I wouldn't say it makes me more gains but when I have to take breaks from lifting I don't even come here aside from the occasional trip to IST, it's because if I'm not lifting I feel bad about it and seeing lifting related posts makes me feel even worse.
That's true, but browsing has very diminishing returns. I think all the fun and knowledge I gain from IST boards happens in the first few days of browsing but after that everything becomes a time sink and you realize it's just the same shit day after day.
4chin and myself. My inner voice constantly sabotages me from taking initiative in life. I find something interesting, then I start having existential thoughts out of nowhere telling me that it's all for nothing and I am an idiot for even trying. I try to drown him out with working hard enough to be too tired to listen his suicidal hints, but while my body grows in size and strength, my social life is in crumbles, career is nonexistent and he constantly wins with me on that aspect of battlefield cause I run myself to plethora of distractions (working out is one of them) to not hear how much of a failure I am
I could have written this same post. I'm legit in the best shape of my life, visible abs and everything, and am also at the absolute nadir in every other aspect
Trying to deal with the antisocial hatred my father with no friends who said less than 1000 words to me passed down.
I don't know if it it's a family trait or if we developed it ourselves.
Cutting
I hate cutting and always try to cut hard and fast to get it over with quicker. By doing so, I lose 10 lbs of muscle every time I go on a big cut
Got diagnosed as hypothyroid and got medicated this year so maybe cutting will be better this time
God I wish that was me. I'm unironically looking to move to a city with a higher latino population, there just aren't any brown women where I currently live.
>The being hit on my a Hispanic chick experience.
Not really. Goblins don't prattle on about their brothers or cousins >My brother said this >My cousin said that
The funny thing I always found about hispanic families and the rest of their extended family members: They fricking hate their own extended family members to the point where there have been numerous crimes of extended family literally killing each other many times in the past. But these people keep attending these huge family gatherings.
Most women become much more handsy when they're drunk. The downside is that they also become much more annoying, getting extremely loud and emotional. They don't become "easy" per say, but the odds of them becoming physically attracted to you as they touch you more increases.
depends on the girl but yes they do. for it to work she has to at least fancy you a little bit already, or just be a bawd, it wont make a girl who isn't interested magically want to frick you, but it makes it way easier to make something happen if there's vibes there
Most women become much more handsy when they're drunk. The downside is that they also become much more annoying, getting extremely loud and emotional. They don't become "easy" per say, but the odds of them becoming physically attracted to you as they touch you more increases.
https://i.imgur.com/PMmIrMZ.jpg
depends on the girl but yes they do. for it to work she has to at least fancy you a little bit already, or just be a bawd, it wont make a girl who isn't interested magically want to frick you, but it makes it way easier to make something happen if there's vibes there
Don't people consider it rape if you frick a drink girl now?
My ex gf quit booze and would always consider it her greatest accomplishment. I wonder what she did when she was drunk. Also when I fricked her the first time she had 4 Budweiser on her
unironically overtraining. I want to be in the gym everyfricking day. But if I don't do 2 rest days a week, i get crippling depression and zero energy. If only I could also train those two days....
sex honestly. i frick some random trash bawd at least once a month, and that inevitably results in a whole weekend of getting wasted together, and they're always very mediocre so i hate myself afterwards as soon as the endorphins have worn off, and then im hungover and miserable for the first half of the week
Men can only destroy their bloodline via raising their mixed bastards as their heirs. You can frick an infinite number of mixed goblinas, and as long as you raise your white children as yours you keep your bloodline pure.
… the idea that somebody in 2023 would want to have to give child support for a brown spawn to a post-wall Spanish/Indigenous/African mongrel is ridiculous.
My job >work in Italian deli >very physical work >access to unlimited free meat & cheese >BUT >directly next to Italian bakery >access to some of the best cookies & baked sweets I've ever tasted at a major discount >spaced out yesterday and didn't realize until the end of the day that I had eaten about 2000kcal of chocolate dipped cookies
Uni. Holy shit sometimes I'm forced to take a hiatus because of this. It's a masters degree so it's harder to just balance when you have harder obligations and harsher deadlines.
College since I have put off lifting so many times to study and do homework. Now that I graduated and got a house, I have all the time to finally get into lifting.
unironically my GF.
