8 year porn addict. Edged for the past 4 days. Determined not to come. Test is boosted and I have crazy energy all day and a clear, focused mind. When it took full fledged porn to get off before, now I get rock hard at pretty girls faces. Maybe those nofap morons were on to something.
I mean, is there a point of doing nofap if I know I ain't getting sex soon? I mean noporn sure, but nofap? Nofap makes one horny so why would you like to be extra horny if you know you won't release cum in a woman you know what I'm saying?,
I get that. I’m 21 years old incredibly horny like a teenager. But right now I’m content with just focusing on working and getting money before the spring semester of college starts soon. I also have hobbies and friends to keep me occupied in healthy ways. When school does start there will be a plethora of equally horny young women waiting to get railed. Now that I’m on nofap I know I can direct my sexual energy into fricking them instead of whacking it to porn.
edging in the morning is better. Edging before sleep will likely cause relapse, one time I edged before sleeping and came in my sleep which sucked cause I didn’t even remember the dream
you’re either gay or brown idk which is worse
Nofap is good for most guys to start, because jerking off is so inextricably connected with porn for most guys that it's best to quit both together to start
But doesn't doing nofap always lead to a relapse? I keep trying but failing after a week or so, and it's always to porn. Wouldn't just fapping without porn be better?
if I edge and get to sleep I wake up feeling cum already and tired
>now I get rock hard at pretty girls faces
pic not related, right?
Chick is hot, frick off
Stop fricking your hand for two or three months, by month three you will get laid, I promise. Meditate and hold on, be a man, control yourself
>magnetism
>by month three you will get laid, I promise.
Isn't it from how you carry yourself? As in it's how your brain is no longer fried and nothing to do with some sort of direct physical phenomenon?
Your body grows hair without you doing anything.
Your body heals itself without you doing anything.
After three months without ejaculation, your body will get laid without you doing anything. Its biology. Like an animal in heat, your body will do all the work
>After three months without ejaculation, your body will get laid without you doing anything. Its biology.
Is that ejaculation in any case or just ejacuclation from maturation?
Well, in either case, I'm abstaining from jerking off anyway
Any case
Ahh ok, ty
>Stop fricking your hand for two or three months, by month three you will get laid, I promise. Meditate and hold on, be a man, control yourself
how? i'm lost in my head enough when i'll look at porn and jerk off but i just turn completely inwards when i am no longer looking online for porn or erotic stimulation, i can just become picrel and clock out of life entirely. i am already socially inept as hell and it's painful, just endlessly rerunning these little movies i make in my head is like turning completely inwards and compeltely detaching from the social realm. i have this notion i'll be at work running a machine or something or trying to cross the street and lost in one of my little fantasies and be too distracted to notice some impending accident that will kill me.
Whatever loser, stay losing while I stay ballin and retaining
Decided to jerk off once a month cause i was a porn addict for like 8 years give or take idk if its a good idea or if i should quit all together since i have a gf of 5 years
I jack off to porn as much as i want for a day and then dont look at it for 7 days after.
13 year porn addict here. Been watching porn regularly since I was 10 years old... I gotta quit sometime, but, I have no willpower right now.
dude you’ve been watching porn for almost 2/3 of your waking life. Willpower or not, the best course of action is to quit now.
And? There are boomers who have been looking at porno mags/porno vids their whole lives, It's human nature to enjoy seeing attractive women. Sure, I'm justifying a bad habit, but, I'm too deep into being an absolute loser to give a frick. First time I jerk offd was around the age of 7, daily and regular masturbation started at 10. I've quit porn and masturbation a handful of times. Longest I've abstained from both is just short of 6 months.
8 years kek. I've been addicted to masturbation for almost thirty years. My dick is ruined. I struggle to cum with girls because there is very little sensitivity on my dick unless you know exactly how to play it like a grade 8 violinist.
I now only Jack off once a week unless I'm left to my own devices and then it can take over my life for a few days. I've not just been jacking it in 30 min or less. It's usually full on 8-9 hour sessions that has effected my sleep and all sorts of other things
Don’t edge moron. Arousal sends a signal to your brain to start producing more semen. Eventually, it’ll feel like your nutsack is about to explode unless you jerk off or have a wet dream.
my addiction is too strong, I plan to ween off edging eventually to doing nothing at all.
