imagine how much pussy that tall rich homosexual got in his prime social media years.
imagine how much 20 year old wierdo artstudent pussy he gest right now
>you gotta have insane amount of attention to feel that way.
just wait until you realize that pussy really isn't hard to get whatsoever when you're relatively lean and at least a 6/10 face
1 year ago
Anonymous
what if you are short?
1 year ago
Anonymous
literally just find shorter women. there is no shortage of girls who are literally 5 feet tall. most of them don't fricking care when you're horizontal regardless of what they say.
he'd rather be known as the insane guy than a washed up "bodybuilder" who went bald and lost most of his muscle mass and is about 5% attractive now compared to before
he will do any stupid shit, break any norms, break any taboo just so people not focus on how low he's fallen attractiveness wise (and attractiveness is all he ever cared about and build his career and fame around)
as long as you think he's insane, hes happy
Some drugs can trigger latent schizophrenia
youre moronic, hes not insane, hes just pretending
>he will do any stupid shit, break any norms, break any taboo just so people not focus on how low he's fallen attractiveness wise
Probably not the reason he is breaking taboos and stuff. He is doing the shit to stay relevant and keep getting views and clicks. His youtube channel was on the downfall in views and stuff so he probably was running out of ideas to keep his viewers. Fuseytube lost his shit as well when his youtube fame was waning.
>(and attractiveness is all he ever cared about and build his career and fame around)
I don't think he even cared that much about being attractive, he just wanted to be popular/liked and get pussy and his attractiveness was the only thing he had going. He seemed like a boring dude all in all and i think him taking ayahuasca and all that might have been an attempt at becoming "deeper" more interesting, and all that. But he seemed like the kind of guy that wasn't mentally prepared for a trip due to his baggage but also his personality and being a person that maybe wasn't as self reflective, introspective self aware and all that. But that is just my speculation on how he was based on his youtube vids.
He's done so much degrading shit online he might as well be insane. I don't care if you were self aware when you were fricking that fleshdoll on cam, you still have to be pretty insane to upload this shit
He went unprepared into an heroic dose of ayahuasca and turned into a full on schizo.
The fact that his entire life was built around having a good looking body was already an indication that he was not a mentally stable guy, and taking a strong psychedelic like ayahuasca just sent him right off the edge into schizo town, where he will probably remain for the rest of his life
And to add to this, if you are normal then psychedelics can have very positive effects on you. But if you are crazy while sober then psychedelics will turn you batshit fricking crazy and you might never recover, so be very careful. It's not a toy or a party drug
>its another episode of short circuiting your brain into hallucinations is the equivalent of some profound insight
If you are incapable of introspection while sober you will most definitely not be able to make any judgements worth a frick while off in yodie land.
I have NEVER met a single person who touts this moronic bullshit who turned out to be remotely intelligent.
And this is coming from someone who has taken psychedelics at least a dozen times. They are good fun, sure.
>some profound insight
Studies on psychedelics performed by heavy hitters in the medical field like harvard medicine, stanford, johns hopkins, imperial college and so on have found that they have a much higher success rate than traditional antidepressants when it came to curing major depression.
It doesnt turn you into Einstein like you are implying, but it gives the user insight into themselves, their lives and what really matters to them. A drug that has a high success rate of pulling people out of deep depressions after only taking it 2-3 times is quite astounding
I don't know why anyone would think jumping into heroic doses of DMT is a good idea, most my psychedelic friends say to work your way up the ladder shrooms>LSD>dmt
It was 100% the roids. Roids weakened his mind; then his body started collapsing due to roids and his mind was too fragile for him to take it. He then tried to cope with drugs which completely recked anything he got left and he turned into a gay poop eater, cum drinker.
Roid trannies have the worst of fates. I wish I was just being ironic, because he did motivate me when I was younger. I didn't see how vain and lost he was until he broke.
People with strong minds can handle self-induced unspeakable horrors on heroic doses. Weak minds cannot even take a moderate dose without turning schizo.
Holy fricking shit it's over its so fricking over I can't even see anything but this rotten planet demise and our species enslavement by the lyrian demonic reptilians who manufactured our consent to be marked with the demonic paw of Satan. It never even began for me and this pathetic joke called my existence it's all gone, finished and final. Nothing can change and our destiny is immutable and forever sealed into the tartaric Jungian super consciousness that's constantly inflicting the worst pain on our minds. It's fricking over, I'm going to rope.
mr. peterson I've been washing my penis 10 times a day and my dad still doesn't love me. it's literally raw meat, I cry every time I pee. please advise.