She's a sex fiend and wants to frick like 24/7. This sounds great until you nut several times and you have 0 interest in sex, but every time she orgasms it just makes her want more.
I'm actually dreading turning her down for like the 3rd time this weekend, like I want to workout and snuggle while we play games together, I don't want to frick forever, we have limited time outside of work to enjoy each others company/bond and instead we just frick and frick.
Haven't done anything substantial as a couple in a while and its making me sad.
Don't get me wrong, fricking is great, but like- a few times a week, not every day. And it always steals me away from working out.
i get what you mean but i dont care. this is why i broke with my ex--stupid b***h would only sleep with me once a month. i loved her but aint no way could i live with sex that infrequently. then when i tried talking to her about it, or get us to see a sex therapist she took it so personally and shamed me for wanting sex.
good luck to whatever fricking idiot dates her next o7
get into the more BDSMy shit where you tie her up with something stuffed in each orifice, vibrating where needed, while you catch up on reading or whatever
5 years ago I would've called you a humblebragging homosexual, but yes, sex really feels like a chore sometimes when you have a gf. I can cum in 2 mins alone but with a gf it's like a whole fricking procedure you need to do every. single. day.
>I can cum in 2 mins alone but with a gf it's like a whole fricking procedure you need to do every. single. day.
You just nut really fast on days where you're not really in the mood for the whole song and dance and say something like "sorry I'm just so into you today I couldn't stop myself," and then go back to doing whatever you were doing. Girls eat that shit up if they never realize your trickery.
Work, it's a grocery store and I do ONS. 10,000 steps a day and constantly going up and down ladders, squatting, lunging, lifting 40+ lb boxes of random shit 5 times a week with no consistent schedule. Recovery is absolute hell and I'm tempted by trashy junk food.
Pork skins are an entirely different protein your body can't utilize for muscle building. Read the label and there's usually a small print that says something along the lines of "not a viable source of protein" at the bottom. I have read it with my own two eyes. They are tasty tho.
Being a Dungeon Master, shit takes way longer than it should with having to prep episodes to a standard I feel happy with and I hate writing in stat blocks for monsters and NPCs, campaign is almost over thankfully and I’ll have more time to workout without getting distracted about thinking about my next episode
I'm sorry for abandoning your game japanDMsan.
my internet got shut down, then they took my house and I just couldn't, but you guys were so dedicated and awesome I couldn't bring myself to say anything because I felt like a Black person.
I'm a 31 year old worthless pathetic manchild, and the gains goblin that put me in this state is a near lifetime lack of social life. Never had the motivation to do anything because of not having friends or relationships, and then as the years stacked up as a complete loser, my self-confidence completely evaporated to where I was so far behind that there's not evena point to anything.
women, easy, every time I add one to my life my mental tanks, my wallet tanks, and I gain weight. I really need to learn how to manage this. >be me last year >losing weight >down to 190lbs from 230lbs >hit it off with young hotty >skip gym to do stuff with her >going out drinking >split cause I don't like situationships and she refused to define our relationship >back at 210lbs
2months later >down to 183lbs >feeling good, looking good >young hotty asks me out >absolutely dead set on friendzoning her cause I don't want a repeat of last girl >start going out drinking, hitting up nice restaurants, skipping gym again >cuffing season hits >she wins me over >by February I'm back up to 220lbs >she decides we should just be friends because I got fat >can't even be mad
Because I work nights its extremely hard for me to go on dates or do anything without skipping the gym and I gain fat easy.
I live in a dorm 5 out of 7 days of the week but whenever I come back my brain switches to momma dependancy mode, I literally do not eat unless she makes me something, at best I'll make myself a frozen pizza.
and by other people I mean if they weren't there I'd be going to the gym almost daily, but when they are there, I do rest days when they do and go out when they do instead of going out early to have more time to chill afterwards.
slowly decoupling myself but it's taking an uncomfortable amount of time, especially with my mom
Libido, easily. I have my training and diet dialed in as much as I can, diet is actually surprisingly easy given how fricking much I need to eat to hit maintenance, but right now my biggest hurdle is overcoming my libido so that I can practice internal training with a clear head. Lifting heavy weights and conditioning my shins is one thing but having to really deeply clear my thoughts and my struggles with lust is another battle entirely.
