I eat well, I exercise, I make good enough money...But that's it. I go to bed immediately when I get home. I don't look foward to the weekend. I wake up on Saturday and Sunday and spend 2-3 hours in bed scrolling before hunger forces me to rise.
What am I supposed to do. I'm in my prime and I have this powerful body and ample resources and...And what? What am I supposed to do? Is this really life? Is this what everyone is so excited about?
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maybe socialize? what are you afraid of?
For what? I stopped playing games online with my buddies because I was always the weakest link on the team. That's not fun. Constantly losing and having the worst stats/ratio isn't fun. I'm not just going to be some guy's ego punching bag or npc fodder.
Girls don't like me. They expressed as much in highschool and college. I got a vasectomy. I don't interact with them because absolutely nothing of positive value can come from the interaction.
And DND and skiing and biking and tabletop games and gardening? Just boring imo. I'm not the political activist or bleeding heart type either.
Rob, is that you?
Do boys like you anon? Do you like boys? It's okay, you can tell us, we won't judge you
Why would you assume that about me. And no, I don't swing that way.
Because you don't want to be with girls and that's usually what you're supposed to want in your prime, homosexual
I want to. But they don't like me. So I can't.
You're lucky. If they like you they'll try to scam you. All relationships are scams, I'm super pissed and angry that I just learned that at 33 but it is what it is. If you want a purpose, try concocting a scam to lure in the kind of women you want, I guarantee any woman (or man) would do the same to you. Just don't commit crimes with your scam. Me, I'm too fricking exhausted from being the scam victim, demoralized that I couldn't figure it out sooner and therefore feel I'm still vulnerable to the next crook. But that's just me, you do you.
>I'm a loser
not my problem.
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I'M SO FRICKING THIRSTY ANONS HAVENT HAD A GIRL SINCE CHRISTMAS SOMEBODY JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY I GOT MY 3 PL8 BENCH AND NO PUSSY ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Reminds me of another anon's thread where he suggested that if you don't use the body you build for yourself, then you'll ultimately feel unfulfilled. Try getting fit for some sort of physical hobby like combat sports or mountain biking or something like that. I like to spend my free time and resources volunteering for nature conservation projects. A buddy of mine works out solely to be a better tree surgeon/arborist and another does it so he can climb powerline poles without getting exhausted. No matter what you do, you should have some sort of ambition, principle, or goal driving you forward no matter how insignificant or grand it may be. Doing things like lifting weights "just because" ultimately left me feeling hollow even though it worked for a while; maybe you're the same.
t. anon who's closing in on his 5yr sobriety
>sports
I have never been good at sports. Losing all the time doesn't exactly make me want to play more. It's boring.
>volunteering
I just can't even lift a finger for this, especially seeing the life I have been given I don't feel like giving back.
>feeling hollow
This is exactly what I feel like. I'm lifting weights I'm lifting weights. I'm doing cardio I'm doing cardio. Look at me I'm so strong and healthy. The doctor gives me a big, impressed, "this healthy young man has his whole life ahead of him" smile when I go in for my regular check-up. I just stare back at him blankly.
Is it really all that great to be healthy? That fatass 420 youtuber might have high blood pressure and can't run a quarter mile, but at least he has a reason to get out of bed and at least he has ways to spend his money. His mental health far outpaces mine despite on paper being "unhealthy". His doctor would shake his head at him but he'd flash a smile in return: "it's ok, I'm loving life."
Okay then why don't you do drugs and get fat that way you can look like a loser as well as talk like one
homosexual
>Bruh you're depressed? You should work out!
>W-what do you mean you already lift more than me and look twice as big?
>GO have a nice day
What's with homosexuals like you who think being fit is the panacea cure-all? Guess you don't have much going on being a NEET
I remember the other day anon described what a conversation with a depressed person sounds like. When you suggest things and they just dismiss everything you say. They say they don't
>care
>like
>want to try
>see the point
It's scary how accurate that description was. Look after yourself anon, find a way to cheer up, really.
>plebbitspaced blogposting
just go back
well do what the hell you want
If you can’t find a deeper meaning in life that doesn’t include getting drunk maybe you should start attending AA meetings.
Look dude. You're unskilled at life.
This is the problem with young people today. You have no fricking basic clue on how to live.
It's all about vanity.
Look, nobody has to do shit for you, and you don't have to do shit for anyone else.
Nobody is owing you anything. You don't owe something to anyone else.
You need to get a grip on who you are. You haven't done jack shit for soulsearching but you're acting like someone else gonna do it for you.
Get your fricking mind in order
you're basically asking anons for the meaning of life. there is none. i drink everyday to cope with this and haven't killed myself despipe living on the 12th floor. I must be doing something right.
If you can't comprehend why it's a liberating thing that life has no meaning, you're just weak. You're afraid to face it and do something about your life. Lifting or drug use can't solve that.
I started learning Spanish and a side hustle. Some have children and spend time with them. Just do what you like.
This is like spending 10 years mastering the guitar and then asking what you're supposed to play on it. Somewhere along the way, you should have developed your tastes, interests, and passions. You're asking people how to live your own life; what would make you think anyone but YOU can decide that?
As the song says, if you're bored then you're boring. That isn't a "life" problem, it's a you being a passionless, uninteresting person problem.
>I go to bed immediately when I get home
What time do you get home?
>I wake up on Saturday and Sunday and spend 2-3 hours in bed scrolling before hunger forces me to rise.
Why? You could be doing anything you want and your spending your time like this
Jesus fricking christ thank you for the relfection, I just woke up. I'm closing IST.
Go hike. Go join some morning classes. Yoga, traditional martial arts, whatever, stop wasting your life.
Also 1 week sober again cmon