Unironically true and I feel the same way. I am extremely indignant with this reality, but I gotta see it till the end. I HAVE to know what was all this for.
Hang in there, even if it's the literal fricking end of the world and humanity in a hellish enslavement existence, hang in there and see it to the bitter end. We'll get our God damned answers, sooner or later. Just hang in there man
>check out of clown world entirely >no longer have any worries
It is literally that simple.
https://i.imgur.com/EcGnivI.jpg
What happened?
>makes video that explains it's all an act >morons on IST still take the bait >assuming this thread wasn't made by murphy himself
Someday this website will become a distant memory of the past for me.
bruh.. So many people actually get it right as they take psychedelics, and the trip it self being the thing that sets it off. You can't explain that by coincident
That video is not recent. It's from before Hila had her kid. I want to see him unleash his full power tho. I hope he takes another ayahuasca trip to level up that schizo power
how do people unironically put 'gay pride' on a pic like this? this is the epitome of gay shame. mfers like this turn gay people christian just to distance themselves.
>body dysmorphia >starts roided >never been able to attain the body you want >have mental breakdown >mental breakdown manifests as hardcore homosexuality
>body dysmorphia >starts roids
he got famous and rich off of doing roids at the right time
thats worth it. most homosexuals just do roids and kill themselves slowly to impress some other unhealthy fat dude in the gym and make teenagers scared in the club
>try again >posts someone else's photo
What's the matter, big guy? Moobs getting in the way of the camera?
Post real body with timestamp or go shove a tren bottle up your ass.
1 year ago
Anonymous
bruh that chink/slav is just trying to make his boss man happy so he can go home to his wife and family. instead of being rude, recognise his efforts in the grand psyop and move on.
Everyone I know who endorses psychedelics is a loser moron cuck >It'll enlighten you!
Literally everyone who says this is a sex pest who should've been killed before reproducing
Dunno. Did a couple double sized doses back to back in a cabin in the woods without telling anyone. It was harrowing and enlightening, but I still function as well as I ever did in society. And by that I mean I avoid it and feign moderate normality in public.
>Went through life being borderline 10/10 in physical attractiveness >Ego the size of a planet >Hormonal imbalance from steroids >Latent schizophrenia/bipolar/something (unconfirmed)
+ >Ayahuasca trip >Balding
Ayahuasca is supposed to give you an ego death but his ego was so fricking massive I think it overpowered what was supposed to be life-changing insights and ended up just fricking up his psyche, while possibly also activating a mental illness. He started balding around the same time so he stopped roiding and started losing his muscle mass but continued balding anyway, which fricked him up even more than it would to the average dude because his whole life was built around being attractive. Then he did progressively crazier, often "ironic", shit for views and went off the rails. Reminds me of that one equation from The Boondocks.
Hit it right on the head. Normally these kinda things would make someone a lolcow, but we've seen him before his descent into obscurity and it all happened way too fast to be milked. It's just kinda pathetic and people can get a quick chuckle out of how lame and predictable it all is.
imagine being this guy parents, he is doing well, has a social media presence and will probably end up creating a fitness clothes "brand" and be rich
instead he goes full shizo and gay
Choose one: >live like a God for a year, but afterwards your soul dies and some degenerate shizo gets control of your body and will try to ruin your legacy >live like a sheep the rest of your life, no one remembers you
he didn't cope too well with premature balding from androgens and was too much of a pussy to go on finasteride
he couldn't fathom going from a 9.85/10 to a balding fella and it went downhill from there ... stopping the steroids, getting a hair transplant, trying meme shit instead of a 5ARI (laser therapy, some stuff related to "cleansing" like raw veganism and prolonged fasting, etc) ... then trying psychedelics do "enlighten" himself
Perhaps just perhaps the people who told you that plants don't want you to eat them and have built in defense mechanism to make sure you don't continue to eat them were correct.
I'd guess shrooms or LSD with zero context
add in going bald from steroids and never having to cope with hardship in your life and you have the correct answer
imagine how much pussy that tall rich homosexual got in his prime social media years.
imagine how much 20 year old wierdo artstudent pussy he gest right now
pussy is fricking boring and i bet that was another contributing factor to his breakdown
just like every homosexual here who starts lifting for girls, they get them and then realize what a fricking meme that shit is holy frick
maybe if you got the thin penis. I agree pussy can get boring after a while but you gotta have insane amount of attention to feel that way.