I've never had sex. I spend more and more time thinking about how desolate my life is. I work alone at night. No friends or family in this state. I don't know how normies manage wage slaving like this without blowing thier brains out.
Vidya, weed, porn, and my inability to focus on work I should be doing for more than 5 minutes. These are more life goblins than gains goblins since I can stay a degenerate NEET while lifting easily.
I quit playing league last month. My wow sub expired last night. Maybe I'll spend more time trying to get a job.
Porn. That's it. I can stop gaming, don't drink, don't smoke and don't really care about this site.
If I had a gf or a solid offline friend group that liked to do stuff outside and I could talk about life and meme with a little, there'd be no reason for me to return here.
Ironically this goblin is keeping me from the things I really want. Got my own place and I've built a solid career. Just need to start investing as the last hurdle and beat this goblin then I'm in good shape all around besides the apathy and desire to anhero, but I think that's also a side effect of fricking with my libido so much.
Illness. I get ill very easily. Like 3 - 4 times a year.
My strength goes 10 - 20% lower once I get better and I have to waste 3 - 4 weeks getting to the same point again.
my brain tricks me into distracting myself from my tasks and goals. I will have a false sense of "i should be watching youtube or on IST", then hours later, and all ive done was browse the web instead of enjoy the nice day or better myself :c
Ngl bros I have a shortstack fetish and would love to have a midget mistress >inb4 mistress
I'm not putting my offspring through this kind of hell just because of my own kinks
Social life.
I'm cutting, no problem in holding a hipocaloric diet on my own, no temptations or cravings. But social life (friends and family) kicks in and I eat and drink more than planned*. Still loosing like 2kg/month, but I feel I could be at 3kg and already lost this lovehandles.
*1 beer and switch to alcohol free afterwards, no dessert and watch the carbs is the peak I manage to reduce when going out
Fricking alcohol, my mind is at full potential and depression literally cured when sober, the second I get antsy and go for a beer or sip of wine, end up shitfaced and lose a week recovering, my skin is disgusting because of it and makes me feel unattractive as frick
women, for sure
i NEED to go out on the weekends to validate my self worth hooking up with random chicks, then I get fat from alcohol and bar food and decrease my total self worth from my body
it is what it is
porn.
I've beaten everything else, porn is my final boss. > looksmaxxed by lifting, getting on Accutane, getting a skincare routine, laser treatment > strengthmaxxed by swimming, running and hiking > persistancemaxxed through camping in harsh conditions, purposely living in a stale and bland appartment, meditating and focusing on Islam > networkmaxxed by getting mentors, smart, rich and powerful friends and connections > learnedmaxxed by getting my CFA and a ton of other certs, making my LinkedIn absolutely filled to the brim > carreermaxxed by quitting my shit IB job and getting into a better paid IB position, don't take shit from HR no more, learn from my boss rather than suffer his wims.
All is good under the sun, except porn.
I just can't quit porn.
I have a loving girlfriend, i get attention from girls at the office and elsewhere, I could be a degenerate and frick around if I wanted to.
But if I go even three days without my girlfriend I fall right back into the most vile, disgusting, degenerate porn, every single fricking day.
I don't know if I have hormonal imbalance, or if I lack discipline, or both.
I'm just totally addicted to this drug and I cannot quit.
oh and IST of course. I only browse IST nowadays but still pure cancer. Thanks for the lulz boys.
>> persistancemaxxed through camping in harsh conditions, purposely living in a stale and bland appartment, meditating and focusing on Islam
Just curious, why Islam? And do you truly believe or are you using it more to create more barriers and ways to persevere?
> why Islam
no particular reason, I was raised a muslim, thus I practice the Islamic faith.
I'm not sure that I believe, I'm still questionning myself, my journey with religion is only at its beginnings.
