unironically, wtf am i even doing?

unironically, wtf am i even doing?

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    looks to me you posted on IST.org/fit/, my dude

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    idk, what are you doing?

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    We browse IST too much. It's a waste of life, really. We just got to stay busy. I can understand the fags at IST

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Air your fuckin gear out you plug

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I just want land and a wife, that's it

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      You won’t trick me satan.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Good luck, Satan

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Thats cool and reasonable goal what are you doing to attain those?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        nothing

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      And 6 kids

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I'm going through this rn and all I want is

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      > land
      Trad larper confirmed

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      get a job then moron

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I was an investment banker. That way I could be busy with work literally 24/7 and not have to think about how miserable I am

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Finance anon here... money isn’t worth the long hours and stress. You realize you waste your youth making boomers rich rather than settling down with a trad qt and have a family

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I don't give a fuck about any of that. I want to work downtown, work 14 hour days, fuck twinks and gracefully die of a stress induced heart attack at the ripe age of 35, wearing a gold watch and dressed in a $5000 suit

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >dressed in a $5000 suit
          So as a poorfag.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            The average poorfag doesn't even own a off the rack suit. That's besides the point.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Cringe and incelpilled

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >Cringe and incelpilled

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              >Iiiim not a loser
              >Posts soijak

              Pottery

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You deserve none of those things retard. Glad iBanking doesn’t want you either

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            stay coping. I'm well on my way into an associates program

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Whatever you say larping 4chinner

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm in the same boat

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'm starting a new job here on the first of August.

    The girl I like ended up traveling to Florida for work (used to work together, shes known that I have a thing for her for a few months) so I figured why not go there as well, she's letting me stay in the same room in the same bed. Hell, I'm typing this as she sleeps next to me right now.

    The relationship she was in recentley turned south in a big way, so I thought at the very least, I could keep her company and try to help keep her mind off of things. I genuinely care about her as a friend and she's one of very very few people I can really open up to, but I really want more out of my relationship with her.

    I know I'm not in a place to be in a relationship, and I don't think she really is either right now. I care about her alot, but I'm really unsure if she'll ever feel the same way about me. When I told her I had a thing for her she said that she was flattered and that in the future it was a possibility. I could be wrong but I know she has a fair amount of guys who are definitely after her, and it does make me jealous when I know she's talking to them or whatever.

    Maybe I'm just being stupid, maybe I'm being a bit desperate, but fuck me, I care about this girl alot. Her smile fucking destroys me, her perspective on things really puts a smile on my face, and I feel fucking giddy just being around her.

    So what am I doing this weekend? I'm laying in a bed in Florida with a girl that I'm probably in love with at this point for the next week, wondering what the fuck is wrong with me that she doesn't feel same. Wondering what I have to do to be more appealing. Wondering if anything will ever come of knowing her. I don't want to ruin a friendship, but I also hate where I'm at mentally in regards to her.

    I'm spending this next week playing mental gymnastics.

    Live your life Op.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Sad beta cuck

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Have you had sex with her yet? Sorry to break it to you, but if she doesn't immediately reciprocate your emotions with an emphatic "Yes!" then you're wasting your time. It sucks and you'll feel terrible for the next few months, but you need to cut your losses and find someone who loves you back.

      Also - you're sleeping in the same bed as her while she's in a relationship? That's fucking obscene. You wouldn't be comfortable with your GF sleeping in the same bed as another man.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      She's tamed you. It's over.
      >he's literally sleeping in the same bed as her
      Anon if you'd read someone else write this, what would you say? Honestly?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What kind of schitzo shit is this , just get a girl and knock her up. Its not compliant

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      She's just another stupid bitch. Wake the fuck up and reclaim your balls already. You don't understand how women work. People have been going over this shit in the PUA/manosphere/whatever spaces for over a decade now. Figure it out you pathetic cunt.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Sounds like you're the average frustrated chump
      >Sleeping in the same bed
      >SAME BED
      NGMI

      hahaha I've gone to sleep next to chicks in the same bed and woken up doing it

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Bro. If you dont make her yours. Somebody else will. And when somebody else has her. She will spend more and more time with him. And less time with you. Shes gonna get railed every night. While you are at home thinking about her. I see this ending badly for you unless you make her yours quick.

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I had a better job

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what advice would you give to someone in your situation?

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    posting on IST.

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I want to work in the nuclear industry

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Its 12 pm where i live and i still have to memorize a shitload of information for a exam that is in 11 hours. It could be worse anon

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Same, I have a professional licensure exam tomorrow and just got absolutely wrecked by my oneitis crush, so now I can't concentrate for shit. My mind is pretty much made up that if I don't end up passing I'm just gonna end it all. Fuck this gay life.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        If you fail can't you just try again later? And your oneitis feels will fade, it just takes time.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah, I'll just have to wait another 45 days to take it again. Can't really work in my field until then though. And yeah, I know oneitis fades with time, last one took like 10 years though. I'm too old and retarded to wait that long again tbh.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >last one took like 10 years though.
            Fuck, alright that sucks man. Yeah you gotta try and meet someone new even though this one's still in your head, I guess.