>you gotta have insane amount of attention to feel that way.
just wait until you realize that pussy really isn't hard to get whatsoever when you're relatively lean and at least a 6/10 face
what if you are short?
literally just find shorter women. there is no shortage of girls who are literally 5 feet tall. most of them don't fricking care when you're horizontal regardless of what they say.
he'd rather be known as the insane guy than a washed up "bodybuilder" who went bald and lost most of his muscle mass and is about 5% attractive now compared to before
he will do any stupid shit, break any norms, break any taboo just so people not focus on how low he's fallen attractiveness wise (and attractiveness is all he ever cared about and build his career and fame around)
as long as you think he's insane, hes happy
youre moronic, hes not insane, hes just pretending
>he will do any stupid shit, break any norms, break any taboo just so people not focus on how low he's fallen attractiveness wise
Probably not the reason he is breaking taboos and stuff. He is doing the shit to stay relevant and keep getting views and clicks. His youtube channel was on the downfall in views and stuff so he probably was running out of ideas to keep his viewers. Fuseytube lost his shit as well when his youtube fame was waning.
>(and attractiveness is all he ever cared about and build his career and fame around)
I don't think he even cared that much about being attractive, he just wanted to be popular/liked and get pussy and his attractiveness was the only thing he had going. He seemed like a boring dude all in all and i think him taking ayahuasca and all that might have been an attempt at becoming "deeper" more interesting, and all that. But he seemed like the kind of guy that wasn't mentally prepared for a trip due to his baggage but also his personality and being a person that maybe wasn't as self reflective, introspective self aware and all that. But that is just my speculation on how he was based on his youtube vids.
He's done so much degrading shit online he might as well be insane. I don't care if you were self aware when you were fricking that fleshdoll on cam, you still have to be pretty insane to upload this shit
brother, can I borrow some copium? I'm running low and it seems you have more than you need.
>hes not insane, hes just pretending
Ah yes, acting like a lunatic to the point of incarceration. That's the surest sign of mental stability.
He went unprepared into an heroic dose of ayahuasca and turned into a full on schizo.
The fact that his entire life was built around having a good looking body was already an indication that he was not a mentally stable guy, and taking a strong psychedelic like ayahuasca just sent him right off the edge into schizo town, where he will probably remain for the rest of his life
And to add to this, if you are normal then psychedelics can have very positive effects on you. But if you are crazy while sober then psychedelics will turn you batshit fricking crazy and you might never recover, so be very careful. It's not a toy or a party drug
>its another episode of short circuiting your brain into hallucinations is the equivalent of some profound insight
If you are incapable of introspection while sober you will most definitely not be able to make any judgements worth a frick while off in yodie land.
I have NEVER met a single person who touts this moronic bullshit who turned out to be remotely intelligent.
And this is coming from someone who has taken psychedelics at least a dozen times. They are good fun, sure.
>some profound insight
Studies on psychedelics performed by heavy hitters in the medical field like harvard medicine, stanford, johns hopkins, imperial college and so on have found that they have a much higher success rate than traditional antidepressants when it came to curing major depression.
It doesnt turn you into Einstein like you are implying, but it gives the user insight into themselves, their lives and what really matters to them. A drug that has a high success rate of pulling people out of deep depressions after only taking it 2-3 times is quite astounding
It was DMT and he overdosed on it.
Straight up dmt is pretty fricked up shit. I recommend that to no one and I've found psychedelics to be of great benefit.
I don't know why anyone would think jumping into heroic doses of DMT is a good idea, most my psychedelic friends say to work your way up the ladder shrooms>LSD>dmt
It was 100% the roids. Roids weakened his mind; then his body started collapsing due to roids and his mind was too fragile for him to take it. He then tried to cope with drugs which completely recked anything he got left and he turned into a gay poop eater, cum drinker.
Roid trannies have the worst of fates. I wish I was just being ironic, because he did motivate me when I was younger. I didn't see how vain and lost he was until he broke.
imagine getting your life ruined by a joe rogan meme
People with strong minds can handle self-induced unspeakable horrors on heroic doses. Weak minds cannot even take a moderate dose without turning schizo.
Let nature take its course.
He tried nofap
spbp, the relapse is always lead by some degenerate stuff.
wild how much difference good hair vs shaved head is
Smaller neck, traps, and delts are hurting his aesthetic the most.
Holy fricking shit it's over its so fricking over I can't even see anything but this rotten planet demise and our species enslavement by the lyrian demonic reptilians who manufactured our consent to be marked with the demonic paw of Satan. It never even began for me and this pathetic joke called my existence it's all gone, finished and final. Nothing can change and our destiny is immutable and forever sealed into the tartaric Jungian super consciousness that's constantly inflicting the worst pain on our minds. It's fricking over, I'm going to rope.
