>creatine is found in almost all meat
And testosterone is produced in your balls. Pinning test or taking creatine are both putting way more of a natural substance into your body than you could ever get naturally.
= not natty
my cousin has relatively serious unknown medical issues so shes been stuck with her parents for a few years in my hometown. we barely ever talked as kids but i took her to an antique store the other day and realized i wanna frick her. shes very beautiful.
im not autistic enough to think its remotely possible, and idk if she can even still have sex, i just felt the need to confess my thoughts. shes so pretty though, huge eyes, pale with perfect skin, short hair, great style.
Father i need guidance. >meet grill at christmas party >very clever, maybe 6/10 though and a bit chub >go on a few dates >I‘m looking for a gf because casual sex is haram >5th date we go for drinks >talk until 4:30 in the morning really enjoy her company >after we dance a bit start making out >I cannot express, IST how fricking bad it was >somuchtounge.zip >think oh well maybe she‘s just nervous >go to her place for sexy time >whole thing felt like drowning a puppy >basically have to hold her down because she is so uncoordinated >all while she force-feeds me her tounge
From her personality she is a very good fit for me but she is the worst I have ever had in bed? Wat do? Teach her and make her go to the gym? Or frick off and find someone else? She is pretty much the only women I met in 3 years who does not feel like a bot. But holy shit the sex was bad.
>I'm looking for a gf because casual sex is haram
If you're going to be spending all that time with her, maybe it's time someone teaches her how to have sex properly
Bro if you get along well enough to stay up talking til the morning, teaching her how to have better sex will be easy. She clearly is comfortable with you. Just take it slow and try not to sound like you’re judging her.
>been dating a cutie korean girl for like four months >first time with girl outside my race >keep dreaming about beautiful blonde and brunette white girls
my gf is nice and awesome and sexy I am afraid for what I have to do
>Be me >Make ~$130k in LCOL area >Work remote >Have insight into leaders decisions >Respected >Have direct reports
I fricking hate my job - everyone is always saying we hire the best and brightest but the people on my team are not even close to that mark. Literally the smartest guy in every room and I generally tend to think lower of myself than my peers.
I want to quit but I'm only about 5 years out of school and on a great trajectory.
Keep grinding the wagie life, saving a ton to FIRE early or try to find a job that's more stimulating/challenging?
>deleted the niece folder >consistently lifting >started a running routine >added calisthenic circuit training >spending more time outside >good diet >no more supplements >managing caffeine intake >less anxious when talking with people
thanks my brother, I am improving my life because of you. it no longer feels like I am forcing myself to do the correct thing. I still have self destructive desires but I will not let them win.
im the only person in my gym to flex in front of the mirror
the bathrooms only have this small mirrors so there is no way i can see myself with a pump unless i discreatly take my shirt off and flex a lil in front of a mirror
Is this too big of a sin Father?
i know this is hard to understand, but its actually a good thing. Dont waste your youth or virginity. Find a woman to marry, you can do it. never sleep around, just get married and keep her for life
>creatine is found in almost all meat
And testosterone is produced in your balls. Pinning test or taking creatine are both putting way more of a natural substance into your body than you could ever get naturally.
= not natty
>eat too much beef in one day >realize i ate too much creatine >not natty anymore
You can't get anywhere near as much creatine from eating meat. Your stomach couldn't physically hold enough beef to match 2 scoops of creatine shaken up in a blender bottle
Not him, but im gonna quote Rich here for a second. >Just because you can't do it doesnt mean it isnt being done
I have eaten 5 pounds of ground beef in one sitting on many occasions. I am 140lbs and 5'7".
Took dbol as a 20 yr old from some Hispanic in my class
Had no idea how badly it would wreck my skin
My entire upper body was rekt with roid acne, made exponentially worse from me panicking and fricking with it, the infection was horrific
5 years later and I'm still dealing with the aftermath, just scarred to hell and back.
Pretty much gave up on my skin ever resembling a human again even with getting shots from a dermatologist. Now I just focus on permabulking and never taking my shirt off.
I go to the gym to just to see the one cute Asian guy there. I mostly work out to look the best I can in my 20s. I haven't been lately due to taking care of a relative in the hospital. I miss seeing him.
I haven't had sexors in years due to low confidence from my life going nowhere. I don't have the wherewithal to lie or deceive.. so I don't even try w/ girls even more.