You are absolutely correct, religion keeps me in check and is a core part of my self-discipline. I feel like it would be a lot harder to do certain things without religion. > c'mon bro just frick random hoes > c'mon bro just smoke weed > c'mon bro just do coke > c'mon bro eat the junk food > c'mon bro drink the alcohol > c'mon bro skip the gym > c'mon bro just do this thing that will ruin your achievements just for short-term pleasure
Religion imposes on you a strict lifestyle that you must adhere to. Prayer is akin to mediation in a certain sense and I believe it to have the same benefits.
I don't think religion is absolutely necessary for everyone, it just is for me.
If I were born a Christian, I would practice catholicism or orthodoxy (protestantism and other veins of Christianity don't seem to impose a high standard of discipline to their followers). If I were born a buddhist, I would practice buddhism. If I were born an atheist, I would find it much harder to focus and discipline myself.
Look at all the things the self-improvement community does. > meditate > read > practice "mindfullness" or whatever it's called
these are just modern, god-less rebrandings of religious acts.
But without the pressure of the all-powerful God, it's much easier to be lead astray.
Thanks for the info. I was raised an atheist, but I'm trying to find my way into religion. There are a lot of things I like about Islam, but also some major things that hold me back (mostly practical aspects), so I'm not sure about it all yet.
I've never been about drinking, partying or things like that, so that's not an issue either
This fricking website.
I spent too much time discussing my hobbies with disingenuous morons who don’t even want a discussion in the first place. It’s pointless shitflinging 90% of the time, and the on rare occasion where I meet someone who want to discuss shit, it’s not worth filtering the trash in this website
>IST
But in all seriousness though, pure and simple procrastination. I don't usually have it super bad, but doing a workout three hours after I planned too really gets things pushed behind schedule. This mainly happens when I have bad sleep. So insomnia is probably my second biggest gains goblin for sure.
Booze.
women
Abs
IST
switch to IST.org
yup
>IST
For me IST is a gains bonus and gains multiplier.
I love you guys.
I wouldn't say it makes me more gains but when I have to take breaks from lifting I don't even come here aside from the occasional trip to IST, it's because if I'm not lifting I feel bad about it and seeing lifting related posts makes me feel even worse.
Say it with me fren: WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT BRAH!! We love you too bro. Stay up.
My lack of a job
Close second
tpbp
on the flipside, i probably wouldn't have learnt about proper nutrition, fitness and fashion without this site
That's true, but browsing has very diminishing returns. I think all the fun and knowledge I gain from IST boards happens in the first few days of browsing but after that everything becomes a time sink and you realize it's just the same shit day after day.
IST increases my gains because it contributes to my body dysmorphia which makes me train harder
I'm trying to finish my PhD and I really think I should delete clover from my phone so I don't lurk while in the lab.
dubs and i will never come back
>Verification not required.
Elven hatred, I spend so much of my time hating elves it's unreal. These pointy eared "mage" fricks really get on my nerves
obese mother
overweight diabetic father
So, diet.
4chin and myself. My inner voice constantly sabotages me from taking initiative in life. I find something interesting, then I start having existential thoughts out of nowhere telling me that it's all for nothing and I am an idiot for even trying. I try to drown him out with working hard enough to be too tired to listen his suicidal hints, but while my body grows in size and strength, my social life is in crumbles, career is nonexistent and he constantly wins with me on that aspect of battlefield cause I run myself to plethora of distractions (working out is one of them) to not hear how much of a failure I am
The israelites really did a number on us huh
Spending time on the computer browsing shit.
Do hypnotherapy to remove negative self talk.
I could have written this same post. I'm legit in the best shape of my life, visible abs and everything, and am also at the absolute nadir in every other aspect
emotional eating.
stress.
Not being on roids
Poverty.
Trying to deal with the antisocial hatred my father with no friends who said less than 1000 words to me passed down.
I don't know if it it's a family trait or if we developed it ourselves.
Go see a professional.
Your dad sounds based. Hopefully you clung onto every single word.
i am
alcohol. I am at university and drink once a week, with maybe a couple beers at some other point in the week and it really does crush progress.
Cutting
I hate cutting and always try to cut hard and fast to get it over with quicker. By doing so, I lose 10 lbs of muscle every time I go on a big cut
Got diagnosed as hypothyroid and got medicated this year so maybe cutting will be better this time
>pic
The being hit on my a Hispanic chick experience.
