Around the end of 2022 I was consistently gaining strength and size, adding numbers to all my lifts and shifting focus to powerlifting. Then I tore my ACL on the 2nd day of 2023. Was demotivated but kept going to the gym hitting upper and some leg stuff. BUT I GOT KNEE SURGERY IN MARCH AND EVERYTHING FELL APART. IVE BEEN IN THE WORST MOOD OF MY LIFE. I WANT TO KILL MYSELF DAILY AND I HAVE NO DRIVE TO GO LIFT. MY BODY IS SLIPPING AND SO IS MY STRENGTH. BROS WHAT DO I DO? EVERY ISSUE I HAD HAS BEEN AMPLIFIED AND IM JUST MISERABLE DAY IN AND DAY OUT AND THIS DUMB FRICKING KNEE SURGERY HAS BEEN THE CATALYST. HELP.