Idk about all that stuff. All I know is that last night porn session was pretty solid. I'm finding great looking chicks and found an actress I've been trying to find for a few years, pretty happy honestly, there's something so comfy to watching porn.
The actress I finally found after all this time is Bella Bellz. I also found two new girls I really like (lily Starfire and Avery Jane). Absolutely kino. How can anyone NOT enjoy it?
Also yes I'm white I'm just into black chicks.
Kys degenerate
Did you know that masturbation will make you weak and give you ED and porn will frick your brain up? Plus sexual abstinence has some pretty unbeliveable benefits:
https://imgur.io/gallery/g4eGH
Here are some studies:
Three weeks of abstinence increases testostorone levelshttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11760788
Masturbation is associated with lower psychological health and reproductive well-beinghttps://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/14681994.2019.1677883
Sperm contains compounds that prolong lifespan, fight cancer & heart diseasehttps://vitalrecord.tamhsc.edu/spermidine-rich-foods-may-prevent-liver-cancer-extend-lifespan/
Masturbation decreases dopamine levelshttps://sites.tufts.edu/emotiononthebrain/2014/11/18/postcoital-neurochemistry-the-blues-and-the-highs/
Watching porn reduces gray matter in prefrontal cortexhttps://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamapsychiatry/fullarticle/1874574
Porn addiction has similar mechanism with substance addictionhttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4600144/
Prevalence of erectile dysfunction doubled between 2004 and 2013http://cir.usc.edu/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/Genital-Image-Sexual-Anxiety-and-Erectile-Dysfunction-Among-Young-Male-Military-Personnel.pdf
Pornography consumption is associated with mental health issueshttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6327603/w1
Good choice on using links to university and research websites btw
> sexual abstinence has some pretty unbeliveable benefits:
No it doesn't. It has a frickton of downsides all of which are confirmed.
> Three weeks of abstinence increases testostorone levels
Yeah and then they start to drop below baseline and stay there, fricking moron.
> Masturbation is associated with lower psychological health and reproductive well-being
No fricking shit. The second causes the first, obviously. HURR JUST PLAY BASKETBALL BRO YOU'RE GET TALLER HAHA
> Sperm contains compounds that prolong lifespan, fight cancer & heart disease
SHIT MAN LETS GO SUCK SOME DICK AND GET SOME FRESH CUM EH? LETS FIGHT SOME CANCER YO!
> Masturbation decreases dopamine levels
Right after? Sure. Literally every pleasurable thing does, including achieving things.
> Watching porn reduces gray matter in prefrontal cortex
No it doesn't, again mixing up cause and effect
> Porn addiction has similar mechanism with substance addiction
Yeah, literally every habit does.
> Prevalence of erectile dysfunction doubled between 2004 and 2013
OH SHIT MAN IT MUST BE SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE OF THIS ONE THING YOU'RE OBSESSED WITH
> Pornography consumption is associated with mental health issues
re: No fricking shit. The second causes the first, obviously. HURR JUST PLAY BASKETBALL BRO YOU'RE GET TALLER HAHA
You refute scientific studies with insults? You are a smart one
Biggest cope I've ever seen in my life
i can't try to abstain from jerking off or looking at porn without my imagination going insane. i feel more focused and energetic but a share of that goes to my mind having constant intrusive thoughts and daydreams. the longer i go the more complex and elaborate this gets. from this last nnn to now of trying to do solid nofap (failed 2-3 times) i have completely written out 7-8 elaborate erotic stories in my head. this will drive me insane but i am a wagie with no life and don't want to experience the pain of feeling lonely and pathetic that comes with porn and jerking off any more so i guess it will be worth it.