Must be nice to be white
Yeah it's pretty great
It's fricking great
yeah, but are you white-white or do you merely present for all of your existence the possession of white skin?
God I wish that was me. I'm unironically looking to move to a city with a higher latino population, there just aren't any brown women where I currently live.
>The being hit on my a Hispanic chick experience.
Not really. Goblins don't prattle on about their brothers or cousins
>My brother said this
>My cousin said that
The funny thing I always found about hispanic families and the rest of their extended family members: They fricking hate their own extended family members to the point where there have been numerous crimes of extended family literally killing each other many times in the past. But these people keep attending these huge family gatherings.
Bros, do women really become this easy when they're drunk?
Most women become much more handsy when they're drunk. The downside is that they also become much more annoying, getting extremely loud and emotional. They don't become "easy" per say, but the odds of them becoming physically attracted to you as they touch you more increases.
depends on the girl but yes they do. for it to work she has to at least fancy you a little bit already, or just be a bawd, it wont make a girl who isn't interested magically want to frick you, but it makes it way easier to make something happen if there's vibes there
Don't people consider it rape if you frick a drink girl now?
Just ask them if it was rape over text message the day after.
>did I rape you?
>did you rape me
>no
>oh ok, thanks
Not if you're fit.
legally that doesn't fly unless the person was drugged without their knowledge
its never [rape/ molestation/harassment] if your hot anon.
they do
and they hate that so much that it became natural for them to accuse drunk sex of rape (
), because losing their inhibition makes them lose all their power
My ex gf quit booze and would always consider it her greatest accomplishment. I wonder what she did when she was drunk. Also when I fricked her the first time she had 4 Budweiser on her
>she had 4 Budweiser on her
Quite the balancing act
unironically overtraining. I want to be in the gym everyfricking day. But if I don't do 2 rest days a week, i get crippling depression and zero energy. If only I could also train those two days....
Do some cardio or yard work, bro
sex honestly. i frick some random trash bawd at least once a month, and that inevitably results in a whole weekend of getting wasted together, and they're always very mediocre so i hate myself afterwards as soon as the endorphins have worn off, and then im hungover and miserable for the first half of the week
Fapping. Destroys all motivation to do anything productive for me
Literal Goblina women who thirst after white seed.
They are very frickable when under 23 but I refuse to destroy my bloodline
Men can only destroy their bloodline via raising their mixed bastards as their heirs. You can frick an infinite number of mixed goblinas, and as long as you raise your white children as yours you keep your bloodline pure.
… the idea that somebody in 2023 would want to have to give child support for a brown spawn to a post-wall Spanish/Indigenous/African mongrel is ridiculous.
Vidya. Done a pretty good job focusing on games with natural endpoints, but sometimes you crave something different and gotta watch the clock.
>Why don't you just quit games
Cuz one of my main hobbies is game jam competitions, they're just too fun to make.
>No money
>Work
>University
>gf
>cat
Beer and vidya. Without them I am pretty sure I'd have huge successes in life
work friends family
easily
My job
>work in Italian deli
>very physical work
>access to unlimited free meat & cheese
>BUT
>directly next to Italian bakery
>access to some of the best cookies & baked sweets I've ever tasted at a major discount
>spaced out yesterday and didn't realize until the end of the day that I had eaten about 2000kcal of chocolate dipped cookies
It was sleep before I broke up with my ex.
Now, I recognize that it is the stress that women cause me.
Being single = MASSIVE FRICKING GAINZ
Sleep
Uni. Holy shit sometimes I'm forced to take a hiatus because of this. It's a masters degree so it's harder to just balance when you have harder obligations and harsher deadlines.
College since I have put off lifting so many times to study and do homework. Now that I graduated and got a house, I have all the time to finally get into lifting.
Sweets, i love cookies
The carbohydrate israelite.
unironically my GF.
She's a sex fiend and wants to frick like 24/7. This sounds great until you nut several times and you have 0 interest in sex, but every time she orgasms it just makes her want more.
I'm actually dreading turning her down for like the 3rd time this weekend, like I want to workout and snuggle while we play games together, I don't want to frick forever, we have limited time outside of work to enjoy each others company/bond and instead we just frick and frick.
