>be me
>23 years old
>bodybuilding and strength enthusiast
>perfect genetics and high level of testosterone, thus low agreeableness
>planning to become a neet because my goal this year is to make a choose your own adventure kinda video game
>so over the few last months, I bought all the necessary gym equipment and stocked up creatine, protein, and adderall for almost a year
>set up my home gym in our garage and also some of it outside of the garage
>the gym's better than the home gym but my goal demands sacrifices so I get used to the home gym quick
>on this day Friday, I usually do legs/abs and I have the upcoming weekend for more than needed resting
>I absolutely love doing legs, I'm like a Tom Platz
>so I go REAL HARD on squats till my legs collapse in the last set
>mom's calling me for breakfast
>I'm late, everyone's there, my two younger sisters and dad
>as I sit at the table, she makes a funny remark about my screaming and how the whole street can hear me moan, not only them
>I shrug it off, don't really care, also, thanks mom, you made a delicious meal
>I eat like a king because of her so utmost respect and bow to her
>but for some reason my little b***hy sister continues on that joke and proceeds to make it serious
>dad and other little less b***hy sister gang up on me too
>anon, you should stop screaming and moaning, it's not necessary
>anon, stop overstressing your body so much, it's not healthy
>be less dramatic about it, go easy on yourself
>I'm just afraid for you... adds the less b***hy sister
>I keep my cool, I'm boiling inside, but my attitude is like whatever... they'll get used to it
>mostly because I'm fricking tired af, until...
>THE LITTLE b***hY SISTER tells me how one of her girl friends doesn't scream or drop weights and she is going to the gym for a whole year now
>MFW.JPG
>I lose my shit
>FRICK YOU. WHO THE FRICK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. YOU ARE SHORT AND FAT. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO LECTURE ME ON ANYTHING, ESPECIALLY ON THIS. YOU ARE BUILT LIKE PEPPA PIG. YOUR STUPID GIRLFRIEND CAN TRAIN FOR TEN YEARS FOR ALL I CARE. SHE WOULD STILL BE OUTLIFTED BY SOME SERIOUS DUDE WHO STARTED TRAINING 3 MONTHS AGO.
>dad joins, acting like a smart ass, always likes to be the "professor"
>I shut him up by saying that I would rather be the one that the whole street can hear yell and scream, and not him when he's drunk and abusive towards my mother
>b***h ass pussy. I would destroy him one on one and I wait for a moment he gets physical with my mother. it will be over for him. he'll be in ER and I'll be in jail
I see now that it will be extremely hard. Almost the whole family is turned against me and doesn't believe me or like my presence in the house. I will also lose the support of my mom when I quit my job. Normalgays despise outcasts. Until an outcast succeeds and proves themselves and becomes the new shepherd of normalgays. I must continue my path nonetheless. I will make a video game this year.
Im jacked but my family says im too big. Help.
You sound kinda autistic, but you're in the right in this situation
People only make fun of you for screaming when you're built like a beanpole. I squat and deadlift to the point of screaming and I train outside. Nobody in my family tells me anything because it's instantly identifiable that my physique necessitates this type of training.
Why do you have to quit your job to train at home? I have a job and a home gym, I train at home and still work. And yes I also get comments from the family about how I scream or moan or whatever but I just play it cool, I know they don't get it so there's no need to be angry at them. You only get one family anon.
He had to quit his job to work on a video game. And I’m assuming he bought the home gym because he doesn’t have a job, and wants to keep his spending at a minimum.
The video game industry is over saturated with so much bullshit. Even if you make an ok game (super hard to do), it probably won’t be seen by anyone. Better off doing consulting work as your own company, providing support to companies that can’t go and higher pajeets for nothing. Or develop some type of niche software as a service, where you cater to a very specific market that you know well.
> I will make a video game this year.
Is this really the peak of your life? You think making a video game will actually improve your life?
How about you stop screaming like and autistic child when you pick up heavy objects and set a goal that isn't the equivalent of dropping a mix tape on soundcloud
holy based OP,I've just stopped giving a frick about how people feel as well.I understand how you feel.
Get a job you fricking chimp
Kek based
Frick family. Useless
OP here. thank you anon for your kind words. support comes less and less as we get older so I really appreciate your kind of men. you are a guardian angel amongst many naysayers that inhabit this world.
I try every single day to understand my mind and body. I was honestly descriptive of myself.
As of this laughing of yours at my shot in the dark, at my attempt to follow my heart. I say this. I will at least fail being honest to myself.
Don't listen to them. You can always be bigger and stronger. Listen to yourself.
It is. Being highly agreeable is a feminine trait. Women have less testosterone. Women have a special role in society. They are enforcers of tradition and culture. Men decide ultimately what kind of culture a society will have, but women are those who will enforce those rules. They are loyal and manipulative as sheep to their masters, but bloodthirsty as wolves to outcasts.
I don't think I'm autistic but thank you.
>I will at least fail being honest to myself.
It's still a fail.
genetics and high level of testosterone, thus low agreeableness
This is probably the strangest cope I've ever seen someone use to explain away their autism.
to become a neet because my goal this year is to make a choose your own adventure kinda video game
fricking lmao
>being agreeable is low t
is it not?
Didn’t read your gay blogpost
I wish there was a private fitness forum for people 30 and up after reading this shit
There are, you just have to pay for them. They're also really boring.
>how do I train x with a bad y
>how do I train with a baby
>I may have started late but fitness is my passion!
>what's the most moderate and boring routine I can run that will give me the most mid results?
>I've still got it!
kek, people b***h about 4chin, but despise all it's flaws I wouldn't ever go on these bodybuilding forums for normalgays. Besides, there's little to almost nothing to talk about fitness on forums, every information you need is easily available on net, that's why this boards makes me laugh sometimes with these kind of offtopic threads and I can't let it go
That's one bad duck!
Hell yeah it is man. Little bro has some balls, that is for sure.
I read right up to the point where you still live with your mommy and she cooks your breakfast for you. what are you, 14?
quit blogposting
>stocked up creatine, protein, and adderall for almost a year
Stopped reading there. You're a dumb moron
>as I sit at the table, she makes a funny remark about my screaming and how the whole street can hear me moan, not only them
Nobody of you finds this weird? Screaming at the top of your lungs while lifting?
You have to live it.
I made it 3 sentences in before I lost interest. Nobody cares Black person.
Bro you're spoiled, don't get yourself kicked out of their house by acting like a twat. It's easy when they say you're doing something they don't like just tell them "oh ok I didn't realize that I'll try to be better." Then just go about your day and do your moaning or screaming next time if you feel like it.
You sound like a gay that needs his ass whipped and wrangled moron style.
>balls drop
>one iota of the test juice makes you an unlikeable sperg
>”lol it’s the world that’s the problem not me!”
First injury you get will destroy your brittle little dyel mind. I’ll be here waiting to see you cope and grovel when that time comes.
Holy frick this is a strange larp. I’m almost convinced it’s real
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