I started my first cycle around 3 weeks ago: 600mg test and 400mg masteron/week. The only “side effect” I experienced was increased libido but it didn’t really worry me until the events described. The other day I came across one of those stupid Andy Sixx threads on /b/ where someone posted a disturbingly descriptive analysis of sucking a log of shit out of Andy Sixx’s butthole and ever since then I couldn’t get that shit off my mind. I’m 100% straight and I obviously don’t find Andy Sixx or his shit attractive at all but it’s become this obsession all of a sudden. I think it’s the drugs making me horny combined with the oddly sensual verbiage of that fricking greentext that caused it. I finally caved and jerked off while imagining a goth twink shitting in my mouth and it was the quickest I’ve ever cummed. I’m writing this in the cold light of post-nut clarity. I’m not gay, and I DO NOT want Andy Sixx to shit in my mouth. Has anyone else had weird sexual side effects like this while juicing? Will it go away once I’m off the sauce? I planned to blast for 8 weeks but this experience was so fricking disturbing I’m thinking about tapping out early.
Yes, but I don't roid. Also, a little word of warning: once you open yourself up to even a single vile idea, it not only tends to get increasingly more vile and disturbing, but also more difficult to eliminate from your life.
Getting swallowed by a spiral void of darkness is not a pleasant experience.
Do you think praying would help? I haven’t gone to church since I was a kid but maybe I should start again.
Anything that gets you out of that thought loop would be of help.
Just said half a rosary and jerked off to lesbian porn. Seems contradictory but I can’t put all my eggs in one basket. Anything to stop thinking depraved thoughts about men.
getting closer to god is never a bad thing. I never thought I would, and now that I have, I never thought it would impact my decision making, and yet it does. Just waiting for a beautiful trad girl to take me to church with her family. Getting close to bagging one actually.
this
I had to start nofap almost exclusively because I watched cuck porn a few times which turned into every time. The thought of it is absolutely absurd, I would never watch a dude frick my wife. I dont even have a wife anyways. But I found it hard to get it up for real women and often imagining cuck scenes while having sex when it did work.
Fortunately fixed the wires in my brain and I get bricked just looking at a hot woman smile now but man that fricked me up for a while. No more porn or jerking off for me ever again.
That’s the weird part though, I’m not a coomer. I rarely ever watched porn. Didn’t jerk off that much, didn’t have sexual thoughts that often, didnt waste much energy chasing pussy. There’s nothing to detox from; nofap November was every other month for me. I think I’ve just got to stop the drugs.
Yup, Chaos Taint is real.
>praying
Try repenting.
Log
DID YOU TAKE THESE LOGS IN YOUR MOUTH?!?!?!?
didn't read past the first sentence. steroid side effects are cumulative, it takes several before it hits hard
thiserino
This can’t be a coincidence. I’ve NEVER had thoughts like this before I started my cycle. It’s either the roids or it’s demons.
>first cycle around 3 weeks ago: 600mg test and 400mg masteron/week
I thought test+masteron was a good entry level cycle? What am I doing wrong??
Ok I did some research and I think I’m gonna lower my test to 400 mg. Apparently 600 is high.
Its like how meth turns you gay
Is there a drug that makes you straight?
The bible, The Quran, The Torah..
Muslims and israelites are the gayest people you'll ever meet.
Should re write as green text lol
>be me
>noob roider
>horny.jpg
>be scrolling /b/
>click on Andy Sixx thread for shits n giggles
>read anons graphic description of choking down Andy Sixx’s log of shit
>boner.png
>frick
>ffw a few days
>can’t stop thinking about Andy fricking Sixx and his log of shit
>cave to the temptation and bust forbidden nut
>be me
>broken man
happy now?
What a weirdo. When I blast I just daydream about getting rawdogged big black trannies while my gf is forced to watch. Like a normal person.
Possible bait, but I'll bite.
Higher testosterone may increase your libido and aggressiveness, which in turn would make you permeable to other stimulus. Won't make you "gay" but could remove the obstacles to that path.
In any case, don't fight it, embrace it.
And if you want to steer back to heterosexuality, try more degenerate sex with women. Probably could shift your focus there.
After increasing my TRT dosage, i'm more into scat/bdsm stuff with girls.
Have you ever been shit on irl? Is it worth trying?
I'm the one shitting, and the dominant. but love eating ass. And pissing.
100-200mg/week
what trt dosage has led you to being into getting shit on anon
1000mg?
homie you gay
Verification not required
Anons I swear I’m not gay, I’ve literally never had a gay thought before
I have done up to over 2g on a cycle and did not gain any weird fetish
the drugs enhance you so naturally if you are a gaylord then the drugs will turn you into a shit sucker
Logging in epic thread
new 'sta
OP here, who the frick are you? And why would I tell anyone irl about this? Obvious and obnoxious troll
Oh yeah, then why'd you respond so fast, homosexual? Do you cum fast to thinking about sucking turds out of frickers asses too? GTFO, you barely even squat 225 don't even talk to me
Did you seriously just come here to make fun of me? I’m suffering and all you frickers do is laugh. Frick you. And for the record, I squat 285.
>Verification not required
>REEEEEEE roidtrannie
>Roids
>Actually roids
Get the frick out of here
>285
>On Roids
LMFAO get israelite'd
I’ve been on roids for THREE WEEKS can’t you fricking read. And 285 is FOR REPS, I don’t max out because I’m not some cringe fricking egoshitter. I’ve only even been lifting for 8 or 9 months.
best fred on the whole 4chinz right now
Glad you find my turmoil entertaining.
Not a side effect per say but I really haven't seen any strength benefits from D-Bol, should I take more than 1 a day?
I've said that i didn't trust at first but it's not unheard of some dudes getting gay while roiding.
And i don't even care.
You should probably look into them before starting.
I did. I thought “roids make you gay” was a meme.
Checked
IST has the best trolls
why do you think every roidtroony poses around in thong on stage infront of a 99% male audiance? prepare your butthole you little frickboy, you will bend over on your second cycle.