Whenever I find myself experiencing internalized misogyny, I derail a thread on IST to remind myself how stupid the average man is.
Since I’m ugly the (You)s give me the dopamine equivalent of a mire.
listen babe not all men are garbage and treat you like rubbish babe let me just spend a date with you babe I'll bring you to the nicest restaurant nbanbe we can watch the sun ste babe u in y/n/maybe? xoxo
every friday i go on a porn binge/ dawn of war binge while stoned, shit feels other-worldly honestly, also is dark chocolate good for you cuz i love this shit and im a on a cut and it actually makes me feel less hungry
I'm in the same boat as you but I've been through it before and I know it gets better. Treat yourself like someone you want to take good care of and it will get better faster.
should I, at any point, talk to her? She wasn't just some qt. I shared a lot with her and sometimes I wish I could talk to her.
https://i.imgur.com/e1HlQfO.jpg
My ex dumped me 3 years ago and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her, usually another girl comes into my life that makes me forget, but I fear this time may be different
>My ex dumped me 3 years ago and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her
that's my biggest fear. not getting over her, ever.
https://i.imgur.com/e1HlQfO.jpg
My ex dumped me 3 years ago and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her, usually another girl comes into my life that makes me forget, but I fear this time may be different
>another girl comes into my life that makes me forget
also happens to me, in fact the only moment I don't think abt her is when I'm talking to another girl or when I'm rolling with someone on bjj. Man this sucks ass
My ex dumped me 3 years ago and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her, usually another girl comes into my life that makes me forget, but I fear this time may be different
I’m a loser. Women aren’t interested in me, I’m bad at socialising and meeting people. Even after being more outgoing nothing had really changed. I’m 20, 5’7, I have an average face but I’m a bit fat. How do I change my personality to be more extroverted?
I have all the IST mods in my basement being wiener and ball tortured by trans fitness influencers. That's why it takes so long for threads to be taken down
the last year I've done nothing but work, I've done okay (at 19 I've made about 250k) but I've neglected literally every aspect of my life. gym has been shit and I've got a tummy, no gf, scared to drive anything but a shitbox because I'm too scared to spend my money
drank last saturday and was hungover sunday. since then, my week has been kinda off track. wasn't able to do all my workouts, behind at work, and just earlier i was jumping rope but couldn't get into it. really should've hydrated more that bender. but man, i hate how fragile your whole life gets over time. all it takes is a few things not going your way and then you miss out on everything. can't even imagine how much harder things get if you get sick or someone dies or your wife divorces you.
I took a shit in the gym shower last week
I poured way too much linguine into the pot today instead of using the spaghetti/noodle portion measurer I just paid $3 for on eBay.
I've always said to my friends I'm 100% natty when in reality I take Creatine tbh
creatine is found in almost all meat
i can't afford eating a kilo of beef every day so i supplement it
you're natty
he was joking
>creatine is found in almost all meat
And testosterone is produced in your balls. Pinning test or taking creatine are both putting way more of a natural substance into your body than you could ever get naturally.
= not natty
Same, but i eat eggs
my cousin has relatively serious unknown medical issues so shes been stuck with her parents for a few years in my hometown. we barely ever talked as kids but i took her to an antique store the other day and realized i wanna frick her. shes very beautiful.
Go for it
im not autistic enough to think its remotely possible, and idk if she can even still have sex, i just felt the need to confess my thoughts. shes so pretty though, huge eyes, pale with perfect skin, short hair, great style.
Of course it’s not remotely possible with THAT mindset
Father i need guidance.
>meet grill at christmas party
>very clever, maybe 6/10 though and a bit chub
>go on a few dates
>I‘m looking for a gf because casual sex is haram
>5th date we go for drinks
>talk until 4:30 in the morning really enjoy her company
>after we dance a bit start making out
>I cannot express, IST how fricking bad it was
>somuchtounge.zip
>think oh well maybe she‘s just nervous
>go to her place for sexy time
>whole thing felt like drowning a puppy
>basically have to hold her down because she is so uncoordinated
>all while she force-feeds me her tounge
From her personality she is a very good fit for me but she is the worst I have ever had in bed? Wat do? Teach her and make her go to the gym? Or frick off and find someone else? She is pretty much the only women I met in 3 years who does not feel like a bot. But holy shit the sex was bad.