>A homosexual goes insane so I'm going to rope because of lizar people
Ok. Good luck.
>Demonic reptilians
They're just israelites anon, I think you've got the idea though
That's what he said
No just capital owners
yeah that's what he said
You are not right in the head and need Jesus
I will murder Jesus for bringing me into this forsaken monstrosity. It's time he pays for his sins
One away from /x/ buddy, try again
mr. peterson I've been washing my penis 10 times a day and my dad still doesn't love me. it's literally raw meat, I cry every time I pee. please advise.
rofl
You've gotta save your father from the dragon dick of chaos bucko
>Lyrian
>House Davion says hello scum
Bro chill
LMFAO
my kink is knowing what sends people over the edge
I collect triggers
I like that kind of power
I used to think life was a tragedy...
but now I realize it's a goddamn comedy...!
Existential crisis strokeposter
Yeah
I feel with you
brutal and true
what the frick am I reading
Unironically true and I feel the same way. I am extremely indignant with this reality, but I gotta see it till the end. I HAVE to know what was all this for.
Hang in there, even if it's the literal fricking end of the world and humanity in a hellish enslavement existence, hang in there and see it to the bitter end. We'll get our God damned answers, sooner or later. Just hang in there man
>IST - Fitness
>check out of clown world entirely
>no longer have any worries
It is literally that simple.
>makes video that explains it's all an act
>morons on IST still take the bait
>assuming this thread wasn't made by murphy himself
Someday this website will become a distant memory of the past for me.
I got you man
> it's an anon accidentally breaches the dreamsleeve episode
If you don't live in a liberal shit hole and stick to being local everything's fine
what balding does to a narcissistic mf
Drugs and maybe real schizophrenia
Some drugs can trigger latent schizophrenia
No evidence for that - it's more that schizophrenia tends to present in exactly the same time period that people tend to be trying drugs 16-30.
bruh.. So many people actually get it right as they take psychedelics, and the trip it self being the thing that sets it off. You can't explain that by coincident
yes you can, thats what coincidence means you idiot.
ahahaha the fricking brainlets on this site man xD it just gets worse every year
https://mega.nz/file/0HgW1KzB#uUZvRsia-WUSfH2nV8tIFLlO7sNqbOvihYoz5oiuVgw
Went to the deep end and further.
Not clicking that shit
Same, not clicking that shit
its a mega link grandpas worse you can find is dolphin porn lmao
>worse
You mean you can come across even better things on Mega?
>dolphin porn
P-post it... I have only heard good things about dolphins.
lemme guess, it's him fricking a Fleshlight attached to a phone with a picture of Hila in it, right?
yep
ngl that makes me a lil hot, id frick hila.
but im a complete degenerate and i want to frick greta thunberg and ellen degeneres etc
how did you know and wtf is the story behind this pic? wtf
Jesus, I thought he was getting better, what the frick is this
That video is not recent. It's from before Hila had her kid. I want to see him unleash his full power tho. I hope he takes another ayahuasca trip to level up that schizo power
if only you knew how bad things were.
is conor insanely tall or is his dick just tiny
Average penis is 5.5 inches, Connor is like 6'3 or something
Lay off the BBC porn
This is what most lankets are packing. Avg dong on a big body looks even smaller.
WTF is going on here??? WHY HILA? WHY THE RANDOM GOAT NOISES??? WHY DID I WATCH THIS?!?!?!
the goat is a reference to the bible
he is impregnating the mother of the second prophet
HE SLURPED UP HIS OWN CUM. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU FIT? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS DUDE?
LONG TIME AGO I REMEMBER LOOKING UP HIS CONTENT.
homosexual BOARD.
I see he's not wasting energy
Ate the cum up fast
jajajjajajajajaja holy shit
beaner
Black person
Most sane IST poster
What the hell did I just watch?
Art
BEYOND YOUR COMPRESSION ASSININE MORTAL
ew, he licked phone screen
This is the fate for all roidtrannies. How many times do we have to tell you?
Some people stand at the summit of humanity without the emotional strength to bear the weight of their reality. Simple.
how do people unironically put 'gay pride' on a pic like this? this is the epitome of gay shame. mfers like this turn gay people christian just to distance themselves.
No one can beat the wiener.
Nope.
You can try, but you just can't beat the wiener.
This is what happens when you base your entire self worth on your looks
he did ayahuasca, had a mental breakdown, and has never been the same since
That is why you should never roid
how the mighty have fallen. no choice but to become your own idol
Karma for 'mogging' everyone and being a doucebag. Kek.