>now I get rock hard at pretty girls faces
mans gonna blast his nut thru the ceiling when he sees an actual cute girl who doesn't look like an ape
She only gets plapped by average sized asian dick
I'm tracking my cooming this year and I have nutted 14 times already. aiming for 1k in 2024
>test is boosted
how do you know? blood test or delusion
after 3 years of no fap, i almost failed
stumbled on a short story about some titcow that gets raped by a pack of dogs
curiosity got the best of me so i started reading it, stupidly believing it wasn't an actual erotic story
was leaking precum like a faucet halfway through the story, just as she was about to get mounted. wasn't even touching my dick
once i realized what was happening and what i was doing, closed the tab and stared off into space, desperately trying to get my mind off the images that were seared into my frontal lobe
it was a close call, but thankfully, i was able to come back to my senses
still feel like absolute dogshit right now though (pun intended)
i hate that my former porn addiction gave me this disgusting fetish so much
sorry for blog posting, i'm just so angry at myself and i had to get this off my chest, i have no one to talk to about it
The flesh is weak anon, it's ok if you fail once in a while. 3 years is a long time after all, surely you've had nocturnal emissions. You'd probably feel better if you finish that story, it's there in your browser history, waiting for it to be read in full. Don't even have to wank yourself to it, it was doing the job for you.
In all seriousness, your brain is fried. You will live with this fetish forever, never truly ridding yourself of it and never getting to indulge in it even if you somehow managed to bag yourself a wife. Always feeling half satisfied, despite plapping your wife.
>You'd probably feel better if you finish that story, it's there in your browser history, waiting for it to be read in full
I deleted my browsing history immediately knowing full well I'd be tempted to look it up again and indulge.
I hope what you say is wrong and that you're just trying to demoralize me. I believe I can get rid of this fetish, or at least not have it control me anymore.
I think I have to just take a long break from the internet at this point (unless it's for work)
Even if I still had the link, I refuse to share it and make other anons fail like I nearly did. And no, I'm not going to tell you the specific search phrases that lead me to stumbling on this porn story.
>refuse to share it and make other anons fail like I nearly did
you have already shared your experience so I'm not sure what you mean
just made anons curious and logged off with a cliffhanger
weird behavior
Sharing my experience doesn't equate to posting porn. That doesn't even make sense.
>almost nutting to zoophilic fanfiction that some irredeemable fat ass probably wrote up during a goon session
oof
do better anon
link?
Good shit anon. That must have taken extreme willpower.
just have a nice day and get it over with.
Revel in that feeling anon. You have to remember this the next time you find yourself engaged and tempted with something pornographic.
Yes it sucks that porn gives us such degenerate fetishes, I know how you feel. But on the flipside, you still came out on top in this situation, so take comfort in that.
Next time you know. If your intuition tells you it's porn, then it probably is and don't indulge in it any further.
Stay strong anon. 3 years of not fapping is a monumental streak, keep going you aren't finished yet.
>Men watch girls get naked in front of them, and then frick the shit out of her.
>You watch pixels on a screen and then frick your hand. Think about that, incel cumbrain
I actually came back to see if anyone replied to me with something like this kek. I have a gf, she lives with me at my place, she'll be back on the 10th, I'm just making the most of it while she's gone. She goes back to Brazil to spend the holidays with her family then comes back after a few weeks
She is a Brazilian black cutie and I was regularly jerking off when we first started dating. Seethe 🙂
I don’t have a problem abstaining from masturbation at all but I always worry about it when it comes to sex. I’m super sensitive down there regardless I feel like I have to keep myself sufficiently deathgripped to avoid cumming in like 2 minutes with women
Only time it has gone away was when I was living with my ex because we had sex every day. I still get sex regularly but if it’s anymore than a week inbetween then it’s dangerous premature ejac territory
Who cares.
Oddly enough, women love it when their man finishes too fast because they think you're super attracted to them.
I can guarantee you a woman would much rather forego an orgasm and have him shoot ropes immediately for her over having multiple orgasms and him not being able to finish or just going limp
>I can guarantee you a woman would much rather forego an orgasm and have him shoot ropes immediately for her over having multiple orgasms and him not being able to finish or just going limp
I can tell you from first hand experience that this is true.
Had a 1 night stand with a bawd, but knowing that was enough to eventually make me go limp. Even though she told me I had the biggest wiener ever (I'm only 20cm lol), was the first guy to ever bang her without a condom, and desperately wanted me to be the first guy to finish inside her. We banged for 4 straight hours, and eventually she just told me to leave, completely disappointed that I didn't finish while pretending like it was ok. Despite trying to setup a followup, she always had an excuse to not see me or simply wasn't in the mood.