>I'm looking for a gf because casual sex is haram
If you're going to be spending all that time with her, maybe it's time someone teaches her how to have sex properly
>She is pretty much the only women I met in 3 years who does not feel like a bot
That doesnt come often. Teach her but dont be a dick about it
Bro if you get along well enough to stay up talking til the morning, teaching her how to have better sex will be easy. She clearly is comfortable with you. Just take it slow and try not to sound like you’re judging her.
>been dating a cutie korean girl for like four months
>first time with girl outside my race
>keep dreaming about beautiful blonde and brunette white girls
my gf is nice and awesome and sexy I am afraid for what I have to do
t. married to blonde, white woman
Sometimes I dream about Asian grils. It doesn't mean you have to break-up anon...
I don't count calories
Ate a few spoonfuls of peanut butter yesterday but been walking for 12 hours and gymmed so should be ok
I do my best to not eat junk food. I'm weak when I'm by myself. Peanut butter has been my cope away from junk
>Be me
>Make ~$130k in LCOL area
>Work remote
>Have insight into leaders decisions
>Respected
>Have direct reports
I fricking hate my job - everyone is always saying we hire the best and brightest but the people on my team are not even close to that mark. Literally the smartest guy in every room and I generally tend to think lower of myself than my peers.
I want to quit but I'm only about 5 years out of school and on a great trajectory.
Keep grinding the wagie life, saving a ton to FIRE early or try to find a job that's more stimulating/challenging?
I wouldnt waste my youth workijg a job i hate. But maybe you arent as based as me
I pass as heterosexual but I schlicked to most of my gym friends.
It was I who nutted in the butter
My gf wants to peg me for Valentine's Day and I'm kind of scared
>I'm also excited
rope
Sometimes I take two scoops of pre when the label clearly says not to exceed one per day
Can't stop cooming and I neglect my prayers too often. I'm sure these things are related.
Even though it's been years, I still harras my ex online because the thought of her going to therapy because of me makes my power fantasies happy
Those are woman tactics. Be a man
Being the reason a woman goes to therapy is quite manly tbh
>deleted the niece folder
>consistently lifting
>started a running routine
>added calisthenic circuit training
>spending more time outside
>good diet
>no more supplements
>managing caffeine intake
>less anxious when talking with people
thanks my brother, I am improving my life because of you. it no longer feels like I am forcing myself to do the correct thing. I still have self destructive desires but I will not let them win.
Deleted the w-what folder anon?
I'm proud of you Uncle Anon
I called out of work today. First time since September. Still feel bad about it. But it will be nice to sleep in.
im the only person in my gym to flex in front of the mirror
the bathrooms only have this small mirrors so there is no way i can see myself with a pump unless i discreatly take my shirt off and flex a lil in front of a mirror
Is this too big of a sin Father?
I always pee in the gym shower. And I always creep at girl asses and breasts.
I'm 27 years old and never had sex or a girlfriend.
i know this is hard to understand, but its actually a good thing. Dont waste your youth or virginity. Find a woman to marry, you can do it. never sleep around, just get married and keep her for life
t. old anon
Yesterday I loaded up GTA5 and all I did was run over innocent people, shoot them and take their money to repair the car I used to run them over with.
Then I was going to kill some prostitutes but my computer crashed.
I just bought a movie theater box of candy
Failed bench pr and bought 3 mcdoubles on the way home to make myself feel better.
I was a fat, lazy teenager and will bear the marks of this on my body for the rest of my life
I am vegetarian
i killed a guy by accident and nobody is going to believe me because this is a turkish garlic farming site
story?
>eat too much beef in one day
>realize i ate too much creatine
>not natty anymore
You can't get anywhere near as much creatine from eating meat. Your stomach couldn't physically hold enough beef to match 2 scoops of creatine shaken up in a blender bottle
Not him, but im gonna quote Rich here for a second.
>Just because you can't do it doesnt mean it isnt being done
I have eaten 5 pounds of ground beef in one sitting on many occasions. I am 140lbs and 5'7".
Took dbol as a 20 yr old from some Hispanic in my class
Had no idea how badly it would wreck my skin
My entire upper body was rekt with roid acne, made exponentially worse from me panicking and fricking with it, the infection was horrific
5 years later and I'm still dealing with the aftermath, just scarred to hell and back.