Haven't done anything substantial as a couple in a while and its making me sad.
Don't get me wrong, fricking is great, but like- a few times a week, not every day. And it always steals me away from working out.
Ara~ Ara~ Anon-kun, come back to bed.
i get what you mean but i dont care. this is why i broke with my ex--stupid b***h would only sleep with me once a month. i loved her but aint no way could i live with sex that infrequently. then when i tried talking to her about it, or get us to see a sex therapist she took it so personally and shamed me for wanting sex.
good luck to whatever fricking idiot dates her next o7
Do more cardio.
get into the more BDSMy shit where you tie her up with something stuffed in each orifice, vibrating where needed, while you catch up on reading or whatever
this is pasta right?
you're trying to make me go crazy with jealousy?
it's working
5 years ago I would've called you a humblebragging homosexual, but yes, sex really feels like a chore sometimes when you have a gf. I can cum in 2 mins alone but with a gf it's like a whole fricking procedure you need to do every. single. day.
>I can cum in 2 mins alone but with a gf it's like a whole fricking procedure you need to do every. single. day.
You just nut really fast on days where you're not really in the mood for the whole song and dance and say something like "sorry I'm just so into you today I couldn't stop myself," and then go back to doing whatever you were doing. Girls eat that shit up if they never realize your trickery.
God i hate you. Its like I'm a man dying of thirst watching a man drown.
I have a gf too but she only wants sex like once a week or less which drives me insane. I envy being in your position.
unironically myself, if I'd started watching my health back when I was a teen then I'd be shredded by now
It's me
Hi
I'm the problem, it's me
Work, it's a grocery store and I do ONS. 10,000 steps a day and constantly going up and down ladders, squatting, lunging, lifting 40+ lb boxes of random shit 5 times a week with no consistent schedule. Recovery is absolute hell and I'm tempted by trashy junk food.
just steal those quest chips to satisfy ur junk food cravings anon-chan
Nah quest protein chips are literal dog water, this is the spice whenever it comes in+24 back of bangs for 19.99.
just get spicy chicharonnes they dont taste like dogshit.
>$20 for 10oz
holy shit, I'd just go for some of these instead
I get them for 8 dollars a bucket, pork rinds are marginally less expensive and I find them non filling.
Pork skins are an entirely different protein your body can't utilize for muscle building. Read the label and there's usually a small print that says something along the lines of "not a viable source of protein" at the bottom. I have read it with my own two eyes. They are tasty tho.
I know, the point is for a snack not protein supplementation
>snack
NGMI
Being a Dungeon Master, shit takes way longer than it should with having to prep episodes to a standard I feel happy with and I hate writing in stat blocks for monsters and NPCs, campaign is almost over thankfully and I’ll have more time to workout without getting distracted about thinking about my next episode
Lolol dms are the cornerstone of nerd society good man
I'm sorry for abandoning your game japanDMsan.
my internet got shut down, then they took my house and I just couldn't, but you guys were so dedicated and awesome I couldn't bring myself to say anything because I felt like a Black person.
Pizza and monster. Junk food in general I guess, I know it's an actual addiction.
drugs and alcohol, sobriety is hard but I'm try. oh also work
I'm a 31 year old worthless pathetic manchild, and the gains goblin that put me in this state is a near lifetime lack of social life. Never had the motivation to do anything because of not having friends or relationships, and then as the years stacked up as a complete loser, my self-confidence completely evaporated to where I was so far behind that there's not evena point to anything.
Have you tried the rope?
Kids are the ultimate gains goblins hands down
Having a gf
>dates involve drinking
>we stay late and have sex
>sleep less than 6 hours when i see her
>next day feel like shit
All these muscle mommies suckin up my gains
women, easy, every time I add one to my life my mental tanks, my wallet tanks, and I gain weight. I really need to learn how to manage this.
>be me last year
>losing weight
>down to 190lbs from 230lbs
>hit it off with young hotty
>skip gym to do stuff with her
>going out drinking
>split cause I don't like situationships and she refused to define our relationship
>back at 210lbs
2months later
>down to 183lbs
>feeling good, looking good
>young hotty asks me out
>absolutely dead set on friendzoning her cause I don't want a repeat of last girl
>start going out drinking, hitting up nice restaurants, skipping gym again
>cuffing season hits
>she wins me over
>by February I'm back up to 220lbs
>she decides we should just be friends because I got fat
>can't even be mad
Because I work nights its extremely hard for me to go on dates or do anything without skipping the gym and I gain fat easy.