What do you mean?
Psychedelic substances coupled with hormonal changes when going off cycle
I can fix him.
by making him even more gay?
>body dysmorphia
>starts roided
>never been able to attain the body you want
>have mental breakdown
>mental breakdown manifests as hardcore homosexuality
Tale as old as time.
>body dysmorphia
>starts roids
he got famous and rich off of doing roids at the right time
thats worth it. most homosexuals just do roids and kill themselves slowly to impress some other unhealthy fat dude in the gym and make teenagers scared in the club
>t. seething DYEL natty
Many such cases.
>roidtroony triggered
post your gyno I havent had a good laugh today
>gyno
Try again natty DYEL loser.
u gotta do more chest man
>try again
>posts someone else's photo
What's the matter, big guy? Moobs getting in the way of the camera?
Post real body with timestamp or go shove a tren bottle up your ass.
bruh that chink/slav is just trying to make his boss man happy so he can go home to his wife and family. instead of being rude, recognise his efforts in the grand psyop and move on.
>rich
yeah I don't think he did. Youtube pay is shit even if you hit 1m+ per video.
This is the troon phase, it came shortly after the x cycle.
I dunno I'm sure he had a lot of fun fricking 10's along the way.
>has a mental breakdown
>instantly becomes gay
really makes you think about gay people...........
Unironically, don't do drugs. Druggies will cope but his life went downhill when he started doing drugs.
Ayahuasca
>has the CVS manager goatee
Why?
Moral relativity
Read your bible, Repent
Everyone I know who endorses psychedelics is a loser moron cuck
>It'll enlighten you!
Literally everyone who says this is a sex pest who should've been killed before reproducing
He's a roidtroony.
It's late stage now, no saving him.
didnt he lost it like 2 summers ago what is this now?
How much ayahuasca can take before this happens
Dunno. Did a couple double sized doses back to back in a cabin in the woods without telling anyone. It was harrowing and enlightening, but I still function as well as I ever did in society. And by that I mean I avoid it and feign moderate normality in public.
From what I understand:
>Went through life being borderline 10/10 in physical attractiveness
>Ego the size of a planet
>Hormonal imbalance from steroids
>Latent schizophrenia/bipolar/something (unconfirmed)
+
>Ayahuasca trip
>Balding
Ayahuasca is supposed to give you an ego death but his ego was so fricking massive I think it overpowered what was supposed to be life-changing insights and ended up just fricking up his psyche, while possibly also activating a mental illness. He started balding around the same time so he stopped roiding and started losing his muscle mass but continued balding anyway, which fricked him up even more than it would to the average dude because his whole life was built around being attractive. Then he did progressively crazier, often "ironic", shit for views and went off the rails. Reminds me of that one equation from The Boondocks.
based
Hit it right on the head. Normally these kinda things would make someone a lolcow, but we've seen him before his descent into obscurity and it all happened way too fast to be milked. It's just kinda pathetic and people can get a quick chuckle out of how lame and predictable it all is.
body building turns you gay bc you fall in love with the male figure
Hairloss is a death sentence holy shit.
He was literally drinking like 2 liters of ayhuasca tea every day, its impossible to not be permanently fricked up after that
imagine being this guy parents, he is doing well, has a social media presence and will probably end up creating a fitness clothes "brand" and be rich
instead he goes full shizo and gay
The fate of all IST heroes:
>Dying early
>Being Homo
>Trooning out
The absolute state
he ate da poopoo
When is Connor going to show us his tight bussy? It's got to be soon right?
Choose one:
>live like a God for a year, but afterwards your soul dies and some degenerate shizo gets control of your body and will try to ruin your legacy
>live like a sheep the rest of your life, no one remembers you
Realized he was just another male gym thot and decided to ascent and master his mind
He seems to be back in shape though ?
roids again?
>What happened?
I'm not sure, but I think the Elves are behind it.
Anyone has the full video where he eats Nicos cum
he didn't cope too well with premature balding from androgens and was too much of a pussy to go on finasteride
he couldn't fathom going from a 9.85/10 to a balding fella and it went downhill from there ... stopping the steroids, getting a hair transplant, trying meme shit instead of a 5ARI (laser therapy, some stuff related to "cleansing" like raw veganism and prolonged fasting, etc) ... then trying psychedelics do "enlighten" himself
Perhaps just perhaps the people who told you that plants don't want you to eat them and have built in defense mechanism to make sure you don't continue to eat them were correct.
Whatever enters my body will do what I tell it to do or else
i thought he was just eating cum for the health benefits when did he turn real gay
Vanity, prelest