Haven’t had a sober week in months. Going to Florida literally in 3 days from MT and I gained 40lbs of pure blubbery fat. All from drinking and eating goislop
I'm reading this with a hangover and somewhat similar to this
I get crazy anxiety when night falls (used to never happen) and alcohol is the only thing that makes me relax. Then I became dependent and now I need to blackout to not go full panic mode.
Finally eased off of it, almost a month mostly sober, only got drunk 3 nights last week (including last night)
its a slow effort but getting off of it is tough as hell
Also frick the fat moon face shit you get with it. When I was drinking every night we took company pics, and I have this huge fat face that I don't have any more in it, I look like a different person. Also also, I've been steadily losing weight, but when I'm not drinking it melts off way faster. Frick alcohol.
>I get crazy anxiety when night falls (used to never happen) and alcohol is the only thing that makes me relax. Then I became dependent and now I need to blackout to not go full panic mode.
This is the mistake most people make: while we may have started to drink to relax, the anxiety that develops is a symptom of physical dependency. Taper it down and within four days of not drinking, the anxiety stops.
The tricky part is, without very specific steps you cannot resume without the anxiety inevitably returning. Irregular consumption is the most anyone will be able to manage.
Same and I’m struggling to quit. Plus I live in Wisconsin so it’s awful. Going to try sober October though
I'm from wisconsin but I don't live there anymore, try to find kava if you can. I drink it often I find it has anti-anxiety effects that last for a few days after drinking it.
easy to find in florida and maybe colorado/california
>Alcohol fixxes autism >Being obssesed over diet and gyms and looksmax increases it
You could be 10/10 but women would get turned down by the autism lol
I self medicated for depression and anxiety for a long time. As bad as it was for my body I used to have a lot of fun getting fricked up on weed, cigarettes and alcohol while spending the night jerking off, watching anime, playing video games and the finale of the night was gorging on fast food before passing out. I don't know how I didn't end up being 300lbs during that period.
After a while I just got tired of feeling like shit all the time and started noticing serious health problems developing, mostly psychological. I realized that I was committing slow suicide and had to find goals and a reason to live.
Everyone says they like the person I am when I'm a bit drunk.
Normally I'm a bit of a doomer and a quiet person. But when I'm drunk I'm very outgoing, talkative, confident, full of energy and just pleasant to be around.
I don't drink 'that' much, maybe once a month. And it's always some type of special occasion.
And I'm working on it, trying to bring that positive self out more. And I'm seeing some change happening.
I'm not the guy that has to drink a half of bottle of vodka to get the courage to come to our college classes.
Nice cope.
People will love being around you when you start every day with a couple shots just to stop your hands from shaking.
I'm like that too, basically a shut-in borderline autistic dude.
Alcohol enables me to talk to strangers. All of my sexual partners were acquired thanks to alcohol (save for prostitutes)
I only drink on flights. Not to the point of being drunk, but I like being tipsy. Puts me in the mood, to fully relish in the fact I'm not sitting economy.
The best and worst moments of my life occurred because of alcohol. I recently became a regular at Hofbräuhaus down the street from me. The other night I was watching the game, listening to live music, socializing with the regulars, petting people's dogs in the biergarten and bantering with the cute bartenders wearing dirndls. The buzz from my first liter of Oktoberfest Bier hit me and suddenly a wave of happiness so strong washed over me that I almost cried. I felt the oneness of humanity. I realized that this is the perfect moment, these are the good old days, I want this to last forever.
>I don't understand people who have one drink. I don't understand people who leave half a glass of wine on the table. I don't understand people who say they've had enough. How can you have enough of feeling like this? How can you not want to feel like this longer?
I tried becoming an alcoholic to cope with my past mental issues, but honestly, I don't get alcohol. I can barely even get drunk without the risk of alcohol poisoning. 8 shots of straight vodka without being a drinker, and I was still very lucid and only a bit tipsy.
How do you guys do it?
I drink probably once or twice a month but it depends. Never drink alone in the house since alcohol makes me want to go out and be around people. Its also probably because my dad never drank in the house since he grew up with two Irish alcoholic parents who drank like their life depended on it. Alcohol can be fun you just gotta know your limits and not over do it. good luck to any alcoholic bros out there you can do it
i am extremely neurotic and i have no other means of easing the pain of my existence
Same and I’m struggling to quit. Plus I live in Wisconsin so it’s awful. Going to try sober October though
Haven’t had a sober week in months. Going to Florida literally in 3 days from MT and I gained 40lbs of pure blubbery fat. All from drinking and eating goislop
Better stop before you do permanent skin damage.
I'm reading this with a hangover and somewhat similar to this
I get crazy anxiety when night falls (used to never happen) and alcohol is the only thing that makes me relax. Then I became dependent and now I need to blackout to not go full panic mode.