Night shift blows. Went from 190 to 240 on it. Within a couple years of leaving it I was back down to 200. Also stole all my muscle.
Ulcerative Colitis, it doesn't just frick the stomach, it messes with my joints too, every joint in the body basically.
People who are against medical marijuana being legal needs to an hero
My job and to a lesser degree my gf.
Alcohol
shortstack pussy
the israelite in my brain making me procrastinate, instead of making me israelite my way up the ladder of goals and life satisfaction
My black gf (21) I'm wm (38). She stresses me the frick out all the time
Regret due to being 44 year old virgin. Also the uncertainty of whether I have or I don't have autism.
Being a schizo.
It's the worst gains goblin in all aspects of life.
my mom
and other people.
I live in a dorm 5 out of 7 days of the week but whenever I come back my brain switches to momma dependancy mode, I literally do not eat unless she makes me something, at best I'll make myself a frozen pizza.
and by other people I mean if they weren't there I'd be going to the gym almost daily, but when they are there, I do rest days when they do and go out when they do instead of going out early to have more time to chill afterwards.
slowly decoupling myself but it's taking an uncomfortable amount of time, especially with my mom
>S0JMYY
Libido, easily. I have my training and diet dialed in as much as I can, diet is actually surprisingly easy given how fricking much I need to eat to hit maintenance, but right now my biggest hurdle is overcoming my libido so that I can practice internal training with a clear head. Lifting heavy weights and conditioning my shins is one thing but having to really deeply clear my thoughts and my struggles with lust is another battle entirely.
I've never had sex. I spend more and more time thinking about how desolate my life is. I work alone at night. No friends or family in this state. I don't know how normies manage wage slaving like this without blowing thier brains out.
being a wagecuck is weird, sometimes its ok sometimes its slavery. I would be a farmer if I could.
Vidya, weed, porn, and my inability to focus on work I should be doing for more than 5 minutes. These are more life goblins than gains goblins since I can stay a degenerate NEET while lifting easily.
I quit playing league last month. My wow sub expired last night. Maybe I'll spend more time trying to get a job.
Porn. That's it. I can stop gaming, don't drink, don't smoke and don't really care about this site.
If I had a gf or a solid offline friend group that liked to do stuff outside and I could talk about life and meme with a little, there'd be no reason for me to return here.
Ironically this goblin is keeping me from the things I really want. Got my own place and I've built a solid career. Just need to start investing as the last hurdle and beat this goblin then I'm in good shape all around besides the apathy and desire to anhero, but I think that's also a side effect of fricking with my libido so much.
Not caring that much. Fitness is fun but so is relaxing and socializing.
The internet
w*man
demoralization fricks your testosterone so bad bros....and these femoids love doing it
>dont talk to woman
yes the based opinion
ADHD, forgetting to eat food
Not having enough sleep.
Maladaptive daydreaming and IST.
Two of these things are worse than beer, vidya, and anything else in my life.
The fact that I do not lift weights. I'm only here for dicken booty and to spread the word of the gospel
Illness. I get ill very easily. Like 3 - 4 times a year.
My strength goes 10 - 20% lower once I get better and I have to waste 3 - 4 weeks getting to the same point again.
my brain tricks me into distracting myself from my tasks and goals. I will have a false sense of "i should be watching youtube or on IST", then hours later, and all ive done was browse the web instead of enjoy the nice day or better myself :c
Hentai pics like the one in op. Damn you op.
My GF, she struggles to eat the same meal every day and is very needy; eats up my gym time.
Ngl bros I have a shortstack fetish and would love to have a midget mistress
>inb4 mistress
I'm not putting my offspring through this kind of hell just because of my own kinks
Sugar, it's killing my dreams of getting ripped.
Social life.
I'm cutting, no problem in holding a hipocaloric diet on my own, no temptations or cravings. But social life (friends and family) kicks in and I eat and drink more than planned*. Still loosing like 2kg/month, but I feel I could be at 3kg and already lost this lovehandles.
