>Start blasting TRT
>2 months in put on 10 extra pounds and feel much more assertive as a man rather then a meek bitch
>3 months in
Im filled with annoyance and tiredness of literally anything in my life. Easily set off at the minorest inconveniences.
Intrusive thoughts of wanting to be provoked into a fight. Balls becometh raisin size and I’ve now feel the need to nut every 30 minutes. Even gay shit feels my head now. This is downplaying it btw. I constantly think of and have my mind filled 24/7 with some of the most nastiest shit imaginable. This stuff has wired my mind into that of a monkey.
Does sound normal on T? crashed E2 maybe? Should I lower my doses? 23 Years old and take 220 mg a week btw
>Start blasting TRT
>Start blasting TRT
220 a week isn't much. Crashed e2? Are you just taking AI without knowing if you need it yet?
Yes, my clinic put me on Anastrozole as it was recommended to keep estrogen down although not crash.
Levels were 325
Aromasin is better for that I think. Have any other sides?
Nothing I haven’t listed other then harder to wake up mornings due to (I assume) actually getting 8+ hours after Years of inconsistent sleep
Do you even fucking need an AI if you're pinning less than 300 mg a week? Estrogen is important for us dudes too y'know.
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A few things:
>Have you had bloods done pre cycle? Ever?
>Mention this to the doctor who has given it to you
Wait you're 23 years old?
Ok obviously no doctor has given this to you, you've done something very foolish but here's hoping it's not too late for you to end up addicted to this mindset and be in a never-ending state of constantly recovering from your last cycle to blast on a new one again.
I'm saying this as somebody on gear now, cycle off and do everything you can to optimize your shit naturally. I'm willing to bet somebody thinking it's a good idea to blast test at 23 hasn't taken a serious look at their diet, but that's good as you've got a lot of improvements you can make.
And ffs get enough sleep, that's probably the most important thing of all.
Not to shit on you or to sound anti-gear but 23 is just way too young wait a while. Can probably answer another question or 2 in the next hour.
>Ok obviously no doctor has given this to you
You would be right. A shitty backdoor men’s clinic writes me a prescription. I did get blood work done beforehand. Results were horrid for my age and considering my diet as I’ve always been strict on it due to T1D.
I plan to stay on it for 12 months as a trial stage and will decide if it’s a long term commitment I want to follow for possibly life. Also my next appointment at the clinic is May 20th. I plan to share the symptoms I’ve had this past week
Monitoring thread for info, bless you anons.
>A shitty backdoor men’s clinic
Ok yeah I know the exact kind of places you're talking about. Since it's all legal and squared away there's at least that going for you. How often are they getting you to pin a week? Tell me it's at least twice.
Bloods done first is excellent, since you're T1D that's more complicated and it'd take hours for me to go over all your macro/micro intakes and lifestyle factors. Best I can do in this time frame is probably recommending you go to something like Examine.com and go to their testosterone section and take all that advice to heart.
For example you can have guys who think they need test when actually they've just got really high SHBG, so you solve that and they go back to normal and avoid all the risks/body stress/lifetime cost of taking steroids. Or guys that just need to give their balls a wake up call so they take HCG for a while and they're much better. Others are chronically under-slept, their diets are dogshit and their micro intakes are all fucked up so they start taking a few supplements and get 8 hours a night and they're waking up every morning with boners at 40 thinking they're superman.
I'm giving some straight forward simplified examples but you know what I'm trying to say, usually things are a combination of that and then looking at family history and whatever, but like I said. There is also the critical factor or medication you might be taking.
>I plan to stay on it for 12 months
Ok I assume you don't mean you're blasting for 12 months because I don't think even Mr. Olympia contenders do this and what you describe in your OP is pretty extreme, you'll start having major issues with your organs if you try this for a year without altering anything. AnwayI'm not a doctor, talk to your relevant physician about all health choices, check your local laws etc etc etc etc.
Really appreciate the advice and info anon.
>How often are they getting you to pin a week? Tell me it's at least twice.
Unfortunately it’s once a week. I inject every Sunday morning. I’ve been debating calling and seeing if I can do a spilt of 2 per week and seeing if it helps at all.
Again much appreciated man. I’ll check out that website and read up on it.
While T was a big help starting out and being a quick solution to suboptimal results from gains and other things in my life, the side effects have been weighing heavy on my mind and might not be worth staying on if a corrected dose wouldn’t remedy the issues I’ve listed.
Have a nice night brother
>Unfortunately it’s once a week.
Holy shit these guys lol....yes twice a week is absolutely better, like the only people who prefer once a week in spite of knowing better are probably needlephobes.
Test is absolutely a help to a lot of guys, it's true. Just don't quit cold turkey because that'll put you in a whole new world of shit (your testosterone is exogenous, but your estrogen is endogenous, resulting in a huge imbalance). Speak to the doctor, ask for twice a week and you really sound like you want a smaller dose at the very least, but I'd kind of suggest getting a second opinion as well.
Once again I'm *not* a doctor this isn't medical advice etc, I'm still amazed there was somewhere that gave a 23 year old gear first thing and didn't get a phonecall from a regulator.
Anyway good luck bro you're gonna make it, peace.
Haven’t seen Ella Knox in a while, not bad
Your estrogen is high. You didn't noy properly research before you made life changing decision.
Another fag in the fag pile.
Nah it's like all those bodybuiler test stories from the 90s. Totally normal.
>Does sound normal on T?
Yes. Did you believe the fairy tales on imageboards aboutr how test is a magic cure that has no negative side effects or what?
welcome to being a male.
you are normal now. congrats.
if you aren't thinking about creampieing every moderately attractive female you come in contact with then you are not truely a male.
>intrusive fag thoughts
This is genuinely the way it is isn't it? I've been constantly horny since I was 11 and it hasn't decreased even slightly, 25 now. I don't know how much I need to fuck for my body to no longer desperately crave it. Life is hell.
How's your bust size and shape?
>bad things happen
You did this to yourself.
you really dont know anything do you
>Even gay shit feels my head now.
Could you give us some examples?