Pretty much gave up on my skin ever resembling a human again even with getting shots from a dermatologist. Now I just focus on permabulking and never taking my shirt off.
I haven't gone to the gym consistently for 2 months because I went away for work and didn't want to buy a membership at another gym.
Since I got back I found out I'm being kicked out by my housemates and probably losing my license so I haven't been eating at all or barely.
Everyone has told me I've lost weight like it's a good thing. But the only thing I've lost is muscle.
I eat cookies and milk perhaps three times a month
I didn't work out today like I planned. Donated plasma instead because I am broke.
I added 25g of honey to my liter of green tea. 70 extra calories I didn't need.
I have been having milk in my tea during intermittent fasting
homie,
I go to the gym to just to see the one cute Asian guy there. I mostly work out to look the best I can in my 20s. I haven't been lately due to taking care of a relative in the hospital. I miss seeing him.
I have eaten instant noodles/takeout for the past 7 days because i'm too lazy to go to the grocery store.
I haven't had sexors in years due to low confidence from my life going nowhere. I don't have the wherewithal to lie or deceive.. so I don't even try w/ girls even more.
No matter what I do I can't get a good nofap streak going or a consistent lifting routine. Please God give me the strength to disicplinemaxx.
I know that feel, bro
I've been on and off routines for the past 2 years
I dream of escaping the skinnyfat hellscape
We can always keep trying, lad
I have been inconsistent. In 30 minutes I will do my workout, but I have fricked up.
Whenever I find myself experiencing internalized misogyny, I derail a thread on IST to remind myself how stupid the average man is.
Since I’m ugly the (You)s give me the dopamine equivalent of a mire.
Nonsense. You're probably beautiful just the way you are.
listen babe not all men are garbage and treat you like rubbish babe let me just spend a date with you babe I'll bring you to the nicest restaurant nbanbe we can watch the sun ste babe u in y/n/maybe? xoxo
I don't squat
every friday i go on a porn binge/ dawn of war binge while stoned, shit feels other-worldly honestly, also is dark chocolate good for you cuz i love this shit and im a on a cut and it actually makes me feel less hungry
>Porn/Dawn of war binge
Kek odd combination
tau girls,calidus temple assasin mommy all mine
I thought you meant playing the game lul
My roommate left her door open so I went into her pants drawer and jerked off on all of them multiple times.
I couldn't help myself...
she broke up with me 3 months ago and there's not a single day I don't think of her.
it hurts brehs... i miss her so much.
I'm in the same boat as you but I've been through it before and I know it gets better. Treat yourself like someone you want to take good care of and it will get better faster.
should I, at any point, talk to her? She wasn't just some qt. I shared a lot with her and sometimes I wish I could talk to her.
>My ex dumped me 3 years ago and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her
that's my biggest fear. not getting over her, ever.
>another girl comes into my life that makes me forget
also happens to me, in fact the only moment I don't think abt her is when I'm talking to another girl or when I'm rolling with someone on bjj. Man this sucks ass
Goes against what lots of people will tell you, buy only talk to them if she initiates, and even then be weary, talking to an ex rarely works out
My ex dumped me 3 years ago and not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of her, usually another girl comes into my life that makes me forget, but I fear this time may be different
I’m a loser. Women aren’t interested in me, I’m bad at socialising and meeting people. Even after being more outgoing nothing had really changed. I’m 20, 5’7, I have an average face but I’m a bit fat. How do I change my personality to be more extroverted?
Lose weight, unironicaaly
I have all the IST mods in my basement being wiener and ball tortured by trans fitness influencers. That's why it takes so long for threads to be taken down
the last year I've done nothing but work, I've done okay (at 19 I've made about 250k) but I've neglected literally every aspect of my life. gym has been shit and I've got a tummy, no gf, scared to drive anything but a shitbox because I'm too scared to spend my money
drank last saturday and was hungover sunday. since then, my week has been kinda off track. wasn't able to do all my workouts, behind at work, and just earlier i was jumping rope but couldn't get into it. really should've hydrated more that bender. but man, i hate how fragile your whole life gets over time. all it takes is a few things not going your way and then you miss out on everything. can't even imagine how much harder things get if you get sick or someone dies or your wife divorces you.
when all the racks are occupied i find one with girls in it and give them unsolicited advice on their form until they frick off.
I cheat my Pendlay reps. Like, a lot