*1 beer and switch to alcohol free afterwards, no dessert and watch the carbs is the peak I manage to reduce when going out
Fricking alcohol, my mind is at full potential and depression literally cured when sober, the second I get antsy and go for a beer or sip of wine, end up shitfaced and lose a week recovering, my skin is disgusting because of it and makes me feel unattractive as frick
I hate not eating
women, for sure
i NEED to go out on the weekends to validate my self worth hooking up with random chicks, then I get fat from alcohol and bar food and decrease my total self worth from my body
it is what it is
porn.
I've beaten everything else, porn is my final boss.
> looksmaxxed by lifting, getting on Accutane, getting a skincare routine, laser treatment
> strengthmaxxed by swimming, running and hiking
> persistancemaxxed through camping in harsh conditions, purposely living in a stale and bland appartment, meditating and focusing on Islam
> networkmaxxed by getting mentors, smart, rich and powerful friends and connections
> learnedmaxxed by getting my CFA and a ton of other certs, making my LinkedIn absolutely filled to the brim
> carreermaxxed by quitting my shit IB job and getting into a better paid IB position, don't take shit from HR no more, learn from my boss rather than suffer his wims.
All is good under the sun, except porn.
I just can't quit porn.
I have a loving girlfriend, i get attention from girls at the office and elsewhere, I could be a degenerate and frick around if I wanted to.
But if I go even three days without my girlfriend I fall right back into the most vile, disgusting, degenerate porn, every single fricking day.
I don't know if I have hormonal imbalance, or if I lack discipline, or both.
I'm just totally addicted to this drug and I cannot quit.
oh and IST of course. I only browse IST nowadays but still pure cancer. Thanks for the lulz boys.
>> persistancemaxxed through camping in harsh conditions, purposely living in a stale and bland appartment, meditating and focusing on Islam
Just curious, why Islam? And do you truly believe or are you using it more to create more barriers and ways to persevere?
> why Islam
no particular reason, I was raised a muslim, thus I practice the Islamic faith.
I'm not sure that I believe, I'm still questionning myself, my journey with religion is only at its beginnings.
You are absolutely correct, religion keeps me in check and is a core part of my self-discipline. I feel like it would be a lot harder to do certain things without religion.
> c'mon bro just frick random hoes
> c'mon bro just smoke weed
> c'mon bro just do coke
> c'mon bro eat the junk food
> c'mon bro drink the alcohol
> c'mon bro skip the gym
> c'mon bro just do this thing that will ruin your achievements just for short-term pleasure
Religion imposes on you a strict lifestyle that you must adhere to. Prayer is akin to mediation in a certain sense and I believe it to have the same benefits.
I don't think religion is absolutely necessary for everyone, it just is for me.
If I were born a Christian, I would practice catholicism or orthodoxy (protestantism and other veins of Christianity don't seem to impose a high standard of discipline to their followers). If I were born a buddhist, I would practice buddhism. If I were born an atheist, I would find it much harder to focus and discipline myself.
Look at all the things the self-improvement community does.
> meditate
> read
> practice "mindfullness" or whatever it's called
these are just modern, god-less rebrandings of religious acts.
But without the pressure of the all-powerful God, it's much easier to be lead astray.
Thanks for the info. I was raised an atheist, but I'm trying to find my way into religion. There are a lot of things I like about Islam, but also some major things that hold me back (mostly practical aspects), so I'm not sure about it all yet.
I've never been about drinking, partying or things like that, so that's not an issue either
Beer and takeaways but man its all too good
This fricking website.
I spent too much time discussing my hobbies with disingenuous morons who don’t even want a discussion in the first place. It’s pointless shitflinging 90% of the time, and the on rare occasion where I meet someone who want to discuss shit, it’s not worth filtering the trash in this website
holy shit i wanna frick a horny female goblin so bad
>IST
But in all seriousness though, pure and simple procrastination. I don't usually have it super bad, but doing a workout three hours after I planned too really gets things pushed behind schedule. This mainly happens when I have bad sleep. So insomnia is probably my second biggest gains goblin for sure.
Whiskey and Gin.