The other time was with my gf at the time. We got into a really bad fight and we were on the verge of a breakup. Hadn't seen eachother in a week and I didn't jerk off at all. Finally we agreed to meet up and just hang out, agreeing to not engage in any sex until we sorted things out. We didn't sort shit out at all and were instead just ignoring that we had a fight at all, just passive aggressively speaking to each other the whole day. By the end of the night, we go in to kiss eachother goodnight, which very quickly lead us straight into my house and in my bed. I think I got at most 5 pumps in and finished inside her. She immediately went in to passionately make out with me telling me how good I was, how she can't wait to try again tomorrow, etc. We went at it again the next morning and went at it like normal.
Yeah if the willpower method worked I obviously wouldn't be doing it anymore dipshit, what the frick are you achieving by spamming insults and negative comments like that at me? I want to stop BUT I CAN'T. That's the entire issue dumbass. Calling me names over and over again isn't helping
Month and a half of nofap and I'm flatlining hard. Low energy. No morning wood. Peen all shriveled and dinky. Very low dopamine. Urge to replace fapping with other bad habits like sugar.
How long does this phase last?
When will I finally make it?
I just got out of one of the things you described. I actually got my morning wood back after about two months. You should replace fap with good habits though
Keep going. A gym workout helps me raise feel good chemicals, going on a long walk is good too, even better if it's in nature.
stop edging
Stop edging, it’s sad and weird. After you jack off do you feel like a good man? Do you feel proud of yourself? Go celibate, find a nice girl, wait until marriage and then have a beautiful and fulfilling sexual relationship. Edging now will rot your brain and porn is unfair to your future wife. You have the inherent ability to control yourself so stop playing with your penis.
I agree with everything except marriage rifht now.
Marriage is financial suicide in the gynocentric west, because of no fault divorce.
I want marriage to work, but under current law it's a no go. Don't be moronic.
>zinc
>vitd + k
>nofap
>sunlight 30m everyday
>boron
>creatine (didn't start yet)
>coffee
>sleep 6-8h a night
>15% bf
>Lifting 3 times a week
>solid diet
>10k steps
>have friends
>have family
>have job
>minimal gaming
>turn 31
Still no fricking morning wood. Still depressed. Still unhappy
What the FRICK is going on?
there is your problem. Back in the day in my country, soldier recruits were getting boron. It tanks your libido.
Thats frickin myth
It boosts your libido and improves hormone profile, reduces symptoms of arthritis.
i'm 39 and RARELY get morning wood. I have sleep apnea and sleep with a CPAP though, so sleep is always shit.
>jack off at least twice a day
>watch porn without thinking too much about it
>have a wife I frick at least twice a day
>have two mistresses both of which get dicked down at least twice a week
>a nice boipussy twink I rip up around once a month
>100+ bodycount not including sex I paid for
>8x6 wiener
>horny all the time
You are just a low test beta, same as Niche or whoever the frick that is
Nieche was an incel his whole life and died from syphilis that his oneitis gave him.when he finally fricked her once at 40 after she cucked him
Now he is quoted by incels on the internet
He got destroyed by karma for thinking of himself as a god
>Nieche was an incel his whole life and died from syphilis
Fake as frick. It was probably a brain tumor.
he fricked a prostitute
> Edged for the past 4 days.
> I have crazy energy all day and a clear, focused mind.
I do that for fun sometimes but even edging for 2-3 days and not nutting - my mind is fricking far from being clear and focused. I'm so fricking horny all I can think about is SEX FRICK SEX FRICK SEX FRICK SEX CUM FRICK SEX CUM
It's nutting that makes my mind super clear and focused
sounds like you’re just low T
>Edged for the past 4 days
>nofap morons were on to something
Hmmm
If I go 3 days without busting I cannot sleep all I think about is sex, even when I try and think about other things (job, fitness, books, vidya etc) it all inevitably circles back to sex I cannot help it. Yet whenever I've actually had sex it's been mediocre
>almost lose because someone mentioned horsewiener futa as a joke
This kind of degeneracy is exactly why I'm doing this though, I don't want to be that guy, I want those cringey thoughts out of my head.
I'm going to fricking beat this disease or die trying, horsewieners be damned
What is it about her phenotype that just screams "trailer park"?
nice pussy you have developing there, Sir
remember that you are not special. This will not end different for you, snow flake
uhhhh what did you guys reply to?
are you speedrunning life to hell or what
coomed in my sleep
what the frick bros