school and then highschool. But when I was 17 I did have a mental breakdown when I realised that nothing I did was the real me and that everything was a facade. It took me a few years to find myself and be "normal"
Why bother? Whatever you really are is just a list of influences you've forgotten. Everything is a mixture of learned behaviour and shit you can't help but do anyway. Often overlapping
sounds pretty gay tbh. id rather continue wandering through life self medicating with narcotics until one day i “accidentally” overdose and call it a day
I’m saving to buy a plot of land in another state to homestead in. I’m gonna build solar and everything I need. Build a pond or two if there’s no water on the property to raise some fish in, get a dog, some goats, ducks/chickens. A garden for the various plants I want to eat mainly potatoes and some fruit trees. Build a gym. And that will be my life. It would be better with a woman to frick and maybe start a family with later on but I’ll manage alone, I’d probably frick pornstar escorts on my private plot of land if I never met a woman worth sharing that life with.
I think I'm actually cursed everyone I have ever interacted with has disliked me
Just be yourself you’ll get it with experience
I do door to door work and after a year of autistically repeating a script and interacting with random people all day I think I'm starting to actually be able to talk to people. I can not believe how much experience it takes to be able to be normal. It is not feasible for the average autist to play this many numbers. You are honestly better off honing your autism into a hobby that can replace your personality
Just pick someone and copy everything they do.
b..but I wander around jerking off...
Copy this man.
Why, does he do it too?
I don’t want to be israeli and also not exist
t. israelite
jesus is the only israelite that mattered. show some respect
Op here, I've been copying Him, thats why I am still standing, being loved unconditionally really and used that love to love others has really help me, but still no idea how to act though, be myself just made it so other isolate me.
Most normies get drunk
Do you think our abnormal behavior is obvious to normies? I haven't made passing eye contact with a stranger in ages, I never really had to since I was a shut in all my life. But just recently I passed by a guy at the gym and he looked down while passing me. It made him look pathetic, but I could only use it as a learning experience since I do the same with literally everyone I pass by. I've been going to a new gym for a few months now. Do you think the regulars can tell what a loser I am or is there still hope? And what do normies do that we don't?
enjoying life
they disgust me
Just say you're high or drunk. Normies will think you're cool
trial and error homie
t. 26 year old autistic as frick, didn't learn how to "fit in" with people until i was 24
i had to experiment with a behavior type, observe the results, and then respond accordingly
normies just instinctively know how to act, it's wild
live and learn, it is your only option
I know, but I don't participate in it anyway
When I was a kid I used to take note what popular well liked characters in tv shows/people I know irl did so I simply copied them and made it my personality. Thats how I made a lot of friends in elementary school and then highschool. But when I was 17 I did have a mental breakdown when I realised that nothing I did was the real me and that everything was a facade. It took me a few years to find myself and be "normal"
Why bother? Whatever you really are is just a list of influences you've forgotten. Everything is a mixture of learned behaviour and shit you can't help but do anyway. Often overlapping
Because I hated who I was, still do but by working on myself im changing into a person that I want to be.
sounds pretty gay tbh. id rather continue wandering through life self medicating with narcotics until one day i “accidentally” overdose and call it a day
That's fine but never say it out kid ever again
You didn't had a father figure while growing up or something?
>feel like a disconnected schizo whenever I wander by myself in public
>feel totally normal whenever I'm with my friends
I’m saving to buy a plot of land in another state to homestead in. I’m gonna build solar and everything I need. Build a pond or two if there’s no water on the property to raise some fish in, get a dog, some goats, ducks/chickens. A garden for the various plants I want to eat mainly potatoes and some fruit trees. Build a gym. And that will be my life. It would be better with a woman to frick and maybe start a family with later on but I’ll manage alone, I’d probably frick pornstar escorts on my private plot of land if I never met a woman worth sharing that life with.