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Yup, just hoping I can pass and find a good job that lets me take my mind off things and maybe meet some new people or something.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I know that no cares but heres an update. Passed the oral exam with a mediocre grade and now i feel like shit. Grade is not good enough to be happy about it but also not bad enough to be upset about it. Whatever i try i am always just okay or good but never great at anything. I feel like l am a 3 star character in a gacha game.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        you sound like a whining woman, beyond embarrassing

        who gives a fuck

  14. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Travelling to another state to be with a girl who will never feel the same. You will reap what you sow, but it gets better after that. Don't worry bro.

  15. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I just realized that I'll most likely die alone, so why even do all this shit? Why do I even bust my ass wagecucking? Doing overtime, ever? I don't need to buy a house or a fancy car or ever worry about having a family or a partner of any kind, so why bother? Who am I doing this shit for?

    I'll just live in my small room and put heavy things up and down till the day I die, maybe work just part time enough to get my needed calories and that's it. It's actually kind of liberating

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Same. I just do what I want and am happy. Had this revelation 3 years ago.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Man. I used to relate to this way more than I'd like to admit.

      Why do you feel you must seperate yourself from others? Does connecting with others and bringing each other joy not worth it for you? Or have you been burned too much in the past, and are twice shy?

      Either way. It's not way to live. The loneliness and suffering will eat you up bit by bit until you're so far gone you may never recover emotionally. I came close - but climbed my way out.

      When life seems meaningless - remember that we are all experiencing this reality together. Bringing joy, peace, and awareness to others is the most fundamental thing we can do to add meaning.

      Good luck, anon.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Not that poster, feel pretty much the same though.
        I have a hard time relating to other people, and there's not really anything I ever feel like talking about. I can hold conversations, but I don't feel like I get anything out of it. As a result, I seldom take initiative to approach new people if I don't have to because there's just no natural prompts that pop up. I'm not shy or anxious, there's just nothing to say.
        Can't really do games (don't like how it feel like someone trying to jerk off your brain) or movies (just never feel invested) anymore either.
        Have a few old friends I still see sometimes, but I don't really feel any different when I've met them, or that anything we did really mattered.

        People in general tend to feel something off about me, and though I don't harbour any ill wishes for anyone I don't feel any inclination to spend much effort to bring joy to people who talk behind your back when they think you don't hear.

        Only thing I actually feel some drive towards is getting to cuddle someone again, but then I know that might just be a mirage as well, seeing as my darkest and lowest periods have actually been when I had a GF.
        Lifting keeps me from feeling I am some kind of floating spectre.

        The sucky part is, weed fixes me. Makes me temporarily emotionally able to be invested and curious about people, feel connection. But it is illegal where I live, and it'd be both too risky and expensive to maintain a habit regular enough to let me live a normal life. And also, I'd feel a bit weird about me becoming half plant, so to speak.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You have ADHD-PI

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          You have ADHD-PI

          I feel the same, also have ADHD-PI. Adderal helped a lot.

  16. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i assume youre asking about doing IST related shit. Even if youre questioning, dont stop. I was close, down to 180lbs, then the nihilism set in with failed dates and the potential to lose my job, fear of being alone. Booze and fast food took over and in less than a year im 230. Do not stop, do not be like me.

  17. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    being sad that i am lonely while at the same time refusing to go socialize

  18. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How's your self esteem?

  19. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    /life/ thread?

    >turned 22 in march
    >feel like I'm just aimlessly wandering through life
    >almost no friends, no gf
    >decided to do what I wanted since I was a kid
    >joined a conservatory last year
    >prof tells me I got talent and that I should've joined years ago
    >fuck it, gonna stay there for at least 2 years and go to uni
    >broke as af
    >no license, no car
    >living with parents
    >trying to go back to liftin'
    >gonna leave my wack ass office job at a hotel in 2 weeks to fully focus
    Let's see what the future brings me

  20. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    what are the soiboi dyels even doing? I ask myself everyday.

  21. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >switched jobs just over a year ago, got a ~40% raise, new job is better in every regard
    >met a woman last winter, we started dating and have now been together for over half a year, my first real relationship
    >we discussed moving in together next spring
    I haven't made any real gains in the gym in forever though, I'm really unmotivated and I have no energy when I'm there.

  22. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    best thread on IST right now, hands down

  23. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    This pic is sad because the guy doesn't have a normal comfy couch, like what the fuck is he sitting on??

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