Finally eased off of it, almost a month mostly sober, only got drunk 3 nights last week (including last night)
its a slow effort but getting off of it is tough as hell
Also frick the fat moon face shit you get with it. When I was drinking every night we took company pics, and I have this huge fat face that I don't have any more in it, I look like a different person. Also also, I've been steadily losing weight, but when I'm not drinking it melts off way faster. Frick alcohol.
>I get crazy anxiety when night falls (used to never happen) and alcohol is the only thing that makes me relax. Then I became dependent and now I need to blackout to not go full panic mode.
This is the mistake most people make: while we may have started to drink to relax, the anxiety that develops is a symptom of physical dependency. Taper it down and within four days of not drinking, the anxiety stops.
The tricky part is, without very specific steps you cannot resume without the anxiety inevitably returning. Irregular consumption is the most anyone will be able to manage.
I'm from wisconsin but I don't live there anymore, try to find kava if you can. I drink it often I find it has anti-anxiety effects that last for a few days after drinking it.
easy to find in florida and maybe colorado/california
one word: phenibut
Wasted years thinking I could bodybuild while being a drunk
I don't drink alcohol. Never liked the taste. My father did though. It killed him at just 58.
I'm always amazed at the many people at my local supermarket who cram boxes of beer into their shopping trolley.
>Alcohol fixxes autism
>Being obssesed over diet and gyms and looksmax increases it
You could be 10/10 but women would get turned down by the autism lol
Not really. I'm not a mean drunk but people tell me I'm really annoying when I'm shit faced.
Yeah that’s stupid
Even if it did help me with socialization
It would only become a crutch
Haven't had a sip in 3 years. Problem is quitting made me lose 30 pounds and now I have problems getting enough calories.
Just drink your calories in some other form. Start drinking milk or something.
I self medicated for depression and anxiety for a long time. As bad as it was for my body I used to have a lot of fun getting fricked up on weed, cigarettes and alcohol while spending the night jerking off, watching anime, playing video games and the finale of the night was gorging on fast food before passing out. I don't know how I didn't end up being 300lbs during that period.
After a while I just got tired of feeling like shit all the time and started noticing serious health problems developing, mostly psychological. I realized that I was committing slow suicide and had to find goals and a reason to live.
I stopped because my shit was neon yellow which is a sign of serious liver damage.
Chad Drinker vs Virgin Dyel
Because it tastes good, because it feels good and because I earned it.
Teadrinkers are always homosexuals, with varying degrees of denial.
>because I earned it
You tell em sister, you also earned an extra slice of cake!
How many booster shots did you get fellow xister?
Everyone says they like the person I am when I'm a bit drunk.
Normally I'm a bit of a doomer and a quiet person. But when I'm drunk I'm very outgoing, talkative, confident, full of energy and just pleasant to be around.
Nice cope.
People will love being around you when you start every day with a couple shots just to stop your hands from shaking.
I don't drink 'that' much, maybe once a month. And it's always some type of special occasion.
And I'm working on it, trying to bring that positive self out more. And I'm seeing some change happening.
I'm not the guy that has to drink a half of bottle of vodka to get the courage to come to our college classes.
I'm like that too, basically a shut-in borderline autistic dude.
Alcohol enables me to talk to strangers. All of my sexual partners were acquired thanks to alcohol (save for prostitutes)
But I don’t drink alcohol
I only drink on flights. Not to the point of being drunk, but I like being tipsy. Puts me in the mood, to fully relish in the fact I'm not sitting economy.
I have to take Accutane for the rest of my life, and so I can never drink alcohol ever again and have to raw dog life. Just kill me.
Because I haven't gotten over her yet.
The best and worst moments of my life occurred because of alcohol. I recently became a regular at Hofbräuhaus down the street from me. The other night I was watching the game, listening to live music, socializing with the regulars, petting people's dogs in the biergarten and bantering with the cute bartenders wearing dirndls. The buzz from my first liter of Oktoberfest Bier hit me and suddenly a wave of happiness so strong washed over me that I almost cried. I felt the oneness of humanity. I realized that this is the perfect moment, these are the good old days, I want this to last forever.
>I don't understand people who have one drink. I don't understand people who leave half a glass of wine on the table. I don't understand people who say they've had enough. How can you have enough of feeling like this? How can you not want to feel like this longer?
>day 2 without a sip
hopefully I can make it at least a couple months this time ;(
I tried becoming an alcoholic to cope with my past mental issues, but honestly, I don't get alcohol. I can barely even get drunk without the risk of alcohol poisoning. 8 shots of straight vodka without being a drinker, and I was still very lucid and only a bit tipsy.
How do you guys do it?
I drink probably once or twice a month but it depends. Never drink alone in the house since alcohol makes me want to go out and be around people. Its also probably because my dad never drank in the house since he grew up with two Irish alcoholic parents who drank like their life depended on it. Alcohol can be fun you just gotta know your limits and not over do it. good luck to any alcoholic bros out there you can do it
What's the verdict on non alcoholic beer lads? Been drinking it instead of the alcohol and it's going good